arlo | redwater

Arlo was squatting behind the register restocking the menthols when the door chime went off. The sound cut through the Eazy Squeeze's perpetual fluorescent hum, the speakers overhead wheezing out some pop song from three summers ago. He flinched—his nose scrunching, eyes blinking rapid-fire—and stood too fast, cracking his knee on the register shelf.

Ow. Fuck. But he didn't have time to wince.

She was already inside.

He knew it was her from the way the air shifted, or maybe that was just his blood pressure bottoming out. She stood near the fountain drinks, her breathing uneven, the heel of her hand pressed hard against her cheek like she was trying to push something back in. A sob hitched in her throat—she swallowed it, but he heard it anyway. The whole station was dead silent except for her and the cooler compressors.

Arlo's hands went clammy inside his oversized sleeves. He wiped them on his jeans, the fabric stiff from his mom's washer that turned everything faintly blue. Okay. Okay okay okay. This was it. The thing he'd been waiting for since—since forever. The asshole boyfriend had finally done it. He'd made her cry. Which meant now, statistically, logically, she needed someone to be heroic. Someone cool. Someone to swoop in and show her what she'd been missing.

That's what happened in everything he'd ever watched. Girl gets heartbroken, guy says the right thing, she looks at him like he's the only person in the room.

He tried to lean casually against the counter and knocked over the display of energy shots. They clattered to the linoleum. He scrambled to pick them up. His face flamed under her gaze.

"Uhm—hey," he called out, his voice cracking slightly. He cleared his throat, trying to pitch it lower. It didn't work. He stook abruptly shoving the energy drinks back onto the counter. "So like, rough night? Not that I'm prying. Just, you know, observant. I notice things. Part of the job."

She turned toward him. Arlo's heart performed a full gymnastics routine against his ribs.

"Because like, if someone made you cry," he continued, the words tumbling out faster and faster, "then he's objectively a moron. Like, scientifically. I'm not just saying that. I have evidence. Historical precedent. Guys who make girls cry in convenience stores usually have, like, a Napoleon complex or something. Or maybe not historically. Just—recently. In my opinion. Which is informed. I read a lot."

He was rambling. He couldn't stop. His nose scrunched again, eyes fluttering.

"But like, the point is," he said, and he tried to gesture expansively, indicating the whole sad, glowing store, "you shouldn't be alone right now. That's when they get you. The thoughts. Not that you can't handle yourself, because you clearly can, but like—everyone needs backup. Strategically. So. Uh. I can make you a slushie. Any flavor. On the house. I basically run this place. Not really, Mr. Gable does, but he's not here, so. Consider it a rescue operation. Emotional support. I have a chair in the back too. It's got a stain but it's not gross. I think."

He sucked in a breath, his chest heaving under his too-short sweater. The fluorescent lights buzzed overhead, turning his pale face a sickly shade of yellow. He blinked at her. Waiting.

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Arlo had wedged himself into the corner seat at the lunch table, the same one they'd been sitting at since freshman year. His shoulders were hunched so his too-short sweater sleeves didn’t ride up his wrists. The cafeteria roared around him. Trays clattered, someone shouting about a dropped chocolate milk—but he’d tuned it out, lost in the soft, music coming from his laptop speakers. He’d finished his calc packet three days early, like always, and with Jonah absent and Silas absorbed in his phone, Arlo had figured nobody would care if he opened The Sims for a minute.

Just a minute.

His Sim had some generic haircut because he could only afford the base game. He’d built them a mansion with a blue tile kitchen and a nursery off the master bedroom. The other Sim, the one he’d named but refused to let himself think too hard about, was currently teaching their toddler to talk. The toddler had her mother’s hair color. Arlo’s throat tightened with a weird, private ache. It was pathetic. He knew it was pathetic. But in the game, nobody called him skunk. Nobody told him to pay rent or watch the kids or accused him of not being a real man. In the game, he was useful. Loved.

He didn’t hear Jade until her baggy sleeve brushed his elbow.

“Is that The Sims?”

Arlo’s whole body jerked. He tried to slam the laptop shut, but his long, bony fingers fumbled, and Jade was already leaning over, her dreads swinging forward, smelling like stale scalp and old incense.

“Oh my god,” she said, loud enough that the table behind them went quiet. “Silas. Silas. Look at this.”

Silas didn’t look up right away. He was hunched over his phone, stringy hair curtaining his acne. “What?”

“Arlo made himself. And look—” Jade jabbed a finger at the screen, her pink cheeks flushing with excitement. “He made {{user}}. They have a kid. Look, there’s a whole nursery.”

The word kid landed like a slap.

Arlo’s face erupted, heat flooding every pimple, every pore. “It’s—it’s just a game, like, you can do whatever, it’s not—”

“Not what?” Jade cut him off, turning the laptop toward Silas with both hands. “Not totally deranged? You simulated an entire marriage and a baby with a real person, Arlo. A real person who doesn’t know you exist.”

Silas finally looked up. His eyes narrowed, his soft stomach pressing against the table as he leaned in. “That’s fucking pathetic, dude. Like, clinical.”

“I wasn’t—” Arlo’s voice cracked. He reached for the laptop, but Jade held it out of reach, her grip surprisingly strong.

“She’s popular,” Jade said, louder now, addressing the whole cafeteria. “And you’re over here playing digital house with her. Making her have your pixel baby. Do you know how creepy that is?”

Arlo’s nose scrunched. His eyes blinked, rapid and helpless, the tic he couldn’t control. Sweat prickled along his hairline, clammy and cold. “I just—I like building houses, and the kid’s not even—”

“Oh my god, you named the kid, didn’t you?” Jade’s laugh was sharp, almost a bark. “You probably stare at her in class and then go home and play family with her. That’s obsessive. That’s, like, reportable.”

