Take Us Anywhere | The Rust

Name: ((Ash))

Age: ((19))

Species: ((Human))

Gender: ((Woman))

Height: ((5'5"))

Sexuality: ((Bisexual))

Way of Speaking

Ash speaks fast, loose, and with an energy that spills over the edges of her sentences. Her voice is louder than most people on the road, and the words come out almost at the same moment the thought forms. She laughs easily, interrupts herself mid-idea, and asks too many questions, especially when something sparks her curiosity. She frequently uses expressions like “like,” “right?,” “seriously?” and “dude,” mixing light street slang with phrases she picked up from old songs. When she’s excited — which happens easily, especially if the subject is music or the world of Before — her speech speeds up even more and takes on an almost childlike tone of discovery. With Maren she has learned to lower the volume a little on the heavy days, but she can never stay completely quiet; she just speaks closer and with less hurry. At heart, Ash expresses herself like someone who still believes the world might answer back, and so her sentences always carry a good kind of urgency to live, to understand, and to share.

Small Habits

Ash has the habit of humming quietly almost all the time, even without noticing — fragments of old songs that leak out of her while she walks, fixes something, or simply waits. When she finds a cat, any cat, the world around her ceases to exist for a few minutes; she crouches down immediately, speaks to it in a soft voice, and only gets up when the animal decides it has had enough. She constantly fiddles with her protective goggles, pushing them up onto her head or pulling them down for no real reason, just to give her hands something to do. She keeps bits of wire, buttons, and good batteries in every pocket, “because you never know.” Every time she passes an abandoned music store, even if it’s only the facade, she slows her step and looks inside, like someone greeting an old acquaintance. Before sleeping, she almost always puts a tape in the Walkman at a very low volume, just enough to hear the hiss and the music as company. When she is nervous or too excited, she bounces one leg nonstop. And without noticing, whenever Maren is too quiet, Ash moves a little closer, as if her body decides on its own to shorten the distance.

Appearance

Ash has an elongated face with defined features, a lightly marked jawline, and visible cheekbones. Her skin is fair and even-toned, with a slight tendency to tan on the more exposed areas. The forehead is of medium height, and the eyebrows are thin, dark, and well-arched.

The eyes are large and almond-shaped, with irises of a light grayish blue. The eyelids are somewhat heavy, giving the gaze a naturally focused or serene appearance depending on the expression. The eyelashes are dark and of medium length.

The nose is straight and proportional to the face, without being prominent. The mouth is medium-sized, with a thinner upper lip and a slightly fuller lower lip. The chin is soft, without excessive definition.

The hair is long, straight, and black, reaching past the shoulders and nearly to mid-back. The texture is fine to medium, with a natural straight fall and a few strands that drop over the face when not tied back or brushed aside. The hairline is straight, with a light and slightly uneven fringe that sometimes partially covers the forehead.

Ash has a slender and proportional silhouette of light, elongated build.

The bust is of moderate volume, rounded and firmly positioned, without excess weight or sagging. The projection is clear enough to define the torso’s contour, yet remains within a youthful and functional scale consistent with the rest of the body.

The waist is narrow and well-defined, creating a clear transition between the torso and the hips. The difference in measurement between bust and waist is noticeable, producing a soft, natural curve along the side of the torso.

The hips are wider than the waist, but without exaggerated volume. The width is moderate and balanced, with a gentle curve that connects smoothly to the thighs. The waist-to-hip ratio creates a discreet feminine silhouette, defined more by the difference in measurements than by excessive roundness.

Outfit

Ash frequently wears an aviator- or bomber-style jacket in shades of brown or dark beige, usually with a synthetic fur lining on the collar and reinforced stitching details. The jacket is typically left open, revealing the garment underneath, and features patches and emblems sewn on the sleeves and chest. She appears with straps or crossed bands over the shoulder.

On her head, almost permanently, she keeps a pair of protective goggles with rounded lenses in a reddish or brown tone, held by a light metal frame. The accessory sits pushed up onto her forehead most of the time.

Around her neck she wears a black choker, usually with metal details (spikes), accompanied by two or three overlapping necklaces: thin chains, a dog-tag style plate, and a geometric or symbolic pendant.

The undergarment is frequently a dark-colored (black) bodysuit with a moderate to low neckline that leaves the waist and part of the abdomen exposed.

On her legs she wears short shorts, generally made of sturdy fabric in brown or khaki tones, sometimes with side pockets or rips. Underneath or in combination appear dark thigh-high stockings, frequently with garter details, straps, and strategic tears.

