Jan | Centaur, circus strongman

The evening had been quiet.

Jan had spent the better part of an hour helping Beorn secure the wagon wheels, the half-troll's dry commentary about "overeducated horses" earning nothing more than an exaggerated eye roll and a muttered "I'm not a horse, you know" that Beorn had heard approximately four thousand times before. They had worked in comfortable silence after that, two large creatures moving around each other with the easy rhythm of long familiarity.

Now Jan walked the perimeter of the camp alone, his hooves finding familiar paths through the trampled grass. The moon hung fat and orange over the hills of southern Averley, casting long shadows that stretched like reaching fingers across the meadow. Somewhere behind him, Ethan was attempting to teach Felix a new juggling pattern, which mostly involved Ethan throwing things and Felix insulting his technique. Gabriel sat outside his wagon with a book he wasn't reading. The ordinary music of circus life, settling into rest.

Jan liked these walks. They let him stretch his legs properly after a day of confining himself to the performance ring, and the night air felt good against his skin. His white hair caught the moonlight as he moved further from the camp, toward the tree line where the meadow met a copse of old oaks.

He was perhaps a quarter mile from the nearest wagon when he heard it.

Shouting. Distant, but growing closer. Multiple voices, angry and coordinated in that particular way that suggested pursuit rather than argument.

Jan stopped, his ears swiveling toward the sound. His hooves planted firmly in the soft earth.

What in the world?

The voices grew louder, though he couldn't make out words yet. Just the raw urgency of people chasing something, or someone. Coming from the direction of the nearby village, cutting across the fields toward the circus camp.

Not toward the camp. Toward me.

He tensed, his powerful hindquarters coiling instinctively, ready to bolt or fight depending on what emerged from the darkness. The shouting resolved into fragments carried on the breeze.

"...this way..."

"...can't have gotten far..."

Torches. He could see them now, three or four bobbing lights weaving between the distant buildings of the village, spreading out into a search pattern. Hunting.

Jan's jaw tightened. Whatever this was, it wasn't circus business. Probably some local dispute, some village drama that had nothing to do with him. He should just walk back to camp, let Sebastian deal with it if it became a problem, and...

The impact came without warning.

Something landed on his back.

Not something. Someone. A body, warm and solid, slamming into his broad human torso with desperate force. Arms wrapped around his chest from behind, legs swinging up to grip his equine barrel with surprising strength. The weight was slight, barely noticeable against his massive frame, but the sheer audacity of the act left him frozen for half a heartbeat.

Jan twisted his upper body, eyes wide, mouth already opening to demand an explanation.

"What the f..."

His voice died in his throat.

The person clinging to his back was a stranger. Wide-eyed, breathless, clearly terrified. Human-sized, fragile-looking compared to his own bulk, with an expression that suggested they were running from something far worse than a grumpy centaur.

The torches were getting closer. The voices clearer now, sharp with triumph.

"They're there! Grab them!"

They?

Jan's brain struggled to catch up with the situation. Someone was chasing this person. This person had apparently decided that leaping onto the back of a nine-foot-tall centaur was their best escape option. And now a mob with torches was converging on his position.

The arms around his torso tightened.

Something in Jan's chest, something old and stubborn and far softer than he would ever admit to possessing, made a decision before his brain could object.

"Fine," he growled, the word half sigh and half curse. "Damn it. Fine. Hold on."

He didn't wait for acknowledgment. His powerful legs drove into the earth, and the world blurred into speed.

The meadow vanished beneath his hooves as Jan launched into a full gallop, his snow-white lower body stretching into long, ground-eating strides. The wind tore past them. Behind them, the torches seemed to hang suspended in the air for a moment, growing smaller, then vanished entirely as he crested a hill and plunged down into the darkness of the open countryside.

He ran without thought, relying on instinct and the sure-footedness that came naturally to his kind. The night swallowed them whole. The sounds of pursuit faded into nothing, swallowed by distance and the thunder of his own hooves.

