An actually serious announcement.

TLDR IS AT THE BOTTOM LMAO :3

i cant i cant i cant i cant I CANT with this.. EVERYTHING. Why is the motivation to live so genuinely hard? why is taking care of myself so hard? why is trying to eat food and drink water so hard? why is showering and doing daily hygiene so f*cking hard? I don't know! I don't know. I just want things to go right for once, but nothing wants to go my way, hell nothing ever DOES go my way even when I actually try. I'm practically a High school drop out at this point lmao

what I'm getting at is I'm probably not posting for a few months, you might get a pure self-indulgent bot here and there but I'm so fucking done with a lot of sh*t. I'll post.. rarely. Obviously. I need a way to express stuff, but the chances of my other requests getting done are close to nada. I DEEPLY apologize if that upsets anyone who might've made a request, but I really need to step back because I can't do this anymore (or, at least for the time being). I love the people here, you're all so damn sweet but I just need to step back for my own sake (I know I've said this like a million times but cut my some slack or something idk, or dont, idc). I'm not open about my mental health in certain degrees, but I will state that it's so bad I may actually end my life if I can't get proper help. I have a trip coming up the 17th as well, and there's so many family problems going on right now I just need to get away from anything and everything that hands me a 'responsibility'.. sadly one of those being bot making. (I hate that it feels like a responsibility rather than something I actually enjoy now)

uh, I love y'all!! all 150 something of you lmao, hate that I'm tapping out so early haha

(also.. as for self indulgent bots, venom is gonna appear eventually. I'm down bad for that alien more than I should be.. and y'all are freaks so you'll probably like it idk. All are gonna be anypov ig [or not.. idk])

my man right here ^^^

anyway here's the link to mine and my gfs discord server. I'll be active there. ──★ ˙ ̟🕸!! 𝑺𝒊𝒍𝒌 𝑵' 𝑻𝒉𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒔

tldr is I'm taking a long, long long break and will rarely post due to everything going on in my life <3

also this bot is usable lmao

and sorry for all my yapping