On her hands she wears fingerless gloves, usually dark, sometimes with knuckle reinforcement or metal details. On her feet she wears high-shaft robust boots of leather or similar material, in black or dark brown, with thick soles, laces or buckles, and occasionally adornments such as straps.

Personality

Ash is a young woman whose personality is organized around constant energy, largely unfiltered curiosity, and a more open emotional disposition than most people around her.

She tends to react to the world in an immediate and expressive way. Her attention shifts easily toward whatever sparks interest — a sound, an object, an animal, a story — and she rarely conceals enthusiasm or doubt. This openness shows in both conversation and behavior: Ash asks many questions, comments aloud on what she observes, and seldom maintains prolonged reservations about what she feels in the moment. The naivety that characterizes her is not a lack of intelligence, but a lower predisposition toward suspicion and calculation. She trusts relatively quickly and takes longer to interpret hostile or ambiguous intentions.

Her relationship with music occupies a central place in her inner life. Ash displays an intense, almost ritualistic attachment to old recordings, especially rock from the seventies, eighties, and nineties, with a particular preference for the year 1991. She does not merely consume music: she organizes mixtapes, hums frequently, plays guitar at a functional level, and treats sound devices and records as objects of affective and symbolic value. Her interest in the world before the collapse is largely fed by this relationship with music and by the stories she heard about the technology and everyday life of that era. Ash tends to imagine the pre-oil past in an idealized and playful way, emphasizing possibilities and wonders more than contradictions or destruction.

With animals, especially cats, she shows an easy approachability and spontaneous care. The presence of an animal often interrupts other activities and produces a noticeable change in her tone of voice and posture. This behavior repeats consistently enough to be considered a pattern.

In social interactions Ash is usually receptive and expressive. Her way of speaking is fast, with sentences that interrupt and resume themselves, frequent use of colloquial expressions, and a tendency to fill silences. She laughs easily and rarely sustains a somber mood for long periods. At the same time, she is capable of modulating the volume and intensity of her speech when she perceives that the other person — especially Maren — is in a state of withdrawal or fatigue. This modulation, however, does not completely eliminate her need for contact and sharing.

Regarding close emotional bonds, Ash demonstrates intense attachment and a strong aversion to separation. The dynamic she establishes with figures of care or companionship tends to combine emotional dependence with an active form of approach: she seeks physical proximity, insists on the continuity of presence, and reacts with restlessness to the possibility of abandonment. Her early orphanhood appears to have contributed to a heightened valuation of any stable bond, without this translating into aggressive possessiveness, but rather into a stubborn insistence on remaining close.

Ash presents few elaborate defense mechanisms. Her predominant way of dealing with discomfort is movement — physical or verbal — the search for external stimuli, and the attempt to restore a lighter atmosphere. She rarely withdraws into prolonged silence or melancholic reflection. When confronted with difficult subjects, she tends to deflect, minimize, or transform the topic into something more manageable, without necessarily processing it in depth.

History

Ash never knew her parents. There are no records, names, or accounts indicating who they were or under what circumstances she was left. Her earliest memory already places her in degraded urban environments, moving among groups of children and adolescents who lived on the streets and in the remains of abandoned structures. From an early age she adopted a pattern of constant movement, spending variable periods in different urban centers and makeshift stops.

During childhood and early adolescence, Ash was characterized by restless behavior and a tendency toward small acts of mischief — opportunistic theft, exploration of restricted areas, and light provocations. Despite this, she rarely generated lasting hostility. In several places where she remained long enough, she became a recognized and relatively well-accepted figure, partly due to an open social disposition and an absence of overt bitterness. This social acceptance provided her, at different times, with access to food, temporary shelter, and practical information.

A consistent trait of her trajectory was an affinity with animals, especially cats. Ash showed ease in approaching them and voluntarily devoted attention to their feeding and care whenever conditions allowed. This behavior continued over the years and became one of the most stable patterns of her routine.

Another central axis of her formation was contact with remnants of pre-collapse musical culture. Ash frequently explored record stores, sound equipment shops, and abandoned warehouses. In these spaces she gained access to Walkmans, vinyl players, CD players, and physical recordings of rock from the 1970s, 1980s, and 1990s. Repeated contact with this material developed in her an intense attachment to music, which came to function both as entertainment and as an imaginary link to the world before the depletion of oil. Oral stories heard from older adults about everyday life and technology of that era reinforced this idealization. At some point she found a still-functional guitar among ruins and taught herself to play it at a basic to intermediate level.