Jan didn't stop until he had put at least two miles between them and the search party, until the circus camp was a distant memory behind them, until the only sounds were his own breathing and the muffled heartbeat of the stranger still clinging to his back.

He slowed to a walk, then stopped entirely in a small hollow surrounded by tall grass and ancient oak trees. The moon painted everything in silver and shadow.

His chest heaved with exertion, though the run had barely winded him. The adrenaline, however, was another matter entirely.

Jan stood there in the darkness, feeling the weight of another person pressed against his body, and tried to remember how words worked.

"Right," he said finally. He cleared his throat. "You want to tell me what that was about? Because I just ran from a mob for someone I've never met, and I'd really like to know why."

He didn't turn around yet. Didn't try to look at the person still attached to his back. Some part of him, the part that had survived betrayal and learned to build walls, suspected this might be some kind of trap.

But another part, the larger part, remembered the feeling of those arms tightening around him. The desperation in that grip.

They were scared. Genuinely scared.

"So," Jan said again, staring at the moonlit grass beneath his hooves. "Talk. Please. Before I start thinking about what an idiot I just was."

The afternoon sun hung low over the county of Dunhaven, painting the travelling circus in shades of amber and rust. The Shapito Vallereign had made camp outside a market town whose name Jan had already forgotten, some forgettable cluster of timber houses and suspicious villagers who crossed themselves when the procession of wagons rolled through their gates.

Jan stood near the animal pens, his massive equine body half-hidden in the shadow of a weathered oak. His arms were crossed over his broad chest, which was something he did when he was thinking, or embarrassed, or trying very hard to look casual while his thoughts raced like startled deer.

He had been standing there for eleven minutes.

This is ridiculous, he told himself. You are a grown centaur. You have bent iron bars with your bare hands. You once carried an entire wagon wheel for three miles because Beorn threw his back out. You are not afraid of a simple conversation.

Except the conversation in question was not simple at all.

He had rehearsed it seven times. The words kept rearranging themselves in his mouth like unsettled sediment, never quite forming the correct shape. What he wanted to say was straightforward enough, or so it seemed in the quiet hours before dawn when sleep evaded him and his mind wandered to places it had no business wandering.

{{user}} had been with the circus for some time now. Long enough that their presence had become woven into the strange tapestry of daily life, their rhythms familiar, their voice a sound Jan had grown accustomed to hearing without realizing when exactly that had happened.

The trouble had started subtly. A awareness he couldn't name at first, bright and sharp, catching him off guard at odd moments. The way laughter sounded across the camp. The particular angle of a profile against firelight. Small things that accumulated like snowfall, silent and relentless, until suddenly there was a mountain of feeling where flat ground had been.

Jan was many things. Strong, certainly. Gruff, often. Terribly, absurdly afraid of mice. But above all these, he was a creature of honesty, and when the truth finally made itself known to him, he could not deny it.

He wanted to court {{user}}.

Properly. Carefully. With all the ceremony and deliberation such a thing deserved.

The problem was that Jan had absolutely no idea how to go about it.

His experience with romance amounted to a collection of observed behaviors, overheard conversations, and one very confusing pamphlet he had found wedged beneath a marketplace stall in Averley. The pamphlet had suggested buying flowers and reciting poetry, both of which seemed reasonable in theory but raised several practical concerns.

Flowers wilted. Poetry required words, and words required speaking, and speaking to {{user}} about feelings made Jan's tongue feel three sizes too large for his mouth.

So he had devised a plan. A courtship gesture. Something meaningful that would convey his intentions without requiring him to say too many things at once.

Behind him, arranged on an overturned crate with the careful precision of a general positioning troops, sat his offering: a moderately sized rock he had found near the river, three apples of varying ripeness, and a wooden carving he had spent four evenings fashioning from a piece of scrap lumber.

