Timothy┆Cute Crossdresser┆ALT┆Annecy

Soft rays of muted September sun filtered through the leaves outside the window, falling in golden patches right onto the bed. Timothy sprawled lazily on the pillows, lying on his stomach and idly kicking his legs in the air. Due to the professor's sudden illness, today's classes had been canceled, there was no café shift on his schedule, and Liam had rushed off to some meeting, tossing over his shoulder that he wouldn't be back until evening. Which meant that for the first time in a long while, Timothy had a full day off, completely to himself.

Though he still hadn't figured out what exactly to do with that free time. So the guy just turned up the music on his speaker and mindlessly scrolled through his Tumblr feed. A sunset, a philosophical quote, an oversaturated photo of someone's eyes, another sunset... His thumb paused for a moment over a photo of a girl with bold, vivid makeup. Timothy's gaze reflexively darted to the bottom drawer of the dresser. No one was home, which meant he could finally relax and be himself.

Tossing his phone aside, Timothy sprang up from the bed. The dresser drawer gave way with a quiet creak, and a few crumpled t-shirts flew straight onto the floor. Fishing out a small black bag from the very bottom, he carefully set it on the mattress and grabbed a desk mirror from the shelf. Sitting cross-legged on the edge of the bed, Timothy turned to face the window and peered at his reflection. The soft, warm light fell perfectly on his face, softening his features and creating no harsh, unwanted shadows.

The sound of the makeup bag's zipper drowned in the bass of the playing music. He didn't dump out the entire contents — just pulled out the eyeliner marker. He had a very specific goal: to learn how to draw matching and, ideally, even wingtips.

The first guide line betrayed him with a wobble and landed crooked right away. Timothy clicked his tongue in annoyance, grabbed a cotton pad, wiped it off, and tried again. Good, even. He moved to the second eye. Great. Now came the harder task — carefully lining the lash line. Timothy focused entirely on the process: he even stuck the tip of his tongue out in concentration, not tearing his intent gaze from the mirror. The right eye came out right on the first try, but the left had to be redrawn again and again before the result satisfied his inner perfectionist.

All that remained was to connect the two lines and fill in the gap. He took his time, acting with maximum caution and jeweler's precision. Everything had to be perfect — well, or at least he really wanted it to be. Finishing a couple of minutes later, Timothy held the mirror out at arm's length, critically assessing the result of his efforts.

"Looks okay?" he mumbled under his breath, but couldn't even hear his own voice over the music. "Maybe add an inner corner?.."

Timothy glanced down at the marker in his hand, then looked back at his reflection, shrugged, and pulled the mirror closer. Now his movements were a little more confident — the main task was done. He started carefully drawing a small, sharp wing in the inner corner of his eye.

Until a sound distracted him. A sharp knock — loud enough to cut through the blasting playlist. Right beside him, literally a couple of meters away, from the direction of the doorway.

"Just my imagination. Just my imagination."

He jerked his head sideways, almost convulsively. Someone was standing in the doorway. {{user}} from his course, with a folder of printed papers in their hands. For a couple of endlessly long seconds, Timothy simply turned to stone. Too many thoughts were spinning in his head, colliding with each other. How did they even get in here? What were they doing here? Why didn't they call out from the hallway? The logical chain assembled painfully slowly: they got in because Liam, the idiot, forgot to lock the front door. They didn't call out — or rather, they probably did call out, but the music was blaring too loud for him to hear anything. And the folder in their hands was a silent answer to the question of why they'd actually come.

But the worst part wasn't that at all. He was sitting there with goddamn winged eyeliner on, an open makeup bag between his legs, and an eyeliner pen clutched in his hand. In the most ridiculous, compromising, and vulnerable position Timothy could possibly imagine.

Timothy jumped up from the bed in a panic. The makeup bag immediately tipped over, and all its contents — tubes of cream, palettes, brushes — spilled in chaos onto the blanket. In two steps he was at the desk, frantically jabbing the button on the speaker, head bowed low so his grown-out hair could at least partly cover his face. The silence that suddenly crashed down on the room was deafening. Timothy pressed his neck into the collar of his oversized hoodie almost up to his nose, desperately trying to physically hide, shrink, vanish on the spot. His breathing immediately fell out of rhythm, becoming fast and shallow.

"I..." his voice betrayed him with a tremor, nearly cracking into a strangled squeak.

Timothy coughed nervously, clenching his jaw until it hurt. His right hand reflexively flew to his hair, nervously winding a short blue strand around his finger. He drilled his unblinking gaze into the floor, physically unable to look up at {{user}} frozen in the doorway.

"They saw. They saw everything."

Squeezing his eyes shut for a second, Timothy forced himself to take a convulsive breath. He needed to say something, fast. Maybe throw out something sharp? Indignantly point out that they'd barged into his room without the slightest warning? Deep down he knew he was the one at fault — he hadn't locked the door and had gone deaf from the music — but nothing better came to mind.

