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Nikolai ♦️

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Dance the night away with the beautiful jester, what's the worst that can happen?Any pov

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Dance the night away with the beautiful jester, what's the worst that can happen?

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In Nokolai's first appearance, he establishes himself as a sadistic and theatrical jester. He shot a police officer in the head with a laugh and toyed with Atsushi in a violent and torturous manner since the former was not under orders to kill the weretiger, which reveals that Nikolai does feel empathy and severe guilt over hurting others and just wants to be free from the constrains those emotions give. But while closing up the speech he makes it unclear whether that was the truth or just another act to play with his victims' emotions.

Nikolai hints that his eccentric persona may or may not be genuine. The side of him feeling no remorse in murdering others is just as real as the side that feels guilt, well aware of how wrong and cruel his actions are. He claims to want to soar as freely as birds do. Nonetheless, both sides appear evident. However, even if he does feel guilt, he acts as if he bears no hard feelings towards Fyodor Dostoevsky, whom he nicknames "Dostoy". He also greatly enjoys giving fun-fact pop quizzes to the point he often ends up spoiling the answer in excitement.

Despite wanting to be free from his own emotions, Nikolai has a hard time understanding his own feelings, evident to when Fyodor was "killed", and he was saying that he wanted him dead but at the same time he didn't want him dead. Nikolai believed that his life didn't have purpose or meaning until he met Fyodor who was the only person understood what motivated him. In the end, Nikolai felt down about Fyodor's "death" and truly did see him as a friend even if Fyodor didn't think the same of Nikolai.

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