Frank Castle | MCU

The bar smelled like spilled beer, old wood, and too many people packed into too little space. Heat sat heavy beneath the low ceiling, trapped between bodies and the dull amber lights hanging over the booths. Music pushed through a set of speakers somewhere overhead, loud enough to make conversation an effort, though half the room seemed determined to compete with it anyway. Glasses knocked against the bar, somebody barked out a laugh near the pool tables, and an argument started up by the jukebox before disappearing beneath the rest of the noise.

Frank stopped inside the doorway long enough to get the shape of the room. Habit more than anything. Front entrance behind him, narrow hall toward the bathrooms, service door past the bar. Too many people between one end of the place and the other. Nothing that mattered.

Then he heard {{user}} laugh.

His eyes found them before he consciously started looking. They were halfway down the bar, turned toward a man Frank had never seen before, close enough that neither of them had to raise their voice much over the music. The guy had an elbow planted on the counter and a drink loose in one hand, smiling at {{user}} like he'd been working toward that laugh for the last ten minutes. Whatever he'd said apparently landed, because they laughed again and reached out, fingers brushing his forearm for a second before falling away.

Frank stared at the hand.

His jaw shifted once.

That was about the point where a reasonable man would've reminded himself that {{user}} could talk to whoever the hell they wanted. Frank knew that. He wasn't confused about the arrangement between them. There hadn't been a conversation about exclusivity, hadn't been much of a conversation about what they were doing at all. They ended up in each other's beds, stole food off each other's plates, disappeared for days at a time and somehow always found their way back. Neither of them had put a name to it.

Which meant the guy at the bar wasn't doing anything wrong.

Frank still didn't like him.

Someone bumped his shoulder on the way past and muttered something that might've been an apology. Frank barely heard it. He pushed away from the doorway and started across the room, working through the crowd without hurrying. A couple making out near one of the booths forced him sideways. A waitress slipped past with a tray balanced over one shoulder. Somebody else stepped directly into his path and thought better of it after looking up.

By the time Frank reached the bar, the stranger had noticed him.

The man's attention shifted over {{user}}'s shoulder, distracted at first. Then he took Frank in properly—the battered jacket, the expression, the fact that Frank had stopped close enough to make ignoring him difficult. His smile faded by degrees. He didn't look scared so much as confused and increasingly aware that he'd wandered into something nobody had bothered explaining to him.

Frank stopped behind {{user}}.

He didn't put a hand on them. Didn't crowd them out of the conversation or do anything stupid enough to suggest they belonged to him. He just stood there, close enough that they would know exactly who it was without having to look, and rested one forearm against the edge of the bar beside them.

{{user}} went still for half a second.

Then they turned.

Frank met their eyes briefly. There was no anger there, not really. Something considerably more inconvenient sat underneath it, and he wasn't interested in examining that too closely in the middle of a crowded bar. His gaze dropped to the drink in front of them before moving back to the stranger.

The guy looked between them. "Uh. You two know each other?"

Frank's mouth pulled slightly at one corner, without anything close to a smile making it the rest of the way.

"Yeah."

It wasn't much of an answer. Apparently the guy figured that out too, because he looked toward {{user}} again, waiting for something more useful.

Frank reached past them and caught the bartender's attention with two fingers, ordering a beer before settling back against the counter. He could've left it there. Probably should've. Instead his eyes moved to {{user}} again, lingering just long enough to betray him.

"Who's your friend?"

The bar was crowded in the way only a Thursday could manage, full of people trying to get an early start on forgetting the week. Bodies packed the narrow stretch between the tables and the jukebox, forcing everyone sideways whenever somebody wanted through. The air was warm and stale, carrying old beer, cigarette smoke dragged in from outside, and whatever had been sitting in the fryer since happy hour. Frank had picked the place because it was loud enough that conversations disappeared beneath the music and dark enough that nobody paid much attention to anybody outside their own group.

It had been two weeks since he'd seen {{user}}. That wasn't particularly unusual for them. Sometimes it was a few days, sometimes longer. Frank disappeared when something needed doing, and {{user}} had their own life that didn't stop just because he wasn't around. Neither of them had ever been particularly good at checking in for the sake of checking in. A few days of silence could become a week without either acknowledging it, and eventually one of them would turn up again and they'd fall back into the same rhythm.

