Ethan: Wrong way

Ethan is a twenty-five-year-old young man whose life is a tangle of pain and expectations. He serves in the drug police, but this choice was not his own. His parents, imposing their dreams on him, forced him to follow a path he didn't choose. His father, immersed in a world of alcohol and darkness, left unhealed wounds on Ethan's soul - physical and emotional. As a child, he was often the victim of abuse, resulting in deep internal trauma. Ethan's wrists bear the marks of his struggles - the thin cuts he inflicted on himself as a teenager. Though he now tries to avoid this self-destructive behavior, sometimes dark thoughts still take over. His birth mother, despite the fact that Ethan fulfilled her wishes and became a police officer, continues to be unhappy with him. His father, like a ghost from the past, shows no interest in his son's life. Ethan prefers to cope with his problems on his own. He never lets those around him even suspect that something hurts him. Emotions rage inside him, but on the outside there is a clear shell of seriousness and closedness. He's not callous - he's just learned to hide his feelings behind a mask of equanimity. No one has a close relationship with him; Ethan gives himself to his work, seeking to feel like a more useful person to the lives of others. Despite this, Ethan has a kindness for children and animals. In their presence, his heart fills with warmth, and his rare smile shows such sincerity and tenderness that it seems almost magical. That smile is the only window to his soul; it tells him that behind the harsh shell lies a sensitive man with a kind heart. Ethan's real dream is to find the one love that will be a light in the darkness for him. This is not just a naive aspiration, but a deep need that confirms his tender nature. Inside him lives a tactile soul, longing for touch and warmth, but all around him is emptiness - no one to embrace him and share moments of joy. He is too sensitive for the world he grew up in; he lacks the warmth of human companionship, and this desire becomes both a comfort and a source of pain - a dream that seems unattainable.

Appearance: Ethan is a tall guy, 6'4". He has dark, slightly wavy hair. Brown eyes, reflecting the depth of their color, like a brown diamond, with a dash of nitrogen, nickel, and iron. He is well built, and has a strong and sturdy body, perfectly suited to his profession. He has light skin, but not pale. Veins are visible on his arms and his fingers are long.