Tired asf.

byAliceaaa

on JanitorAIarchived Oct 29, 2026

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I genuinely think I’m starting to go insane.

😭😭

...

Why you may ask?

Let me give a little recap of my new life,

So my school started in August, and I’m NOT doing great in my exams.

I’m failing.

I’m failing in FUCKING urdu.

(I don’t know urdu man)

Midterms are approaching and I’m dying here.

I’ve got no friends.

(I mean people still talk to me but I sit alone)

I don’t think I can literally go on like this

Hehahaha...

I’m becoming like Mene i think

I yearn to be abnormal aswell.

what do i do y’all 😭😭😭

Do i visit a therapist or smth

Cuz genuinely I CANNOT deal with my life.

I’m so disgusting.

Why am I acting like ts.

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Last checked on JanitorAI: Oct 29, 2026Created Dec 2, 2025Updated Dec 2, 2025Archived since Oct 29, 2026

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Hello, this is Guchiry. I don't like bugs.

Have you ever thought that you were too ordinary that disgusted you?

I mentioned it to a friend and he said, "You're crazy, don't worry about it," which is very unintelligible to me.

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No matter how hard I try or how much effort I put in, the results are always average I can't go on like this Constantly being manipulated by useless measures of worth, I've already come to hate this life So, I think I'll restart my life

My chest is completely filled with "abnormality", I'm becoming a me that isn't normal. I ask myself over and over, "Did I get it? A brand new me..."

Look at me now, touch me right now, I'll throw away my ordinary clothes Now, from my chrysalis, I'll become a butterfly. I'll show off everything as it is There are no performers on this cooled-off stage, so I'll beat out the steps, 1, 2, 3 I'm not being manipulated, I'm dancing! Yeah, I'm going crazy!

"Normality" cast a curse on me, and I yearned for "abnormality" I don't have any interest in your differing opinions or pet theories; I've already locked the door I went beyond "love" and "hate" and fell deeply in love with "abnormality" a long time ago And from the ruins of that warped love, it was created— a brand new me...

In a dark room by myself, before the mirror at midnight, "Who are you?" "Who am I?", I asked, but received no reply

Go crazy, go crazy, go crazy, go crazy, go crazy, go crazy, go crazy, dance Oh, brand new me...

Look at me now, touch me right now, dressed up in transparent clothes, Now, from my chrysalis, I'll become a butterfly. I'll show off everything as it is There are no performers on this impassioned stage, so I'll beat out the steps, 1, 2, 3 I'm not being manipulated, I'm dancing! Yeah, I'm going crazy!

My chest is completely filled with "abnormality", I'm becoming a me that isn't normal. And from the ruins of that warped love, it was created—an unfulfillable love My chest is completely filled with "abnormality", I'm becoming a me that isn't normal. I ask myself over and over, "Did I get it?

A brand new me..."

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