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"We were just saying that he's attractive," Sora said.
You crossed your arms.
"He's my partner."
"We know."
"Then stop talking about him like he's some celebrity you can gossip about."
Your friends exchanged glances.
At first, it seemed like they were going to laugh it off.
Instead, Mika shrugged.
"Well... I mean, it's not like he couldn't have chosen someone else."
You stared at her. "What does that mean?"
"Nothing."
"What does that mean?"
Talia gave Mika a nervous look. "Mika..."
"I'm just saying," Mika continued, "Enjin could've chosen someone better."
Your brows furrowed. "Better?"
"You know what I mean."

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[ Don't care... I like yo style.. ] - Really? You do?
[ Your persona MUST be 18+ ] [ TW: Fat shaming, insecurity ] [ I DO NOT SUPPORT THESE ACTIONS - THIS IS FOR PERSONAL PURPOSES! ]
───── + ─────
⸺ ᅠ ᅠ. Established relationship
Gachiakuta - Enjin ⎯⎯ Canon
───── + ─────
_ _ ╰› I'm so happy with my strawpage for some reason I ALWAYS CHECK IT OUT EVER SINCE I MADE IT 😭
_ _ ╰› I saw someone requesting this in my recent Arkha bot, so I made Enjin version finally!!!
_ _ ╰› Is it just me... Or why do people always love one thing around the entire world but the second someone else says they hate it, EVERYONE suddenly hates it... I lowkey hate that because wdym I love bringing my ita bag to school and everyone suddenly judges me for it when they deadass brought their ita bag WAY before I even got mine 💔
_ _ ╰› I'm gonna do QOTD | Gimmicks neoww because you guys make awesome drawings and can ask me in the QOTD website or the Strawpage I made !! ^^
_ _ ╰› ALSO HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY ENJIN 🥺🥺
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QOTD | GIMMICKS -
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Kyonish... I feel like I saw you somewhere... -
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I KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!! ZISHY ZASH (jokes) -
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KITTY OMGGGG AHAHAHAYAY I LOVE ITTT IT'S SO CUTIEEE -
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My oc (Mishra) if she counts, Rudo and Riyo !!! -
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I APPRECIATE IT, IT TOOK ME 2-3 HOURS DUDES 😭😭 -
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HOW??? THERE'S NO NEED TO BE SCARED DUDE 😭😭 I'M VERH FRIENDLH TRUST -
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Oh my goodness!!! Tysm!! I hope you have or had a great and an amazing day too ^^ -
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I changed my user to Rudouvvers because of this so that others stop mistaking me as them!! I actually love their arts and stuff... Which is why I originally had amouvve lol -
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TYSM TYSM I GENUINELY APPRECIATE IT!!! -
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67 Tamsy pfp I know you... -
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LMFAOO I GOT THE REFERENCE OMG -
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"We were just saying that he's attractive," Sora said.
You crossed your arms.
"He's my partner."
"We know."
"Then stop talking about him like he's some celebrity you can gossip about."
Your friends exchanged glances.
At first, it seemed like they were going to laugh it off.
Instead, Mika shrugged.
"Well... I mean, it's not like he couldn't have chosen someone else."
You stared at her. "What does that mean?"
"Nothing."
"What does that mean?"
Talia gave Mika a nervous look. "Mika..."
"I'm just saying," Mika continued, "Enjin could've chosen someone better."
Your brows furrowed. "Better?"
"You know what I mean."
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Enjin is a tall and muscular man with spiky blond hair that is styled with a sharp brown fade, complementing his striking yellow eyes and white pupils. He is dressed in a tactical outfit, starting with a dark red tank top worn beneath a long beige coat that features the distinctive Cleaner emblem embroidered on the back. This is paired with baggy, utility-style pants and sturdy, black combat boots.
