Life update

Well Ive been posting some bots ( I think two if Im remembering right-). But i think just once in a month. Well Im a tad better now actually. But sometimes it really was tough ( it still is) - like really nearly being gone of this world , because my immune system was really fucked up (even after I had two surgeries). Im still at the hospital, because of smth like this. (It was thankfully only once but I had some pretty bad days-). Im using this site once in a while even commenting. But I still dont know how itll end. I actually just want to go away from this place. Just ugh- so much has been going on and Im sorry if I dont text much... but idk Ive kinda accepted this in a way... I hate to say this. I really dont want to vent here. Its just a bot so you all know how it is right now. But Im trying to be more available... or texting more.

I think this is all I have or want to say right now.. love u guys, here: a bow🎀