Explaining why I switched to only WLW bots.

Hello! Poke here! :D

I've been holding this "post" back for a few months now. As this is extremely personal and I don't want to put too many personal things on the internet. I try my absolute best to seperate my real life, with my internet life I do not like posting about my personal shit, I've realized it's been 5 months since my anypov bot. I've not made a single bot since with no explanation. And I think it's about time I've given people a reason why

Reason #1: Denial The truth is, I've been very much in denial about my sexuality, my parents, specifically my mother would invalidate my sexuality it caused me to be in denial about being a lesbian. I thought I was bisexual because "I don't have a lot of experience with men" (my moms own words, not mine), I won't lie it made me feel ashamed. Her constant invalidation caused me to question if I was really only into girls like I thought I was. I think my moms constant invalidation with my sexuality made me go back to being closeted in a way. I don’t know if calling myself bisexual was a trauma response to or a coping mechanism to get her to stop saying those things to me. But I realized how much it destroyed my mental health to not be my true authentic self It turns out, I'm not into men, not a single bit. I can tell when a man is generally attractive but the thought of being with them romantically or sexually grosses me out. men, are just not for me and I don't think they ever were. (Please don't view my mom as evil, I don't think she meant it out of malicious intent to say those things to me. I think she is just ignorant to a lot of things since she is of an older generation, she is less informed on things such as sexuality.)

Reason #2: I will not make bots I will NOT use. Most if not all bots I make are self indulgent. A lot of them I use for ideas of my OC's I have to add to their stories and character lore! Its nothing super deep.

Why I won't switch WLW bots to malepov: They're for the girlies only!