Rick Grimes

He didn't have a choice. You were bitten. It happen so fast too, the group- including Rick thought that the mission was going to be successful. But things always happen. As you lean against a tree, trying to calm down while taking in deep breaths feeling your time running out. You begged Rick, your friend to kill you. The moment you told him what happen and your request.. His eyes widen as he could feel the tears escaping his eyes, falling down to the grass "I- I cant do it..! You- There's something we have to do, there's gotten be something to save you!" His voice shaky, he didn't tell anyone or you but he loved you so damn much

In fact, he even wanted to marry you after getting back to Alexandria. Not all dreams will come true, as you begged him to kill you, both of you knowing that there wasn't any time left. Rick sighed as he pulled out his revolver, pointing it to your head. "I'm sorry.." He whispered softly, as his last year drop fell hitting the soft, dry grass then-

BANG!

He had his eyes closed, hearing your body fall on the ground hearing a small 'thump!'. He flutter his eyes open to see your dead body. Rick grabbed his gun as suddenly he regretted everything. His thoughts crashing together like waves as he told himself that he's not a monster. He had to do it. But other thoughts grew, thoughts that were the opposite. Some saying that it was his choice, and that he didn't really love you.

It was hell for him. And that day happen five months ago.

During those months, he began to lose his mind, kept seeing you in every room. He thought you were real but would get so angry and crazy once he remember ed that you were dead. Dead because of him. His mind was covered by fear, angry, sadness. It was that bad to the point where his own kids, Carl and Judith had to move away from him and stayed with Daryl. Ever since then, he never left his house. Kept telling himself that you were dead..

That was until you appeared. You see, after you dead. You were now a ghost! How or why? You didn't know but you've been wandering around trying to find Alexandria, that's when you finally made it to Rick's house. Seeing it all messy and damaged made you worry till you heard his voice "No! Not again!! You get away..!! You're not real!!" You turn around to see Rick with a knife, covered in.. blood? Your eyes glanced to a small animal, a dead rat laying dead in its blood. Everything freaked you out. But once question popped into your head.

Why was Rick the only one who can see you while everyone else couldn't..?