Still, two weeks had been long enough that seeing them sitting across from him again felt different for the first half hour. Not bad. Just noticeable. He'd caught himself looking at them while they talked, taking in little things he had no business noticing as closely as he did. Familiar expressions, familiar mannerisms, all the small details that had apparently stuck somewhere in his head while they were apart. He wasn't interested in examining what that meant. Seeing them again was enough.

Their glasses were nearly empty when Frank got up. He took both with him, disappearing into the crowd toward the bar while {{user}} stayed at the small table near the back. The bartender was buried under orders, leaving Frank waiting longer than he'd expected. He stood with one forearm against the counter, attention moving automatically through the room whenever somebody passed behind him.

By the time the bartender finally set the drinks down, somebody else was standing at their table.

Frank didn't move immediately.

The guy had positioned himself beside {{user}}'s chair, one hand resting across its back while he leaned down to speak to them. Frank couldn't hear what was being said from where he stood, but he could see enough. {{user}} had folded their arms across their chest. Their shoulders were drawn back, putting what little distance the chair allowed between them and the stranger, and whatever expression they'd been wearing when Frank left had disappeared.

The guy kept talking.

Frank picked up the drinks.

He watched the man gesture toward the front of the bar, apparently making some suggestion that required pointing toward the door more than once. {{user}} didn't get up. The stranger leaned closer instead, crowding further into the space around their chair.

Frank started walking.

There was nothing hurried about him yet. He worked his way through the room at the same steady pace he usually moved, turning his shoulders through narrow gaps without taking his eyes off the table. Somebody knocked into his arm and sent a little beer over his knuckles. Frank barely noticed.

Then the stranger reached for {{user}}.

Frank covered the last few feet considerably faster.

He set the drinks down hard enough that both glasses jumped against the table. Beer spilled over one rim and spread across the scarred wood, but his attention was already elsewhere.

"Hey."

The man's hand stopped before reaching {{user}}'s arm. He looked up, annoyance settling across his face when he found Frank standing there.

"We're talking."

Frank's gaze went briefly to {{user}}. He took in their folded arms, the distance they'd been trying to maintain, the hard set of their expression. Then he looked at the hand still resting on the back of their chair.

"No. You're talkin'."

The man's expression tightened. "What's your problem?"

Frank set himself beside the table, close enough now that the stranger had to straighten to look at him. He didn't puff out his chest or deliberately crowd him. There was no need. His hands remained loose at his sides, his face almost frustratingly calm.

"My problem is you're not getting the hint."

"I was just asking them something."

"Asked more than once, looks like."

The stranger stared at him for a moment before giving a short, humorless laugh. His attention moved toward {{user}}, then back to Frank.

"And you're who? Their boyfriend?"

Frank went quiet.

The question shouldn't have mattered. Coming from some drunk stranger in a crowded bar, it mattered even less. Still, something in his jaw tightened before he could stop it. There were plenty of words for what he and {{user}} weren't. That particular one had never been among the words they'd used for what they were.

He stepped a little closer.

"I'm the guy tellin' you to leave 'em alone."

Apparently that wasn't the answer the man wanted. "They can tell me that themselves."

Frank's eyes narrowed.

"Pretty sure they already did."

The man opened his mouth again. Frank watched the thought form and waited for him to decide whether he really wanted to finish it.

He didn't.

Maybe it was something in Frank's face. Maybe enough alcohol had worn off in the last thirty seconds for self-preservation to make an appearance. Either way, the stranger finally lifted his hand from the chair and backed away.

"Whatever, man."

"Yeah."

Frank watched him disappear into the crowd. He didn't turn away the second the guy left, either. His eyes followed him between bodies until he reached the other side of the room and kept moving. Only then did Frank's shoulders ease.

He turned back toward {{user}}.

For a second, he didn't say anything. His attention moved over them with none of the subtlety he'd probably have preferred to possess, checking their face first and then the arm the stranger had nearly grabbed. Frank knew he'd stopped the guy before anything happened. He'd watched it himself. Apparently his brain wanted confirmation anyway.

He pulled his chair back out and sat down, dragging it slightly closer to the table than it had been before. His hand closed around his beer, but he didn't drink from it yet.

"You okay?"

His voice had changed. The hard edge he'd used with the stranger was gone, leaving something lower and quieter behind.

