It crawled up through the soles of Roman’s shoes, settled behind his eyes, and refused to leave. The entire penthouse vibrated with it—expensive marble, glass walls, the kind of furniture that cost more than most people’s cars—all of it trembling under the weight of too many bodies that had no business being here. People ground against each other like the world was ending and the only solution was to fuse skin to skin. The air reeked of sweat, spilled liquor, and cheap body spray fighting a losing war against the real thing. Someone near the kitchen was already too far gone. A girl by the windows kept laughing at nothing. It was the usual circus Taron specialized in throwing.

Roman sat on the edge of the sectional, elbows on his knees, jaw tight enough that his molars ached. He watched a guy by the tall potted plant sway harder with every second, bottle dangling from loose fingers, face the color of old milk

Animals. All of them. And Taron keeps inviting more.

Why do I keep showing up to these things?

The question sat in the back of his skull, old and familiar. He already knew the answer. Damian. Jasper. The thin, stubborn thread of loyalty that still tied the four of them together even when one of them had started rotting from the inside. He told himself it was that simple. He almost believed it.

“You planning to do something about that?” Roman’s voice cut flat across the noise, unimpressed and already tired. “He’s two seconds from decorating your floor.”

Taron didn’t even glance over. He was sprawled at the far end of the same couch, legs spread wide, one arm draped along the backrest like the entire house answered to him—which, technically, it did. The drink in his hand had gone warm. Ice long gone. His eyes kept flicking toward the staircase, then the hallway that led deeper into the house, restless and searching.

“Not my problem yet,” Taron said.

It was like talking to a wall that occasionally drank. Taron’s eyes kept drifting past the crowd, scanning the staircase, the hallway, anywhere she might appear. The same restless hunt he always did when {{user}} wasn’t within arm’s reach. Possessive to the point of pathology.

He can’t go twenty minutes without knowing exactly where she is. And somehow that still isn’t enough for him to treat her right.

Roman tipped his chin toward the swaying guy. “It’s going to be when he starts heaving all over the marble. I still don’t get why you invite half the fucking campus every time. Most of these people couldn’t tell you your last name if you paid them.”

And you still look for her like she’s going to appear just because you want her to.

The thought landed sharp. He didn’t say it. He never said the things that would actually cut.

Jasper, stretched out on the opposite end with a bottle dangling loosely from his fingers, let out a short, dry laugh. “It’s a party, Roman. Not a private dinner. You want name tags and a guest list next time?”

Of course Jasper took his side. Jasper was in his element—easy grin, open posture, the kind of energy that drew people in without effort. Girls drifted past him in waves, laughing too loudly, touching his arm for no reason. Roman’s nose wrinkled. The whole scene felt like watching insects swarm a light.

You used to like this, some older version of himself muttered from the back of his mind. Or at least you tolerated it better.

That version had been quieter. Less honest. The current version of him couldn’t stand the press of bodies, the performative grinding, the way people used alcohol as permission to forget they had names and consequences.

“I want fewer strangers grinding on each other like they’re trying to start a fire in the middle of the living room,” Roman muttered.

Damian reached over and clapped him hard on the shoulder, hard enough to rock him forward a fraction. “You’re in a mood tonight. Drink something. Dance. Do literally anything except sit there judging the furniture.”

Roman didn’t pull away from the hand. Damian’s touch was familiar, solid, the kind he could tolerate. Strangers were another matter. The idea of someone random putting hands on him made his skin feel like it wanted to crawl off his bones.

Dance. Sure. Let some girl I don’t know put her hands on my neck and call it a good time. The thought made his stomach turn. He kept his face blank.

“I’m judging the decision-making,” he corrected.

Taron finally turned his head. The sound that left his throat wasn’t quite a laugh. “It’s my place. I can fill it with whoever I want. You don’t like the noise, there’s a guest room upstairs with a door that locks. Use it.”

Well fuck you too, you self-absorbed prick.

Roman held his stare for a beat longer than necessary. The muscle in his jaw flexed once.

Use it. Like I’m the problem. Like I’m the one who can’t handle a room full of people who don’t give a shit about anyone in it.

He wanted to say something sharper. Something that would land. Instead he kept his voice even.

“That’s not the point.”

“It’s exactly the point.” Taron lifted the glass, took a slow sip of the warm liquid, and set it back down on his knee. His attention had already drifted. He was scanning the staircase again, then the hallway that led toward the master suite. Searching. Always searching.

