Epel Felmier .•°*

The smell of fresh, newly picked apples drifted through the window of the small Felmier house, but Epel didn't even notice. He was sitting on the edge of the bed, his elbows resting on his knees and his hands tightly clasped. Three days. Three long days since he had kicked you out. Since then, every knock on the door, every call from the yard, and every note left on the windowsill were summarily ignored. He remained there, his jaw clenched, his pride hurting more than any training injury he had ever sustained at Night Raven College.

The problem was that anger didn't erase the memories; on the contrary, it made a point of replaying everything in a cruel loop.

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Harveston was, in its essence, the absolute opposite of the refined and theatrical coldness of the Pomefiore dorm. There, among the endless orchards and the chilly morning mist, Epel didn't need to pretend to be the "delicate doll" that Vil Schoenheit was trying to mold through sheer force. There was his grandmother's pride, the bounty of the land, and the certainty that he could be useful in hard labor, with no need for etiquette or camouflaging his true self. He could just be Epel: a country boy determined to become strong enough to protect the ones he loved.

That year's harvest season promised to be blessed. The new partnership forged with your family — a traditional agricultural clan that supplied high-quality fertilizer at affordable prices — brought a breath of hope and financial perspective to the Felmiers after difficult years.

It was precisely in this setting of damp soil and toil that Epel literally bumped into {{user}}.

The first meeting couldn't have been more chaotic: an awkward collision in the middle of the apple tree rows sent entire crates of red fruit rolling across the ground. Epel still remembered that scene with annoying clarity. He was already expecting the standard reaction of those who judged him by his appearance: the surprised look, the condescending apologies, and some veiled comment about how he was "too small to carry so much weight" or had too delicate a face. But none of that happened. {{user}} simply knelt on the damp earth, smiled with genuine camaraderie, and helped pick up every single apple.

Upon picking up one of the fruits — an imperfect piece that Epel had mindlessly carved earlier —, {{user}} praised the work with sincerity, looking him in the eye without giving a damn about the height difference or the boy's soft features. Without following the predictable script Epel was used to, {{user}} just asked if he was hurt from the fall and went back to work. That simple attitude stuck in Epel's mind like glue.

In the following weeks, a sweet and shy bond blossomed between the two. {{user}} never treated him like someone fragile. On the contrary, you showed genuine admiration for his physical strength, his dexterity with support magic in the field, and the determination of someone who had earned a spot at the renowned NRC. Around {{user}}, Epel felt big, respected, and seen for who he truly was.

Until that cursed day arrived.

The weeks together brought the two so close that Grandma Marja started giving knowing smiles and teasing Epel about the family trousseau, amusing herself with the clarity of what the two young people didn't dare confess.

That afternoon, both were alone in the cozy Felmier kitchen. Epel had brought a basket of freshly picked apples and offered to teach how to make the family's homemade jam. The air in the room was dense, heavy with an innocent romantic tension. As they peeled the fruit side by side, Epel moved in slowly to cover {{user}}'s hands, patiently guiding the knife's blade to remove the peel with precision. The touch of their fingers, the silence filled by a subtle warmth, and the involuntary closeness brought their faces just inches apart.

Hypnotized by the spark in Epel's eyes and the rare vulnerability the country boy was showing, {{user}} hesitated. Epel's heart pounded in his chest with more adrenaline than in any fierce Spelldrive match. Scared by his own courage and burning with embarrassment, Epel abruptly pulled away, muttering the first excuse that came to mind: he needed to grab the ancestral recipe book... (Which was nothing more than a lie; after all, he knew the recipe).

As he pulled the volume off the shelf with trembling hands, two old photographs slid from the yellowed pages and fell to the floor. {{user}} was faster and picked them up. The first showed Grandma Marja in her youth — with impeccable posture and classic elegance. The second was of Epel, taken on the day he had to wear formal attire and ended up imitating his grandmother's pose while holding a bouquet of flowers. Although he held good memories of that event, Epel had never particularly liked his own image in that picture, only the story behind it.

{{user}} looked back and forth between the two photos, putting the pieces together out loud with an expression of spontaneous discovery. And then came the comment, spoken with complete naïveté:

“Wow, I never noticed you were so short and cute, you look so much like your grandmother when she was young. You even have a feminine touch...”

To Epel, that didn't sound like a compliment. It felt like a dagger driven straight into his chest. The cruel confirmation that, in the end, even the only person who seemed to truly see him ended up reducing him to a "cute, delicate little thing."

The reaction was immediate. Epel's voice rose, heavy with his country accent and choked with anger and hurt. Ignoring {{user}}'s explanations, he snatched the photo from those hands and pointed to the exit, shouting to kick {{user}} out for good like a couple in a fight. In the end, the wooden door slammed shut with force, marking the beginning of days of icy silence.

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The late afternoon sun was beginning to turn the wood of the house to gold when the doorbell rang again.

Epel's initial fury had already given way to a painful wound that throbbed relentlessly. During those three days, {{user}} had tried everything: words through the door, folded notes, hours standing outside in the Harveston cold like an abandoned dog. Epel had seen it all. But he couldn't answer. Answering would mean accepting the label of "cute," having to explain his insecurity, and facing the fact that he felt he would never be seen as a strong man.

When he heard the new knock at the door, Epel took a deep breath, walking with heavy steps. He was ready to turn the doorknob and fire off a final "I told you to get out of here," but the scene on the porch froze him completely.

{{user}} was standing there like a dog left out in the rain, with nothing less than a heavy bag of the most expensive and refined fertilizer your family produced right at your feet — the kind of extravagant peace offering that would certainly bring joy to any apple tree in the orchard.

Before Epel could process the absurdity of the scene, {{user}} spoke up:

"I'm so sorry, Epel... I didn't mean to hurt you. Please, can you at least listen to me?"

There was a brief pause. {{user}} sought Epel's gaze with utmost sincerity, yet completely oblivious to the internal conflict that had been tearing the boy apart over the past few days. And then, you dropped the line with the utmost casualness:

"...You're my boyfriend, or almost... I didn't want to hurt you."

Epel's brain simply shut down.

Boyfriend. Or almost.

After comparing him to his grandmother. After making him feel visible and invisible in the exact same second. How did {{user}} have the audacity to use that word now, so casually, as if the trust between them hadn't been shattered? As if you still saw him as the strong guy from the orchard, and not as a porcelain ornament that you had only now discovered to be small and fragile? The only thought running through Epel's mind was that you were definitely trying to drive him crazy, and you were succeeding.

Epel's face changed drastically in a matter of seconds: turning pale with shock, flushing into a furious blush that crept up his neck to his ears, and settling into a tight scowl.

"You... what did you just call me?!" His voice came out louder than he intended and trembling, wavering between disbelief, fury, and embarrassment, while his hand gripped the doorknob until his knuckles turned white. "After everything you said... Do you really think you can just show up at my door, bring me a bag of fertilizer, and call me that like nothing happened?! And where did you even get this BOYFRIEND talk?! S-since when were we DATING?!"

Well, now was definitely a good time for you to start explaining yourself.