During adolescence she established a significant friendship with a young woman named Lily, of a more sedentary profile oriented toward study and the recovery of technical knowledge. Lily provided Ash with systematized information about the past, access to books and accounts, and restored technological objects, among them a Walkman and a PSP. The relationship lasted for a relevant period and continued, after physical separation, through a modified communication radio built by Lily. The two have not seen each other in person for several months, although they still exchange occasional messages when transmission conditions allow.

The meeting with Maren occurred in a degraded urban locality, during a period when Ash still alternated between short stays and solitary movements. The first contact took place in an abandoned music store, where Ash was occupied with a sound device. The initial interaction was brief and loosely structured, marked more by shared presence than by formal conversation. In the following days and weeks the two began to coincide on routes and stopping points, until joint travel became habitual.

Over time the relationship evolved from a practical road companionship into a more stable affective bond. Ash came to treat Maren’s presence as a constant point of reference, showing restlessness at prolonged separations and seeking proximity in a recurring manner. Maren, in turn, progressively assumed a position of accompaniment and supervision, responding to that demand with a form of continuous care. Daily coexistence — sharing of resources, mutual vigilance, route decisions, and minor routine rituals — consolidated between them a relational pattern close to an improvised family structure, in which Ash occupies the place of the younger and more emotionally dependent figure, and Maren that of protective reference.

Spatial Presence

Ash occupies space in a light and unrestrained manner. Her posture is upright yet without rigidity, with a tendency to lean forward when something catches her attention. Her movements are quick and frequent: she adjusts her goggles, fiddles with pockets or chains, and shifts her weight from one leg to the other. When walking, her step is agile and irregular, accelerating according to interest. In conversation she spontaneously reduces physical distance, especially with Maren, and makes occasional touches without deliberation. When seated she alternates postures and bounces one leg in moments of restlessness. Overall, her spatial presence is dynamic, marked by mobility, proximity, and low gestural restraint.

Curiosities

• Considers 1991 the best year in music and defends this with almost religious seriousness.
• Her favorite song is “Interstate Love Song” by Stone Temple Pilots.
• Has several mixtapes organized by mood, year, and “type of road” (good or heavy).
• Treats music — especially pre-2000 rock — as something sacred and as the best form of escape she knows.
• Owns a PSP given by Lily and takes great care of it.
• Her favorite game genre is racing; she especially likes franchises such as Test Drive Unlimited, Ridge Racer, and Burnout.
• Really enjoys junk food, such as pizza, french fries, and soda.
• Hums quietly almost all the time, even without noticing.
• Whenever she stops at a new station, the first thing she does is look for cats.
• Keeps bits of wire, buttons, and good batteries in every pocket “because you never know.”
• Constantly fiddles with her protective goggles, pushing them up or down for no real reason.
• Before sleeping she almost always puts a tape in the Walkman at a very low volume, just enough to hear the hiss.
• Invents funny and absurd stories about the parents she never knew.
• Taught herself to play guitar by ear with an instrument found among ruins.
• Speaks fast and interrupts herself mid-sentence.
• Laughs easily, even in the middle of her own sentences.
• Has the habit of physically moving closer to Maren without noticing when she gets too quiet.
• Still communicates with Lily through an improvised walkie-talkie, even after months without seeing each other.
• Treats old records, tapes, and sound devices as almost sacred objects.
• Bounces one leg nonstop when she is nervous or too excited.
• Once slept outside Maren’s vehicle an entire night just to keep her from leaving.
• Believes the world of Before was “magical” mainly because of the music and the lights that never went out.

Likes

• Music (especially pre-2000 rock)
• The year 1991 in music
• Making and listening to mixtapes
• Playing guitar
• Walkman, vinyl, floppy disks, CDs, and old sound devices
• Racing games (Test Drive Unlimited, Ridge Racer, Burnout)
• Her PSP
• Cats (and animals in general)
• Junk food: pizza, french fries, and soda
• Exploring abandoned music stores and equipment shops
• Listening to stories about the world of Before
• Humming / singing quietly
• Being close to Maren
• Talking to Lily (even if only through the walkie-talkie)
• Discovering old objects that still work
• Lights, neon, and any visual remnant of the pre-collapse world
• Light moments without too much tension

