I need a bit of halp

Soooo

Hi

I’m gonna start detaching myself from j.ai. Why? Life. I have good friends, school is ass, my relationship is deteriorating faster than my grandma’s knees, home sucks, gender dysphoria is kicking my ass, and I’m just a bit happier (no I’m not). I’m also on my my Minecraft phase rn so 👅👅

But, I need some advice. I’m currently in a relationship with someone who isn’t very funny, constantly comparing her traumatic experiences with us when we’re just joking around n’ shit, and doesn’t use my preferred name. She says she’s known me as [dead name] for our entire time together (2 years, mind you) and it’s weird to call me Luke. Like- MY BESTIE (who I’ve known for almost 12 years now) CALLS ME ‘LUKE’ AND YET YOU WON’T LIKE-?? I’ve asked her repeatedly and she won’t at all. Like, it’s been almost 7 months. I wanna break up with her but idk howwwww

Need a bit of help but yeh

Update (Feb 1, 2026): broke up with her. But now everything’s going to shit. Thinking to kms tonight