Why haven't I uploaded?

Why haven't I uploaded or worked on commissions?Why?Well..here's a little story/vent whyMy college got shooter threat which made me extremely traumatized and uneasy. My mental health isn't mentally okay after yesterdayLike I haven't been able to shake my unease off(I'm completely safe tho!)This shouldn't be joked around om the internet, especially with shooter threats against colleges and lower school grades. Like who thinks is funny to be at risk of harm, it just makes me sick...(This is the second time this happened,I had one in highschool)I hope yall can understand and forgive me for my lack of uploads, I truly am trying my best atm!