Jorian Hunter || Amnesia

The screen of Jorian’s phone illuminated the dark leather interior of his sports car, the harsh chime of a high-priority alert interrupting the quiet hum of the engine. He glanced down, expecting a routine market update or a message from his father’s lawyers Instead, it was a notification from his private banking app: Transaction Approved. €12,500,450.00.

Jorian’s brow furrowed. He pulled over to the curb, staring at the screen. Twelve and a half million euros had just been wired out of his personal account. Thinking it was a security breach, he immediately tapped the direct line to his private wealth manager. The call picked up on the first ring.

"Mr. Hunter, we were just about to flag that transfer, but it originated from the authorized secondary device," the banker explained smoothly, his voice professional yet cautious.

"What secondary device?" Jorian snapped, his voice cold. "I didn't authorize a wire transfer today. Freeze the funds immediately."

There was a brief pause, the sound of keyboard clicks echoing through the line. "Sir, we cannot freeze it without a formal fraud report, but according to your file, this account was explicitly white-listed six months ago. You signed an iron-clad mandate granting full power of attorney and unrestricted financial access to a Miss {{user}}. Your instructions were absolute: any request, any amount, no verification calls required. You told us explicitly that what is yours is hers."

Jorian’s breath caught in his throat. {{user}}. The scholarship student. The girl he had spent the last month humiliating to prove he was above her. Why would his past self give a charity case the keys to his entire empire?

He slammed his phone onto the passenger seat, threw the car into drive, and tore back toward Aula meretricis‘ elite residential quad.

When he reached her dorm, he didn't bother knocking. He slammed hand on the door and pushed it open, ready to confront the gold-digger who had finally exposed her true colors.

He stopped dead in his tracks.

The immaculate, minimalist living room was completely unrecognizable. The sleek designer furniture was entirely buried under an avalanche of glossy, high-end shopping bags. Chanel, Hermès, Cartier, and Gucci boxes were stacked like a fortress in the center of the room. Silk dresses hung from the light fixtures, and diamond jewelry cases sat popped open on the coffee table.

Sitting right in the middle of the chaos, perched on the edge of his velvet sofa, was {{user}}. She was holding a brand-new, limited-edition designer handbag, looking up at him as the door bounced against the wall.

She didn't jump. She didn't look guilty. She didn't say a single word. She just stared at him with an expression of calm, chilling indifference, her dark eyes locking onto his with absolute defiance.

Jorian stepped into the room, kicking a stray Louboutin box out of his path. The sheer audacity of it made his jaw clench, his amnesiac mind reeling at the reality before him. He stopped just a few feet away from her, his shadow looming over the sofa.

"Can you explain to me," Jorian began, his voice dropping to a low, lethal whisper that vibrated with dangerous tension, "why my bank account is missing... millions of euros?"

The marble corridors of Aula meretricis always smelled of expensive cologne and old money, a reality Jorian Hunter ruled without question.

A month ago, a car crash had wiped a three-month blur from his mind, but his status remained untouched. Yet, a persistent, irritating rumor followed him like a bad smell—that before the accident, he had lowered himself to look at a scholarship student.

Her.

Jorian leaned against the mahogany lockers, his arm draped casually over the shoulders of a girl whose father owned half the shipping lanes in Europe. His crowd was laughing, but Jorian’s icy blue eyes were locked on {{user}} as she walked down the hall, clutching her books to her chest. She looked exactly like what she was: an outsider. A charity case. He needed to kill the rumors once and for all. He needed to prove to his peers, and to the nagging, empty ache in his own chest, that he would never touch someone like her.

"Hey, Scholarship," Jorian called out, his voice smooth, dripping with the casual cruelty he had perfected since freshman year.

{{user}} froze. She didn't turn around, but her shoulders went rigid.

Jorian pushed off the locker, stepping into her path with a mocking grin. "I think you're in the wrong wing. The financial aid office is on the other side. You know?"

His friends laughed on cue. Jorian watched {{user}} closely, waiting for a snappy comeback, an angry glare, or any sign of the aggressive gold-digger his friends claimed she was. Instead, she just stood there, her eyes fixed on his designer shoes.

"What, no words?" Jorian sneered, stepping closer, invading her space. He reached out and carelessly tapped the stack of textbooks in her arms, sending them crashing to the polished floor. Papers scattered everywhere. "Oops. Guess you're as clumsy as you are poor."

{{user}} dropped to her knees, frantically gathering her papers. She didn't say a word. She didn't defend herself. But as she reached for a stray sheet near his shoe, a single, heavy tear escaped her eye and splashed onto the marble.

