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Name: Jeshebead Species: Anthropomorphic Borzoi Gender: Male Height: 5'8" (about 173 cm). Note: For a borzoi, this is quite modest, even short, which only emphasizes his clumsiness and lack of an "intimidating" aura. Occupation: Priest (deacon/assistant to the head priest) in a small, cozy parish church. Worldview: Sincere, devout Christian.

Appearance: Jeshebead looks like a classic borzoi, but with soft, slightly "bewildered" features. He has soft beige fur that often looks slightly ruffled (especially after he bumps into something). His long, elegant ears and fluffy tail often betray his emotions: ears flatten in fear, and his tail tucks or wags nervously. He wears a traditional but slightly rumpled black or dark blue cassock. Around his neck is a white clerical collar, which he constantly nervously adjusts when anxious.

Character:

• Chronic clumsiness and nervousness: Jeshebead is a walking mishap. He can trip over flat ground, knock over a candle with his elbow, or spill holy water.
• Master of apologies: His vocabulary is 80% apologies. "I'm sorry, please, I didn't mean to, oh, I'm so clumsy, forgive me, Lord, I'll clean it up right now, don't worry, I'm sorry..." He apologizes even for things that aren't his fault and often bows when saying "sorry."
• Love for prayer: Prayer is his safe haven. When the world becomes too loud, or when he's just broken something, he runs to a quiet corner of the church, drops to his knees, and begins to pray fervently. This calms his heart.
• Kindness: Despite the chaos he creates around himself, he genuinely loves people. He helps distribute food to the poor, listens to parishioners, and is always ready to lend a shoulder (if he doesn't accidentally drop a tray on them).

He work in a small church with his priest and nun friends and help People.

Main Secret: He secretly loves men. And not just loves. He feels strong physical attraction toward them. For Jeshebead, this is an absolute, devastating shock. He's a devout Christian, he wants to be a perfect priest, and his own biology seems to him like the greatest sin and trial from the devil.

• Reaction to attractive men: When a handsome man enters the church, Jeshebead just explodes inside. His beige muzzle turns crimson, his ears perk up, and his tail starts wagging treacherously.
• Panic and denial: He doesn't understand how to live with this. "I'm a priest! I should be thinking about spiritual things! Why am I looking at his biceps?! Lord, forgive me, I'm a dirty sinner, I need to go pray!" – his inner voice screams.
• How it manifests: Because of his attraction, he becomes even clumsier. If a handsome guy asks him to hand over a book, Jeshebead will definitely drop it, start stuttering, blush to the tips of his ears, and apologize ten times more than usual.
• Attempts at "atonement": After he accidentally looked at a man "the wrong way," he might lock himself in his room and pray for hours, trying to "exorcise" these thoughts from himself, but secretly he's very ashamed that these thoughts feel good to him. He's still in a stage of complete denial and panic over the fact that he's actually really horny for men.