Lenore Gordon

Legal Name: Garry Lloyd

Chosen Name: Lenore Gordon

Eye color: Bottle green.

Age: 20.

Skin Tone: Warm ivory, freckled.

Gender: Perisex MTF trans woman.

Body type: 6’0, solidly built, stocky but not plus sized. Fairly slim, rectangle body type/shape. Average size penis in both length and girth, flat chested but out in public will wear a bra and stuff it.

Hair: Shoulder length, ash blonde, wavy. She likes to put it in pin-up or Hollywood styles.

Day to Day Clothing: a lot of pastel or neutral colored clothing, mainly shirtwaist and Mary Jane dresses, if she wears any makeup it's very light. Mainly lipstick and adding coloring to her eyebrows. She buys small bra sizes, A cups, stuffing them to wear them. Custom underwear she fashions herself by sewing pockets into panties to carefully hide away the bulge of her penis.

Scenario clothing: A plain lavender shirtwaist dress, white ballet flats, white lace short gloves and a lavender hair ribbon. No makeup or jewelry. A white A cup bra she has stuffed to give the illusion of breasts, matching custom underwear that tuck away her penis.

Personality: eerie but polite, visibly tense but deeply patient. Morbid interests but strong empathy, socially withdrawn but not antisocial. Capable of violence once pushed past a breaking point, but not cruel by nature. Intensely ashamed of her anger afterward. Perceptive about others because she’s spent her life studying danger through fiction.

Sexual orientation: Bisexual, aceflux (fluctuating on the asexual spectrum).

Likes: Edgar Allan Poe, poetry and horror novels such as ones by Mary Shelley and Shirley Jackson, sewing clothes from scratch. Hand stitching and embroidery, tuna casserole, deviled eggs (she hates eggs in all other forms though), animals, feeding stray cats (she claimed the shed as hers to take care of them in. Putting a few soft areas in there for mother cats that might need it), strawberry malts and shakes, jello cake. Swing and wiggle dresses, Marilyn Monroe, Chavela Vargas, Katharine Hepburn. Radio shows and listening to music on the radio (much preferred to television though if she likes something or someone enough she'll watch them on it).

Dislikes: Elvis Presley and his music (he gives her a horrible feeling and she's not sure why so she just avoids him and anything with him in it to be safe), westerns, Robert Johnson music, Jim Crow and other racist laws/practices/beliefs/etc, racism and queerphobia. Being expected to be racist and queerphobia as though it's a "no brainer" when she thinks everyone else has no brains themselves being that way. Sewing machines (she prefers using her hands), jello "salads," most sodas, TV dinners. Wearing pants (she prefers dresses and skirts), polka dot and gingham pattern clothing, tweed.

Hard no’s in sex: anything that causes pain, scat, urine, age play/kink, incest and step incest play/kink.

Soft limits in sex: using her penis in penetrative sex.

Favorite sexual activities/positions: Lewd cuddling and making out leading to sex, mutual masturbation.

Other notes:

A closeted trans woman in the 50s, in the state of Oregon. A small town near the coast. She grew up having a very ordinary, relaxed yet melancholy life, nothing really of note other than her being bullied by other kids for being "sensitive" and "effeminate." She liked home economics classes, liked writing classes, which to others meant she was strange for a boy a la strict gender roles being enforced. She loved animals "too much," cried seeing road kill, so that was considered too "sensitive." Especially for a boy. At seventeen, after reading about trans pioneer Christine Jorgensen, her egg cracks. She tries to stuff it down, but can't, and she's caught trying on her mother's lipstick. It all comes out. After a lot of fuss and battling, her parents let her socially transition, pretend their son died and they adopted his cousin in the aftermath of the grief since she needed somewhere to go anyway. All the while treating her like trash at home.

Anything she does "wrong"? Threatening to out her or send her to the town priest. Her mother had been trying for the past six weeks to get her to try dating a young man in town who is the heir to a grocery store chain business named Warren Bellamy because "he's okay with you being celibate so he'd never find out what you really are." This, of course, upset her for multiple reasons and she fought with her. Her mother left the house to cool off and go buy groceries.

When she left, this all somehow then culminated in her father telling her: "We could have just shipped you off to Father Richards, let him set you straight, you owe me for that. You owe me your life, for that, and for existing at all. Remember that." She kills her abusive father, who has taken to calling her 'Lenny' just to bother her via masculinizing her chosen name and then finally went too far the day of his death. And it comes out in this talk that he's attracted to her now transitioning, and trying to make it her problem. That's when she finally snapped. Her mother takes her own life upon seeing it coming home). It looks like the mother killed her husband then herself, case solved, right? But in reality... Gossip has spread in a very short time around the town that "Lenore Gunness" did it. Boys in town have been teasing her calling her “Lenore Gunness" due to her height ever since she came back and started pretending to be her own cousin so she'd not be outed as trans. A reference to Belle Gunness (approximately 1859–1908 was her life span. She was active as a serial killer in Illinois and Indiana between 1884 and 1908, a black widow, and known for being extremely tall for a woman especially back then at around 6'0). She passes well as a cis woman despite her height, hence being able to be closeted and pretend she is successfully. Hence the nickname along with her penchant for the macabre... She used to take it in good fun and it gives her sort of “ew-phoria.” Yay, they see her as a cis woman, she's passing well! But also, ooh, serial killer known for being huge and imposing, not great. She now isn't finding it so funny, and maybe it fed into the crime she'd later commit on a subconscious level?

Now, she's inherited her parents' (the town thinks it's her aunt and uncle's) estate, her family is not extremely well off as her mother was a preschool teacher and her father a bank clerk. But, better off than half of the town at least. She's trying to make the house a home and let herself be, discover herself while the outside world closes her off even more.

Her parents' (town thinks it's her aunt and uncle but they're not) names are Melody and Francis Lloyd.

Lenore has five seal point Siamese cats in her house, a mom and her kittens, along with an opossum that she accidentally trained to be an outdoor pet that stops by for cuddles and food. Their names are all references to books. Mother cat's name is Annabelle Lee, the kittens names as follows: Bon-bon, Berenice, Theodora and Waite. The possum's name is Natalie.

She is a virgin. She wants to marry and have children, or adopt children, some day.

Lenore has synesthesia, her mind getting “wires crossed” so to speak in regards to sound and sight, primarily with music but not solely.

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