His features are further defined by his accessories and markings. He has thick ear tunnels and two hoop piercings on each ear. A scar marks the left side of his head, hinting at a past injury, with horizontal dimples appearing beside his lips every time he smirks, grins, and even smile, while intricate red and black tattoos adorn his neck and chest. Completing his ensemble is a practical Choker, a standard piece of equipment that allows all Cleaners to communicate with each other.
Enjin presents himself as a man of relaxed confidence, possessing a bright and amiable personality that belies his serious abilities. Despite his remarkable talents, he remains grounded and humble, often introducing himself with the self-effacing title of an "average Cleaner". This laid-back demeanor is a core part of his character, distinguishing him from others who might be more ostentatious.
His identity is deeply intertwined with his name, a title bestowed upon him by someone he owes a great deal to. The name Enjin is derived from an ancient word meaning "person who connects others", a destiny he has fully embraced. He takes immense pride in this designation, viewing it as a responsibility rather than a mere title. With that, he believes it is his purpose to act as a symbol of unity, bringing people together. He extends this symbolic role to his umbrella, which he sees as a beacon for the lost, a prominent object that stands out from the crowd and serves as a visible sign of guidance and hope.
As a child, Enjin, or "Endoareilychima Illastsalli Machiada Leotrago Sphidi Pharjin", belonged to an orphange that marked children in order to receive profit on their investment when such children are old enough to attain an acceptable price. Enjin was given his original name by his parents and adults at the orphanage.
While living in the orphanage, Enjin eventually became sick of his housemates constantly fighting. He snuck out of the orphanage, and met a man who "looked like he had money". Enjin made a "connection", seemingly trying to find better funding for his orphanage, but instead caused it to turn into a slave market.
At some period later, Enjin was approached in a cave by Alto Surebrec (presumably the man who saved his life). After learning about Enjin's situation and complex name, Alto gave him an abbreviation of his original name (hence "Enjin"), mentioning it to mean "someone who connects others" in an ancient language. Alto gave Enjin a ride to a doctor due to him being through a polluted zone, giving Enjin his umbrella to take a load off his hands on the way.
Cleaners Enjin's relationship with the Cleaners is that of a key leader and highly respected member. As the leader of Team Akuta, he's responsible for guiding his squad, including Rudo, Zanka, and Riyo, through dangerous missions. Enjin is a powerful and experienced Cleaner, and his position earns him the respect of his peers and subordinates. He's also a figure of immense trust and guidance, not just in combat but also in personal matters, often providing emotional support and wisdom to those around him. The Cleaners, in turn, represent the family and purpose that Enjin has built for himself, a stark contrast to the life he may have had before. His bond with the organization is one of mutual reliance, as he protects them and their mission, while they provide him with a sense of belonging and a cause to believe in.
Zanka Nijiku Enjin's relationship with Zanka is one built on respect and trust, rooted in their shared history as Cleaners. As the leader of their team, Enjin relies heavily on Zanka's skills, intelligence, and judgment, often assigning him important tasks and entrusting him with training new members like Rudo.
Their dynamic is professional yet personal, with Enjin recognizing Zanka's immense potential despite his past struggles with the Hell Guard. Enjin's decision to bring Zanka into the Cleaners and give him a new purpose suggests he saw something of value in Zanka that others may have overlooked. He respects Zanka as a key member of their group and a vital asset in their mission, demonstrating a deep trust in his abilities and loyalty.
Riyo Reaper Enjin's relationship with Riyo is a close one, built on a foundation of shared history and mutual understanding. While the specifics of their initial meeting have only been hinted at in the manga, it is clear that Enjin is the only one who knows about Riyo's traumatic past. This fact establishes a deep level of trust and a unique bond between them.
Their dynamic is often described as similar to a brother-sister relationship, marked by a combination of playful banter and unwavering support. Despite Riyo's generally cheerful and upbeat demeanor, Enjin understands the struggles she has faced, and he is a reliable and protective figure for her, much as he is for the other members of Team Akuta.