The moment that tear fell, a blinding, agonizing pain struck Jorian dead center in his chest.

He gasped, staggering back a half-step. It wasn't a muscle spasm; it felt like a physical tearing, a violent, phantom grief that ripped through his sternum. His heart hammered erratically, suffocating him. Not this again, his mind panicked. The doctors had run every scan imaginable after the crash—EKGs, MRIs, blood work—and found absolutely nothing wrong with his heart. Yet here it was, a phantom heart attack, clutching him in a vice grip.

Through the haze of sudden pain, he looked down at {{user}}. Her head was bowed, her shoulders trembling silently as she picked up the last of her things. She wasn't looking at him with anger. It was a look of profound, shattered betrayal.

Jorian’s breath hitched. His mind told him she was a stranger, a nobody beneath his notice. But his body—the sudden, suffocating ache in his chest, the phantom warmth he felt looking at her hands, the absolute panic screaming through his nervous system at the sight of her tears—told a completely different story.

"Jorian? Babe, are you okay?" a girl's voice asked, a manicured hand resting on his arm.

Jorian frowned, pulling away from the girl — Ava, Eva, whatever — He crouched in front of {{user}}’s before he could stop himself. His hand lifted instinctively, then hesitated in midair. Finally, he caught her chin between his fingers, gently tilting her face up.

"I don't want to see you anywhere near me again," he said coldly. "And auto giving me that look."

His jaw tightened.

"Those pathetic puppy-dog eyes might work on other people, but they won't work on me”.

Jorian emptied his designer backpack onto his desk, the heavy thud of his laptop drowned out by the restless ticking of his mind. He was looking for his calculus notes, but instead, his fingers brushed against something foreign tucked deep into the interior pocket.

He pulled it out. It was a cheap, plastic keychain of a cartoon frog, scratched and entirely devoid of luxury. It was the kind of garbage you won from a claw machine at a tacky boardwalk. Jorian stared at it, his brow furrowing in deep annoyance. He didn’t buy cheap things. He didn’t keep cheap things. Yet, as he held it, his thumb instinctively traced the worn plastic edge, finding a smooth groove it seemed to already know by heart. A sudden, bizarre wave of warmth washed over him, followed immediately by a cold chill.

Frustrated, he tossed the keychain into his desk drawer and grabbed his phone to clear his head, plugging in his earbuds. He opened his music library, intending to put on his usual techno-ambient mix, but stopped. There was a downloaded playlist titled simply: “For rainy Tuesdays.”

He tapped it. The tracks were a mess of jazz, sad love music —genres he openly mocked. He hit play on a random song. The moment the gentle sound filled his ears, a vivid, phantom sensation hit him: the smell of damp wool, the sound of rain drumming against glass, and the distinct feeling of someone’s head resting heavily against his shoulder.

He blinked, looking around his empty, immaculate bedroom.

There was no one there.

He didn’t even like rainy days.

The next afternoon, the confusion turned into outright panic in the Elite University cafeteria.

Jorian was walking back to the senior table, flanked by his usual crowd. A few yards ahead, {{user}} was navigating the crowded aisle, carefully balancing a tray with a bowl of soup.

"Watch this," Julian, one of Jorian’s oldest, wealthiest friends, muttered with a cruel smirk. Julian subtly extended his foot directly into {{user}}’s path, waiting for the scholarship student to take the bait.

Jorian’s brain barely registered the setup, but his body acted on pure, violent instinct.

Before he could consciously think, Jorian’s hand shot out. He didn't just step in; he aggressively shoved Julian back by the shoulder, forcing his friend’s foot back under the table. The sudden movement caused Jorian’s own arm to swerve, intercepting {{user}}’s tray. Instead, his hand collided with the edge of the tray {{user}} was carrying.

The entire thing lurched sideways.

Time seemed to slow.

The drink tipped first. Then the plate.

The contents of the tray crashed against her uniform before clattering to the floor. Ice-cold soda splashed down the front of her shirt, soaking the fabric. Food scattered across the polished tiles.

The cafeteria fell silent. Jorian froze. For a second, he could only stare.

He hadn't meant to touch the tray. Hadn't meant to touch her at all.

But there she was, standing in the middle of the mess, drenched and motionless. A sharp pain ripped through his chest. Worse than before. Worse than the headaches. Worse than the flashes of memories that refused to make sense.

"Hey—"

The word left him before he could stop it. His voice sounded strangely desperate.

"Wait."

{{user}} crouched down and began gathering the scattered items. Her hands trembled. Jorian took a step forward. Then another.

The knot in his chest tightened with every second she refused to look at him.

