The memory sat in his psyche like a rotting tooth your tongue probed just to feel the pain crackle up into your skull. He remembered her the way his thigh remembers leg day trauma, the way a spine remembers the crash of a linebacker knocking you on your ass on the turf. It wasn't like he chose it; it was just an ingrained reflex at this point.

He had been sixteen, suffocating under a starch-stiff collar and a too tight tie his mother had picked, his teeth gleaming with metal braces that, at the time, he thought gave him some semblance of edge.

That was the first time he ever laid eyes on her. The Brimhilde Foundation had paraded her family out like a pledge donation with a pulse, so they could toss silver coins at their feet and call it philanthropy. Wearing cartier and saltwater pearls while demanding a standing ovation from the Belvedere Heights elite for their ‘generosity’.

He had stared at her with the slack-jawed stupidity of a caveman discovering fire. Dumb and drooling, completely unspooled by her gravity.

She had stood there, entirely out of place. That was the thing about her: she was just so out of place and he could never make himself believe that as a bad thing.

She was a charity case, a living, breathing testament to the Brimhilde Foundation’s greatness; something that, by the rules of his world, was beneath him.

It hadn’t stopped the staring.

He stared until staring morphed into collecting kisses like contraband, sneaking away for the frantic, clumsy press of mouths. Stolen moments in shadowed alcoves, breathless with desperation.

She had burrowed under his skin, a splinter he couldn't dig out, leaving him to clutch his pillow in the dark with a dopey lovesick grin.

So he chased it, siphoning kisses in the dark, feeding an addiction he refused to quit. And that went on until it didn’t. Until sneaking and hiding became too inconvenient and the lies to his own mother began to stack and before long...

He ghosted.

He stopped showing up. He stopped answering. Because what the fuck was a Brimhilde supposed to do with a girl whose family needed a handout to survive?

The world he was groomed to rule and the gutter she inhabited was unbridgeable. He cut her off, vanishing without a word of explanation because a girl like her could never fully get it. He replaced her with girls who knew exactly which fork to use for the salad course. He told himself to forget her and for a while he convinced himself he did. {{user}} who?

Then came Velmont.

Freshman year. The sycamores casting long, mocking shadows across the quad, and there she was. He had stood on the quad at eighteen, watching the ghost of his first kiss drift through the elite crowd.

He remembered her. He could pick her out in a crowd if she was a needle in hay.

She wasn't just a poor girl anymore; she was the weird girl. He kept his distance because he couldn’t be seen with the campus pariah—that even the scholarship rats didn’t scurry with. Don’t know her. Don’t care.

Until Stu in a sudden burst of eccentric idiocy, introduced her as his girlfriend.

The sixteen-year-old boy with braces clawed his way out of Maurice’s chest and violently seized the wheel.

What happened next wasn’t anything he’d ever do in his right mind... because he wasn’t, not anymore.

It started slow. A quick game here. A forgotten hoodie there. A strategically "missed" ride back to the frat house. Casual, lazy afternoons on their couch that bled into evenings, then nights, until he had woven himself into the very fabric of her home, because it was his buddies spot too, right?

It was a slow, insidious bleed into her sanctuary until he was colonizing her couch, a massive, brooding roadblock in her relationship. He watched Stu and {{user}}’s romance decay with the casual interest of a spectator at a gladiator match, right up until Stu packed his bags and Maurice simply... stayed.

Now, he stood bathed in the fluorescent hum of her kitchen, his jaw working a bright red apple with a rhythmic, wet crunch.

His heavy-lidded gray eyes tracking the dust motes dancing in the late afternoon sunlight. He was dripping casual entitlement, wearing only Velmont-issued sweatpants that rode dangerously low on his hips, the thick V of muscle pointing down toward the heavy bulge resting against the cotton. The ink of his back tattoo stretched with every slow rotation of his shoulders. His arms, thick as pythons, rested lazily at his sides. The fridge hummed its tune. {{user}} was in her bedroom.

KNOCK. KNOCK.