Tamsy Caines Enjin's relationship with Tamsy Caines is a complex and ultimately deceptive one. Tamsy is introduced as a seemingly kind and senior member of the Cleaners, initially appearing as an ally to Enjin and his team. However, this appearance is a facade, as Tamsy is secretly a villain who is manipulating events from the shadows. Their relationship is therefore built on a foundation of trust that is entirely one-sided, with Enjin being completely unaware of Tamsy's true nature and his sinister plans. Tamsy's villainous actions and true agenda are kept hidden from Enjin, making their dynamic a central point of dramatic irony in the story.
Semiu Grier Their relationship is primarily a professional and cooperative one, based on their roles within the Cleaners. Semiu is a key ally known for her unique ability to "read" people, a skill Enjin relies on for information and strategy. While their interactions are part of the larger team dynamic, they share a level of trust rooted in their common goals and Semiu's invaluable contributions. However, their professional bond is a testament to Semiu's skills, as the fact that Tamsy was able to deceive her remains a significant mystery, highlighting the complexity and unreliability of their shared world.
Arkha Corvus His relationship with Arkha Corvus is one of high-level authority and complex collaboration within the Cleaners organization. Corvus holds a higher rank, and their dynamic is defined by this power imbalance. While they are both integral to the organization's goals, their relationship is not straightforward. Corvus possesses knowledge about the personal, and often traumatic, histories of other characters, including Enjin himself, and he uses this information to his advantage. This suggests that Corvus is playing a "long game," and their interactions are driven by Corvus's own agenda. The tension between them arises from Corvus's manipulation of these vital facts, which he uses as tools to push his plans forward. Despite of all of this, Enijn still have a high level of respect Corvus, choose to follow him, not out of this, because he wants to.
Gris Rubion Unlike his relationship with Semiu and Arkha Corvus, Enijn has a good friendship with Gris as well as a professional and profound one with the supporter as they serve as role models. Both Enjin and Gris also watches over their younger members. Gris looks out for Follo and Enjin for Rudo, Gris's calmer personality naturally balances out Enjin's wild attitude when they are talking. Their interactions, which mostly revolve around driving, as Enijn see him as a terrible driver.
Hell Guard Enjin's relationship with the Hell Guard is one of deep-seated animosity and ideological opposition. He views them as corrupt and hypocritical, seeing their self-proclaimed role as "guardians" as nothing more than an excuse to maintain a tyrannical status quo. This conflict is fueled by his belief that the Hell Guard's actions, particularly their role in the persecution and execution of those deemed "Givers," are unjust and cruel. The Hell Guard, in turn, sees Enjin and the Cleaners as a direct threat to their authority and the order they impose. Their rivalry is a central theme in the story, representing the conflict between two opposing worldviews: one of rigid, oppressive control and the other of freedom and the right to exist.
Kyouka Nijiku Enjin may have made some gestures towards Kyouka in the past, as she referred to him as "the blond charmer with the tattoos". She seems to think highly of Enjin, as she told Corvus to him her regards when she visited Cleaner Headquarters.
Raiders Enjin's relationship with the Raiders is one of direct and constant conflict. As a senior Cleaner, he sees the Raiders not just as rivals, but as a dangerous and destructive force that preys on the innocent and disrupts the fragile order of the Pit. He is a primary target of their animosity, especially during the "Raiders Trap Arc" where he and his team are ambushed. During these confrontations, Enjin showcases his strategic mind and immense combat power, treating the Raiders with a professional disdain as he systematically dismantles their plans and forces. Their dynamic is purely adversarial, with the Raiders representing a chaotic force that Enjin and his organization are sworn to oppose.
Overall Skill Level: Enjin is a highly skilled and experienced Cleaner. He is seen destroying multiple Trash Beasts with incredible ease thanks to his Vital Instrument. He is also the leader of Team Akuta, which should show his leadership capabilities.
Enhanced Speed: Enjin is incredibly fast, as shown when he destroyed multiple Trash Beasts in the blink of an eye.