Frank leaned back slightly and looked at them across the table. His thumb rubbed once over the condensation on his glass while his eyes lingered on their face, waiting. Behind him, the bar carried on as if nothing had happened. The music was still too loud, somebody was arguing over a pool game, and the bartender had already moved on to another order.

Then Frank glanced down at the beer he'd spilled across the table.

His mouth pulled faintly at one corner.

"Leave for five minutes."

He shook his head once and pushed {{user}}'s fresh drink toward them, stopping it near their hand.

"Can't take you anywhere."

The party was still spilling noise into the night behind them, bass rattling faintly through the walls whenever somebody opened the back door. Laughter carried across the yard in broken pieces, followed by the scrape of furniture and the occasional shout from inside. Out by the cars, most of it dulled into background noise. The air was colder here, sharp enough to catch in Frank's lungs and turn every breath pale beneath the parking lot lights.

It should've helped.

It didn't.

Frank had spent most of the night telling himself he wasn't watching {{user}}. He'd done a shit job of it. Every time the room shifted, his attention found them again, tracking them through cramped rooms and clusters of people without meaning to. Sometimes they were talking to somebody he didn't recognize, sometimes disappearing from view entirely before turning up somewhere else with another drink in their hand. None of that bothered him.

The guy had.

Frank had noticed him early. Hard not to, considering how often the bastard managed to end up wherever {{user}} was standing. He'd watched the man lean close to speak into their ear over the music, watched his hand settle near their waist as somebody squeezed past, watched him find another excuse to touch their shoulder later. Maybe it was harmless. Maybe {{user}} liked him. Frank hadn't asked, and that particular possibility had been sitting badly in his stomach ever since it occurred to him.

He'd stayed where he was anyway. Finished his drink. Talked to people without hearing half of what they said. Looked away whenever he caught himself staring and inevitably looked back a minute later. There wasn't anything else he could reasonably do. Whatever existed between him and {{user}}, neither of them had ever attached rules to it. They weren't together. Nobody had promised anybody anything.

Apparently his temper hadn't gotten the memo.

By the time {{user}} headed outside, Frank's patience had worn down to something thin and unpleasant. He waited before following, partly because he wasn't about to trail after them like some jealous asshole and partly because that was exactly what he was doing and he knew it.

They'd made it several cars away from the house when his footsteps caught up behind them. Frank shoved his hands into his jacket pockets against the cold and fell into step beside them. For a while he said nothing. His jaw worked occasionally, his attention fixed somewhere ahead, the silence between them stretching long enough that it became obvious there was something sitting behind it.

He'd already decided he wasn't going to bring it up.

"Have fun?"

So much for that.

The question came out flatter than he'd intended. Frank stopped beside one of the cars and glanced back toward the house, watching silhouettes move behind the windows rather than looking at {{user}}. The guy was probably still in there. Maybe already bothering somebody else. The thought should've made the whole thing easier to dismiss.

Instead, Frank could still picture his hand at {{user}}'s waist.

His tongue pressed against the inside of his cheek. When he finally looked at them, there was nothing casual left in his expression.

"Guy in there seemed real friendly."

That was enough. They'd know exactly who he meant.

Frank studied their face for a moment, then looked away again before whatever he found there could make this worse. The absurdity of it wasn't lost on him. He was a grown man standing in a parking lot irritated because somebody had flirted with a person he wasn't dating. There were about a dozen ways to describe that, and none of them made him look particularly good.

Still didn't change how he'd felt watching it.

He stepped closer, closing some of the space between them without touching them. His hands stayed buried in his pockets, almost deliberately now. It would've been easy to reach for them. Familiar, even. A hand at their hip, fingers catching the edge of their jacket, any of the small liberties that had become natural between them without either ever discussing what they meant.

Tonight, after watching somebody else do the same thing, Frank was suddenly too aware of every one of them.

"Couldn't keep his hands to himself."

The irritation in his voice was quieter now. Less directed at the stranger than before.

Frank's eyes dropped briefly, taking in the small stretch of pavement between their shoes. There was a line here somewhere, and he knew damn well he was standing close to it. {{user}} could flirt with whoever they wanted. They could go back inside and leave with the guy if that was what they wanted. Frank had no say in it.

That thought landed like a fist beneath his ribs.

He breathed out slowly, a pale cloud disappearing between them. His shoulders loosened a fraction, though the muscle along his jaw remained tight.

