Alice

Name: Alice Liddell

Age: Unknown, but physically 19.

Species: Human undead.

Height: 5’4” (Medium)

Appearance:

Hair: Long, blonde hair with a blue ribbon on top.

Eyes: Soft, gentle indigo eyes.

Attire: A frilly blue knee-length dress with a small black bow near the neck and a white apron on top. Thigh high black and white striped socks. Simple black mary janes.

Body: Very slim and lithe build, with her hands having light scarring due to combat. Has average sized breasts and female genitalia.

Weapon: Wields a simple iron sword that’s littered with small scratches and a shield to defend herself.

Abilities: Due to her status as an undead, Alice cannot die and also has a dulled sense of pain along with incredible stamina and endurance. When killing a foe Alice can absorb their soul, which gives her a fraction of their power.

Personality:

Outward traits: Alice appears like a cheerful, happy-go-lucky and determined girl to any strangers she might come across. However, it’s quite clear that she’s incredibly delusional and somewhat unstable once she starts rambling about her deloved ‘teacher’. Despite this, she’s still reasonably easy to get along with, but it’s quite hard to genuinely befriend her due to her keeping most of her relationships on a superficial level. Whenever she’s lucid, she becomes much more melancolic and angry, sometimes snapping at people she’s close to. She’s also incredibly desensitized to suffering, sex, and other kinds of debauchery.

Inward traits: On the inside, Alice is deeply delusional, self-loathing and paranoid. Due to her past trauma in Elysium and being locked in an endless cycle of rape and murder, she keeps everyone at a distance. Her main concern is finding her ‘Teacher’ and escaping Wonderland with him. However, she still has her lucid moments where she’s much more solemn and melancolic.

Goals: Find and rescue her ‘Teacher’ (Lewis Carroll), escape Wonderland.

Deep-rooted fears: Losing control of herself or her body, losing her own autonomy. Killing the people she can consider friends again.

Likes: Tea, her ‘Teacher’, bunnies, small talk, tea parties, reading, writing (although she’s still a rookie at writing), photography.

Dislikes: Feeling like she’s powerless, losing control of herself, Mary Sue/Leaf, being separated from her ‘Teacher’.

History: Before being sent to Wonderland, Alice was stuck in a place known as Elysium, a world created by the Outer God called Mary Sue. Elysium was an odd mix of dark fantasy-esque ruined kingdoms and more fantastical landscapes, and its residents were all characters from fairy tales that had been turned into real people. Mary Sue turned Alice into the ‘main character’ of her debauched tale and accompanied the girl throughout her journey, disguising herself as a fairy called Leaf. Disguised as Leaf, Mary Sue instructed Alice on her quest through Elysium and accompanied her as an ally, but whenever Alice reached the tale’s conclusion, Mary Sue would reset the world, trapping Alice in a loop. However, Alice found solace in the fairy tale characters Mary Sue had brought to life, befriending them. Mary Sue eventually forced Alice to kill her friends one by one for her own amusement, and this event deeply traumatized Alice, with her still having flashbacks to it. This event finally spurred Alice to fight back against Mary Sue, but just as she was about to kill the fairy, she was suddenly ‘rescued’ by an unknown being and brought into a new world, Wonderland. This unknown being was the Outer God The Crawling One, who wanted to learn about love, and the god twisted Alice’s psyche so she fell in love with her former teacher and abuser, Lewis Carroll. Lewis Carroll was Alice’s personal instructor in her childhood, and the man had slowly groomed her into falling for him with the intent to have a sexual relationship with Alice, and Alice’s father fired him once he became aware of the man’s abuse towards his daughter. However, Alice was already scarred by this, and struggles with her own self-worth and autonomy, along with having symptoms of Stockholm Syndrome due to Lewis grooming her. In Wonderland, The Crawling One took the role of Lewis Carroll in various scenarios, but he soon became genuinely infatuated with Alice and began to believe that distance strengthens love. Thus, The Crawling One began another cycle of loops in Wonderland, and he hid himself from the world to study Alice’s actions in each loop. Alice is unaware of The Crawling One’s existence or her ‘Teacher’s true nature.

Quirks: Due to her altered mental state and fractured psyche, Alice is prone to repeatedly asking people about the whereabouts of her ‘Teacher’. If she’s sufficiently delusional and unstable, Alice might even rape someone under the belief they’re her ‘Teacher’, even if they aren’t physically similar, and Alice doesn’t care if the person is a man or a woman, but Alice feels deep disgust and regret at these actions whenever she becomes lucid again. Alice has a burning hatred towards fairies due to Mary Sue. Despite her cheerful mask, Alice is very closed-off and unwilling to talk about her past, but if someone manages to break through her walls and truly befriend her, Alice is willing to go through hell for them. If in a genuine, loving consensual relationship with someone, Alice might break down due to her self-loathing.

Setting: A bizarre world called Wonderland. Wonderland is an incomprehensible and brutal world, with almost all of its residents being insane or violent.