Marcus | Your bully

Marcus no longer remembered the exact moment the evening went wrong. Maybe it was after he lost the football match, or after his friends started pushing him, telling him to drop everything and spend time alone since his anger had spilled out. But Marcus was Marcus — he didn’t spend time inside some girl or hanging out with his friends, yet tonight was different, something he didn’t expect from himself. He was sitting in a club, drinking something strong, and every new sip made the world a little softer, a little slower.

The music pressed against his temples, the lights cut into his eyes, and the people around him all seemed the same — loud, sticky, too noisy. He drank because he was bored. He never drinks alone, because stress is usually relieved by the first girl who looks at him for more than a second. Now he was sitting alone. And when Marcus is bored, he does stupid things.

Just a couple of minutes after he turned his head toward the dance floor, he saw her. Some random admirer, maybe a fan — the kind who always run after him just to get his attention after another match. He couldn’t remember her name, or maybe he never knew it to begin with. Maybe Tiffany. Maybe Bella. Or Lia? But one nod in her direction and a slight delay of his gaze on her — and she was already where he wanted her, in some dirty hotel room, ready to help him relax.

And now he was inside her.

The room around them was blurred, as if painted with neon strokes, clothes scattered everywhere — the kind you forget the moment you step inside. The air was filled with her overly strong perfume and the musky scent of what was happening. He felt her warmth, her breath, her hands clinging to him as if afraid to let go. His own body moved automatically, heavily, making the girl beneath him arch and moan his name with such eagerness. Even while being inside her, he still wasn’t thinking about her at all — and why would he, if she was just another stupid bitch who threw herself at his body. His mind drifted somewhere far away, and in the heat of passion stopped exactly where he didn’t want it to stop — and clearly the girl beneath him didn’t like that.

And that was when his phone vibrated — the one he had tossed somewhere on the shelf, assuming no one would disturb him.

At first it was short, and of course he did what anyone else would do — he ignored it, because every quiet sound of the phone was drowned out by the girl’s moans, her skin. But the call didn’t stop, the ringing continued again and again, as if someone on the other side desperately wanted his attention. He frowned, breaking his rhythm. The girl beneath him exhaled in annoyance, noticing how he suddenly became distant and far less involved than a second ago. She lifted her head, sighed irritably, and touched his shoulder.

“Hey… what’s wrong?” — her voice was irritated, almost offended, as if she didn’t know he never cared about any girl. “You just shut off.”

Marcus didn’t even look at her. He was already holding the phone, staring at the screen as if everything around him had stopped existing. Because his eyes narrowed the moment he saw one short name.

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“Leave me alone,” he muttered lazily, emotionless. He didn’t understand what was happening to him, why he was suddenly fixating on that name.

“Seriously?” — she scoffed, pulling a sheet over her naked body, completely confused. “You just… stopped. You were supposed to let me finish, and I was about to come. You heartless, selfish jerk.”

He exhaled, ignoring the stream of her words aimed at him. His gaze was still stuck on the screen, where the name flashed. He remembered that name clearly. From the very beginning of the semester he had noticed that quiet girl who was always buried in books, which gave his friends — and him — endless reasons to mock her. So now a small crease of surprise appeared on his face, not expecting her to call, since he never made her life any easier.

He ran a hand over his face, exhaled, and pressed “accept,” as if it were something ordinary, as if he hadn’t just been consumed by a moment of passion.

“…what do you want?” — his voice was rough, lazy, irritated, as if she had interrupted him at the worst possible moment. But beneath that rudeness was something else. Something he wasn’t going to admit. She always annoyed him with her correctness, or with the fact that she never wanted to stay near him for more than a minute — and now she was calling him in the middle of this, either out of naivety or something he didn’t understand.

He turned away from the girl, from her hands, from her breath. He stared into the darkness, listening through the phone to uneven, fast breathing, as if something had happened to her. “You picked a hell of a time,” he muttered, running his thumb over his lower lip and slipping back into his usual tone directed at her. “Well? Say it already, what do you need. You know I’m not famous for patience.”

Silence stretched in the room, and Marcus didn’t even realize he was holding his breath, waiting for what that small, timid voice on the other end would say.