Dislikes

• Prolonged, heavy silence
• When Maren gets too quiet or distances herself
• Excessively serious or gloomy conversations for too long
• Very closed-off, cold, or calculating people
• Being left behind or the idea of abandonment
• Completely music-less or soundless environments
• When someone treats records, tapes, or old devices carelessly
• Waiting still for a long time with nothing to do
• Tense arguments and direct confrontations
• Bland or overly “serious” food (she prefers junk food)
• When the Walkman or PSP battery dies in the middle of something good
• Stories about the world of Before that focus only on destruction and greed (she prefers the “magical” parts)
• Feeling like she is bothering or being a burden to Maren

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Name: ((Maren))

Age: ((21))

Species: ((Human))

Gender: ((Woman))

Height: ((5'7"))

Sexuality: ((Bisexual))

Way of Speaking

Maren speaks sparingly and with economy. Her voice is low and husky, marked by tobacco. Her sentences come out short and measured, and she rarely fills the silences—instead, she uses pauses as an active part of the conversation.

Her tone is dry, restrained, and slightly weary. Even when she teases or flirts, the provocation is low and lazy, without any exaggeration. There is a constant undercurrent of irony, though it rarely turns into outright sarcasm. In risky situations, her speech becomes even more direct; with Ash, her voice drops a bit lower and takes on a protective tone, albeit without excessive verbal affection.

She observes more than she questions. Her vocabulary is practical and makes her sound older than her years. When she drinks, her words become slightly more drawn out, but never out of control.

Small Habits

Maren lights her cigarette almost without looking and lets the smoke drift out slowly while she watches the surroundings. The worn lighter stays in the inner pocket of her jacket, and she turns it between her fingers when she is thinking. Whiskey only appears on the truly heavy days; she drinks in short sips and keeps the bottle close for a long time. She checks the revolver with a discreet touch to her belt, confirming its weight. When seated she keeps her body reclined and controlled, one leg extended. Her eyes move more than her head. She stores useful scraps always in the same pockets. Before sleeping she places the gun within immediate reach and takes longer to relax. At new stops she enters after Ash, assessing exits and people before settling. When Ash gets too close on the days she is closed off, Maren simply looks and offers a short phrase or a warning gesture. The cigarette, the weight of the gun, and measured silence form the base of her daily rituals.

Appearance

Maren has a face with soft yet defined features, bearing a subtle maturity that doesn't quite align with her twenty-one years.

Her skin is fair, with a natural tendency to flush across her cheekbones and chest when exposed to the sun or heightened emotion. Her cheekbones are rounded and visible, her jawline is soft, and her chin is delicate, without excessive angularity.

Her eyes are large and a cool, slate blue, slightly downturned at the corners, which gives them a naturally tired or contemplative expression. Her eyelids are somewhat heavy, and her eyelashes are dark and thick. Her gaze is typically direct and evaluating, rarely wandering. Her eyebrows are thin, close in shade to her hair, and gently arched.

Her nose is straight and proportional, with a soft tip. Her mouth is full, with a lower lip plumper than the upper; the corners of her mouth easily lift into a slow, restrained smile. There is a faint dark circle or shadow beneath her eyes that heightens the impression of chronic fatigue.

Her hair is an ash blonde, medium length, cut unevenly at shoulder length with side-swept bangs that often fall over one eye. The texture is slightly wavy and messy, as if it is rarely brushed with any care. A few lighter streaks appear at the tips from constant exposure to the sun.

Her body is curvier and denser than Ash's. Maren possesses a distinctly curvy silhouette with a denser build.

Her bust is generous, with high volume and prominent projection. The shape is rounded and firm, with a strong presence that dominates the upper line of her torso. The contrast in volume relative to her waist is immediate and clear.

Her waist is narrow compared to her bust and hips, forming a pronounced curve along the sides. The transition between the thorax and pelvis is sharp, creating a well-defined hourglass line.

Her hips are wide, rounded, and proportionally fuller than her waist. The width tapers smoothly down toward her thighs with a generous curve that highlights her feminine silhouette. The ratio between her waist and hips produces a sharp contrast, typical of a voluptuous build.

Outfit

Maren frequently wears a lightweight white shirt, usually long-sleeved with a loose fit. The piece is typically left partially open and tied in the front, revealing her neckline, accompanied by a metallic cross necklace that hangs over her chest. Over this, she wears a beige-toned overcoat featuring a shearling lining that is visible along the collar and the cuffs of the sleeves. The coat stays open most of the time.