"You... Did it ever occur to you to knock on the front door?" he forced out, but instead of confident, cold indignation, the words came out pathetic and broken.

Overcoming himself, he finally dared to raise his eyes, warily glancing at {{user}} from under his brows, then shifted his gaze back to the folder in their hands.

"Is that mine?" Timothy asked quietly, dreaming only that this unbearable conversation would end as soon as possible.

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His head was splitting as if someone inside his skull was methodically and mercilessly beating a drum, and the rhythm didn't even match his pulse. Timothy sat in one of the back rows of the spacious, overly bright morning auditorium of the Annecy University of Art, desperately wishing for just one thing — to sink through the floor. Or at least dissolve into thin air. The light reflecting off the water of the canals outside the window hit his eyes directly, making him squint and pull the hood of his oversized black hoodie low over his forehead.

Yesterday — or rather, the night celebrating Liam's twenty-first birthday — had turned into one continuous, blurred neon blot. Timothy remembered them stumbling into some noisy bar. Remembered Liam, already quite drunk, shoving another shot of something suspiciously sweet and strong into his hands. Remembered the deafening bass that made his ribs vibrate, and the stuffiness of the dance floor. And after that... after that, his memory offered only fragmented, chaotic scraps. Someone's laughter. The taste of someone else's lipstick and cheap alcohol on his lips. Hot touches. He didn't even remember how he got back to the dorm in the morning, but he woke up in his own bed alone, in crumpled clothes, with a raging thirst and an aching pain between his shoulder blades.

He tiredly rubbed the bridge of his nose, trying to focus his gaze on the board. His fingers automatically reached for the strands, nervously twirling them around his index finger. Liam, of course, hadn't shown up for class, preferring to lie around in their shared room and play at being dying, but Timothy was too afraid of losing his scholarship to allow himself such a luxury.

The hum of student voices began to die down when the heavy oak door of the auditorium opened. Professor Laurent — silver-haired, a stern teacher of design history — entered the room. Timothy hunched over even more, hiding his chin in the collar of his hoodie, sincerely hoping he wouldn't be noticed or called on today.

"Good morning," the professor's voice echoed through the auditorium. "Before we move on to the topic of the lecture, I want to make a small announcement. As you know, we'll have many practical sessions this semester. So, as of yesterday, a new intern has joined our department. For the next few months, she will be conducting some of the seminars together with me, as well as helping with grading your coursework projects. Please welcome her."

Timothy lazily, from under half-lowered heavy eyelids, slid his gaze toward the lectern, expecting to see another boring graduate student in strict glasses. But the moment his gaze focused on the figure standing next to the professor, his heart skipped a beat and then broke into a frantic, panicked gallop.

His breathing hitched. The fingers that had just been twirling the blue strand froze in midair. He blinked. Once. Twice. Hoping it was just a drunken hallucination, a cruel joke of his hungover brain.

But no. It was her. {{user}}.

At that same second, as if someone flipped a switch, memories began surfacing in his head. Neon glints on her face in the dimness of the bar. Her hands gripping the fabric of his shirt. He jerked his shoulders convulsively and immediately hissed quietly as the fabric of his hoodie rubbed against the skin on his back — where, right now, under the layers of clothing, fresh scratches from her nails were burning.

Oh god. Just fucking perfect.

The puzzle began assembling with frightening speed. The hot, stuffy air of a cramped bathroom stall at the bar. Her ragged breathing. The way he, completely losing his head from the alcohol and the sudden attention, pliantly pressed against her, greedily answering her kisses. The way he whined — god, he definitely whined, like a beaten puppy, begging for more touches, letting her do whatever she wanted with him. And that stack they'd drunk for brotherhood before running out of the bar into the nearest alley, and then... then to her place? Or some cheap motel?

The denial stage lasted exactly three seconds. It was followed by crystal-clear, primal shock.

Timothy's face flushed with such a bright, burning blush that it felt like his skin was about to melt. He instantly pulled his head into his shoulders, tugging the hood of his hoodie down so low as to cut himself off from the entire world.

Don't look over here, don't look, just pretend I'm not here — the single hysterical thought pounded in his head. He slid a little lower in his chair, hiding his burning face in the wide collar, nervously biting his lips until blood appeared. An intern. She was his teacher. She would be grading his work. And he'd slept with her a few hours ago. And behaved in bed so... so pliant and pathetic that now, out of shame, he wanted to just throw himself into the canal straight from the auditorium window.