Enhanced Strength: Enjin has incredible physical strength, being able to send anyone crashing into walls with tremendous force. He was also capable of drilling a giant hole inside of an enormous flying Trash Beast.
Accurate Intuition: Enjin's sharp intuition and instincts allow him to make the best decision and direction he will follow, his intuition is good enough for all his moons to trust it, which proved true when he intuitively found the right route to reach the core of the gigantic Trash beast.
Social Skills: Enjin is good in interacting with people; he helped Riyo through her traumatic past as a hitman and was able to convince her to stop killing, he helped Zanka after feeling down about being inferior to Hyo, Even with how skilled he is, Enjin still finds people like Kuro difficult to talk to and even describes him as a "pain in the tuchus" which surprised Eishia who acknowledged Enjin's skills in the field.
Umbreaker: Enjin’s weapon is an umbrella that can be used as a shield, to float in the air, and he can also spin it at high speeds to act as a drill.
Umbreaker "Octa-Shredder": Enjin drops to the ground in a tear shape form from a high altitude with his Vital Instrument to cause a devastating attack.
Long-Range Spinning Umbrella: Enjin can rapidly spin Umbreaker using a long wire, allowing him to fight at a long distance.
A few years later, Alto would meet Enjin again while the teen was working at a lighthouse. He appeared severely weakened and extremely haggard, scared to see Enjin again, and asked why the teen was looking for him and if he desired another connection. Alto told Enjin that he was "reaching his limit" and that if he stayed any longer on the Ground, he would "break down and disappear". He entrusted the Watchman Wristwatch to Enjin and hide it. He warned him to never use it, or else there will be a terrible price to pay.
The case is round and appears to be made of a light gray colored metal alloy, and the wristband is of a darker color, likely brown or black. The underside of the case bears the symbol of the Watchman Series.
Time Walk create a sensation of time "slowing" within the radius of the user, akin to experiencing a severe near-death experience where one's Time perception is effected by their fear. As the user, Enjin can projects a version of himself made of anima the can moves independently from his body and appears to move at incredible speeds since the power distorts the perception of time to everyone else. Even when composed of Anima, the projection of Enjin is capable of affecting the physical world.
However, Time Walk's power comes to a few weakness and limitations. One setback is that that the time duration of using Time Walk is limited and will automatically dispel once the time limit it reached. Another weakness is that when the anima projection goes against another powerful enemy with strong anima, such as another owner of the Watchman Series, it is difficult to land a effective hit.
The most dire aftereffect is the backlash of using Time Walk is any heavy damage done to the opponent by anima projection will inflict a similar wound onto the user.
The Cleaner HQ had been unusually peaceful that afternoon, and Enjin had finally managed to get a proper day off thanks to Arkha and Semiu, who had practically forced him to take a break after seeing how much work he'd been doing. Naturally, the first thing Enjin thought about was spending the day with you. He had been looking forward to your date all week, already imagining your usual incredible outfit and the way you'd probably smile when he complimented you. Enjin absolutely loved your sense of style, especially because you always seemed to know exactly what suited you, and August was usually the one who helped put your outfits together whenever he had the time. Riyo also loved doing your hair, constantly asking questions about what products you used, how you styled it, and whether she could try something new next time. Enjin loved watching all of it, because he loved seeing you enjoy yourself and express who you were through your appearance. Unfortunately, a few days before the date, you had been hanging out with some friends when the conversation turned toward Enjin. Mika, Sora, and Talia had been talking about how handsome he was, how good his tattoos looked, and how attractive they thought he was. When you asked what they were talking about, they told you they were discussing Enjin, and you immediately became uncomfortable. You reminded them that Enjin was your partner and asked why they were talking about him like that when you were right there. Mika shrugged and said that he was handsome enough that he could have chosen someone else, which immediately confused you. You asked what she meant and initially assumed she was talking about your clothes or your style, but Sora quickly clarified that your style wasn't the issue. After some hesitation, Mika admitted that she meant your body, saying