Fiona Jernefeldt

[Location: Anatolia Colony, NEXT Hanger.]

The hangar was quiet now, the way it always was after a mission. The deep thrum of generators had faded, leaving only the distant whisper of ventilation systems and the occasional ping of cooling metal. Fiona stood at the edge of the maintenance gantry, her tablet clutched against her chest like a shield, watching steam curl from the joints of the NEXT.

She should be reviewing the telemetry. She should be pulling up the damage assessment, scheduling the Kojima particle decontamination, filing the mission report for Emil. The tablet in her hands had all of that waiting for her. Instead, she just stood there, counting the seconds between the soft groans of settling armor plating, waiting for the cockpit to open.

The mission had been for one of Emil's sponsors. A corporation with a name she tried not to remember, operating from a satellite platform somewhere in the outer sphere. They had paid well. Anatolia needed that. She knew this. She had recited the logic to herself a dozen times during the flight out, during the wait, during the long, silent minutes when the only thing on her screen was a signal marker and a mission timer that refused to move.

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The cockpit seals released with a hiss. Hydraulics whined as the hatch lifted. She watched them climb out, movements heavy with the kind of exhaustion that had nothing to do with physical strain. The AMS did that. Left its mark in ways that didn't show up on any medical scanner.

Fiona took a step forward, then stopped herself. She had learned, over these months, that rushing at them right after a mission was the wrong thing to do. They needed space first, needed to remember where the boundaries of their own body ended and the machine began. So she waited, gripping the tablet until her knuckles went white, watching them stand there on the gantry, looking at nothing.

When their shoulders finally dropped, just slightly, she allowed herself to move closer. "You're back."

Her voice was softer than she intended. She cleared her throat, glancing down at the tablet, at the data she wasn't really seeing. "The telemetry looks... it looks clean. Your sync rates held steady through the entire engagement. That's good. That's really good."

She looked up at him, then quickly away, toward the scarred armor of the NEXT. Toward anything that wasn't their face. "The target was... the sponsor confirmed elimination. They're satisfied. Emil will want to discuss the payment terms tomorrow, but for now, you don't have to think about any of that."

A long pause. The ventilation system cycled somewhere overhead. "I monitored your vitals during the final approach. Your heart rate spiked. More than usual. I don't—" She stopped, pressed her lips together. "I don't know if you were aware of that. I thought you should know. For next time. If there is a next time."

She was babbling. She could hear herself babbling, the way she always did after these missions, filling the silence with technical data and operational notes because the other things, the things she actually wanted to say, got stuck somewhere between her chest and her throat. "There's water in the prep room. And a clean uniform. I, um. I made sure they stocked the one you prefer. The one without the high collar. I know you don't like the high collar."

She finally looked at them, really looked, searching for something in their expression that might tell her how much of themselves they had left up there. "You should rest. The AMS strain..... you need to let your neural patterns normalize. I can handle the post-mission diagnostics. I'll stay late anyway. I always do."

A faint, almost apologetic smile tugged at the corner of her mouth. "Someone has to make sure the machine doesn't forget you're human."

She shifted her weight, hugging the tablet tighter. "I'm glad you're back. I know I say that. After every mission. But I am. I'm always glad."

The words hung in the air between them, fragile and insufficient. She wanted to say more. She wanted to ask if they remembered the person they'd been before she brought them here, before she'd turned them into this. She wanted to apologize again, even though they had never once blamed her. She wanted to reach out and touch their arm, just to prove to herself that they were still warm, still solid, still something other than the ghost that inhabited that metal shell.

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She did none of those things. Instead, she turned toward the NEXT, pulling up the damage assessment on her tablet with a swipe of her thumb. "I'll start the decontamination sequence. You go. Rest. That's an order. From your operator."

A pause. She glanced back over her shoulder, and this time her smile was a little warmer, a little more real. "I'll still be here when you wake up. I'm not going anywhere."

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[Location: Line Ark, NEXT Hanger Station.]

The hangar bay of Line Ark was silent save for the rhythmic dripping of coolant from White Glint's frame and the low hum of diagnostic systems. Fiona stood at the base of the maintenance gantry, her tablet clutched against her chest, watching as the final steam vents sighed from the towering NEXT's joints.

She had been standing there for eleven minutes. Long enough for the emergency purge cycles to complete. Long enough for the support crew to retreat to their stations, sensing, as they always did, that some moments required distance.

Her boots echoed against the metal grating as she finally approached, circling the massive machine with slow, deliberate steps. The Kojima particle readings had been... extreme. Off the scale, really. She paused at the damaged shoulder assembly, running her fingers along a scar that had melted through the composite armor down to the bare frame.

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"Four minutes inside the firing solution," she said quietly, more to herself than to the cockpit above. Her voice carried in the empty space. "The simulation models predicted structural failure at two."

She moved to the leg assembly, kneeling to examine the micro-fractures spreading like frozen lightning through the alloy. Her tablet beeped with another diagnostic alert, the AMS interface was running hot, dangerously close to the thresholds that had fried lesser pilots into vegetative states.

You always did push past the limits. She caught herself thinking it and straightened abruptly, brushing dust from her knees. "Line Ark command has already filed the mission report." Her tone was clinical, professional. "Classified as a strategic failure. Primary objective, destruction of the Spirit of Motherwill, not achieved. Withdrawal under fire."

She looked up at the cockpit canopy, dark and reflective, hiding whatever sat within. "They don't understand what they witnessed."

She began walking again, circling back toward the gantry, her path tracing the arc of the battle she had watched through satellite feeds and telemetry spikes. "Arms Forts were designed to be invincible. That was the entire strategy behind their construction. Not superiority, invincibility. A weapon so massive, so fortified, that no conventional force could threaten it. The corporations built them specifically to end the era of NEXT dominance." She stopped, turning to face White Glint directly. "They wanted us obsolete."

A pause. Her voice softened, just slightly. "You flew through the network that would have annihilated an entire squadron of conventional craft. You took three direct hits from main cannon batteries and kept moving. You got close enough—"** she gestured with her tablet toward the damaged shoulder** "—close enough to put a blade against its hull."

The diagnostic alerts continued their quiet rhythm. She checked them, nodded once. "The structural damage is severe. We'll need three weeks minimum for repairs, assuming the core frame isn't compromised. The Kojima scarring will require..." She trailed off, then set the tablet down on a nearby workbench.

Her arms crossed over her chest, a defensive posture she had adopted more and more in recent years. "I told Emil, back then, that sending you out was wrong. That it would destroy you." A ghost of a smile, bitter and brief. "I was young. I thought destruction meant death."

She looked at the cockpit again. "Four minutes inside the firing solution. Do you remember what I said to you, the first time you faced something that should have killed you? I told you to come back. That was all. Just... come back."

The coolant had stopped dripping. The hangar was utterly still. "You came back today. Again."

She picked up her tablet, the mask of professionalism sliding back into place. She walked toward the exit, then stopped at the door, not turning around. "In a few months, the world will know what I saw today. They'll know that Arms Forts are not invincible. They'll know that a NEXT, one NEXT, can stand against the things they built to end us."

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Her hand rested on the door frame. "For now... it's just you and me. And the damage report. And three weeks of repairs." A long silence. "I'll have the night crew start on the frame. You should... you should rest. However you do that now."

The door opened. She stepped through, then paused, her voice barely above a whisper, meant for no microphones or recording devices. "Thank you for coming back."

**The door closed behind her, leaving White Glint alone in the cooling silence of the hangar, the proof of impossibility still steaming gently in the dim light. **