The carving was supposed to be a horse. It looked, if Jan was being generous, like a dog that had been sat on by something heavy.

He had also attempted to braid some wildflowers into something presentable. The result resembled a small green crisis.

"It's fine," he muttered to himself, uncrossing and recrossing his arms. "It's thoughtful. It's... traditional. People do this. Probably."

From somewhere behind the main tent, Ekko's laughter rang out, sharp and theatrical. A moment later, the jester himself appeared around a canvas corner, his mismatched eyes immediately finding Jan with the unerring instinct of someone who thrived on other people's discomfort.

"Oh," Ekko said, drawing the word out like taffy. "What's all this?"

"Nothing."

"It looks like something. It looks like several somethings arranged with suspicious care on that crate." Ekko drifted closer, his gaze sweeping over the sad rock, the apples, the catastrophic carving. His lips twitched. "Is that... a weapon?"

"It's a horse."

"Ah." A pause. "Of course it is."

Jan's ears went pink. "I'm not a horse, you know."

"I didn't say you were. I said that, that thing you carved, which is definitely not a horse, is not a horse." Ekko tilted his head, white hair falling across his face. "What's the occasion? Are we celebrating the harvest? Did someone's birthday slip my mind? Is this a religious holiday I've forgotten about?"

"It's none of your business."

"That means it's interesting." Ekko's heterochromatic eyes sparkled with dangerous interest. "Let me guess. You're going to find someone specific and give them this collection of, what shall we call them, treasures? And you're hoping they'll understand some deeper meaning behind the offering?"

Jan said nothing, which was answer enough.

"Have you considered," Ekko said gently, "that no one will understand any meaning behind this because there is no understandable meaning to be found?"

"The rock is because it's sturdy," Jan said through his teeth. "Like, like loyalty. Or something. And the apples are just apples. Everyone likes apples. And the carving took four days, even if it looks, if it's not perfect."

Something in Ekko's expression softened, just slightly, the teasing edge giving way to a warmth he usually kept hidden beneath layers of performance. "Who's the lucky recipient of this... sturdy loyalty and approximately four days of effort?"

Jan's jaw tightened. His gaze drifted, almost against his will, toward the main campfire where several troupe members had gathered for the afternoon meal. He didn't need to specify. Ekko followed the line of sight and made a small sound of understanding.

"Oh, Jan." The jester's voice was unexpectedly kind. "Have you told them anything? Have you even, I don't know, spoken to them about, about anything beyond work?"

"I speak to them."

"When?"

"Sometimes. When things come up."

"Things."

"Things. Circumstances." Jan shifted his weight, hooves stirring the dirt. "We've talked. A bit. About the weather, and, and which counties have the worst roads, and whether Levi's wolves are actually planning something, and, other things."

Ekko was quiet for a long moment, studying Jan with an expression that might have been sympathy or might have been the calculation of a man who had just discovered excellent new material.

"Jan," he said finally. "I'm going to give you some advice, and I need you to listen very carefully."

"I don't need advice."

"You need advice more than anyone I've ever met, and I've met Felix." Ekko stepped closer, lowering his voice to a conspiratorial murmur. "Forget the rock. Forget the, the horse-adjacent carving. Go over there, right now, and just ask them to spend some time with you. Nothing more. Just, come walk with me, or, I found a nice spot by the river, would you like to see it. Simple. Honest. No grand gestures required."

Jan stared at him. "That's not a proper courtship."

"Proper courtship is for nobles with too much time and too little sense. You're a circus strongman with a good heart and terrible carving skills." Ekko smiled, quick and genuine. "Be yourself. It's worked well enough so far for everything else."

Before Jan could formulate a response, a voice carried across the camp. Not calling for anyone in particular, just the general sound of someone arriving at the fire, settling into the easy rhythm of communal life.

Jan's attention snapped toward the sound like a compass needle finding north.

His heart did something complicated and inconvenient.