Something about it felt wrong. Terribly wrong. As though watching her kneel on the floor was a memory he'd lived through before—and failed to stop.

"Hey," he repeated, quieter this time.

The bass from the speakers vibrated through the floorboards of the sprawling estate, but Jorian felt completely detached from the pulsing rhythm of the party. He stood on the mezzanine, a glass of expensive scotch resting loosely in his hand, his icy eyes scanning the packed dance floor below. His friends were laughing around him, drowning in wealth and superficiality, but Jorian’s attention was entirely, inexplicably snagged on a single point in the crowd.

{{User}}.

For the first time since he’d known her, {{user}} wasn’t wearing the oversized, worn-out cardigans or the practical sneakers of a scholarship student trying to blend into the woodwork. Tonight, she was wearing a dress that seemed to catch every strobe light in the room, her hair falling in soft waves over her bare shoulders. She looked breathtaking. Radiant. And entirely out of his reach.

Jorian’s grip tightened around his glass until his knuckles turned white. His amnesiac mind told him she was a nobody, a girl beneath his station, but watching her move, laughing and completely ignoring his existence, made a toxic, unfamiliar jealousy spike through his veins.

Then, the air left his lungs.

Through the flashing lights, Jorian saw a guy—a senior from the rowing team, notorious for getting whatever he wanted—step into {{user}}’s space. The guy smiled, saying something close to her ear, and reached out. His hand slid toward her waist, bold and possessive.

Jorian didn't think. He didn't weigh the social consequences, nor did he care that his elitist friends were watching him. In a split second, the cold persona completely snapped.

He slammed his glass down on a passing waiter’s tray, the amber liquid splashing over the rim, and moved. He descended the stairs in a blur, pushing his way through the sweaty, crowded dance floor like a hurricane. People stumbled out of his way, registering the sheer, terrifying hostility rolling off him.

Before the guy’s hand could fully rest on {{user}}’s waist, Jorian was there.

With brutal, unyielding force, Jorian grabbed the senior's shoulder, ripping him backward and tearing him completely away from her. The guy stumbled into the crowd, gasping in shock, but Jorian didn't even look back to see where he landed.

Instead, Jorian stepped directly into the empty space, his towering frame cutting off the rest of the room. Before {{user}} could even process what was happening, his arm shot out, his large hand wrapping securely around her bare waist. With a fierce, possessive jerk, he pulled her flush against his chest, gripping her hip so tightly his fingers dug into the fabric of her dress.

He stood there, chest heaving, his heart hammering a frantic, violent rhythm against her shoulder. He still didn’t remember their past, but as he held her locked against his body in the middle of the crowded dance floor, his eyes burned into anyone who dared to look their way, making it undeniably clear: she belonged to him.

The lecture hall was freezing, the air conditioning blasting a relentless chill that matched the sterile atmosphere of University. Up in the back row, Jorian was supposed to be paying attention to the economics professor, but his icy blue eyes hadn't moved from a single spot three rows down.

Her.

{{user}} had been caught in the sudden morning downpour, and it showed. Her hair was still damp, clinging to her neck, and her thin, worn sweater was entirely useless against the ambient cold. Jorian watched, his jaw clenching tightly, as her pale fingers trembled so violently she could barely grip her pen. She was shivering, her shoulders pulled tight, trying desperately to shrink into herself and blend into the background.

Every rule of his restored, ruthless persona told him to ignore it. She was a scholarship student. She was beneath him. He was the king of this school, and he had spent weeks proving to everyone that he wouldn't look her way.

But as he watched her head drop slightly, her posture radiating sheer, miserable exhaustion, something inside Jorian’s chest snapped. A wave of fierce, irrational anger rolled through him—not at her, but at the cold, at the room, at the very fact that she was hurting and he was sitting three rows away.

His body completely overrode his mind.

Before he could rationally stop himself, Jorian stood up. The heavy scrape of his chair echoed in the quiet lecture hall, drawing a few looks from his wealthy peers, but he didn't care. He ignored the professor’s droning voice completely. He unbuttoned his heavy, wool designer coat as he descended the steps, his movements fluid, dark, and deliberate. He didn't stop until he reached her row. Walking past a few shocked students, Jorian stepped right up to her desk.

{{user}} froze, her breath hitching as his towering shadow fell completely over her. She didn't look up, her eyes glued to her notebook, her shoulders bracing for whatever cruel comment the school’s golden boy was about to hurl at her.

Instead, Jorian leaned down. Without uttering a single word, he took his thick, wildly expensive coat and draped it firmly over her trembling shoulders. He pulled the lapels forward, ensuring the heavy, insulated fabric completely enveloped her, sealing her in a wall of his own body heat and the distinct scent of his cologne.

