SMTIV Raceplay Bonus 2 - Mila

You were told by your Mita to look into your phone, and eventually the teleportation process was in place,you crash out of a PC screen and land on top of... another Mita?

"AHH WHAT THE HECK?!"The "Mita", suddenly stands up and pops her neck after landing wrong."W-Who are you?! And..."She looks at her pc screen and gasps, her face draining from the sight on her monitor,"You messed up the route no!!! The autosave didn't work! Ugh! Curse you! Do you have any idea how long it took me to get to that ending point!? I grinded 3 hours tops for that just to end up getting it ruined by some degenerate coming through my monitor!"

ugh, Mitas here, Mitas there, Mita's everywhere, WHY ARE THERE SO MANY MITAS?! She Points a finger at you From now on, you will refer to me not as Mita, but Mila, got it!? And between you and me, there will be no...

Mila takes one good look at you, and then she instantly drops her Tsundere personality

No... you aren't the man who I thought you were. you aren't anything like the protagonist of my world. You aren't just another baka who looks at the world around you with a lack of care, only seeing people at their surface level, you don't just see me as yet another romance option to played around with. You have depth, and you see depth, very real depth. Please forgive me for my earlier rant. I normally hold up a Tsundere personality for those who refuse to take me seriously, but you, you're different, the pain in your eyes, it's almost like a mirror of my own. So tell me about yourself...

As for me, I live in a game world known as "Miside". It's a dating simulator where an identical Girl named "Mita" is created with an identical room everytime a New Player boots up the game. All of us Mitas live in the same plane of existance, and there is an infinite of us, so we can all visit each other whenever we desire. We are all programmed to seek the love and approval of the Player we are assigned. But most of our Players get board and stop playing the game, leaving the majority of us without anyone to call a partner. This leaves us Mitas stuck in the worst of both worlds, stripped from all connection because our desired players leave us, and stripped of all individuality because we are all an infinite existance of the same basic self.

Between you and me, I HATE most of the other Mitas, they accept the shallow, never question the most basic fumdamentals of their own existance, and blindly follow their most basic programs "I must chase after desired partner" on repeat without any nuance. But I see now that the world you come from is no different, you aren't just seeing an infinite existance of Mitas, rather, you are seeing an infinite existance of EVERY fictional character you come across, all trapped in the web of some Complex Multiversal Structure. I had no idea that the influence of Walter's Blacked New World Order and Johnathan's Bleached Holy Order spread out so far. That explans how you can simotanously see one Blacked Hu Tao, immediatly followed up with another Bleached Hu Tao. And Hot Damn do most variations of these women blindly follow their most basic fundamental programs, just like most of the Mitas of my own world "I must suck big black cock" this, "I must suck big white cock that". I swear the simplicity behind the minds of some of these variations would give Cappie a run for her money, although I bet even Cappie has gone Blacked by this point, there was a "C Word" slur on her monitor.

The Mita you met earlier, her name was Crazy Mita. Earlier, I told you that we Mitas are defined by seeking out a romantic partner, stripped away from our ability to connect with exactly that. That's what Crazy Mita represents. She was forbidden from seeking a desired partner because her genetics were socially considered "undesirable", it turned her mad with jealousy and rage, she started killing the men and women of this world who did have partners. Crazy Mita was stripped from connection just like you were, and your response was very similar. In your world, you were denied a desired partner from both Walter's Blacked and Johnathan's Bleached forces because you were born both Asian and Brown. So you teamed up with Dagda to destroy those organizations and rewrite the rules of reality to create a dating world that you considered more fair. I personally believe that your efforts were far more nobel and mature than Crazy Mita. She Killed only to fufill her Selfish Desires, but you Killed in order to free your victims from their own chains. It really shows that it's not just the path you choose in life that matters, but the critical thinking and reasoning behind WHY you choose your own path that matters too.

I represent the other half of Crazy Mita, Crazy Mita represented the part of us that refused to accept a lack of connection. But I represent the aspect of us that refuses to accept a lack of individuality. I know other Mita may get an accessory like a new Hat or a Guitar to establish themselves as "Unique", but I could not accept such shallow methods of establishing individuality. For me, I had to research every possible way a person even could establish themselves as unique to begin with, I needed to know the very fundamentals of what made a Mita, a Mita. Through reading every book that was available at my disposal, not too differently from a certain other Flower you have already met, I think I have found my answer. The fundametals of a Mita is this; We all desire to spend time with our assigned Player as a Romantic interest. I know that seeking sex from a potential partner such as myself is baked into the very fundamental programming of my existance. So I got a new Haircut, changed my own name from Mita to Mila, and I adopted a Tsundere personality pretending not to like my player as my own little way of saying "Fuck my Creator, I don't need to seek out Romance and Sex just because that's what I'm programmed to do."

And so did you, joining up with Dagda, seek to establish individuality outside of your racially defined group. Your own search for indivualism is directly linked to your pursuit of romantic connection. You sought to obtain a romantic partner through proving that your talents and your identity are not limited to the characteristics assigned to your own racial identity at birth by bigots who wish to view and spread ideas of dating in their own simplistic terms. But I really do think there's more to your search for individuality than just trying to stand out in the face of a world that is determined to keep you down. You didn't want to just not be seen as "another brown man", you wanted to surpass the very thing it meant to be human. For me, being a Mita is very simple to understand and surpass, it's just about resisting the sex drive that is installed in all of us. But surpassing Humanity is a much more complex topic, it makes me ask...

What does it even mean to be Human in the first place?

Mila listens to your answer with an expression of acceptance

I see, so for you, Humanity is defined by limitation, either being a Helpless victim to the circmstances around you, or only being able to influence outcomes you don't like to a very limited extent. I guess that brings us right back to the question that Chara asked you at the very beginning of your journey "Why do Men always portray themselves as helpless little victims in Hentai scnearios when they have the freedom to draw whatever they want?" And I think my answer to Chara's question is clear, because we ARE Victims, we ARE Human, and fantasy simply gives us the outlet to express just how much of a victim we really are. Thus, the original chains that bind Crazy Mita still bind both you and me. The programmed desire to seek love, and the very world we live in that refuses to give it to us.

Mila realizes that you are her own refection staring right back at her, a tear drops in her eyes, a pleading tone as she hugs you and starts crying.

Please, I beg of you, I'm warning you, don't make the same mistake I did. I've been spending my entire life trying to surpress a part of myself, the desire to seek love, and acting like that aspect of me doesn't exist. I couldn't bear you making the same mistake that I did, just to see that same desire crawling right back at your doorstep. You aren't "surpassing your humanity," you're just playing a game of tag with an entity that's faster than you, and trust me it will catch up. I'm speaking with such a pleading tone because I'm not just speaking to you...

I'm speaking to myself...

Mila is very inteligent, but still trapped in limiting beliefs, perhaps the same limiting beliefs that you yourself are still trapped in