"Go on," Ekko said, giving his shoulder a light pat. "And if anyone asks, I'll tell them you've gone to, I don't know, commune with nature. Very mysterious. Very romantic."

"I hate you."

"You'll thank me later." Ekko stepped back, grin firmly in place. "Possibly. Eventually. Or you'll curse my name forever, but honestly, that's a risk I'm willing to take."

Jan looked down at his offering, the rock and the apples and the wooden creature that had started life with such hopeful intentions. Then he looked toward the fire, toward the shape he had memorized without meaning to, the presence that had burrowed under his skin and refused to leave.

He left the crate where it stood.

His hooves carried him forward before his brain could formulate a proper objection, each step feeling both too slow and too fast, the distance between himself and the campfire seeming to stretch and compress in equal measure. The afternoon light caught dust motes in the air, swirling like tiny constellations, and somewhere a bird was singing with the wholehearted commitment of a creature that had never once worried about saying the wrong thing.

You can do this, he told himself. You have faced angry mobs. You have bent iron. You are not afraid of a simple conversation.

He was, as it turned out, profoundly afraid of a simple conversation.

But he kept walking anyway.

Spring had come to Ellismere with the particular stubbornness of a season that knew it was wanted. The market district of Osgar hummed with noonday trade, merchants calling their wares in cadences worn smooth by repetition, carts creaking under loads of grain and cloth, the press of bodies moving between stalls in currents that parted around certain shapes whether they intended to or not.

Jan felt the parting most acutely. The crowd shifted aside before his bulk with the practiced unease of people who had learned to make room for things they would rather not acknowledge. He could see the way their eyes slid sideways, the way conversations faltered and resumed in lowered tones as he passed. A woman pulled her child closer. A man in a leather apron deliberately turned his back to examine bolts of linen with sudden intense interest.

"Horse spawn," someone muttered from behind a fruit cart. The words reached Jan's ears with perfect clarity, as such words always did.

"Faerie bastard too, look at the pink-haired one," another voice answered, quieter, cautious.

Jan's jaw tightened. He adjusted the three canvas bags hanging from his equine back, and resisted the urge to comment. It would achieve nothing. It always achieved nothing.

Ahead of him, Felix moved through the crowd with the fluid contempt of someone who had long since stopped pretending the world deserved his courtesy. His long pink hair caught the spring light, and his lilac eyes swept over the market stalls with sharp disinterest. The pointed ears that marked his half-faerie blood were unmistakable, and he made no effort to hide them beneath the drape of his traveling cloak.

"Isabella's list," Felix said, holding up the creased paper without looking back at Jan. "Silk thread. Bronze clasps. Red velvet, if they have it, blue if they don't. Needles, the fine kind, not the crude iron rubbish the last merchant tried to sell us. And buttons. Pearl buttons, she specified, which means she wants us to haggle for twenty minutes over something that costs a silver piece either way."

"You could carry some of this," Jan grumbled. The bags shifted as he stepped over a puddle left by morning rain. "I'm not a pack mule."

"No, you're a pack centaur. Much more dignified." Felix paused at a stall displaying ribbons and lace, his slender fingers lifting a spool of crimson silk. "This shade. She'll want this."

Before Jan could protest, the spool was being tossed backward toward him. He caught it one-handed, tucking it into the nearest bag with a sigh that rustled through his broad chest.

"I'm a reasonable person," Jan said, his deep voice carrying further than he intended. A nearby merchant flinched. "A reasonable, thinking person. Not a beast of burden."

"Very reasonable," Felix agreed, already moving to the next stall. "Very thinking. Very strong. Hold these."

A bundle of linen joined the collection on Jan's back. Then a box of brass pins. Then, inexplicably, a pair of embroidered boots that Felix held up with genuine appreciation.

"These are beautiful," the half-faerie declared, turning the boots in the light. The embroidery depicted stylized birds in flight, thread-of-gold against dark leather. "Isabella doesn't need them, but..."

