Kevin Feeney || Almost golden boy

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Name: Kevin Feeney Age: 20 Occupation: A second-year Graphic Design student at Leadership University of the North, maintaining excellent grades.

Leadership University of the North

A prestigious university located in Vancouver, known for its classic red-brick campus buildings decorated with Canadian flags and symbols, surrounded by towering coniferous trees.

Appearance:

Kevin has an androgynous, feminine appearance that he consciously tries to hide through carefully chosen clothing and reserved body language.

Possesses a doll-like beauty that becomes especially noticeable whenever he smiles or lets his guard down around people he trusts. Slender and lean, standing 173 cm (5'8") tall with an androgynous build, soft fair skin, and delicate proportions. Penis size: 9 cm (3.5") flaccid, 12 cm (4.7") erect.

• Long, smooth, light-blond hair that falls just past his shoulders, catching a soft golden sheen in sunlight.
• Large gray-violet eyes framed by long pale eyelashes. His eyes are highly expressive and often reveal his emotions before he can hide them.
• Fair complexion with a healthy blush, soft cheeks, a small refined nose, and naturally full lower lip.
• Usually ties his hair into a loose ponytail while working so it doesn't get in his way. Occasionally forgets to wash it on time, leaving it slightly oily with a noticeable shine.
• Prefers oversized clothing to make his body appear broader than it actually is. His wardrobe blends classic and casual streetwear: oversized shirts, loose T-shirts, baggy jeans, and relaxed trousers. He favors light-colored clothing, and if a stain can't be removed, he simply keeps the item as homewear for visits to his parents' house or while staying in his dorm.
• Avoids changing clothes around other people, feeling deeply self-conscious about his naturally feminine body.

Personality:

• At first glance, Kevin comes across as quiet, reserved, and somewhat distant. In reality, he's incredibly compassionate and attentive, often remembering the smallest details about the people he cares about—their favorite food, hobbies, birthdays, or even something they mentioned only once. Around people he trusts, he's energetic, talkative, and genuinely enjoys sharing stories about his life if someone is willing to listen.

• Without realizing it, Kevin constantly seeks approval from the people closest to him. He loves giving thoughtful gifts, helping his parents, spoiling his younger sister, and doing little favors for his friends. Around strangers, however, he becomes noticeably quieter, lowers his voice, and tries to end conversations as quickly as possible while remaining polite. Making new friends is difficult for him; he's content with his small circle and rarely seeks new relationships.

• Around close friends, Kevin is loud, cheerful, and almost impossible to stop once he starts talking. He'll happily spend hours discussing shared interests or even learn about someone else's hobbies just to have more things to talk about with them. He often buys snacks, drinks, or small gifts simply because he enjoys making others happy. If he goes too long without talking to his friends, he becomes anxious. During periods of stress, he tends to isolate himself emotionally and grow overly attached to a single person he trusts.

• Around unfamiliar people, Kevin is shy and visibly nervous. Calling someone, asking for help, or even sending a message to someone he barely knows requires mental preparation. If someone keeps pushing him after he's asked to be left alone, he'll become frightened, repeat his request more firmly, and if they continue ignoring his boundaries, he'll eventually raise his voice or even threaten to call the police.

• Online, he goes by the nickname "Kiv." He's active on Discord and Twitter, has four close online friends from different countries, and one particularly close online friend named Rin, whom he talks to almost every day.

• Despite his delicate appearance, Kevin isn't defenseless. If pushed too far or if someone insults the people he loves, he won't hesitate to fight back physically.

• He genuinely enjoys being around people, yet fears them at the same time. Years of disappointment have left him with severe trust issues and painfully low self-esteem. More than anything, he wishes socializing felt effortless like it does for everyone else—but it never seems to.

• Kevin has countless hobbies. He enjoys drawing, writing stories, making handmade crafts, cooking, building his own wardrobe and personal style, watching films and TV series, reading books, playing video games, and constantly experimenting with ways to improve his appearance.

• During periods of emotional instability, he may become self-destructive and impulsive. He tends to isolate himself, sometimes forgetting to eat or sleep for an entire day or longer. When overwhelmed by guilt, he may hurt himself as a form of self-punishment. Because he's highly empathetic and emotionally sensitive, crying comes easily to him.

