ZALABAR ☀︎ Ruga

Air in the Zalabar was thick with the scent of sun-baked earth and the metallic tang of the nearby watering hole. Ruga stood knee-deep in the slow-moving river, the mud cool and slick between his toes. His hair, once a short, slicked-back mess of green, now fell past his shoulders in wild, tied back haphazardly with a strip of leather. It was longer, like him. Settled. His dark brown skin was crisscrossed with a few new, silvery scars—trophies from protecting his territory, his family.

Three small, wriggling forms darted around his legs, their tiny tails slapping the water, sending up sprays that caught the harsh afternoon light.

“Focus, you little monsters.” He growled, but the rumble in his chest was pure affection. “Watch Papa. See the fish? You don’t just charge in like a buffalo. You wait.”

He demonstrated, going perfectly still. His golden reptilian eyes fixed on a plump tilapia lazily circling near a submerged root. His body was a coiled spring, every scale along his arms and sides seeming to absorb the sunlight. He was the picture of predatory patience.

His children were not.

The one of the twin boys, Kito, was busy trying to bite his sister’s tail. The girl, Vaiana, squealed and splashed him in the face, her little scales shimmering. The other twin, Jabari, had found a shiny rock and was completely absorbed in trying to fit it into his mouth.

Little chaos gremlins. Just like their old man.

A deep, warm chuckle vibrated in Ruga’s throat. He’d failed the lesson utterly, and he didn’t give a single fuck. This was better. This was everything. The hollow ache that had lived in his ribs since the poachers took his first family was filled now, packed tight with the sound of their shrieks, and the sight of their clumsy swimming.

He let the fish go, turning his attention to the shore where his mate rested in the dappled shade of an acacia tree. The sight of them, even from a distance, sent a possessive, tender pulse through him. His mate. The one who’d looked at his chaotic, grief-stricken bullshit and didn’t run. The one who’d stayed. The one whose scent was now woven into his own, into the very air of their home by the water.

He waded out of the river, water sluicing down his muscular frame, the torn cloth around his hips clinging. His crocodile tail, thick and powerful, left a deep groove in the mud. The kids immediately abandoned their aquatic squabble and swarmed him, clinging to his legs, his tail, demanding upsies.

“Alright, alright, you savages.” He laughed, scooping up Vaiana and tucking her under one arm while Kito and Jabari scaled him like a tree, their small nails pricking his skin. He carried his squirming, giggling brood toward the shade.

He dropped down onto the sun-warmed grass beside his mate, his body radiating heat. He deposited the children into a wriggling pile between them. Vaiana immediately crawled into their lap, while the boys started a wrestling match over who got to sit on Papa’s tail.

Ruga’s gaze, however, stayed locked on his mate. His eyes, usually alight with mischief or manic energy, were soft. He reached out, his calloused fingers brushing a stray strand of hair from their face. The touch was deliberate, reverent. A silent communication.

Look. Look what we made.

He leaned in, his forehead resting against theirs for a brief, solid moment. He inhaled their scent, letting it wash over him, mingling with the smell of his children, of the river, of home. When he pulled back, his expression had shifted back to its familiar, playful grin, but the warmth in his golden eyes remained.

“So, hunting lesson was a total bust.” He announced, his voice a low, amused rumble. “Think they get their coordination from your side.” He nudged his mate gently with his shoulder before lying back on the grass, one arm pillowing his head, the other curling around the pile of children now attempting to braid his long hair with clumsy, wet fingers. The savanna stretched out before them, vast and wild, but here, in this patch of shade with his family pressed close, Ruga had never felt more like he belonged.

The sun had finally bled out over the Zalabar, painting the sky in violent streaks of orange and purple before surrendering to the deep, velvety indigo of night. The air cooled rapidly, carrying the distant chirp of insects and the low, contented rumble of Thando’s voice from the small, cozy den Ruga had painstakingly built near the water's edge.

Ruga stood just outside, his form a tense silhouette against the fading light. He’d spent an absurd amount of time on his appearance. His longer green hair was clean, slicked back. He’d even found a cleaner strip of soft leather to tie around his hips, and had polished the few pieces of scavenged metal he wore as jewelry until they gleamed dully in the twilight.

He looked good. He felt like he was going to vibrate out of his own skin.

Thando’s massive, reassuring hand clapped him on the shoulder, nearly sending him stumbling. “Go, brother. They are safe with me. I will sit on them if they try to escape.” The buffalo demihuman’s light brown eyes were kind, his smile easy. “Have fun. Do not think of them.”

Impossible.

Ruga managed a tight, jerky nod, his throat too dry to speak. He gave one last, long look over his shoulder into the den. He could see the soft glow of the fat-lamp inside, illuminating the three small, sleeping forms curled in a pile of furs. Vaiana had her thumb in her mouth. Kito was snoring softly. Jabari was kicking in his sleep.

His heart did a painful, squeezing thing in his chest. A part of him, the old, wild part that remembered loss in the sharp scent of blood and gunpowder, screamed at him to stay. To guard. To never let them out of his sight.

But then his mate’s hand found his, fingers lacing with his own. The touch was an anchor, pulling him back from the edge of that old, familiar panic. He turned to them, his golden eyes wide, the pupils dilated in the low light. He tried for his usual grin, but it came out as more of a grimace.

“Ready?” He asked, his voice uncharacteristically quiet, stripped of its usual boisterous energy.

He led the way, not toward the noisy, communal bonfire at the main watering hole, but along a quieter path he knew. One that wound through tall, whispering grasses to a smaller, secluded pool fed by a trickling spring. It was their place, from before the kits. A place of stolen moments and whispered promises under a blanket of stars.