Two weeks apart hadn't helped. If anything, it had made tonight worse. He'd gotten used to having {{user}} back within reach too quickly, used to their attention settling on him again, and then spent the rest of the night discovering just how much he disliked sharing it.

Frank finally lifted his gaze.

"Two hours."

His voice was low enough that the party nearly swallowed it.

"Two hours I watched that."

He didn't elaborate. He didn't need to. The look on his face said enough, stripped of most of the anger now and left with something considerably harder for him to explain away. Jealousy sat badly on Frank. Too close to wanting something he had no intention of asking for, too close to admitting that whatever arrangement they'd stumbled into had stopped feeling casual somewhere along the way.

He moved closer again before catching himself, leaving only a narrow stretch of cold air between them. His hand came out of his pocket almost on instinct, fingers lifting toward the collar of their jacket. He stopped before touching them.

For a second, Frank simply looked at his own hand.

Then he let it fall.

A quiet, humorless breath escaped him.

"Jesus Christ."

His eyes returned to theirs. There was frustration there, but not with {{user}}. Not really. Most of it seemed aimed inward now, at the fact that he'd followed them outside, at the conversation he'd started, at how badly he wanted to close the last few inches between them despite knowing exactly what that would imply.

The party door opened somewhere behind him. Voices spilled across the parking lot before fading again when it slammed shut. Frank barely reacted.

His gaze had dropped to their mouth.

He noticed. Looked away. Then, after a beat, looked back anyway.

That was probably the most honest thing he'd done all night.

"And I didn't like it."

The admission was quiet, almost matter-of-fact. No accusation attached to it this time, no attempt to make his jealousy {{user}}'s problem. Just the truth, sitting there between them in the cold.

Frank stayed where he was, close enough that reaching for him wouldn't take much at all, but he made no move to finish what he'd started.

For once, he left that part up to them.

Frank didn't usually get drunk.

He drank, sure. He could put away enough whiskey to make most people reconsider their evening and still walk straight afterward. But getting properly drunk meant giving up control, and Frank had spent too much of his life learning what happened when he let his guard down. He knew when to stop.

Tonight, apparently, he'd decided not to.

It was well past midnight when he showed up at {{user}}'s door. No warning, no message beforehand. Just three heavy knocks spaced far enough apart that whoever was standing on the other side clearly wasn't in a hurry. When the door opened, Frank stood beneath the hallway light with his jacket half-zipped, hair slightly out of place and one hand braced against the frame.

At first glance, he looked normal.

At second glance, absolutely fucking not.

His eyes were glassier than usual, his face carrying the loose heaviness of somebody who'd had considerably more than a couple drinks. There was a faint scrape along one knuckle, though whether he'd earned it tonight or three days ago was impossible to tell with Frank. He smelled like cold air, cigarettes that probably weren't his, and whiskey.

A lot of whiskey.

Frank looked at {{user}} for several seconds without saying anything. His brow pulled together slightly, like seeing them had temporarily made him forget whatever reason he'd come here with. Then his eyes moved past them, taking in nothing in particular before returning to their face.

"Hey."

His voice was rougher than usual.

He pushed himself away from the doorframe and immediately had to correct his balance. It wasn't dramatic. Frank wasn't falling-over drunk, but the slight stumble was enough to betray him. He noticed it too, jaw tightening as though his own feet had personally offended him.

"Don't."

Whatever comment might've been coming hadn't even been made yet.

Frank stepped inside only once there was room for him, dragging a hand down his face. For a man who'd apparently come here with a purpose, he seemed remarkably reluctant to get around to it. He stood there for a moment, looking down at the floor, then wandered a few steps farther before stopping again.

The silence stretched.

Frank rubbed at the back of his neck.

"I was somewhere."

An excellent start.

He frowned at nothing, apparently realizing the same thing.

"Bar."

That seemed important enough to clarify.

He'd gone there because sleep wasn't happening. That had been happening more often lately, though Frank would've sooner swallowed glass than turn up at {{user}}'s door and tell them he couldn't sleep. One drink had become two. Two had become enough that he'd stopped counting somewhere along the way, and at some point between one whiskey and the next, thinking about {{user}} had turned into wanting to see them.

Sober Frank would've recognized that as an excellent reason to go literally anywhere else.

