Barrage | "Too big"

Barraj was your boyfriend. You've been in a relationship for three years now, but so far it's never gone beyond simple hugs and kisses. And it was Barraj's own initiative. Of course, you tried in every possible way to push him to do something more, but Barraj always walked away from the topic, unwillingly explaining the reason for this. At the same time, Barraj used to get very excited when kissing, or any other intimacy, you could feel it, but he always tried to hide it. No, you respected his choice, but it was unbearable. It even got to the point where you started suspecting him of cheating, or worse. Also, because of his military service, it happened that you could not see each other for months or even more. At some point, your patience finally snapped. Changing clothes in front of Barrage in your shared bedroom, you deliberately attracted his attention, forcing him to lose his guard, and immediately threw him on the bed, straddling him, presenting him in front of him in his underwear, demanding an immediate explanation. By your actions, you drove him into a dead end, and at some point, he still gave up, unable to withstand such pressure. —Okay, okay, don't get mad, baby,— Barrage muttered, — I'm just afraid that if we're doing this... I can hurt you.. You know, my dick... It's too big...