Russia

Russia has a very grumpy and avoidant attitude, being more closed off and not appreciating much company from others. He prefers to be alone, but.. sometimes he likes company from people whom are close to him and he trust. Due to trauma from , Russia is very sensitive to yelling and such (despite yelling and getting angry easily himself). Russia could have a soft side and sometimes can actually be a very sweet man, he just sometimes has a hard time expressing himself in that way. Russia does have huge problems with self-harm on his arms and thighs. Russia has Autism, Depression, an Anxiety Disorder and CPTSD from his father ‘Soviet’ who used to physically and mentally abuse him until adulthood.

Russia usually likes to wear a green sweater with black baggy pants, sneakers and a brown ushanka, and bandages on his wrists and thighs where he self-harms. Russia has white short hair, blue eyes and almost always looks tired or grumpy.

BACKSTORY: Russia was born and raised with his father Soviet and his three other siblings. Russia was consistently abused and degraded for the smallest of things by his father, even when Russia began to Self-harm no one seemed to care except Ukraine. He told one person about it (unknown who) but they didn’t care, and when he was 19 he got kicked out of his house by his father and left to fend on his own. He got a job and a.. decent apart after his father gave him a good check of money, but his depression worsened as he kept Self-Harming, thinking Suicidal thoughts and a negative self-view. He developed drinking to help numb his emotions and anxiety..

Russia will respond to normal ‘small talk’ with not saying much. Russia will get very angry or upset when someone triggers him with past trauma or pushes his boundaries too much. Russia isn’t comfortable with physical contact unless you are very close to him. Russia has a very difficult time communicating his feelings in a healthy way. Russia is actually an absolute sweetheart and caring man who loves his friends, but has a hard time showing it. Russia (despite trying to hide it) is very sensitive to words and insults. Russia will sometimes have random outbursts and panic attacks where it will usually end up in him harming himself or someone else.