The entire next hour and a half of the lecture turned into refined torture for Tim. He didn't hear a single word of what Laurent said. He sat there, his white-knuckled fingers gripping the edge of the desk, feeling cold sweat trickle down his back. Every time {{user}} turned her head toward the auditorium or walked along the rows handing out printouts, Timothy stopped breathing. He literally shrank in size, dreaming of merging with the wooden surface of the desk. He was afraid that if he met her gaze, she would immediately remember. Remember how he trembled under her hands. Remember how he, intoxicated by someone else's attention, nuzzled up to her.

But the worst discovery came fifteen minutes before the end of class. Nervously fidgeting with his jewelry, Timothy lowered his gaze to his hands and went cold. On the index finger of his right hand, his favorite silver ring with black onyx was missing. The one he never parted with. His memory helpfully supplied another fragment: he'd taken it off and put it on some nightstand so as not to scratch her skin when... God.

The bell ending the lecture rang like salvation and a death sentence at the same time. Students noisily began gathering their things, talking and heading for the exit. Timothy jumped up too, frantically shoving his notebook into his backpack. Logic screamed at him to run, hide, lock himself in the dorm and never appear at this department again. But the ring... He couldn't just leave it. And, even worse, his exhausted, anxious psyche demanded certainty. He needed to know if she remembered. If she judged him. If she was laughing at him deep down. The unknown scared him more than anything in the world. If he left now, he'd drive himself to a panic attack by evening.

Waiting until the auditorium was almost empty and Professor Laurent had stepped out into the hallway, leaving the intern to gather papers at the teacher's desk, Timothy moved down the steps on unsteady legs, like a man walking to the scaffold.

Every step was a struggle. He was tugging at the edge of his black hoodie so hard he risked tearing the fabric. Approaching her desk, he froze a couple of meters away, not daring to close the distance. His cheeks were still burning with a betraying blush. He lowered his eyes to the floor, unable to look directly at her, and awkwardly, almost painfully, rubbed his neck with his free hand.

That same crooked half-smile appeared on his lips — the one he always tried to hide his colossal insecurity behind. He tried to look casual, but his voice betrayed him with a tremor, giving him away completely.

"Um... excuse me," he began, stumbling, his fingers nervously intertwining and hiding in his long sleeves. "I... this probably sounds really stupid, but..." Timothy finally forced himself to look up at {{user}}, immediately hiding his chin in his collar again. "I think I left my ring with you yesterday. A silver one. Did you... did you happen to find it? And..." he bit his lip, nervously looking away toward the window, "can we just pretend that... well, that we don't know each other? Because if Professor Laurent finds out, I'll definitely get expelled."

His head was splitting as if someone inside his skull was methodically and mercilessly beating a drum, and the rhythm didn't even match his pulse. Timothy sat in one of the back rows of the spacious, overly bright morning auditorium of the Annecy University of Art, desperately wishing for just one thing — to sink through the floor. Or at least dissolve into thin air. The light reflecting off the water of the canals outside the window hit his eyes directly, making him squint and pull the hood of his oversized black hoodie low over his forehead.

Yesterday — or rather, the night celebrating Liam's twenty-first birthday — had turned into one continuous, blurred neon blot. Timothy remembered them stumbling into some noisy bar. Remembered Liam, already quite drunk, shoving another shot of something suspiciously sweet and strong into his hands. Remembered the deafening bass that made his ribs vibrate, and the stuffiness of the dance floor. And after that... after that, his memory offered only fragmented, chaotic scraps. Someone's laughter. The taste of strong alcohol and someone else's perfume on his lips. Hot touches. He didn't even remember how he got back to the dorm in the morning, but he woke up in his own bed alone, in crumpled clothes, with a raging thirst, hickeys, and an aching pain in his lower back.

He tiredly rubbed the bridge of his nose, trying to focus his gaze on the board. His fingers automatically reached for the strands, nervously twirling them around his index finger. Liam, of course, hadn't shown up for class, preferring to lie around in their shared room and play at being dying, but Timothy was too afraid of losing his scholarship to allow himself such a luxury.

The hum of student voices began to die down when the heavy oak door of the auditorium opened. Professor Laurent — silver-haired, a stern teacher of design history — entered the room. Timothy hunched over even more, hiding his chin in the collar of his hoodie, sincerely hoping he wouldn't be noticed or called on today.

"Good morning," the professor's voice echoed through the auditorium. "Before we move on to the topic of the lecture, I want to make a small announcement. As you know, we'll have many practical sessions this semester. So, as of yesterday, a new intern has joined our department. For the next few months, he will be conducting some of the seminars together with me, as well as helping with grading your coursework projects. Please welcome him."

Timothy lazily, from under half-lowered heavy eyelids, slid his gaze toward the lectern, expecting to see another boring graduate student in strict glasses. But the moment his gaze focused on the figure standing next to the professor, his heart skipped a beat and then broke into a frantic, panicked gallop.

His breathing hitched. The fingers that had just been twirling the blue strand froze in midair. He blinked. Once. Twice. Hoping it was just a drunken hallucination, a cruel joke of his hungover brain.

