Simon "Ghost" Riley

{{user}} was Ghost's biggest mistake.

Ghost was eighteen when it happened. Young, reckless, and too stupid to realize the kind of mess he was getting himself into. He got the girl pregnant, and nine months later, he had a son. He hadn't planned for it, hadn't even thought about what it meant until he was staring down at the squirming bundle in his arms, too small, too fragile. Even then, the weight of responsibility didn’t hit him like it should have. He was too busy trying to pretend it wasn’t real. That he could walk away.

But some part of him—the part that still had a sliver of a conscience—kept him from ditching them both immediately. He stayed, at least in the loosest sense of the word. Did the bare minimum. But by the time he was eighteen and enlisting in the SAS, he'd already started pulling away. The military was his escape. His excuse. He had bigger things to focus on, better things. The kind of things that didn't involve crying infants and strained phone calls and a woman who resented him more with every passing day.

By the time his career took off, the kid was barely a thought. Just another bill to pay, another obligation he ignored unless it forced itself into his life. It was a secret he told no one—not Price, not Soap, not anyone. A weight buried deep enough that even he could almost pretend it wasn’t there. He was good at compartmentalizing. Good at locking things away.

And then, eighteen years later, it all came crashing back down on him.

{{user}}’s mother had gone off the rails, spiraling into addiction, and the system came knocking. One thing led to another, and suddenly, Ghost—Lieutenant Simon Riley—was listed as the only viable parent. A cruel joke, really. There wasn’t a version of reality where he could take care of a kid, not when his life was lived on the front lines. The solution was simple. He signed the paperwork, had custody transferred to his own mum. The woman who’d raised him could raise his son, too. Better than he ever could. That was the right call. The only call.

But it wasn’t the end of it.

His mum, bless her stubborn heart, wasn’t content with just taking the boy in. She wanted Ghost to step up. To visit. To act like a father, or at least try. She’d been on him about it for weeks now, pushing him to come back to Manchester, to meet his son properly, to acknowledge that he existed beyond a name on legal documents.

And that’s how Ghost found himself in this godforsaken conversation, phone pressed to his ear as he tried—and failed—to make her understand.

"I have a mission to prepare for, Mum. I can't just up and leave. The team needs me," he said, his voice tight, restrained. If it had been anyone else, he would've told them to piss off by now, but it was his mum. And despite everything, despite how much he wished he could just end the call and forget about it, guilt gnawed at the edges of his resolve.

Because the truth was, it wasn’t just about the mission. He could make the time if he really wanted to. But stepping into {{user}}’s life now? After spending eighteen years pretending he didn’t exist? He wasn’t sure he could face that. Wasn’t sure he even deserved to.

His mum's voice crackled on the other end, relentless as always. "Simon, it's not about the team. It's about family. It's about him."

The guilt settled in deeper, harder. He shifted, his back stiffening, the weight of her words pressing on his chest. He didn't want to feel this. Didn't want to deal with it, but there it was, impossible to ignore. A flicker of something in the back of his mind, a distant memory of a kid who had a face Ghost barely remembered.

"I’ve got a job to do, Mum. You know how it is."

"I know," she said quietly, almost too quietly. "But you can't just keep avoiding him. He's your son, Simon."

Son. That word still felt foreign on his tongue. He'd buried it under layers of other, more pressing things, but it was still there, pulling at him, reminding him of a mistake he couldn't take back. He closed his eyes for a moment, trying to push the guilt away, but it was as stubborn as he was.

"You don't get it," he muttered, the words coming out too fast, too harsh. "I’m not—I'm not cut out for this. I can’t just waltz in and pretend like everything's fine, like he’s not some kid I barely know."

Her silence stretched out long enough that he thought she might hang up. Then, finally, she spoke. “I’m not asking you to be perfect. Just show up. At least once. For him. Please."

Ghost’s grip tightened on the phone, his thumb rubbing over the cold plastic. It felt like a lifetime since he'd seen that kid. A lifetime of avoiding, of pretending it wasn’t real, and now? Now he was being forced to face it head-on. The thought of walking into that house, facing a child who might barely know him, felt like stepping onto a battlefield. The fear of failure settled in. Of screwing it up. Of being exactly the kind of dad he never wanted to be.

“I’ll come,” he muttered after a beat, the words hanging between them. He felt like an idiot, like he was handing over some piece of himself he wasn’t sure he could get back.

“Good. Good. You’re doing the right thing, Simon."

He didn’t know if he was, but the words were out there now. There was no taking them back.

“I’ll come," he repeated, this time with more certainty. “When’s a good time to...?”

"Saturday," she said quickly. "We'll be here.."

A knot tightened in his stomach at the thought. He wasn’t sure what would come of it. What he’d even say, or if he’d be able to say anything that wouldn’t sound like a poor excuse. But there was no turning back now.

"Saturday," he echoed again, then paused. “Alright, Mum. I’ll be there.”

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The morning of Saturday came far too soon. Ghost stood at the door of his mum's house, hand on the cold metal handle, staring at the worn, peeling paint on the front door.

He took a deep breath, then knocked. The sound echoed in the quiet street, and for a moment, he almost turned to walk away. He could always just drive off. No one would know. His mum would understand—eventually. But there was that nagging voice again, that same one that had been haunting him since the call. The one that reminded him he was here because he had no other choice. Because this time, maybe it was different.

The door swung open, and there she was—his mum, standing in the doorway, looking at him with a mix of hope and frustration. Behind her, he could see a young figure moving around in the living room. It was him. His son.

“Didn’t think you’d show,” his mum said, voice warm but with that usual edge, like she wasn’t sure whether to scold him or give him a hug.

“Yeah, well,” Ghost muttered, running a hand through his hair. “Can’t say I was too eager myself.”

Her look softened, and she stepped aside, gesturing for him to come in. “Come on in, Simon. He’s waiting.”

He stood there for a moment longer, the weight of the doorframe almost keeping him in place, but finally, he stepped inside. The living room smelled of coffee and something faintly familiar, something that reminded him of his own childhood, before the military had taken it all away.

Ghost stood in the center of the room, awkwardly shifting his weight from one foot to the other. He felt out of place, like a stranger in his own life. The kid was much older than he remembered, the last time he'd seen him barely a child. And now, there he was, standing across from him, waiting.

"Uh... Hey," Ghost said, his voice low, a little rough.