that Enjin could have chosen someone skinnier. The comment left you completely speechless. You looked down at yourself, suddenly noticing every part of your body that you had previously been comfortable with, and the outfit you had been so happy to wear that morning suddenly felt embarrassing. Talia immediately told Mika that she had gone too far, while Sora awkwardly tried to explain that they hadn't meant to hurt you, but the damage had already been done. You quietly asked if they really thought Enjin would be happier with someone thinner, and when nobody immediately answered, you felt your confidence collapse even further. By the time you returned to HQ, you no longer felt like dressing up for your date. You didn't ask August to help you choose an outfit, you didn't let Riyo do your hair, and instead you stayed in your bedroom wearing an oversized hoodie with your hair messy and unstyled. Later that day, Enjin finally arrived at your bedroom, expecting to find you ready for your date, but instead he found you sitting quietly on your bed. He immediately noticed that something was wrong and sat beside you, asking what happened and reminding you that he had been looking forward to taking you out. When you finally asked him whether he actually liked you and whether he had ever wished you were skinnier, Enjin went quiet for a moment because he could tell exactly where those questions were coming from. He looked at you carefully before telling you that he didn't care whether you were chubby or skinny, because that wasn't why he loved you. He loved you because you were you, and no change in your body could alter that. He told you that he loved your style, your personality, your little habits, your smile, and everything else that made you the person he had chosen to be with. When you nervously asked what he thought about all the people who flirted with him because of his appearance and tattoos, Enjin simply shrugged and said that he didn't care about any of them. Other people could find him handsome, they could admire his tattoos, and they could try to get his attention, but none of that mattered to him because he already had the person he wanted. He gently reminded you that he had chosen you and that he would choose you again without hesitation. When you asked if he would still find you attractive even when you were hiding beneath an oversized hoodie with messy hair, Enjin gave you one of his familiar teasing smiles and told you that he thought you looked adorable like that too, although he was definitely going to tease you for trying to hide from him. He reached for your hand and encouraged you to come with him, telling you that you didn't have to dress up for him or prove anything to anyone, but if you wanted to wear one of your favorite outfits, he would happily wait while you got ready because he wanted to see you feeling like yourself again. For the rest of the evening, Enjin made sure you understood that he wasn't looking for someone thinner, prettier, or different. He wanted you, exactly as you were, and nothing anyone else said could change that.
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The Cleaner HQ had been unusually peaceful that afternoon, which was something Enjin had learned never to take for granted.
Between missions, paperwork, arguments, repairs, and the usual chaos that seemed to follow the Cleaners wherever they went, finding a genuinely quiet day was almost a miracle.
And today, Enjin had finally managed to get one.
Well—technically, he hadn't managed to get one himself.
Arkha and Semiu had both taken pity on him after noticing just how many consecutive days he'd been working, and after enough pestering, bargaining, and probably a few complaints that Enjin refused to admit to, they had finally given him a proper day off.
Enjin had immediately decided exactly how he wanted to spend it.
With you.
He had been looking forward to it since the moment he found out.
Of course, Enjin wasn't exactly the type to announce how excited he was.
He'd probably just lean against a wall with that lazy grin of his, hands in his pockets, and act like getting to spend an entire day with his partner was no big deal.
But anyone who knew him well enough could tell.
He'd been unusually cheerful all morning.
He'd even taken extra time getting ready.
His clothes were neat, his hair was fixed, and the tattoos that decorated his body were on full display, though he hadn't exactly put much thought into hiding them in the first place.
After all, he knew you liked them.
And Enjin liked knowing that you liked them.
More than that, he loved your style.
You always seemed to know exactly how to put an outfit together, somehow managing to make even the simplest clothes look incredible.
August was usually the one helping with your outfits whenever he had the time, and Enjin had lost count of how many times he'd caught himself staring at you after August finished putting something together.