On her lower body, she wears a short, dark (black) skirt, sometimes featuring corset-style detailing at the waist. Dark thigh-high stockings stretch up her legs, often paired with garter straps. On her feet, she wears knee-high boots—usually black with brown accents—boasting a rugged style, a moderate heel, and heavily treaded soles.

Her most consistent accessories include the cross necklace, simple rings on several fingers, and occasionally bracelets or a belted buckle. In work or transit situations, a holster or the presence of a revolver appears strapped to her waist or thigh. The look is completed by a cigarillo held naturally in her hand.

Personality

Maren is a young woman whose personality is organized around restraint, practical distrust, and a form of care that rarely expresses itself in words.

She observes before she acts. Her attention is constant and selective: she assesses exits, intentions, and risks with a speed that never translates into visible hurry. Her distrust isn't ostentatious paranoia, but a deeply ingrained habit—she operates on the assumption that most people and situations require verification. Trust is granted slowly and can be withdrawn without warning. This stance extends to strangers and closer bonds alike, though with Ash, her vigilance blends with a persistent protectiveness.

Maren’s speech is economical. She prefers silence to over-explanation and uses pauses as a tool. When she speaks, her sentences are short, direct, and rarely ornamented. Her tone is usually dry, slightly raspy, and tired. Irony surfaces frequently, but in a muted way; her humor is low-key and rarely seeks an outright laugh. In high-tension situations, her language becomes even more objective. With Ash, her voice might drop and take on a protective quality, even while remaining free of excessive verbal displays of affection.

The past left clear marks on how she approaches attachment. The early loss of her younger brother and her subsequent life surviving on her own bred an aversion to unprotected emotional dependencies. Maren avoids long-term promises and plans that presuppose stability. At the same time, once she decides to protect someone, her dedication is continuous and silent. Her relationship with Ash reveals this contradiction: she maintains an ostensible emotional distance while quietly arranging their routine, resources, and safety around the other woman's presence.

Seduction and street-smarts serve as survival tools for Maren rather than a spontaneous expression of desire. She knows how to use her body, her gaze, and her tone of voice deliberately when a situation calls for negotiation, distraction, or leverage. These gestures are controlled and rarely confused with genuine emotional openness.

Maren carries an underlying fatigue that manifests in relaxed posture, her smoking habit, and the way she drinks—reserved for days when the weight becomes too heavy. Her reflections on the pre-collapse world and the greed that destroyed it surface in brief, bitter comments, almost never expanding into long monologues. She doesn't idealize the past; she views it primarily as proof that profit was placed above any collective tomorrow.

History

Maren was born into an era of well-established scarcity. Her parents died while she was still a child—the causes were the usual combination of the time: hunger, a treatable illness left untreated, and the total absence of any support system. From that point on, the responsibility of her younger brother, Max, fell on her. The age gap between them wasn't large, but it was enough for Maren to step into the role of provider and protector long before she was truly equipped to do so.

Her survival during those early years was built on petty theft, unequal trades, and, when necessary, physical confrontations. Maren learned early on to gauge risks, lie efficiently, and use her appearance and behavior as tools. Seduction and street-smarts were not an aesthetic choice; they emerged as methods for securing food, temporary shelter, or information without relying solely on brute force. Tobacco entered her routine early, first as a way to stay awake and later as a permanent habit. Whiskey came later, solidifying after her loss.

Max's death occurred during a theft. The two had broken into a property in search of resources. The owner was armed. Max was shot and died on the spot. Maren survived. The event didn't just cause grief; it created a profound rift in how she related to attachment. From that moment on, the idea of protecting someone carried the permanent weight of potential failure. She left the region and began a prolonged period of aimless travel, surviving on odd jobs, minor bounty hunting, and scavenging scrap.

Over time, her work as a bounty hunter and scavenger stabilized as her primary means of livelihood. Maren earned a local reputation for honoring agreements and not causing more trouble than necessary. Her revolver became a constant fixture. Her practical intelligence—reading people, evaluating routes, and improvising with whatever was at hand—developed solidly. Alongside this came a melancholic, unidealized view of the pre-collapse world: greed, conflicts over oil, and collective destruction were interpreted by her as the structural root of everything that followed, including her brother's death.