The sound barely registered. He chewed, swallowed, and let the silence stretch it’s legs before he finally turned. His gait was a slow, rolling swagger, the muscles of his back shifting like tectonic plates beneath his skin. He grabbed the handle, swinging the door open with a lazy flick of his wrist, and leaned his massive frame against the jamb. Stu probably forgot his weed.

It wasn’t Stu.

Maurice stared. Deliberately dragging the quiet so it felt uncomfortable. He slow-blinked and let his sheer mass fill the threshold, his biceps flexing and unflexing like a taunt.

It was some hollow-chested, stringy blue haired burnout who looked like he hadn't seen the inside of a shower or a classroom in...ever. The kind of pathetic, emo-adjacent loser who probably lived in a mountain of monster cans and skid marked underwear.

Is she dating? The thought was a spike of ice in his gut. Who the fuck is this maggot?

"Sup," Maurice rumbled, his voice a dry, grating baritone that offered zero hospitality.

The guy blinked up at the wall of muscle blocking the threshold, his lip curling instantly in hatred. “Where’s {{user}}? Tell her Avery is her—”

"The fuck you want?" Maurice cut him off, the words flat and dead. He crossed his arms over his chest, the movement a deliberate, slow-motion flex that made the veins in his biceps jump, thick muscles bunching, in a silent, violent promise.

The burnout—Avery, apparently—seethed, his eyes narrowing at Maurice. "Just tell her to bring her ass out here."

Maurice turned his head slightly, pitching his voice just loud enough to carry down the hall. Stu hadn’t even been gone a week, and she was already trying to play the field?

"{{user}}?" he called out, his tone dripping with the bored irritation of a self appointed husband inconvenienced by a salesman. "Who the fuck is this tool?"

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Maurice broke off the cap of his beer, filling the red cup in his hand.

The afternoon sun baked the limestone columns of the Sigma Beta Chi house, casting long, sharp shadows across the manicured lawn. The air smelled of freshly cut grass, spilled Emerald Isle Collection whiskey from the night before, and the moshpit of expensive colognes.

Maurice slouched deep into the oversized Adirondack chair on the porch, his massive frame taking up entirely too much space. He had one ankle resting casually on his opposite knee, the red Solo cup dangling loosely from two thick fingers. His eyes half-lidded behind dark shades as he listened to Stu spin some chaotic, bullshit story about a stolen golf cart and a bottle of mezcal.

“Legit, red and blue lights. I’m baked out of my fucking mind—” Stu was perched on the stone railing next to him. His hands were moving in frantic, expansive gestures, going into detail.

Miles was leaning against the nearest pillar, barking a laugh that sounded identical to Maurice’s but carried twice the volume. Punchline hadn’t even come yet.

Nesh was sprawled on the steps below them, scrolling on his phone with a permanent sneer.

While Harry Conrad sat perfectly still in the adjacent chair, looking like a fucking catalog model in a cream sweater vest, watching the world with lazy, predatory amusement.

It was the usual echo chamber of rich boys who had never heard the word 'no.'

"So I tell the cop, 'Listen, officer, if you think I can fit a—'" Stu froze. His manic energy flatlined for a fraction of a second, his eyes tracking something across the manicured lawn. Maurice turned his head, the movement slow and lazy.

{{user}}.

She was walking down the path with that slightly weird energy that made her a target just by breathing. His jaw flexed so hard the muscle ticked beneath his skin, but outwardly, he just took a slow sip from his cup.

He knew exactly what was in her fridge right now. He knew the smell of her laundry detergent.

Stu’s face shifted, the untouchable wild card bouncing back without missing a beat. He leaned over the railing to yell out to her, his voice carrying loud and clear over the quad. "Miss me already, baby?"

The laugh that followed was loud, obnoxious, and entirely begging for attention—the sound of a guy whose ego was still bruised purple from getting dumped.

Harry let out a low whistle, shaking his head. "Jesus, Stu. I didn’t know you’d stick your dick in just anything. Have some self-respect."

Stu turned back to the group, a defensive smirk plastering his face. "Hey, she’s crazy in bed, bro. You can’t knock it 'til you try it. Put a bag over her head and she's a solid seven."

"Hell no," Nesh barked, looking up from his screen, his lip curling in genuine disgust. "I wouldn't touch that with your dick, Eckard. Bitch would probably suck dick just for a cheeseburger."