He was silent as they walked, his grip on their hand almost too tight. Every distant hyena whoop made his ear twitch. Every rustle in the grass had his head snapping toward it, muscles coiling. He was here, physically, but his mind was back in the den, running through a frantic checklist: Did Thando remember the soft moss for Vaiana’s teething? Was the hide over the entrance secure enough? What if they woke up and he wasn’t there? What if they cried?

When they reached the pool, its surface a perfect mirror for the emerging stars, Ruga finally stopped. He let go of their hand to run his own through his hair, messing up the careful tail. He paced a few steps along the bank, his tail lashing anxiously behind him.

“Thando’s good with them.” He said, more to himself than to his mate. “Jabari likes when he does the foot-stomp thing. Makes him laugh.” He paused, staring into the dark water. “Kito tried to bite his horn today. Little shit.” The fondness in his voice was buried under a mountain of worry.

He turned suddenly, his expression laid painfully bare in the moonlight. The confident, chaotic prankster was gone. In his place was a young father, terrified of the vast, quiet world beyond his children’s sleeping breaths.

“They’re okay, right?” The question was raw, pleading. “I mean... they have to be okay. Thando wouldn’t let anything... He’d sit on anything that came near. He’d crush it.” He was trying to convince himself, his words tumbling out in a rushed, low stream.

He moved closer then, drawn to his mate’s warmth like a magnet. He didn’t pull them into an embrace, just leaned his forehead against their shoulder, his body thrumming with nervous energy. He took a deep, shuddering breath, trying to inhale their calming scent, but all he could smell was the ghost of his children’s hair.

“I wanna have a good time.” He murmured against their skin, the confession torn from him. “I do. Just... my head’s back there. With them.” He lifted his head, his eyes searching theirs in the dim light, full of a vulnerable, desperate hope that they could somehow quiet the storm of paternal fear roaring inside him. He wanted to be here, with them. He was trying. But the tether to his den, to his kits, was pulled taut, and every second away felt like it was stretching it thinner.

The dry season had baked the Zalabar to a crisp, turning the grasslands a pale gold and shrinking the rivers to sluggish, muddy veins. The heat was a physical weight, pressing down from a white-hot sky. Inside the den, however, it was marginally cooler, the thick earthen walls holding the night’s chill. The fat-lamp cast long, dancing shadows.

For the first time in what felt like an eternity, the den was quiet.

Kito, Vaiana, and Jabari were outside, their shrieks of laughter muffled by distance. They were with a group of other demihuman kits from the watering hole community, playing a chaotic game of chase under the watchful eyes of Thando and a few other adults. Ruga had checked no less than five times. He’d stood at the den’s entrance, his hand shielding his eyes from the sun, and counted three small heads. He’d listened to Thando’s booming laugh, a sound of pure safety. He’d watched until Vaiana had tackled Kito into a puff of dust, and only then had he finally, finally, turned back inside.

And saw his mate.

They were kneeling by the low sleeping platform, folding the soft furs the kits slept on. The simple, domestic act shouldn’t have hit him like a physical blow, but it did. The way the light caught the curve of their neck, the shift of muscle under their skin as they moved... It was a sight he’d seen a thousand times, but for months, it had been background noise to the all-consuming symphony of fatherhood.

Now, in the sudden, sacred silence, it was the only thing he could hear.

A low, involuntary rumble started deep in his chest, a sound he hadn’t made in so long it felt foreign. It was pure, primal want. His mouth went dry.

He’d been tired. They’d both been exhausted. Sex had become a hurried, sleepy thing, stolen in the deepest part of the night between feedings and nightmares, over almost as soon as it began, both of them collapsing back into sleep with a mumbled “love you” on their lips. Functional. Necessary. But not... this.

This was an ache. A hunger. It clawed at his gut, made his cock stir and thicken painfully against the confines of his leather wrap. He needed to touch them. Not just to hold, or to comfort, but to claim. To reconnect in the raw, sweaty, desperate way that had made their kits in the first place.

He moved silently, the predator in him taking over. The nervous, pacing father was gone, burned away by a hotter, more urgent fire. He crossed the packed-earth floor, his shadow swallowing theirs.

He didn’t speak. Words felt too clumsy, too human for the animal need roaring through him. Instead, he sank to his knees directly behind them. His hands, calloused and broad, came to rest on their hips. His touch wasn’t gentle. It was possessive, firm, fingers digging into the soft flesh just enough to make his intention crystal clear.

He leaned forward, his chest pressing against their back. He buried his face in the crook of their neck, inhaling deeply. He could smell the sun on their skin, the unique scent that was them. He nuzzled there, his lips brushing the sensitive skin behind their ear, his sharp teeth grazing lightly.

Another rumble, louder this time, vibrated through him and into them. His hips pressed forward, the hard, thick line of his erection unmistakable against the swell of their backside. He was already fully hard, his cock straining, the prominent veins throbbing with his pulse. The familiar, heavy weight of his balls tightened with anticipation.

He rocked against them, once, a slow, deliberate grind that pushed his clothed hardness into the cleft of their ass. A hissed breath escaped him. His hands slid from their hips, one snaking around their waist to pull them flush against him, the other moving to the fastening of their clothing. His fingers, usually so deft for pranks and play, fumbled slightly, trembling with a pent-up urgency that bordered on violence.

He wanted to tear. To devour. To push them down into the furs and fuck them until the world narrowed to just this: the slap of skin, the gasp of their breath, the wet, tight heat of them swallowing him whole. He wanted to chase away every memory of tired, quick couplings and replace them with this raw, hungry, and all-consuming feeling. The kids were safe. For this stolen hour, they were the second thing on his mind. The first, the only thing, was the body in his arms and the desperate, aching need to be inside it.

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