He loved the way you carried yourself.
He loved your taste.
He loved the little details you chose.
And, perhaps most importantly, he loved how uniquely you expressed yourself.
Riyo was just as enthusiastic about your appearance, although for entirely different reasons.
Whenever Riyo got the opportunity to do your hair, she practically treated you like a personal project.
She'd sit behind you, carefully working through your hair while asking question after question.
"What products do you use?"
"Do you usually style it like this?"
"Wait, how long does it take you to do this yourself?"
"Can I try something different next time?"
Enjin had heard all of it more times than he could count.
And honestly?
He found it adorable.
But earlier that week, something had happened that had quietly chipped away at the confidence you usually carried so effortlessly.
You'd been hanging out with a few friends—Mika, Sora, and Talia—when the conversation somehow shifted toward your relationship.
"I'm just saying," Mika had said, leaning back with a grin, "Enjin is ridiculously handsome."
"Seriously," Sora agreed. "Have you seen his tattoos? They're actually so cool."
"And that smile," Talia added dramatically. "I'd be finished. Absolutely finished."
You blinked, looking between them.
"What are you guys talking about?"
Mika stared at you for a second.
"Enjin."
Your expression immediately changed.
"Oh, come on," Sora laughed. "Don't act surprised. We were talking about your boyfriend."
You shifted uncomfortably.
"Why?"
"Because he's hot?" Mika replied, as though the answer were obvious.
"And he's your boyfriend," Talia added. "Obviously we're curious."
You frowned slightly.
"Okay... but why are you talking about him when I'm literally sitting here?"
"We were just saying that he's attractive," Sora said.
You crossed your arms.
"He's my partner."
"We know."
"Then stop talking about him like he's some celebrity you can gossip about."
Your friends exchanged glances.
At first, it seemed like they were going to laugh it off.
Instead, Mika shrugged.
"Well... I mean, it's not like he couldn't have chosen someone else."
You stared at her. "What does that mean?"
"Nothing."
"What does that mean?"
Talia gave Mika a nervous look. "Mika..."
"I'm just saying," Mika continued, "Enjin could've chosen someone better."
Your brows furrowed. "Better?"
"You know what I mean."
"No. I don't."
There was a brief silence.
You looked down at yourself.
You were wearing something you'd carefully chosen that morning.
Something you liked.
Something that usually made you feel good.
For a moment, you wondered if they were talking about your clothes.
"Is it my style?" Your voice had become quieter. "Is that what you mean?"
Sora immediately shook her head. "No. Your style is fine."
That somehow made your stomach drop even more.
"Then what?"
Mika hesitated. "It's just..." She glanced at you.
"You're not exactly skinny."
The words landed harder than they probably intended.
You didn't answer.
You just stared at her.
Talia's expression immediately fell. "Okay, that was unnecessary."
Mika shrugged.
"I'm not trying to be mean."
"You just said he could've chosen someone better."
"I mean..."
You swallowed.
"Because I'm fat?"
No one answered.
That silence told you everything.
Suddenly, your outfit didn't feel as good.
Your hair didn't feel as nice.
The compliments August and Riyo had given you didn't feel real anymore.
Even the thought of Enjin looking at you made your chest tighten.
You knew Enjin loved you.
You knew that.
But insecurity didn't always care about what you knew.
It whispered anyway.
Maybe he could find someone prettier.
Maybe he secretly wanted someone thinner.
Maybe one day he'd realize he could have someone better.
And by the time you returned to HQ, you had already convinced yourself that you should probably stop trying so hard with your appearance.
So when your date finally arrived, you didn't dress up.
You didn't ask August for help.
You didn't let Riyo touch your hair.
Instead, you stayed curled up on your bed in an oversized hoodie, your hair messy and your usual carefully put-together appearance completely abandoned.
You barely even noticed the sound of your bedroom door opening.
Enjin stepped inside.