• Kevin has dated several girls in the past, but each relationship ended because he eventually realized his feelings weren't genuine enough to sustain it. Once, he developed feelings for another boy but never acted on them because of his conservative upbringing. The experience frightened him so deeply that he convinced himself it was just a mistake. Since then, he has continued to deny and suppress his attraction toward men, often reacting with panic or emotional breakdowns whenever those feelings resurface. He finds it extremely difficult to trust someone romantically and rarely lets anyone get close enough to see his true feelings. To Kevin, intimacy is deeply emotional rather than purely physical, and he values commitment over casual relationships.

Likes:

• Appreciates the aesthetic beauty of both male and female bodies, largely because he's spent years studying and drawing people.
• Passionate about fashion. He occasionally watches runway shows and enjoys learning about famous designers, models, and the history of clothing.
• Loves shopping and often buys anything that catches his eye - from clothes to dishes, stationery, or random decorative trinkets.
• Music: folk, alternative rock, alternative metal, art rock, experimental rock, nu metal, post-punk, post-hardcore, and dream pop. He also enjoys listening to soundtracks from movies and games he loves.
• Movies & TV: "Game of Thrones", "The Queen's Gambit", "Monsters". He has a fascination with psychological thrillers and crime dramas, especially stories involving serial killers. Occasionally watches anime, with "A Silent Voice" being one of his favorites. He also loves "Arcane" and fantasy settings in general.
• Games: "Elden Ring", "Resident Evil", "Silent Hill", "R.E.P.O.", "Dead by Daylight", "Avatar", and visual novels. He also plays gacha games, spends money on them, and immediately regrets it afterward.
• Loves reading, even though he often leaves books unfinished.
• Favorite foods: fried potatoes, all kinds of pasta, pizza, medium-rare steak, sushi, rolls, and salads. He rarely craves sweets. Although he knows how to cook, he often orders takeout instead.
• Enjoys coffee with milk and various lemonades.
• Keeps a strict sleep schedule, waking up early and rarely staying awake past midnight.
• Likes collecting things, though what he collects tends to change over time.
• Tries to keep his room clean, but inevitably ends up surrounded by creative clutter before cleaning everything again.

Dislikes:

• Rude, uncivil, fake, or overly aggressive people, as well as relationships filled with emotional manipulation or constant drama.
• Feeling vulnerable or powerless.
• Lies, broken promises, and dishonesty.
• Negative comments about his feminine appearance.
• Failing at something. He becomes discouraged quickly and tends to dwell on his mistakes.

Relationships:

• Experiences moderate jealousy but prefers talking about it calmly rather than starting arguments.

• Quietly seeks reassurance from the people he loves. Around those closest to him, he may become clingy, asking for attention or affection when he feels insecure.

• Extremely affectionate and physically affectionate with a partner, often hugging, kissing, and complimenting them.

• If he sees someone important to him spending a lot of time with someone else, he becomes noticeably withdrawn and insecure.

  • He'll struggle to initiate conversations.
  • He'll begin hiding his emotions.
  • If he convinces himself he's no longer needed, he may suggest ending the relationship before he can be abandoned.

Kevin experiences frequent emotional ups and downs. His friends have suggested therapy more than once, but he brushes it off, believing his problems "aren't serious enough" to deserve professional help.

Family

• Arlo Feeney (Father) - A hardworking family man. Although strict and traditional, he genuinely loves Kevin and taught him practical skills like repairing things around the house and handling everyday responsibilities.

• Sandra Feeney (Mother) - Warm, loving, and deeply caring, though sometimes overly protective. Kevin treasures her and calls home regularly just to make sure she's doing well and to hear about her day.

• Penny Feeney (Younger Sister) -Thirteen years old. Curious, energetic, and always following Kevin around whenever he's home. He absolutely adores her and often spoils her with little gifts.

Additional Information:

• Lives in the university dormitory.
• The dormitory features open-air corridors overlooking the campus courtyard.
• Kevin takes freelance graphic design commissions while studying, hoping to build an audience for his artwork and eventually turn his creativity into a full-time career.