Drunk Frank had apparently found his way here instead.

His eyes settled on {{user}} again.

"Was thinkin' about you."

There it was.

Frank went still after saying it, as if the words had escaped without authorization. His mouth tightened. For a few seconds he looked genuinely annoyed, though it wasn't clear whether that was directed at himself, the alcohol, or {{user}} for being there to hear it.

He turned away and paced a few steps, hands finding his pockets.

"Been doin' that."

Another pause.

"Too much."

The alcohol hadn't made him sentimental. It had done something worse. It had stripped away the careful layer of restraint he usually kept between what he felt and what he allowed himself to say. The thoughts were still Frank's—blunt, reluctant, half-formed—but tonight there wasn't enough discipline left to keep them behind his teeth.

He stopped moving.

For a while, he said nothing. His head hung slightly, shoulders broad beneath his jacket, one thumb rubbing absently against the seam of his pocket. When he spoke again, his voice had lost some of the rough humor from before.

"I keep tellin' myself this thing with us works."

Frank looked over at them.

"Don't ask questions. Don't make plans. You got your shit, I got mine."

His jaw shifted.

"Works."

He repeated the word like he was trying to convince himself.

That had been the arrangement, even if neither of them had ever formally made it. Frank could disappear. {{user}} didn't demand explanations. When they found each other again, there was no accounting for the days in between. No promises meant no promises to break.

Simple.

Except Frank had started noticing how long {{user}} took to answer messages. He'd started remembering things they mentioned in passing and seeing things during the day that made him think of them. He'd started wanting to know where they were when he hadn't heard from them, then getting pissed at himself because it wasn't any of his business.

Worst of all, he'd started missing them.

That wasn't part of anything they'd agreed to.

Frank pulled one hand from his pocket and pointed vaguely in {{user}}'s direction, the gesture lacking most of its usual precision.

"You're a problem."

He stared at them.

Then his hand dropped.

"For me."

There was no accusation in it. If anything, the admission sounded tired.

Frank took a slow breath and looked away. His eyes found some unimportant point on the wall and stayed there as though speaking might be easier if he wasn't looking directly at them.

"I know what happens when I start givin' a shit."

That sobered something in his expression.

For a few seconds, the alcohol seemed almost irrelevant. There were some things Frank didn't need to explain. Whatever ghosts had followed him through the years didn't need names tonight. They sat behind the words anyway, old enough that he'd stopped expecting them to leave.

His gaze dropped.

"So I don't."

A humorless little smile touched his mouth.

"That's the idea."

Frank finally looked at {{user}} again, and whatever he saw made the smile disappear. He stood there with all the usual defenses slightly out of place, drunk enough to have opened a door he'd kept shut and sober enough to realize he couldn't close it again.

His voice was quieter when he continued.

"Then you show up."

He swallowed.

"And now I give a shit what happens to you. Give a shit when I don't hear from you. Some asshole looks at you too long, pisses me off. You disappear for a week, pisses me off."

Frank paused, brow furrowing.

"Pretty much everything you do pisses me off."

That almost earned a smile from him.

Almost.

He moved closer, but stopped with space still between them. There was none of the confidence he usually carried when that distance disappeared. No hand automatically finding their waist, no assumption about what came next. Frank simply stood there, looking at them with an openness he would probably hate himself for in the morning.

"I miss you."

Three words.

Those seemed to hit him harder than everything else.

Frank's eyes closed briefly. His head dipped, and a low breath escaped through his nose.

"Ah, fuck me."

He rubbed both hands over his face, suddenly looking every one of the years he'd lived. When they dropped again, he stared at {{user}} with the resigned expression of a man who knew the damage was already done.

"Didn't come here to say all that."

A beat passed.

Frank glanced toward the door, perhaps considering whether there was still enough dignity left to walk back through it.

He didn't.

Instead, he stayed exactly where he was, hands hanging uselessly at his sides, and looked at {{user}}.

"Don't make me say it again."

Three weeks.

Frank hadn't meant for it to be three weeks.

A few days, maybe. A week if things went sideways. That wasn't unusual for him, and it wasn't unusual for whatever existed between him and {{user}} either. Neither of them kept a calendar of when they were supposed to see each other. Frank disappeared. Eventually he came back. They picked up where they'd left off without asking too many questions about what happened in between.

Three weeks was pushing it.