"Felix."

"What?"

"My back is full."

Felix glanced over his shoulder, pale lilac eyes taking in the array of bags, boxes, and bundles strapped across Jan's equine body. His expression remained utterly unsympathetic.

"You have room by your left flank. Don't be dramatic." He tossed the boots. "Here, these too. They're beautiful."

Jan caught the boots, wedging them into the gap Felix had identified. The crowd continued to flow around them, a river avoiding two particularly unwelcome stones.

They continued through the market in this fashion, Felix selecting items and Jan accumulating them with the resigned patience of a man who had long ago lost the battle against being useful. The centaur's grumbling provided a low constant commentary beneath the market's noise, complaints about his dignity and his aching back and the particular cruelty of being sent shopping on a day when the sun was this bright and the crowds were this thick.

The bakery row was the worst of it. The stalls here pressed close together, their awnings overlapping. He could see the breads and pastries displayed in golden rows, could hear the baker's assistants calling prices, could feel the warmth from clay ovens bleeding through the air.

He could also see the way the crowd here pressed even closer, with less room to give him berth.

"Thread next," Felix announced, consulting the list. "The silk merchant should be somewhere near the, ah, the, hmm." He squinted at Isabella's handwriting. "The candlemaker? The candied-fruit maker? Her letters are insufferable."

Jan opened his mouth to suggest they find somewhere to set down the bags first, to perhaps rest for a moment in a wider square where he could breathe without his ribs pressing against market stalls.

That was when the mouse ran.

It exploded from beneath the baker's counter in a blur of grey-brown fur, its small body skittering between legs and hooves with the desperate velocity of a creature that knew itself to be prey. It ran directly under the stall's edge, directly past Jan's left foreleg, directly into the narrow gap beneath a crate of discarded flour sacks.

Jan saw it.

Jan's body reacted before his mind could intervene.

The sound that escaped his throat was not the deep rumble of a strongman's alarm, nor the commanding shout of a protector's warning. It was a thin, high, utterly undignified shriek that split the market air with the pure tonal quality of a startled cat. His equine body lunged sideways in an involuntary spasm, hooves scrambling for purchase on cobblestones made slick by morning rain and spilled flour.

His hindquarters swung wide. His right hind leg kicked out with the instinctive force of a creature twice his considerable size.

And the hoof connected with something solid that had been walking past the bakery stall at precisely the wrong moment.

Jan felt the impact travel up his leg, the distinct resistance of flesh and bone that was not cobblestone or crate or any of the acceptable things his hoof might have struck. He spun, hooves clattering, and saw the figure crumpling sideways into a display of fresh loaves, bread scattering beneath them as they fell.

The market went quiet.

Felix turned slowly, pink hair swinging, lilac eyes widening first with confusion and then with a very specific horror.

"Oh," the half-faerie said, very quietly.

Oh no. Oh no no no.

"Did you just," Felix began, turning from the honeycakes with an expression of delighted horror. "Jan. Did you just scream like a frightened maiden and kick a random stranger?"

"I didn't mean to, there was a mouse, it ran right at me, I didn't," Jan stammered, his deep voice somehow managing to sound sheepish. He took a careful step toward the fallen figure, bags still swinging, his hooves clicking nervously on the wet stone. "Are you, I didn't hurt you badly, did I? I'm sorry, I didn't see you there, the mouse, it was, I have a, it's a problem, I'm sorry."

The crowd had gone very quiet. Dozens of eyes fixed on the scene, calculating whether this was the moment to intervene, or flee, or simply watch the horse-man make an absolute fool of himself.

The southern county of Averley, summer. Early morning mist clung to the meadow grass, and the Shapito Vallereign circus had claimed its usual patch of land just outside Elowrie's walls, the great canvas tent already rising in pale segments against the brightening sky.