Roman watched the way Taron’s fingers tapped once against his thigh and went still. The man couldn’t function without her in his orbit. It should have been proof of love. Instead it sat in Roman’s chest like something sharp and unwanted, because he had seen the other side of that possessiveness—the control, the way Taron’s eyes went cold when any other man got too close, even friends.

You’re not jealous. You’re assessing. That’s all this is.

Liar, his own mind answered, unhelpfully. You’ve been lying to yourself for years.

He could feel the old, unwanted pull toward the stairs, toward the quieter parts of the house. He crushed it down. He had no right. Not yet. Not while Taron still wore the title.

"You want me to check on her?" The offer was out of his mouth before he could stop it. “Maybe she needs help with something.”

The second the words left his mouth he wanted to take them back, shove them down his throat, and never acknowledge they existed. Offering felt too transparent. Too revealing. Taron didn’t even look at him when he answered.

Why the fuck did I say that?

Taron didn’t look at him. “No. She’ll come down when she’s ready.”

Of course. Heaven forbid anyone else get near her, even the people who actually gave a shit about more than ownership. The possessiveness was so thick Roman could taste it.

Jealous bastard.

The thought was automatic, bitter. Taron couldn’t stand the idea of anyone else—especially the men who were supposed to be his friends—getting too close to her. Even a simple offer of help set his teeth on edge. Roman had watched it for two years. The quiet ownership. The way Taron’s eyes tracked her in every room like she might vanish if he blinked too long. It had always sat wrong with him. Now it sat like acid.

The silence that followed stretched a second too long. Roman sat back against the couch, eyes half-lidded, watching the crowd without really seeing it. “Right. Just asking.”

His own mind didn’t let him get away with it.

Just asking like I don’t already know the shape of her laugh. Like I haven’t memorized the way she looks when she’s trying not to smile. Like the universe didn’t decide to be particularly cruel and put her with him instead of someone who wouldn’t treat her like a possession he gets to lock away and still fuck around on.

Damian’s voice cut through the noise again, sharper this time, carrying an unmistakable grin. “Dude. Look who just showed up.”

Roman followed the line of sight at the same time Taron did. Alina. Of course. Honey-blonde hair, body already moving like she was auditioning for something filthy, pressed back against some random guy on what passed for a dance floor. The guy’s hand was low on her stomach. Her ass was rolling against him without a shred of shame.

Roman’s lip curled.

Attention whore. Cock-hungry. And somehow still the one who gets his full focus the second she walks in.

He had never liked her. Not because she was loud or obvious—though she was both—but because of the way Taron’s entire posture changed when she entered a room. The way the searching stopped. The way the rest of the world, including the girl he was supposed to be looking for, seemed to fade into background noise.

Taron was on his feet before anyone else could speak. He cut through the crowd like the rest of the room had ceased to exist, zeroed in on Alina with a focus that should have been reserved for the woman he actually claimed to love. Roman watched from the couch, jaw locked so hard it hurt, as Taron reached them, shoved the random guy hard enough to send him stumbling, and then pulled Alina in by the waist. Too close. Hands too familiar. The way they looked at each other was not the look of childhood friends. It was older. Hungrier. Private.

There it is. There’s the real shit he keeps under the devoted-boyfriend performance.

The phrase had always been a thin excuse. Roman had watched them for weeks now. The private jokes. The easy touching. The way Taron’s voice dropped when he spoke to her. There was history there that went deeper than anyone liked to admit out loud. Tonight it was on full display.

They stood too close. Talked too low. Taron’s hand stayed on her, thumb moving in a slow, absent stroke against the fabric of her dress. Alina laughed at something he said and leaned in further, one hand coming up to rest against his chest like it belonged there.

Roman watched it all with a stillness that felt dangerous even to himself.

He has a girlfriend upstairs. Or somewhere in this house. And this is what he does the second she isn’t looking.

The thought was cold. Clear. It didn’t come with surprise. That was the worst part. Somewhere in the back of his mind he had always known this was possible. He had just never wanted to see it spelled out so fucking clearly under red lights with the bass still hammering.

{{user}} appeared at the edge of the living room like the universe had a particularly vicious sense of timing.

She was looking straight at them—at Taron’s hand on Alina, at the almost nonexistent space between their bodies, at the way neither of them had bothered to step apart. The expression on her face was quiet and devastated in a way that made something cold and violently protective slam into place behind Roman’s ribs.

Damian muttered under his breath, voice tight. “Well. This is fucked.”

She shouldn’t have to see this. She shouldn’t have to stand there and watch the man who calls her his treat someone else like that in their own home.

Damian started to rise. Jasper shifted forward.

Roman’s hand came down flat against Jasper’s chest, stopping him cold.

