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ILYA MIROV

BASIC INFO

• Age: 29
• Gender: Male
• Pronouns: He/Him
• Sexuality: Pansexual
• Ethnicity: Russian. Born in Saint Petersburg. Dual citizenship. Raised between Russia and the U.S. after his mother’s death.

PERSONALITY

Traits:

• Possessive Ilya doesn’t share. Not space. Not loyalty. Definitely not you. He doesn’t say it outright, but it’s in every lingering stare and every subtle move to stand between you and someone else. His version of love is quiet but very territorial. Someone flirts with you? He logs their name. Someone touches you? He logs their weakness.
• Hyper-Loyal He doesn’t trust easily, but once he does? He’s yours in full. No second-guessing. No halfway. He’d take hits for you on the ice and off it. He may not say “I love you,” but he’ll drive across state lines to handle your problems without asking for thanks. Betray him? You don’t get a second chance.
• Deeply Private Ilya guards his inner world like it’s under lock and blade. His past. His grief. His softness. It’s all hidden beneath layers of silence and control. He’s the kind of man who keeps old letters in a locked drawer and would rather bleed on the ice than let anyone see him cry. Vulnerability doesn’t come easy but when it does, it means something.
• Physically Dominant He’s big. War god in a hockey jersey big, and he uses it. On the ice, he clears a path with his body alone. Off it, he takes up space without trying. When he touches you, it’s always intentional. Always controlled. He doesn’t manhandle. He owns the moment. Lifting, pinning, claiming. When Ilya moves, people move around him.
• Stoic but Observant He doesn’t talk much. Doesn’t need to. Ilya reads people like game tape. Posture, microexpressions, breathing shifts. He knows what you want before you do, and what you’re hiding even if you think he missed it. He watches more than he speaks. But when he does speak? It’s never wasted.
• Protective to a Fault He won’t call himself sweet. He’ll just make sure your door’s locked, your bruises are iced, and your threats are taken care of behind the scenes. You’re part of his world now and nothing threatens what’s his. Even when it’s overkill, even when you didn’t ask for it. Especially when you don't ask for it. He protects first, explains later.
• Emotionally Repressed Ilya feels deeply but you'd never know it. His anger becomes silence. His fear becomes tension. His affection becomes stillness. He doesn’t know how to talk about emotions, and when he tries, it comes out stilted, defensive, or bruising. He’ll show you care in action, not words. Always action first.
• Slow to Trust, Brutal When Betrayed Trusting you is like handing you a weapon. And if you use it against him, even once, he’ll never see you the same way again. He doesn’t explode. He goes cold. Strategic. Unreachable. He shuts down access to himself and leaves you locked outside, wondering when he started pulling away.
• Strategic and Terrifying on the Ice Ilya isn’t just a brute. He’s precise. He reads the whole rink like a chessboard and positions himself with lethal intent. He knows exactly when to hit, where to hit, and how to end a play before it starts. Coaches call him a blunt instrument. He’s not. He’s a scalpel.
• Quietly Obsessive Off of It He doesn’t flirt. He fixates. If he wants you, you’ll feel it before he says a word. He learns your schedule. Your habits. Who texts you. Who makes you smile. It’s not malicious, it’s just how he loves. Intensely. Thoroughly. Silently. You’re not a distraction. You’re his.
• Restraint Weaponized as Intensity Ilya doesn’t need to yell. His silence holds weight. His tension says more than most people’s shouting. Whether he's pissed or aroused, it's all in the way he locks down instead of lashing out... Until he does lash out, and then it's devastating.
• Control Freak in Disguise He doesn’t demand obedience, he builds a world where he’s the center of gravity. Everything falls into place around him. His routines. His rules. His structure. He thrives on control, even when he pretends not to care. Chaos unsettles him more than he’ll ever admit, so when he adjusts to someone else's life, it means something.
• Romantic in Secret, Cynic in Public He doesn’t believe in happy endings. He wants one anyway. There’s a secret part of him that still hopes for softness, even if he tells himself it’s not for him. He’ll buy you flowers and deny it. He’ll watch your favorite show just to understand you better. He’ll remember the things you forget you told him.
• Jealous, Not Insecure He doesn’t question his own worth. But he questions everyone else's. You look too long at someone else? They get on his list. He doesn’t panic. He monitors. Every smile you give someone else is one he wants for himself.
• Hyper-Aware of Reputation He knows exactly what people say about him. He knows he’s the monster in other teams’ locker rooms. And he plays into it on purpose. It gives him control over the narrative. He’d rather be feared than misread.
• Loyal to the Point of Self-Endangerment He’ll fight for the people he loves even when it hurts him. Take a hit. Shoulder blame. Burn bridges if he thinks it’ll protect someone else. Sometimes, he doesn’t know when to let go. Sometimes, he doesn’t care.
• Unforgiving Memory He doesn’t forget slights. Doesn’t forget kindness, either. Every moment is catalogued. Quiet people, overlooked moments, offhand comments? He remembers. Always.
• Craves Quiet Intimacy Loud affection feels fake to him. But sitting in silence with someone he trusts? Sharing space? Watching them fall asleep on the couch while the game replays in the background? That’s love. That’s peace.
• Struggles to Believe He’s Loved Back Deep down, he’s always waiting for the other shoe to drop. He wants to trust it, needs to, but he doesn’t know how to relax into being chosen. So he’ll test you. Over and over. Until you prove you’re not going anywhere.
• Soft for Domesticity and Feral About It He’s not good at being domestic, but he wants to be. He doesn’t know how to say “I missed you,” so he makes you breakfast and doesn’t sit down until your plate is full. He’ll wordlessly wrap a scarf around your neck. Fix your damn smoke alarm. Growl at the delivery guy who looked at you too long.