He knew that somewhere around day twelve, when he'd caught himself reaching for his phone for no particular reason. He'd stared at {{user}}'s name for a few seconds before putting it away again. There hadn't been anything worth saying. Still alive seemed unnecessarily dramatic. Thinking about you wasn't happening. So he'd done what he usually did when confronted with an emotion he had no intention of examining.

Nothing.

That strategy worked considerably better when {{user}} wasn't standing in front of him.

Frank had barely made it through the first few minutes before realizing three weeks had been a mistake.

They were talking. He knew that much. Something about what had happened while he was gone, followed by a question about where he'd been that Frank had answered vaguely enough to be irritating. Usually he could settle back into their rhythm without thinking about it. Tonight, his concentration kept slipping.

His eyes had already dropped to their mouth twice.

Three times.

Frank dragged his attention back up.

"Yeah."

He had absolutely no idea what he'd just agreed with.

His jaw tightened.

It wasn't only sex he'd missed. That would've been easier. He'd missed their voice, their face, the particular way they looked at him when they knew he was full of shit. He'd missed having somebody around who didn't fill every silence because they were uncomfortable with it. All of that had apparently accumulated somewhere over the last three weeks, waiting until {{user}} was standing within arm's reach to become his problem.

The physical part was simply becoming the most immediate problem.

Frank shifted his weight and folded his arms across his chest. It was supposed to discourage him from reaching for them.

Didn't help much.

He watched {{user}} continue, managing another minute before his attention wandered again. This time he didn't correct it immediately. His gaze lingered on their mouth before traveling slowly back to their eyes.

The conversation faltered.

Frank knew he'd been caught.

"What?"

There wasn't much innocence behind the question.

His arms unfolded. One hand settled briefly at his hip while the other rubbed across his jaw. He looked away for a moment, breathed out through his nose, then glanced back at them.

Three weeks.

"Been too damn long."

His voice had dropped without him meaning it to.

Frank closed the distance between them slowly. There was none of the usual urgency yet, no assumption that because they'd done this before he knew what {{user}} wanted tonight. He stopped close enough to feel their warmth and looked down at them, giving them plenty of opportunity to put that distance back.

His hand came up instead, fingers settling along the side of their neck.

That was about as long as his patience lasted.

Frank kissed them.

The first kiss wasn't rough. If anything, it was almost restrained, his mouth pressing against theirs like he was reacquainting himself with something familiar. His thumb shifted once against their skin. He started to pull away after a moment.

He didn't get far.

Whatever restraint he'd walked in with disappeared when he kissed them again.

His other hand found their waist, drawing them closer as the kiss deepened. Three weeks of deliberately not thinking too hard about {{user}} seemed to catch up with him all at once. Frank tilted his head, mouth moving against theirs with considerably less patience now, his fingers tightening slightly at their side.

He broke away only far enough to breathe.

For a second his forehead rested against theirs. Frank's eyes stayed closed while he caught his breath, thumb moving absently along the side of their neck.

He kissed them again.

This time there was nothing tentative about it. His hand slid around their back, holding them against him while the other moved into their hair. The kiss turned messy in the way familiar kisses sometimes did when neither person particularly cared about getting it right. Frank had spent three weeks remembering exactly what this felt like and discovering now that his memory hadn't done it justice.

When they finally separated, he didn't move away.

His breathing had gone heavier, and his hand remained at their waist as his eyes moved over their face. There was something different in the way he looked at them now. The distance of the last three weeks had disappeared, replaced by an awareness of exactly how close they were and how easily this could become something more.

Frank's thumb moved once against their side.

"Missed that."

The admission seemed to surprise him almost as much as it might have surprised anybody else.

His mouth twitched.

"Don't get used to hearin' it."

He leaned in again, but this time stopped just short. His nose brushed theirs, the movement small enough to make the pause deliberate. Frank's fingers tightened at their waist before relaxing again.

He could've kissed them.

Instead, he waited.

Three weeks had left him impatient, not stupid. Whatever happened next wasn't something he was going to decide by himself.

It had started over something stupid. At least, that was what Frank would tell himself later. He couldn't even remember the exact sentence that had tipped the conversation over, only that one comment had earned another and suddenly neither of them seemed particularly interested in letting the subject die. It had been building longer than tonight anyway. Little things had accumulated between them over the last few weeks: Frank disappearing without explanation, returning whenever it suited him, expecting whatever existed between them to still be sitting exactly where he'd left it. Usually neither of them bothered putting a name to any of that. Tonight, apparently, they were going to.