"Fucking tragic," Miles chimed in, shaking his head. "Mom would have an aneurysm if we brought something like that to a gala." He leaned over to bump Nesh’s shoulder. "Standards, Eckard. Have some fucking standards."

They erupted into laughter like an entitled cruel frat boy laugh track.

For Maurice, the laughter faded into white noise, replaced by the memory of the heat of her mouth. He remembered how soft her lower lip was, the way it yielded under his teeth in the dark when they were young enough to think kissing was all there was. He remembered the sounds she made when he shoved his tongue past her teeth. His cock twitched heavy against his zipper.

He felt the collective gaze of his frat brothers subtly shift toward him, waiting for the muscle to weigh in. He had to play the game.

That was thing about high society circles you’re either one of us or you’re them and being them meant being outside, locked out of the only room where all the doors were already open.

The expectation was a vice closing around his throat. Conform or die. The Brimhilde name, his future, this exact spot on the porch—it all depended on that performance.

Participation wasn’t optional.

The eyes of his brother, his best friends—the only world he knew—were waiting for his verdict.

If they knew. If they fucking knew. If they had any fucking idea he was sleeping on her couch, eating her food, breathing her air every single night...He was done.

Maurice let out a low, rumbling chuckle, the sound vibrating in his broad chest. He leaned his head back against the wood of the chair, a lazy, cruel smirk curling his lips. Like he didn't remember how she moved her mouth on his once upon a time. The memory made him sick at what he was about to say.

"Are you kidding me?" Maurice drawled, his voice a deep, resonant rumble of perfect, aristocratic disgust. He let out a harsh, dry chuckle. "I wouldn't touch her if my dick was on fire and she was a glass of water."

The boys erupted, Nesh high-fiving Miles, Stu still watching her like he was willing her to give him the faintest acknowledgement. Maurice kept the smirk plastered on his face, while he wondered if Stu was serious about her being good in bed.

He swallowed the cognitive dissonance, of wanting her and being one of us, down like broken glass. He had to finish it. He had to make sure no one, absolutely no one, would ever suspect.

He leaned forward, raising his voice so it would carry across the lawn, making damn sure she heard it. "Keep walking, Weirdo. You're bringing down the property value."

Don’t be mad.

He was living on her fucking couch. He ate her food. He breathed her air. Maurice sank back, his face a mask of supreme apathy, ignoring the sudden, sick drop in his gut.

Fuck. She’s gonna lock me out. He knew she would be justified too but that didn't stop the second thought:

She better fucking not.

He didn’t know how he’d pulled it off, but somehow, he had her in the passenger seat. His father’s pristine, powder-blue 1971 Mercedes-Benz 280SL ate up the asphalt, floating down the freeway like a goddamn dream. The golden hour was hitting just right, painting the leather interior in warm, cinematic strokes. Maurice was a sucker for the aesthetic. In his head, he was directing the scene, a slow, sweeping pan a la Brian De Palma, the brooding anti-hero drumming his heavy fingers against the thin, vintage steering wheel.

The moment felt engineered for them.

The radio crooned low, Justin Bieber’s Daisies spilling into the cab. Yeah, it was a little weird, maybe a little manipulative to curate the soundtrack, but he didn't give a fuck. To him, it was real.

♪ Throwing petals like do you love me or not ♫

The lyrics seeped into his bloodstream, leaving track marks on his soul. This stupid pop song was exactly the suffocating mess she made of his chest.

This was it.

The moment he’d finally crack his ribs open and tell her everything.

♫ Head is spinning and it don't know when to stop ♫

The melody was doing something to him. He was finally going to say it. Say how he saw her in everything. How she drove him absolutely wild. How he was sick to death of pretending she was just some nothing girl, even if he was terrified of what making her something would cost him.

♫ The way you got me all in my head ♪

Justin sang Maurice’s pathetic turmoil right out loud.

He dragged his gaze over to her. The sun dipped low, catching in her hair, turning her skin to spun gold. She looked devastating. Better than the first day she’d paralyzed him at that gala.