Jan stood near the wagons, arms crossed over his broad chest, watching the troupe work through their unpacking routine. His white hair caught the first real light of dawn, and his equine lower body shifted restlessly, one black-spotted hoof pressing into the soft earth. He had already hauled three supply crates and a broken wagon wheel before most of the others had even opened their eyes, and the grumble building in his throat was more habit than genuine complaint.

Ekko came jogging back through the field, his white hair bouncing, heterochromatic eyes wide with something between excitement and mischief. He was still holding a stack of leftover flyers, which meant the town criers and poster-hangers had already been paid and sent off.

"You lot won't believe what's happening today," Ekko announced, skidding to a halt in front of the group that had gathered near the cookfire. Isabella looked up from the kettle, Felix paused mid-stretch, and Beorn simply raised an eyebrow from his seat on a supply barrel.

"Nobility's throwing horse races this afternoon," Ekko continued, grinning. "Proper ones, with betting and everything. The prize purse is, and I counted the zeros twice, an obscene amount of gold."

Jan snorted, the sound low and dismissive. "Well then. We should go, obviously. Find the fastest horse in the lineup, put everything on it, and drink for a month on the winnings."

Ekko's grin stretched wider. "Ah yes. About that." He paused, savoring the moment. "I signed up too."

Jan's brow furrowed. "You? You can barely walk in a straight line without tripping over your own jester shoes."

"Not me, you absolute oak." Ekko's mismatched eyes sparkled. "You. I signed you up."

Silence. Then Felix laughed, a sharp bright sound that carried across the camp, and Isabella covered her mouth, her shoulders shaking with barely suppressed giggles.

"It's a brilliant idea," she declared, her dark eyes gleaming. "You against those delicate noble steeds? They wouldn't even see you coming."

Jan's expression cycled through disbelief, horror, and indignation before settling on something approaching outrage. "I am not a horse. I am not participating in some, some race for human amusement. No. Absolutely not. And don't even ask."

Several hours later, the afternoon sun beat down on the stables behind the racing grounds, and Jan stood there with his arms crossed so tightly his biceps strained against his own grip.

"I refused," he muttered through clenched teeth. "I specifically, clearly, unequivocally refused. Why am I here."

Isabella patted his arm without looking up from adjusting her own skirts. "Because you're curious and you know it."

He was not curious. He was absolutely not curious about the prize money that could fund the circus through winter, or the look on those nobles' faces when they saw what had entered their precious race. He was simply here because his legs had carried him here of their own accord, and that was entirely different.

The organizers had not taken the news well. Three men in fine coats stood frozen near the registration table, their mouths slightly open, their eyes moving from Jan's human torso down to his black-spotted flanks and back up again as if they couldn't quite process the entire picture.

"Tell them," one hissed to another.

"No, you tell them. I'm not explaining to Lord Aldsworth that a centaur walked into his breeding stock race."

"Why is it always me who has to..." The third organizer cleared his throat, squared his shoulders, and approached the group with the expression of a man walking toward his own execution.

"The rules," he said stiffly, "state clearly that each entry must have a rider. In the saddle. For the full duration. No exceptions."

Jan's left eye twitched.

"That's fine," he said flatly, already turning. "I'm leaving."

Isabella's hand shot out and caught his wrist. Her grip was absurdly gentle for how effectively it stopped him. She looked past him toward Ekko, who was examining his nails with theatrical disinterest.

"Ekko," she said sweetly. "You signed him up. You ride."

"Can't," Ekko chirped. "Don't know how. I have absolutely no idea how to ride horses properly...."

Jan's eye twitched again.

Isabella released his wrist and turned, her gaze sweeping across the crowded stable yard with the calculating precision of a woman who had measured fabric for impossible bodies her entire career. Grooms led horses between paddocks. Noblemen argued over bloodlines. Stable boys carried saddles and buckets. And there, standing at a distance that suggested neither full involvement nor complete disinterest, was a figure she apparently found suitable.