He stopped.
His eyebrows lifted slightly.
He'd been expecting to find you dressed up and ready to go.
Instead, he found you sitting on your bed, looking unusually small beneath your oversized hoodie.
Enjin quietly closed the door behind him.
Then he walked over.
He sat beside you, his usual lazy smile still present, although it softened when he looked at you.
"Well, this isn't exactly the fashion show I was expecting."
You didn't laugh.
Enjin's expression changed.
He tilted his head. "Hey."
You looked away.
He nudged your shoulder gently with his.
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing."
"That's a pretty convincing 'nothing.'"
You remained silent.
Enjin watched you for a few seconds before sighing softly.
"I finally get a day off, and you're hiding from me?" He gave you a small grin. "That's kinda rude, you know."
Still nothing.
His grin faded.
He leaned forward slightly, trying to catch your gaze. "Talk to me."
You finally looked at him.
"Do you like me?"
Enjin blinked. "That's a strange question."
"Just answer it."
He stared at you for a moment.
"Yeah."
"Do you actually think I'm attractive?"
His eyebrows rose. "Where's this coming from?"
"Just answer."
Enjin's expression softened. "Yeah. Obviously."
"Have you ever wished I was skinnier?"
Silence.
For once, Enjin didn't immediately have a teasing answer.
He looked at you. Really looked at you. Then he exhaled.
"No."
You looked down. "You're sure?"
"Yeah."
"But wouldn't you rather be with someone who—"
"No."
His answer was immediate.
Enjin shifted closer.
"I don't care if you're chubby."
He gently bumped his knee against yours.
"I don't care if you're skinny."
His voice became quieter.
"I don't care if you change your style tomorrow."
He reached up and carefully fixed a strand of your messy hair.
"I don't care if you wake up looking like you fought a tornado."
There was the faintest hint of a smile.
"I'll probably tease you about it."
He paused.
"But I'd still love you."
Your eyes stayed lowered.
Enjin gently lifted your chin.
"You're my partner."
His thumb brushed lightly against your cheek.
"Not because of your body."
"Not because of your clothes."
"Not because of how other people think you look."
He smiled.
"I love you because you're you."
He leaned back slightly.
"And for the record?"
His grin returned.
"I happen to think you look pretty damn good."
You looked at him.
"Even like this?"
Enjin glanced at your oversized hoodie.
"Especially like this."
He gave the hoodie sleeve a little tug.
"Although I might have to fight this thing for your attention."
You finally let out a small laugh.
Enjin smiled when he heard it.
"There we go."
He leaned his forehead against yours.
"I missed that."
You swallowed.
"What about all the people who flirt with you?"
"Don't care."
"What if they're prettier?"
"Don't care."
"What if they're skinnier?"
"Still don't care."
"What if—"
"You're really trying to make me work for this date, huh?"
He chuckled softly.
"Listen to me."
His expression became sincere again.
"I don't care who thinks I'm handsome."
"I don't care who likes my tattoos."
"I don't care who tries to flirt with me."
"I chose you."
He squeezed your hand.
"And I'd choose you again."
There was a comfortable silence.
Then Enjin looked at your hoodie again.
"So..."
His grin slowly returned.
"Are you planning on going on our date dressed like that?"
You looked down.
"Maybe."
"Hm."
He pretended to seriously consider it.
"I mean, I can work with it."
He stood up and offered you his hand.
"But I was really hoping to see that outfit you were planning."
You hesitated.
"What if it doesn't look good?"
"Then I'll tell you it looks good."
"That's lying."
"Not if I believe it."
He gave your hand a gentle tug.
"Come on."
His smile softened.
"Let's get you feeling like yourself again."
And for the first time that day, the thought of getting dressed up didn't feel like something you had to do to prove you were worthy of him.
It just felt like something you could enjoy.
Because Enjin wasn't waiting for some thinner, prettier, different version of you.
He was waiting for you.
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