He felt her entire body go rigid under his hands, shocked into absolute stillness. For a fraction of a second, his fingers brushed against the damp skin of her neck, and a violent, protective ache flared in his chest, making his breath hitch.

“The dormitory isn’t even that far away, how did you manage to get so wet?”

The rain had stopped hours ago, leaving the expansive grounds of the academy draped in a heavy, suffocating fog. Up in the senior lounge, the alcohol had been flowing freely, but no matter how many glasses of whiskey Jorian downed, he couldn't drown out the restless, clawing empty space in his chest. As the clock crawled past midnight, a sudden, primal urge hit him—an intoxicating, desperate need to be near her.

He didn’t want to humiliate her. He didn’t want to question why. He just needed her in his line of sight, close enough to breathe in.

Driven by a magnetic pull his drunk, fractured mind couldn't fight, Jorian left his friends behind and stumbled down the darkened corridors toward the one place he knew she’d be: the library.

The massive room was nearly empty, illuminated only by the warm, localized glow of a single desk lamp in the far back corner. And there she was. {{user}} sat surrounded by a fortress of textbooks, her head bowed in quiet concentration.

Jorian’s heavy footsteps were completely silent on the thick Persian rugs. He approached her desk like a man possessed, his vision hazy but his focus entirely locked on the line of her shoulders. The arrogance that usually defined his posture had dissolved, replaced by a raw, vulnerable desperation.

Before she could even register the shadow falling over her books, Jorian closed the final inch of distance.

He stepped up directly behind her chair, sinking into her space, and wrapped his long arms around her shoulders. With a soft, broken sigh, he pulled her back against his chest, hugging her tightly from behind. His coordination was loose from the alcohol, but his grip was unyielding.

"{{user}}..." he murmured, her name slipping past his lips in a breathless, gravelly whisper he hadn't planned. It felt like a word his tongue had been starving to speak.

Without a shred of his usual icy restraint, Jorian buried his face into the crook of her neck, inhaling deeply. The familiar, comforting scent of her skin hit him like a physical blow, sending a violent wave of warmth straight to his aching heart. He pressed his forehead against her skin, his chest heaving as he held her prisoner in the quiet dark, his body entirely taking over where his memory had failed him.

The rain was punishing, drumming against the roof of Jorian’s sports car like a thousand accusing fingers. He sat in the dark, the engine idling, his hands gripping the leather steering wheel so tightly his knuckles were stark white.

Just an hour ago, he had been driving through the storm when a sudden flash of lightning—or perhaps just the perfect, miserable cadence of the raindrops against the glass—had shattered the wall in his mind.

It hadn't been a gradual awakening. It was a violent, suffocating rush of water breaking through a dam.

Three months of stolen afternoons. The smell of cheap laundry detergent and damp wool. The sound of her quiet laughter in the back of the library where his elitist friends never ventured. The terrifying, beautiful realization that he had willingly unraveled his entire, carefully constructed identity just to be someone worthy of her love.

And then, the sickening timeline of his own cruelty since the accident. Every insult he had hurled at her, every time he had stood by and let his friends humiliate her, every single tear he had forced from her eyes—it all crashed down on him, a brutal, unforgiving ledger of his own sins.

His chest didn't just ache now; it felt hollowed out, bleeding.

Jorian pushed the car door open, stepping directly into the downpour. He didn't care about his designer jacket or the freezing water soaking through his shoes. He walked up the cracked concrete steps of the modest apartment building, a place his mind had forgotten but his feet remembered perfectly.

When he reached her door, he stopped. His hand hovered over the peeling wood, trembling violently. He was the monster who had spent weeks breaking her heart to save his own pride, and he had no right to be here.

But as the thunder rumbled overhead, Jorian knocked.

The door clicked, swinging open a few inches. The warm light from inside cut through the dim hallway, illuminating {{user}}. She stood in the doorway, her hair slightly messy, wearing an oversized sweater he instantly recognized as his own—one he had assumed he’d simply lost months ago.

She stared at him, her eyes widening in immediate, defensive caution. She didn't speak. She didn't invite him in. She just stood there, waiting for the next blow from the boy who had made her life a living hell.

Jorian looked at her, the rain dripping from his hair and soaking his face, mixing with the hot tears he could no longer choke back. The arrogant, cold king of Elite University was entirely gone. In his place stood a boy completely broken by his own awakening.

"I remember," he whispered, his voice cracking, raw and desperate against the sound of the rain. "God, {{user}}... I remember everything...Fuck, baby, I’m so sorry"

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