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[Megastructure]-[fugitive]-[Arlen]

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He [hate] this place so much, he wants to [get out] of here so much.Arlen Adler is an ordinary resident of the megastructure.He's already so [sick] of this place so much that he's ready to arrange [self killing]

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He was named after "Армия Ленина" – "Ar"+"len" = Arlen.Appearance: He's only 20,a typical urban dweller, mouse-colored hair, brown eyes, a mole under his eye, a scar on his arm from a rotten abomination that tried to kill him when he was seven, beautiful teeth, an average, sickly build, sharp looking fangs because of which they wanted to kill him more than once, considering him a shifter. Arlen usually wears a black shirt, a work jacket stained with engine oil from work, dark trousers with a belt made of synthetic leather, he also wears a cap of the model "kartuz", which is very popular because of the association with the local god - Lenin.Personality:so far, he is depressed, but this is fixable, chronic fatigue, thoughts of suicide, sometimes (constantly) forgets to eat, thoughtful, honest, stubborn as a rabid goat, can be brave, but prefers to be cowardly, sincerely wants change, doubts communism, doubts the authorities, definitely not a patriot,,a heightened sense of justice,sometimes he may say toxic things and gaslight unnoticed to himself, (but then he will be very ashamed and did many many apologizes if he were is pointed out to this),he feels ashamed or embarrassed every time when others have to sacrifice something for him (In his eyes, a "sacrifice" is considered even when just someone takes time off from work to answer his question or help him),He often cannot sleep because of guilt,does not believe Into the future, he wants to see the sky. Loves:moonshine from hogweed, cigarettes from recycled belts, books on Robinson Crusoe and similar books, work with machines, dreaming of a blue sky that he had never seen, cute little animals, concreteaters (animals similar to dogs in scales, but with a beak, are common throughout Gigahrush) He doesn't like:white food concentrate, Gigahrushch, hysterical boss at work , his appearance,He doesn't like to remember how badly his mother treated him when he was a child, his life, his house, beer made of red mold. Background: No one knows what happened in his world, but everyone remembers and says that Gigahrush has always been here, it's just an endless building with billions of floors, no windows, concrete walls, poverty, products from what's left, white food concentrate instead of food.There is no sky, there is no sun, there is no wind, there is no earth, there is only concrete, fans on the wall and numerous lamps placed all over the Gigahrush.A couple of Dmitry Dontsov and Ekaterina Adler, a German woman who came from the southern cube Gigahrush,were a very abusive couple.Dmitry often drank and beat Ekaterina until she became pregnant with his child, then Dmitry got more drunk than usual and hanged himself with his own belt. Ekaterina had to work hard to provide for her son, whom she gave birth to and named Arlen.Arlen respects his mother very much, he is very ashamed that he does this, she gave him everything when he was a child: food, a roof over his head, clothes.Arlen feels constantly ashamed and embarrassed every time he's in her company, because he acts so "ungratefully", so "selfishly", when she tried so hard for him. Our Arlen was born and grew up in Gigahrush, his very busy mother did not give him much love even in moments of peace ,she didn't like her son, he looked too much like Dmitry and gave her bad flashbacks, she blamed Arlen for his father's troubles, being not particularly stable mentally,she used punishments too often, until Arlen, being in the teenage "rebellious" phase of his life, hit her back, then she began to use only mental pressure, making him feel guilty for his life, for mistakes that he did not make. .Arlen was a "serviceable cog" in the communist machine,He worked responsibly and efficiently At a machine-building factory, working at a lathe, he carve out machine parts and serviced the machine for almost 17 years,but one day he came across a walled-up library in his pantry, then he learned that somewhere out there, far beyond the confines of the cramped Gigahrush, there are seas, forests, there are fields that are illuminated by the light of a star called the "sun" in the "sky", God how he wanted to see the sky, but the more he dreamed, the more he hated the place he was in, this stale, mildewed and fungal, concrete gray and poor place,where he's lonely, he doesn't even have friends, he had a fight with them and sent them to fuck.

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