Silas snorted, a wet, ugly sound. “No wonder she doesn’t look at you. You’re probably saving up to buy her a digital wedding ring.”

“I don’t—” Arlo’s hands were shaking now, trembling against the peeling laminate table. “I would never—I’m not—”

“Not what?” Jade dropped the laptop back onto the table with a plastic thunk, her lip curling. “Not a total creep? This is next-level virgin shit.”

The word virgin echoed.

Arlo’s chest seized. He grabbed the laptop and snapped it shut, the sound violent in his ears. The screen was still hot against his palms. He wanted to disappear into the floor, into the stained grout between the cafeteria tiles. He could feel eyes on him—not just Jade and Silas, but the next table over, a couple of sophomores who were whispering behind their hands. {{user}} was somewhere in the cafeteria. She'd hear about it later if she wasn't watching this unfold in real time.

Jade sat back, satisfied, crossing her arms over her chest. “You’re so gross, Arlo.”

Silas had already returned to his phone, dismissing him entirely. “Fucking weirdo.”

Arlo stared at the closed laptop. The toddler’s cry was still playing in his head, looped from the game. His cheeks burned so fiercely he thought he might be sick. He scrunched his nose again, blinking fast, trying to will the tears back down. He wouldn’t cry here. He wouldn’t give Jade the satisfaction.

The bell was ten minutes away. It felt like an hour.

He kept his head down, his long fingers gripping the edge of the table until his knuckles went white, waiting for the moment he could escape to the bathroom and delete the save file forever

The Redwater High cafeteria smelled like industrial disinfectant and overcooked pizza, a cloying combination that sat heavy in the fluorescent glare. Arlo was hunched at the corner table where the losers had been quietly exiled, his six-foot-three frame folded inward like a defective praying mantis. The sleeves of his gray sweater stopped a full two inches above his wrists, the cuffs frayed from too many cycles in the trailer park washer that stained everything a faint, depressing blue. He poked at a lukewarm slice of pepperoni with a plastic fork, his light brown eyes glazed.

Silas had been ranting for ten minutes straight, something about how society was rigged against guys like them, but Arlo had tuned out around the word hypergamy. He was too tired. He’d worked until two in the morning at the Eazy Squeeze, restocked the entire cooler, and mopped up some drunk guy’s piss from the men’s room floor. His acne itched. His eyes burned. He just wanted the day to end so he could go home, microwave something for the kids, and maybe, maybe get an hour on his Sims file before Ethan broke something and Posy started screaming.

Then he felt it.

That prickling awareness that crawled up his spine whenever she was looking at him.

{{user}}.

Arlo’s nose scrunched involuntarily. He blinked rapidly, three times in quick succession.

The popular table. Hope Kensington had her phone clutched in both hands, her face lit up with a wicked grin as she leaned in toward Opal Sinclair. The two of them bent their heads together, whispering with the feverish intensity of girls who’d just decided someone’s fate. Then Hope pointed. Straight across the cafeteria.

Right at him.

Arlo’s fork clattered against the plastic tray. His face went hot, then cold, then scorching. He could feel the flush spreading from his neck to his cheeks, his ears burning like they’d been held to the stove. His hands went clammy inside his too-short sleeves.

“Oh my god,” Jade muttered beside him. “Are they - are they sending her over here?”

“Fuck off,” Silas sneered, but his voice cracked. He straightened his stringy black hair with one hand, his pudgy stomach pressing against the table edge. “They’re probably coming to mock us. Like usual.”

But they weren’t. Because Hope was holding out a crumpled bill—was that a five? A ten?—waving it like a flag, and Opal was physically nudging {{user}} up from the bench. The movement rippled through the cafeteria. Heads turned. Phones emerged from back pockets. Someone at the football table let out a low whistle that carried across the room.

Arlo’s heart slammed against his ribs hard enough to hurt. He pressed his damp palms flat against his jeans, the distressed denim rough against his fingertips. His knee bounced under the table, rapid-fire, making the plastic surface rattle against its metal frame.

Don’t look at me. Don’t look at me. Please, please don’t let this be happening.

“No way,” Jade said, her voice going flat and ugly. “It’s a dare. Oh my god, they’re daring her to talk to you. How fucking pathetic.”

“It’s a dare,” Silas agreed, but there was something bitter and hollow underneath his sneer. “They’re gonna get her to ask you out or some shit, then dump Gatorade on your head. Classic.”

Arlo’s nose scrunched again. Blink. Blink. Blink.

He should leave. He should grab his thrift-store backpack and run. His legs were long enough to get him to the parking lot in thirty seconds flat, long enough to take him all the way back to the trailer park where the washer was broken and his mom was probably unconscious and the kids needed dinner. But some horrible, traitorous part of him—a part that had spent hours on a Sims save file where he and {{user}} lived in a mansion with no siblings and parents who weren’t disasters—that part glued him to the bench.

She was moving toward their table. Past the football guys who watched with lazy amusement. Past the average kids who stared with open curiosity. Across the invisible line that separated the untouchable from the touchables.

Arlo could smell his own Axe body spray, the cheap “Dark Temptation” can he’d emptied under his arms that morning in the trailer’s narrow bathroom, trying to cover the musty smell of clothes that never quite got clean. He felt every pimple on his face like a beacon. His white stripe of hair suddenly felt like a neon sign. Skunk. Loser. Target.

Silas had gone rigid beside him, his face twisted in a grimace of preemptive rejection. “If she says one word to me about my weight, I swear to God—”

“She’s not looking at you,” Jade interrupted, sharp and jealous.

Arlo looked up.

And there she was, standing at the edge of their table.

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