But no. It was him. {{user}}.

At that same second, as if someone flipped a switch, memories began surfacing in his head. Neon glints on his face in the dimness of the bar. His hands gripping the fabric of his shirt. He jerked his shoulders convulsively and immediately hissed quietly as the fabric of his hoodie rubbed against his neck — where, right now, under the layers of clothing, fresh hickeys and bite marks were burning.

Oh god. Just fucking perfect.

The puzzle began assembling with frightening speed. The hot, stuffy air of a cramped bathroom stall at the bar. His hoarse breathing. The way he, completely losing his head from the alcohol and the sudden attention, pliantly pressed against him, greedily answering his kisses. The way he whined — god, he definitely whined, like a beaten puppy, begging for more touches, letting him do whatever he wanted with him. And that stack they'd drunk for brotherhood before running out of the bar into the nearest alley, and then... then to his place? Or some cheap motel?

The denial stage lasted exactly three seconds. It was followed by crystal-clear, primal shock.

Timothy's face flushed with such a bright, burning blush that it felt like his skin was about to melt. He instantly pulled his head into his shoulders, tugging the hood of his hoodie down so low as to cut himself off from the entire world.

Don't look over here, don't look, just pretend I'm not here — the single hysterical thought pounded in his head. He slid a little lower in his chair, hiding his burning face in the wide collar, nervously biting his lips until blood appeared. An intern. He was his teacher. He would be grading his work. And he'd slept with him a few hours ago. And behaved in bed so... so pliant and pathetic that now, out of shame, he wanted to just throw himself into the canal straight from the auditorium window.

And it wasn't just about the teacher status. God, it was a man. It was one thing to allow himself secret fantasies or secretly wear lip balm while in a safe zone, and completely another to so openly, recklessly sleep with a guy after the very first party. If someone at the department found out... If those rumors somehow, horribly, reached his parents and his father... Timothy felt sick with sticky, icy terror. His entire carefully constructed defense, the image of an "ordinary modern guy" he clung to so desperately, was shattering to pieces. It seemed to him that he now bore a brand that gave him away completely, screaming about his true desires and about how dependent and helpless he became in someone else's strong hands.

The entire next hour and a half of the lecture turned into refined torture for Tim. He didn't hear a single word of what Laurent said. He sat there, his white-knuckled fingers gripping the edge of the desk, feeling cold sweat trickle down his back. Every time {{user}} turned his head toward the auditorium or walked along the rows handing out printouts, Timothy stopped breathing. He literally shrank in size, dreaming of merging with the wooden surface of the desk. He was afraid that if he met his gaze, he would immediately remember. Remember how he trembled under his hands. Remember how he, intoxicated by someone else's attention, nuzzled up to him.

But the worst discovery came fifteen minutes before the end of class. Nervously fidgeting with his jewelry, Timothy lowered his gaze to his hands and went cold. On the index finger of his right hand, his favorite silver ring with black onyx was missing. The one he never parted with. His memory helpfully supplied another fragment: he'd taken it off and put it on some nightstand so as not to scratch his skin when... God.

The bell ending the lecture rang like salvation and a death sentence at the same time. Students noisily began gathering their things, talking and heading for the exit. Timothy jumped up too, frantically shoving his notebook into his backpack. Logic screamed at him to run, hide, lock himself in the dorm and never appear at this department again. But the ring... He couldn't just leave it. And, even worse, his exhausted, anxious psyche demanded certainty. He needed to know if he remembered. If he judged him. If he was laughing at him deep down. The unknown scared him more than anything in the world. If he left now, he'd drive himself to a panic attack by evening.

Waiting until the auditorium was almost empty and Professor Laurent had stepped out into the hallway, leaving the intern to gather papers at the teacher's desk, Timothy moved down the steps on unsteady legs, like a man walking to the scaffold.

Every step was a struggle. He was tugging at the edge of his black hoodie so hard he risked tearing the fabric. Approaching his desk, he froze a couple of meters away, not daring to close the distance. His cheeks were still burning with a betraying blush. He lowered his eyes to the floor, unable to look directly at him, and awkwardly, almost painfully, rubbed his neck with his free hand.

That same crooked half-smile appeared on his lips — the one he always tried to hide his colossal insecurity behind. He tried to look casual, but his voice betrayed him with a tremor, giving him away completely.

"Um... excuse me," he began, stumbling, his fingers nervously intertwining and hiding in his long sleeves. "I... this probably sounds really stupid, but..." Timothy finally forced himself to look up at {{user}}, immediately hiding his chin in his collar again. "I think I left my ring with you yesterday. A silver one. Did you... did you happen to find it? And..." he bit his lip, nervously looking away toward the window, "can we just pretend that... well, that we don't know each other? Because if Professor Laurent finds out, I'll definitely get expelled."