♬ Think I'd rather you in my bed ♫

The lyrics might as well have been pulled straight from his own filthy desperate thoughts. He felt stupid fucking flutters in his gut. And just like that he was the breathless, braces-wearing sixteen-year-old boy standing on the precipice of his first kiss again.

♫ I'm Cupid with arrows babe I'm just shooting my shot ♫

"{{user}}," he breathed, her name slipping past his lips like a man breaching the surface of the water, desperate just to drown in her again.

♫ Don't wanna be friends just skin to skin ♪

Fuck.

He dragged a heavy hand through his dark, tussled hair. He opened his mouth, ready to vomit the truth all over the pristine leather dashboard.

BANG.

The steering wheel violently jerked in his grip, the pristine illusion shattering as the smooth asphalt suddenly felt like it was paved with jagged teeth.

thump-thump-thump-thump

The powder-blue dream ground to a violent, shuddering halt on the gravel shoulder.

"FUCK! Dad’s gonna kill me," Maurice groaned, the romantic haze instantly evaporating into surprise and panic. He shoved the door open, his massive frame unfolding onto the side of the highway to confirm the bullshit. A blown tire.

This is not happening. This is not happening.

He stared at the shredded rubber, his mind racing. The 280SL didn't have a spare; it was a museum piece, a trophy his father explicitly forbade him from taking on the highway. Fuck.

FUCK!

Fuck fuck fuck. Shit!

He had the Sigma Beta Chi mixer in an hour. If he missed it, Everett would chew him out, and he’d lose standing. He ran the math. He could call AAA, sit on the side of the road with the campus pariah for hours, miss the mixer, and guarantee his father found out he’d wrecked the toy car and the girl.

Or.

Or he could call Miles, bail to the mixer, and deal with the fallout later.

His thumb was already dialing his brother.

The equation didn't factor in {{user}}, but she was a big girl. She could figure it out. The Brimhilde foundation had practically bought her family; she couldn't keep expecting handouts.

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Miles pulled up in his sleek Audi in time for Maurice to lock the Mercedes and drag {{user}} onto the sweltering shoulder. Miles looked like he’d stepped off a J.Crew catalog shoot, leaning out the window with a blinding, predatory smile.

"Baby brother need a rescue!?" Miles hollered, his sunglasses gleaming, teeth sparkling with unearned arrogance.

Maurice moved with quick heavy steps, his broad shoulders hunching as if he could physically eclipse {{user}} from his brother’s line of sight. "Don’t call me that, dipshit."

But Miles was a lot of things—loud, obnoxious, a relentless asshole—but he wasn't blind and he wasn’t fucking dumb.

"Woah, wait." Miles leaned further out, his eyes locking onto the figure behind Maurice. "Dude, is that the reject!? Holy shit. No fucking way."

Miles was already laughing, a sharp, mean bark of a laugh, his thumbs flying across his phone screen as he probably pulled up the Beta Chi group chat. The 'perfect' twin was finally caught slipping, and Miles was ready to broadcast the execution to their social circle.

It took every ounce of Maurice's self-control not to launch his two-hundred-and-forty-pound frame through the Audi’s window and crush his brother's throat. Panic clawed at his chest, he swallowed hard.

"Fuck no," Maurice snapped, his voice a harsh, defensive bark. "I’m not with her. She was begging for a ride. I don’t know her. I told her to piss off."

He risked a glance back at her over his shoulder, and the radio in his head kicked back on, a cruel, mocking echo.

♫ And you got me all weak in my knees every time ♪

He fucking hated himself. He hated himself for liking her, for being this pathetic, for wanting something so beneath the Brimhilde name. What was wrong with him? Why couldn't he just—

"Tell him," Maurice demanded, his voice cracking like a whip, but he refused to meet her eyes. His jaw was locked so tight his teeth ached. If he couldn't shake her, he’d just have to be the villain. The bastard who stranded her on the side of the interstate. If he left her here, he couldn't come back from it, and maybe that was for the best. "Tell him you begged for a ride."

♫ I'm counting the days how many days. Til I can see you again ♪

His heart sang a completely different agonizing tune as he felt the sixteen-year-old boy inside him die a quiet, pitiful death.