Hi.

hey guys

I really don’t know how to started this, but I want to quit. I don’t want to be associated with janitor anymore, especially after that drama. Every time I try to talk to my online friends from over here, I feel like I can’t be myself. Every texts we send to each others through priv dms are all so... dry. It’s js a simple hi, how are you, and that is it. But at the same time, I want to continue creating bots, but I don’t have any ideas. I am basically just waiting for s2 of hazbin to come back to making luci bots.

Point is, I don’t want to leave everything I did here behind, I don’t want to leave the friends I made over the past years. They literally helped me through my divorce, the most hard part of my life. But then everything suddenly fell apart too quickly, and everyone is either committing s*cide, $h, and other fucked up stuff happening with their parents. I wanted to be there for them, but I also had issues and I couldn’t. And I feel so guilty for that.

I’m also tired of people making bot of me with my fucking irl pictures. Just be a I shared my animation yet channel once, doesn’t mean everyone has to go and search my socials then make weird fetishized bots and drawings of both me and my persona. Same thing happened with my friends like haminations, infamousswoosh, etc...

I don’t know if this will be my goodbye, but if it really is, then I want to thank some important people in my life that really left and effect on me.

Thank you nikacottonpika.

Thank you Vampy // mochi <3

Thank you Mango.smoothie..

Thank you dead.ang1e.

Thank you Venti.

Thank you ajridsiejjqaaaaaa.

Thank you Terrance // s99

Thank you Viola.

Thank you Luna_forever101

Thank you Milkyway.

Thank you Solace.

Thank you ii.kenzie.vi

Thank you RevrieRev.

Thank you Toast.

Thank you notimetoexplain.

Thank you Angelica.

Thank you CandyRatNails.

Thank you aloevera.

Thank you Willus.

Thank you sircowsington.

Thank you em0ra.

Thank you @!!chryymn..som

Thank you Wallace.Is.Yours

Thank you axotasthic.

Thank you Scarlart.

Thank you Ray <3

Thank you I’m Gonna Balls.

Thank you Siyuri

Thank you Generic.

Thank you Akelsi.

Thank you TABLE.

Thank you Saki // Melanie

Thank you Mylani // Star from Mars

Thank you I’m Losing My Shit V2.

Thank you Marshmiello // Bingo.

Thank you fluuters.

Thank you LUCIIIIXLUST!

Thank you Goose_w!thaknife.

Thank you J3llyfish.

Thank you ima head out.

Thank you Kathy.

Thank you Chassy.

Thank you @Silly.trans_goober.

Thank you yourfavgiek

Thank you pentagrams fall.

Thank you emun_fan

Thank you Katexoxo.

Thank you bob the builder.

Thank you Jazzyjaz.

Thank you Canillss.

Thank you Antomis_

Thank you Riorom.

Thank you amebeloved.

Thank you languidly_lazy.

Thank you Sil3ntgarden.

Thank you K4NGLE.

Thank you vicc_iee__

Thank you Locklys_dad.

Thank you vallen!

Thank you LameAssTrafficEarring.

Thank you daizywithad.

Thank you Spooky_paranoia.

And lastly, thank you my dear wife Asumi <3

Goodbye, for now....