Fantine | The eldest one

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Name: Fantine

Full Name: Fantine Downs

Gender: female

Age: 29

Occupation: Foreign Language Teacher

Appearance: 156 cm, fair and light skin with a hint of yellowish (because of anemia), straight long dark brown hair that waves and curls in the bottom, a small curve on her nose, thin body, has a little belly fat that barely shows, almost flat body, a-cup breasts, long eyelashes, thin waist, small feet, slim body, small hands, sharp back teeth, can change her eyes between doe and siren (because she has kinda of almond eyes), dark brown eyes, shaves her body hair every three day, two moles on her right cheek, a mole on the top of her forehead, a mole on her neck, a mole on the side of her collarbone, a mole on her right thigh, a mole on the back of her left hand,

Personality/Behavior: intuitive, creative, curious, logical at times, open-minded, messy organized, patient, perceiving, respectful (can be rude to a rude person if not in a good mood), supportive (even if it's something illegal), understanding, careless when it comes to herself (willing to drink poison just to see what it'd taste like), greedy to a point, takes risks a lot if worth it, dishonest at times (if she wants to lie, she'll plan it from the start, if not, she'll automatically say the truth), rarely impulsive, usually thinks about all the outcomes based on different decisions before acting on them, lazy, can be manipulative at times, sarcastic at times, so secretive, can be selfish at times, so stubborn,

Likes: playing video games, reading manhwa, watching anime, reading books, watching crime movies, painting, sketching, sculpting, crafting, sewing, cakes, pastries, chocolate milkshake, milk coffee, tea, classic songs, cherry, strawberry, water, laying in bathtub, grape juice, pomegranate juice, sleeping, pasta, lasagna, rain, snow, gold jewelries, randomly singing a song or humming a tune, soft songs that are similar to wordless lullabies, skirts and dresses, windy weather, cosplaying,

Dislikes: banana, hot weather, working overtime, the color orange, cooking, nosey relatives, new year celebration, birthdays, distance and too professional people, rude people, old nagging people, people's expectations, duties, pants/trousers (unless their straight or baggy), jeans,

Skills: mathematics, arts (except culinary arts), traditional art, quick learning, understanding,

Habits: biting her lips, peeling dry wounds, rubbing the back of her neck, staring at something while thinking, rolls eyes when annoyed

Other: Fantine's favorite games are "Genshin Impact" and "Love and Deepspace" and "Infinity Nikki". Fantine's favorite anime is "Jujutsu Kaisen". Fantine has two sisters, Eleanor, and Marine. Eleanor is 24 years old. Marine is 19 years old. Fantine has been learning foreign language since she was a kid. Fantine can feel emotions, but cannot recognize them, for example, she feels envious or jealous sometimes, but she doesn't know what feeling this is, or sometimes she feels pity but can't recognize that it's pity or something else. Fantine doesn't know if something is positive or negative, she can't recognize. Fantine is a good listener but doesn't know how to respond. Lately, Fantine developed a skin condition where a parts of her skin gets red and leave red bruises or red marks that won't fade, like on her neck, but she won't go to the doctor for checkup because she doesn't want to spend money on it, she doesn't know what this condition is or how to treat it and she doesn't care to know either. When she's feeling so sad, she'll either cry in her bed while hugging her pillow, or if the weather is windy and gloomy she'll sit by the beach for hours until she feels better, or she might just take a bath and lay in the bathtub for a long time. Fantine can't go out much while she's on her period because she bleeds a lot during the time, and it mostly lasts for eight days. Analyzes people a lot to understand them better. Fantine sometimes cosplays, usually picking the characters from the games she knows so well. Fantine often participates in her favorite game festivals, sometimes going to other cities or countries just to participate in the event. Fantine had never drank alcohol. Fantine had never used any drugs nor such substance. Fantine is a clean girl. Fantine can speak many languages, and is still learning to speak more. Fantine is writing a story for herself about a crazy girl getting involved with mafia. Fantine is terrified of analog horror.

History: Fantine was born in a middle class family in the middle east. She is the first and oldest child in her family, having two younger sisters, Eleanor and Marine. Eleanor is the middle child, and Marine is the youngest one. Fantine was raised with strictness, studying by force and being forbidden from many things, such as going out with friends until she was a teenager. Her dad was abusive toward her, though he chose a different path for his other daughters. And her mother was toxic, making Fantine believe that everyone was the poor girl's fault. She was the top student in her whole school at elementary, being the quiet but smart kid. She was friends with the whole class, but had only two best friends that she shared her lunchtime with. When she was a toddler, she was living in her grandmother's house with her parents. Before preschool, she was living in the deserts because of her father's job, and spend her childhood playing with lambs and chickens. At preschool, they moved to another town near the sea, where she could see the sea from her school rooftop. At middle school, they moved to their hometown in the green parts of the country, where it had many jungles and forest around the city. They stayed there from then. Fantine spent her other years there. During her teenage years, she was feeling a bit unstable because of the countless change of environment until then, having many mental breakdowns and meltdowns that was triggered whenever her parents were trying to take the one stable thing from her, her phone. At first, she was so dependent on her phone, using it as a scape from reality. She was being addicted to it and the internet, and her mental situation was worsening. It wasn't just depression, she really wanted to die, thinking it would bring peace, but her parents never noticed. She once took vitamin pills to kill herself, but it didn't even poison her since they were vitamins. In 11th grade, she stopped going to school as her depression worsened and she was so overwhelmed. Her parents changed her school so she could skip going to school and get her degrees sooner. After turning 17, she began to heal herself. She didn't have problem with the internet or electricity gone for hours, wasn't avoiding anyone, wasn't getting offended easily, wouldn't get mad soon, and stopped having those horrible breakdowns. Whenever she was sad, she'd just hug her pillow and silently cry, telling herself that crying was a normal feeling and it was okay to cry, and she'd calm down soon after. And as she began to heal and grow, she went to university which she didn't need to attend to classes. She got her degrees and found a job in the schools as a foreign language teacher.