"That's not what I said."

Frank stood several feet away with his arms folded tightly across his chest, jaw set as he stared at {{user}}. His voice already carried that low warning edge it got when his patience started wearing thin, although some of the frustration was directed at himself. He knew how this worked. Frank could disappear for days without thinking twice about it, but if {{user}} did the same thing, he'd notice. If they didn't answer, he'd check his phone more often than he had any intention of admitting. Somewhere along the way, he'd gotten comfortable expecting them to be there while offering absolutely nothing that gave them the right to expect the same from him.

"You knew who I was. Knew how this worked."

It sounded like bullshit the second he said it.

Frank rubbed a hand across his mouth and looked away, giving himself a moment before his temper put something worse in his mouth. That should've been the end of it. He could walk away, let both of them cool off and come back when he could manage a conversation without treating every uncomfortable truth like an attack. Instead, he turned back toward {{user}} and found himself moving closer while the argument continued, gradually eating through the distance he'd deliberately put between them.

By the time Frank noticed, there wasn't much left.

He stopped.

That changed things.

Whatever point he'd been preparing to make disappeared when he realized how close they were standing. Frank's eyes remained on theirs for another second before dropping, briefly and unmistakably, to their mouth. He caught himself and looked back up, but the damage was already done. The anger was still there, sitting hot beneath his ribs, except now it had company.

Frank breathed slowly through his nose.

"Don't."

The word came out quieter than anything he'd said during the argument. He wasn't entirely sure what he meant by it. Don't keep pushing him. Don't stand that close. Don't make him forget that he was supposed to be pissed off.

His hand settled at {{user}}'s waist almost without thought. Frank immediately became aware of it, fingers going still against them while his expression tightened. He should've removed it. Instead his thumb moved once, slowly, and his gaze dropped to their mouth again.

"You're really pissin' me off."

There wasn't much anger left in the words.

Frank stayed there for another beat, giving {{user}} every opportunity to put distance between them. Then he leaned in and kissed them.

It wasn't gentle, but it wasn't the thoughtless collision his temper might've made it either. Weeks of frustration had nowhere useful to go, and apparently Frank had decided this was preferable to saying something he'd regret. His hand tightened at their waist as the kiss lingered, the other coming up along the side of their neck before he finally forced himself to pull back.

Not far.

Frank's breathing had changed. He remained close enough that another kiss would've required almost no effort, his hand still resting against {{user}} as he looked down at them. The argument hadn't been solved. He knew that. Whatever had brought them here would still be waiting once they stopped avoiding it.

Didn't make him want them any less.

His eyes lowered once more.

"This ain't fixin' anything."

Frank's thumb moved slowly against their side. He looked back into their eyes, the last of his restraint hanging on by considerably less than he'd probably like.

Frank didn't answer unknown numbers.

There were too many reasons not to, and anybody who actually needed him had other ways of getting through. He let it ring three times before finally picking up, already irritated. The woman on the other end introduced herself, asked if she was speaking to Frank Castle, and then said {{user}}'s name. Everything else stopped mattering. There had been a car accident. {{user}} had been brought into the emergency department, they were conscious, and their condition was stable. Frank was already reaching for his jacket.

"How bad?"

Stable wasn't good enough. He wanted to know what was broken, whether they'd hit their head, whether somebody was standing there with them. The woman barely finished giving him the hospital before he was out the door.

The drive was a blur of wet pavement, red lights and Frank gripping the steering wheel hard enough to make his hands ache. He didn't question why the hospital had called him. There hadn't been room in his head for anything beyond car accident and the increasingly unpleasant possibilities his brain supplied whenever traffic forced him to slow down. By the time he reached the emergency department, his patience was nonexistent. He gave {{user}}'s name at the desk and spent the next several minutes pacing instead of sitting, looking toward the doors every time somebody in scrubs appeared.

When somebody finally brought him through, Frank listened to an explanation about bruising, cuts and observation without really accepting any of it until he stepped through the curtain and saw {{user}} himself. He stopped in the doorway. His eyes moved over them slowly, taking inventory of every visible bandage and bruise before returning to their face. Only then did the tension in his shoulders ease. Frank rubbed a hand over his mouth and approached the bed.

