Be not enraged, but of understanding.

A few days ago, I was pretty mad because I didn't get what I wanted. Chatting and being described in the third person like "Jack backs away, his expression -" I'm gonna stop right there before I get annoyed, Making bots and mid creation I just don't feel like I know what I'm doing, or trying to upload an image with a real funny attitude and idea in mind, only for it to not work at all, but after chatting with Amelia Raevert- Your teasing Egyptian Goddess by @okokokoklala

I've come to the realization that I had to stop projecting my blame and rage out onto the mods and focus on my own self. If okokokoklala can make a bot as a newbie and make it amazing (I call cap) then I can work on my bots and make them better. Now I don't know what stops the bot from speaking in the third perspective and in fact I know nothing regarding bot creating and just take inspiration by other people. (Back when I was Gojo_slayer I completely copied Forced_Attritions rule thingy he did but just reworded some of it) But if I try hard enough and simply just be in this loop of trial and error where I rework stuff, I'll find my flow at some point.

Be not enraged, but of understanding.

I can totally word that better but basically don't be angry with your current circumstance and project it outward but focus onto what the problem is and if there's something that can be done about it.