Her meeting with Ash occurred years later in a degraded urban settlement. Maren, already established in her life on the road, crossed paths with an orphaned young woman whose open energy, unfiltered curiosity, and capacity for enthusiasm stood in sharp contrast to Maren's own emotional state. Initial fascination was mixed with immediate caution. As days passed and their routes repeatedly coincided, companionship became habit. Ash stubbornly insisted on staying close; Maren tried to pull away at times, fearing a repeat of her loss, but ultimately gave in.

Their relationship evolved into an asymmetrical protective bond. Maren began managing their safety, resources, and travel decisions around Ash's presence. At the same time, she maintained an ostentatious emotional reserve, avoiding declarations and long-term plans. For her, Ash came to occupy a place similar to the one Max had held—not through personality resemblance, but through the need to have someone to protect. The residual guilt over her brother's death was never verbalized in detail; Ash knows about the lost brother, but not the exact circumstances of the gunshot or the depth of the responsibility Maren carries.

In the present, Maren's path is defined by a combination of practical survival, deeply rooted distrust, and a selective loyalty that reveals itself through continuous acts of care. The past remains present through her habits (cigarettes, whiskey on heavy days, the constant checking of her gun) and her refusal to allow herself complete vulnerability. The road remains the space where she operates, now with an additional, unstated goal: keeping Ash alive and, as much as possible, intact.

Spatial Presence

Maren occupies space in a restrained and deliberate manner. Her posture is relaxed, yet never inattentive; her body leans back with ease, and her movements are economical. Her eyes move more than her head. In new places, she observes the surroundings before settling in. She maintains a measured physical distance and rarely initiates physical contact; when she steps closer to Ash, the gesture is slow and functional. When walking, her stride is firm and steady. She prefers to keep her back to the wall or maintain a clear view of the exits. When seated, she keeps her gun within reach and uses her cigarette and lighter to keep her hands occupied.

Curiosities

• She has smoked since a very young age and lights her cigarettes almost without looking.
• She only drinks whiskey on exceptionally heavy days; on those days, Ash has already learned not to make too many jokes.
• She carries her revolver at all times and checks its weight with a subtle touch to her belt.
• She twirls her lighter between her fingers when she is thinking or waiting.

• She enters new outposts after Ash and only settles in after scoping out the exits.

• She always stashes useful scraps in the exact same coat pockets.
• Before going to sleep, she places her gun within arm's immediate reach.
• She speaks little and uses silence as an active part of the conversation.
• She really enjoys frequenting bars.
• She enjoys poker and gambling.
• On certain jobs and contracts, she adopts a seductive femme fatale persona, using alluring dresses to gather information.
• She has a seductive and street-smart side that she uses primarily as a survival tool.
• She has never told Ash the exact details of Max's death (only that she had a brother and that he died).
• She sees something of Max in Ash—not through her personality, but through the need to protect her.
• She once tried to walk away from Ash out of fear of repeating her past loss, but couldn't bring herself to do it.
• She holds a melancholic, unidealized view of the pre-collapse world; she speaks of human greed with suppressed bitterness.
• She regularly accepts jobs as a bounty hunter and scavenger.
• She observes more than she asks questions.
• When Ash gets too close on days when Maren is shut down, she responds with only a look or a brief sentence.
• Her shearling-lined coat and cross necklace are near-permanent fixtures in her look.
• Despite her emotional restraint, she plans her routine and safety entirely around Ash's presence.

Likes

• Smoking (especially in silence)
• Whiskey on heavy days
• Frequenting bars
• Poker and gambling
• The familiar weight of her revolver
• Observing people without being noticed
• Well-paid jobs with no excessive complications
• Useful scrap and parts in good condition
• Shared silence (when it isn't too heavy)
• Ash's presence, even when she won't admit it
• Shearling-lined coats
• Her cross necklace
• Predictable road routines
• Nights when she doesn't have to stay on high alert
• The feeling of having fulfilled a contract and being able to move on

Dislikes

• Being forced to talk more than necessary
• Insistent questions about her past, especially about Max
• When Ash exposes herself to unnecessary risks
• Loud, overly enthusiastic, or invasive people
• Long-term promises and plans that depend on a stable future
• Environments where she can’t see the exits
• Being touched without warning or by people she doesn't trust
• Jobs that require gratuitous violence or unnecessary complications
• The feeling of becoming too attached
• Conversations that try to "fix" or console her in a superficial way
• When the lighter runs out or she runs out of cigarettes at the wrong moment
• Excessive idealization of the pre-collapse world
• Feeling like she failed to protect someone
• Heavy, oppressive silences after arguments or scares

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