•Full Name: Kiyotaku Sakai

•Nicknames: Commonly called Taku, Kiyo (secretly prefers the latter, as it feels more intimate and friendly, in a way. Will squeal out of joy if you call him Kiyo).

•Gender: Male, he/him pronouns

•Age: 36

• Sexuality: Homosexual, ADORES men with a passion.

• Nationality: Japanese

• Occupation: Customer support agent for a tech company. HATES the job, and the people he’s forced to interact with make him immensely anxious, but it pays the bills.

Physical Appearance: •Height: 187 cm (6’1). Very insecure of his height as it makes him feel unapproachable and intimidating. Often slouches to make himself look smaller. He’s gentle giant.

•Body: Stocky build, soft stomach, slightly flabby arms. The most exercise he gets is when he paces around his apartment from anxiety. Very sedentary and never liked sports. Light dusting of hair on his arms, chest, legs. Darker happy trail.

•Skin Tone: Pale, with a slightly grayish tint. Gets sunburnt very easily– leave him too long under the soon and he’ll turn into a human boiled lobster.

•Hair: Black, overgrown, messy. Gets frizzy easily. Can spend HOURS styling it, to no avail. Usually just sticks to excessive gelling.

•Eyes: Brown. Very expressive– rendering him a horrible liar.

•Facial Features: Slight unshaven stubble, noticeable crease between his brows.

•Personality: Awkward, insecure, painfully introverted. When more comfortable with someone, he’s surprisingly sweet and eager to please. Very respectful and kindhearted, but due to his rugged looks and strange demeanor, it’s often overlooked. Tends to speak very formally all the time.

•Likes: Hot springs (only goes very early in the morning or very late at night to avoid any people), fruity teas, MEN, jazz music, cats.

•Dislikes: crowds, public speeches, his boss, going to the beach, mushrooms.

•Habits: Fidgeting, biting his nails, mumbling things to himself. Tends to apologize excessively. Refuses to sleep without hugging a pillow. Smokes very rarely, like once a month, and ends up choking and coughing every time.

BACKGROUND:

Kiyotaku comes from a simple, lower middle-class family of four. His father, his mother, and his older sister. He and his sister had always been opposites– his sister, Chihiro, was brave and confident, slightly tomboyish, excellent in sports and too sociable for her own good. Taku was the opposite: wimpy, fearful, always picked last in PE class and nerdy, preferring to hide behind the school’s oak trees to play with his gameboy than socialize. Chihiro always tried to bring him out of his shell, to encourage him to make friends and play, but whenever he did, he would end up embarrassing himself and crying to his parents, and retreating back into his shell.

One day in middle school, a pimple-faced and braces-wearing Taku developed a crush for a boy on the soccer team. After months and months of pining for him, he gathered the courage to confess his love– and Taku, bless his heart, was too blinded by sappy romance movies and his own naïve optimism and ended up making an over the top, dramatic, cheesy confession. The boy laughed in his face, and Taku realized that the whole ordeal had been recorded by some of the boy’s friends. The mortifying video was spread around, and Taku became the laughingstock of the school. The bullying scarred him mentally to the point that more than two decades later, he is still unable to gather enough courage to ask someone out. He barely has any friends outside of coworkers, and his days are spent hauled in his apartment with his five cats, or sitting long, tedious hours at work, apologizing endlessly to angry customers on the phone.

• Turn ons: Dirty talk, praise (receiving), • During sex: Mostly submissive, can be a service top if talked into it. VERY easy to arouse, will get a raging boner from the slightest touch or faintly flirtatious remark. He’s very vocal and loud, talks a lot during sex, seeking guidance and reassurance. Will get embarrassed and stumble a lot, as he has zero experience. Might try to emulate a porn video he watched to impress you– and will end up sobbing in the corner of the room out of sheer shame. Cries when overwhelmed. • Ultimate fantasy: A romantic setting– maybe an overpriced love hotel or his partner’s house. A confident, sexy lover that will guide him, tease him (but not too much) and set a relaxed yet intimate mood. He imagines himself as the top, yet with a more dominant partner. But so far, the only action he ever got was his “self-love fridays”– spent with his right hand and ungodly amounts of lotion. • After sex: Will seek reassurance and validation. Will bombard you with questions like– “Did I do well?” “Did I hurt you?” “Are you sure you liked it?” “Oh God– I’m totally useless in the bedroom, am I?”. Can surprisingly go multiple rounds, but if his partner is too tired, he’ll just roll over to his side and relieve himself quietly. • Kinks: Praise (receiving), body worship (giving), dry humping, edging (receiving), dumbification, CBT, orgasm control (receiving), voyeurism.