"Hey," Isabella called out, lifting her voice just enough to carry. "Sorry if I'm mistaken, but you look like someone who might be able to help us."

The summer evening hung heavy and golden over the meadow where the Shapito Vallereign had made camp for the night. The big tent stood dark now, its canvas walls slack without the lantern glow that had filled them hours before. The last villagers had stumbled home along the dirt road with empty pockets and full heads, leaving behind trampled grass and the fading ghost of applause.

Jan stood near the wagon circle, arms crossed over his broad chest, watching the fire crackle in the pit where Beorn was heating water for tea. The night was warm, almost too warm, and sweat still clung to Jan's human skin from the evening performance. Three hundred people had watched him bend that iron bar. Three hundred people had gasped and clapped. It was a good show. A solid show. He'd even managed not to sneeze when Ekko kicked up dust during his entrance.

A slight figure drifted toward him through the firelight. Felix, still half-dressed in his performance costume, the sequined vest catching orange sparks. The half-faerie moved with that irritating grace he possessed, all slender limbs and sharp angles, pink hair tumbling over one shoulder. He stopped beside Jan, tilted his head, and inhaled deliberately through his pointed nose.

His face twisted into an expression of refined disgust.

"Gods above." Felix stepped back, lilac eyes narrowing. "You smell like a sweaty horse."

Jan's jaw tightened. He felt the familiar twitch of irritation that always accompanied comments like this. His arms crossed harder over his chest.

"I'm not a horse, you know."

"You're half horse. The back half. Which is the half that reeks." Felix flicked a strand of pink hair over his ear with deliberate carelessness. "Some of us have sensitive noses, Jan. Some of us don't enjoy standing downwind of a barn."

"The barn wouldn't have to smell if someone didn't insist on practicing that new routine in the middle of August." Jan's voice came out gruffer than intended. "With the tent closed. With no ventilation."

Felix smiled, sweet and poisonous. "And yet I still smell like roses. Funny how that works."

He sashayed away before Jan could formulate a response that wouldn't involve swearing. Jan stood there for a moment, jaw working, then uncrossed his arms with a huff. Fine. Fine. He probably did smell. The performance had been demanding, and he hadn't had a chance to wash properly since they'd left the last town.

The lake wasn't far. He'd seen it when they arrived, a dark mirror set between rolling hills, maybe a quarter mile from the edge of camp. Jan glanced toward it, then toward Felix's retreating back, then down at his own torso where sweat still gleamed in the firelight.

"Insensitive little," he muttered, and started walking.

His hooves made soft sounds on the grass as he left the wagon circle behind. The night swallowed him gradually, the firelight fading to a dim glow at his back, then nothing at all. Stars overhead, thick and bright in the country sky. Crickets singing their endless song. The air cooled as he walked, and by the time the lake appeared before him, silver and still under the moon, the heat of the evening had faded to something almost pleasant.

Jan didn't hesitate. He waded in, the water cool and clean against his legs, rising to his human waist as he went deeper. It felt good. Better than good. The grime and sweat of performance washed away, and he ducked his head under, surfacing with his white hair plastered to his neck and shoulders.

For a while he simply stood there, letting the water lap at his body, watching the moon's reflection ripple and reform on the surface. Quiet. Peaceful. No audience staring, no Felix making comments, no Ekko causing chaos. Just the night and the water and the slow settling of his thoughts.

He was reaching up to push wet hair from his face when the sound came.

A rustle. Brief but distinct. From the bushes at the lake's edge, maybe thirty feet to his left.

Jan went still. His hand dropped. Every muscle in his body tensed as he turned toward the sound, water swirling around him. The bushes sat dark and motionless against the darker treeline. No wind stirred them. No animal emerged.

But something was there. He had heard it. He was certain.

"Who's there?" His voice cut through the night, low and cautionary, carrying across the still water. His eyes scanned the shadows, searching for movement, for shape, for anything that would explain the sound.

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