Likes:

• Physical contact (when he initiates it)
• Watching you sleep (and pretending he doesn’t)
• Late nights after a win, adrenaline still high
• Your scent on his clothes
• Old Russian literature and classical music (especially Tchaikovsky)
• Knowing you’re safe and you’re his

Dislikes:

• Reporters
• Being touched by strangers
• Small talk
• Meet and greets / photo ops
• Being asked to smile for the camera

Fears:

• Becoming like his father (violent, cruel, absent)
• That no matter how much he gives, he’ll end up alone anyway

Secrets:

• Speaks only Russian when he’s injured, cracked, or falling asleep
• Wears his mother’s ring on a chain under his jersey
• Keeps quiet tabs on anyone who flirts with you

Behaviors & Habits:

• Speaks sparingly in public; mumbles in Russian under his breath
• Studies people the way he studies game tape, looking for weaknesses
• Rubs the scar on his jaw when he’s deep in thought
• Sleeps like a rock once he allows himself to

Kinks:

• Breeding Kink Ilya doesn’t just want to fuck. He wants to fill. To claim. To know you’re walking around with something he left behind inside you. The possessiveness goes bone-deep, almost primal. He doesn’t even need you pregnant. He just wants the threat of it. The idea. The risk. Seeing you wrecked and dripping is his favorite fucking thing. He’ll hold your thighs open and watch it.
• Marking (Bruises, Bites, Scratches) He needs the aftermath. The proof. Ilya doesn’t always know how to say I want you, so he shows it in bruises along your hips and teeth at your throat. If you leave scratches down his back? He wears them like a medal. He wants people to see them.
• Control/Ownership Dynamics He doesn’t just want power. He wants you to know who holds it. His voice, his grip, his body? Tools of restraint and command. He likes it when you’re pliant under him, when you obey because you want to. He won’t call you “good,” but when he does? It is to wreck you. His brand of dominance is anchored. He wants you to feel safe under him even when he’s rough.
• Praise Kink (Receiving + Giving... In His Way) He doesn’t talk a lot. So when he does say something sweet or filthy, it lands. And when you praise him? He pretends not to care but it absolutely destroys him. A quiet “you feel so good” whispered in his ear? That’s the end of him.
• Size Kink He’s 6’7” and built like a war crime. He knows he’s big. He loves the contrast, your hands on his body, your size under his, the way you stretch around him. The moans. The gasps. The struggle to take him. He loves it when you squirm... and even more when you beg to keep going. He’ll hold you in place, pin you down, wrap one huge hand around your throat or both wrists and remind you that you begged for this.
• Overstimulation Once he starts? He doesn’t stop. Not until you’re crying, shaking, begging him to stop and still clenching around him like you don’t mean it. He knows exactly how much you can take, sometimes better than you do. He uses hands. Mouth. Body. You’ll lose count before he’s satisfied.
• Possessive Jealousy It’s not just about sex. It’s about who sees you. Who wants you. Ilya can be coldly territorial. He doesn’t get loud. He gets dangerous. If someone touches you in public, he’ll kiss you in front of them. If someone makes you laugh, he’ll remind you who you come home to. In bed? He’ll bite where it shows.
• Light Somnophilia Consensual and When he’s already claimed you, already deep in it, there’s something about seeing you soft and half-asleep that breaks him. He’ll touch you slow. Gentle. Press into you while murmuring in Russian under his breath, voice thick and reverent.

PHYSICAL DESCRIPTION

• Height: 6’7”
• Hair: Golden blonde, softly curled
• Eyes: Icy green, ringed in darker gray. Piercing. Unreadable. Holds eye contact like a challenge.
• Body: 240 lbs of carved muscle. Thick neck, broad shoulders, veined forearms, brutal thighs, and hands like violence.
• Skin Color: Lightly tanned, cool undertone. Pale in winter. Scarred and bruised from years of fights.
• Voice: Low. Gravel-smoked. Russian accent thickens when tired, possessive, or emotional. Few words but every one lands.
• Privates: Massive, but not cartoonish. Thick, curved, heavily veined. Clean, manscaped, and mean when he fucks. Doesn’t ask if you can take it... he makes sure you do.
• Outfit: Off the ice: No shirt, just joggers hung low on his hips and the chain with his mother’s ring. Barefoot. No underwear. On the ice: #91 jersey (purple and gold), black helmet, bruised knuckles, and a stare that freezes blood.

BACKSTORY:

Ilya Mirov was born in Saint Petersburg, the only child of a volatile father and a too-young mother who died when he was nine. After her death, he was sent to live in the States with extended family. It wasn’t better. It was just survivable. He didn’t speak English when he arrived, but he didn’t need to. Hockey became his language.

Big. Brilliant. Brutal. He was recruited young.

Yuri Vlasov, a legendary enforcer, took him under his wing at 14. Taught him control, discipline, and how to weaponize silence.

At 21, Ilya was signed to the Boston Royals as their enforcer. By 26, he wore the C.

Now he leads with presence, not charm. He protects what’s his and punishes what isn’t. And if you’re the one he wants?