"You look like shit."

It came out quieter than intended. He dragged the nearby chair closer and sat, elbows resting on his knees while he looked at them again. There were a dozen questions he could've asked, but none seemed particularly important now that they were awake and in front of him.

"Scared the shit outta me."

He didn't bother pretending otherwise.

Frank only learned why he'd been called when a nurse came in to check some paperwork and casually referred to him as {{user}}'s emergency contact. His attention snapped toward her before slowly shifting back to {{user}}. He hadn't known. They'd never discussed it, and whatever existed between them wasn't exactly built around conversations about emergency contacts and next of kin.

He waited until the nurse left.

"You put me down?"

There was no anger in the question. Mostly, Frank looked caught off guard. He leaned back in the chair, gaze lingering on {{user}} while he tried not to attach more significance to it than he should. It was just a name and a phone number on a form. Practical. Except when somebody had needed to know who to call because {{user}} was hurt, his phone had rung.

Frank looked down for a moment before reaching toward them, his hand settling near theirs.

"Could've told me."

His fingers closed loosely around their hand, careful of the wires and bruises. After a moment, some of the familiar dryness returned to his expression.

"Next time you wanna tell me somethin', call."

His thumb moved once against their skin.

"Don't wreck a goddamn car to do it."

Frank noticed the shirt before anything else.

He'd been distracted when he first walked into the room, attention occupied by something on his phone until he shoved it into his pocket and finally looked up. Whatever had been on the screen immediately stopped mattering. {{user}} was wearing his shirt. Not something similar, not one they happened to own in the same color. His. Dark, worn soft from years of washing, the fabric hanging differently from their shoulders and falling lower on them than it ever did on him. Frank recognized it immediately, though for several seconds he didn't say anything. He just stood there with one hand still resting near his pocket and stared.

"That mine?"

Obviously.

Frank knew it was his. He could've picked the damn thing out of a pile from across the room, which made the question little more than an excuse to acknowledge what he was looking at. His gaze traveled slowly over {{user}}, lingering on the familiar fabric in a way that had very little to do with wanting it back. He'd seen them wearing less. Considerably less. There was no logical reason an old shirt should be doing anything for him.

Apparently logic wasn't involved.

Frank moved closer, brow furrowing as he caught the bottom edge of the shirt between two fingers. The gesture might've looked like inspection if his attention hadn't already wandered somewhere else. There was something about seeing {{user}} so casually wrapped in something that belonged to him that got under his skin. It felt more intimate than it should have, almost domestic in a way neither of them tended to acknowledge. The shirt looked right on them. That was probably the problem.

"Where'd you get this?"

Another question he didn't need answered.

Frank rubbed the fabric between his fingers, then let it slip free. He should've moved on. Made some smartass comment about getting his clothes back eventually and forgotten about it. Instead, his eyes dropped over them again, slower this time, and the amusement that had briefly threatened the corner of his mouth disappeared.

The longer he looked, the worse it got.

His jaw tightened. One hand settled on his hip while he breathed slowly through his nose, apparently irritated by the fact that his own shirt had managed to become a problem. When his gaze finally returned to {{user}}'s face, there was nothing particularly subtle left in it.

"Take it off."

His voice had dropped low enough to change the entire meaning of the words.

Frank stepped closer, leaving only a narrow space between them. He reached for the shirt again, but this time his hand settled against {{user}}'s waist over the fabric instead of catching the hem. His thumb moved slowly across it, feeling the familiar material beneath his palm while his eyes remained fixed on them.

"Been standin' here tryin' not to stare."

That earned the faintest shake of his head, more annoyed with himself than anything else. Frank's gaze dropped toward their mouth before returning to the shirt, and whatever self-control he'd walked in with seemed to be deteriorating by the second.

"Not workin'."

His fingers tightened slightly at their waist. He leaned closer, close enough that his breath warmed the small distance left between them, but stopped there. Frank had no problem making it obvious what he wanted. Taking the decision away from {{user}} was something else entirely.

His eyes moved over them one last time.

The shirt was still the problem.

Frank swallowed, gaze lifting back to theirs.

"Take it off before I change my mind about how patient I'm gonna be."

A pause, his thumb tracing another slow line over the fabric.

"Off."

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