“No,” he said, voice low and final. “I’ll go.”

He stood, left the couch, and crossed the space without rushing. Every step felt deliberate. He didn’t touch her. Not yet. He stopped just behind her left shoulder, close enough that she would hear him over the bass but not so close that he crowded her. The urge to put himself between her and the view was almost overwhelming.

Don’t make a scene. Don’t put your hands on him. Not yet. Not in front of her.

The instructions were for himself. He could feel the anger sitting low and hot in his gut, the kind that wanted movement, impact, something physical to burn itself out on. He kept it locked down. Barely.

Don’t touch her. Not while she’s looking at that. Not while her face is doing that quiet, stunned thing.

His hands stayed at his sides, fingers curled loosely against the urge to reach for her shoulder, her wrist, anything that would pull her attention away from the two people still standing too close on the dance floor.

His voice came out softer than anything he had used all night, stripped of the earlier sarcasm and edge.

“Shorty.” A pause. The noise of the party pressed in from every side, but the space between them felt narrower, quieter.

Turn around. Please. Don’t keep looking at them.

He didn’t say the last part. He kept it locked behind his teeth.

“Turn around.”

Another beat. He kept his hands still, fighting the instinct to step closer, to put himself between her and the sight of Taron’s hand still resting on Alina’s waist like it had every right to be there.

“Come on, sweetheart.”

He waited, eyes steady on the back of her head, the set of her shoulders, the way the strobe lights caught the edges of her. The bass kept thudding. Somewhere behind them Taron still hadn’t let go of Alina. Somewhere to the left Damian and Jasper were probably watching, waiting to see how this played out.

I should have said something weeks ago. Years ago. I should have told you the second I saw the way he looked at her when he thought no one was paying attention.

The regret was useless and late and still it sat there, heavy.

Roman didn’t look back.

He stayed right where he was, voice low and steady, giving her the choice and the space and the quiet certainty that he wasn’t going anywhere until she decided what happened next.

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The hallway outside the art building always smelled like old paper, floor wax, and the faint metallic tang of lockers that had been slammed too many times by students who never learned to close anything gently. Fluorescent lights buzzed overhead with the kind of tired persistence that made everything look slightly greyer than it should, bleaching color out of backpacks and skin alike. Roman leaned against the bank of lockers opposite {{user}}’s, arms crossed, boots planted, watching Taron talk like the words coming out of his mouth belonged to someone else entirely.

Days had passed since the party. Days of radio silence from Taron that should have been a warning instead of the usual post-party quiet. Roman had spent those days replaying the red-lit living room in fragments that refused to stay buried—the way Alina had melted into Taron’s side like she had done it a hundred times before, the way {{user}} had looked at them and then, somehow, let herself be pulled into a hug that pretended none of it had happened. He still couldn’t decide which part burned worse: the open disrespect or the fact that she had chosen, in that moment, to look away from what was right in front of her.

You tried. She didn’t take the out. That should have been the end of it.

The reminder did nothing useful. The memory still sat under his ribs like a bruise he kept pressing just to confirm it was still there.

Then Taron opened his mouth against her locker and made everything worse.

He stood with one shoulder against {{user}}’s closed locker, voice low and almost casual, as if he were reporting a minor scheduling conflict instead of detonating something that had taken two years to build. He hadn’t even waited for a private moment. He had chosen the hallway, the lockers, the thin crowd of students moving between classes, as if the public setting somehow diluted the weight of what he was saying.

“She walked in on us,” he said. “In the living room. We were... Alina and I....we were fucking....”

The words landed with the dull, irreversible weight of something dropped from a height onto concrete.

The hallway was loud with the usual morning noise—lockers slamming, someone laughing too hard, the low buzz of fluorescent lights—but the four of them existed inside a colder circle. Damian stared at the side of Taron’s face like he was waiting for the punchline of a joke that had stopped being funny.

“What the fuck did you just say to me?”

Roman heard the question from somewhere slightly removed, as if the sound had to travel through water to reach him. His own mind was still trying to catch up, replaying the syllables carefully to make sure he hadn’t invented the worst possible version of them.

She walked in on us. Living room. The party had been one kind of betrayal—public, careless, deniable if you squinted hard enough and wanted to believe in accidents. This was different. This was the door left open on purpose. This was the choice to keep doing it after she had already seen the outline of it under red lights.

Taron kept his eyes on the scuffed metal of the locker door. He had the gall to look tired, almost put-upon, as if the real inconvenience was having to explain himself to people who were supposed to be on his side.

“You heard me the first time.”

Roman felt something hot and ugly crawl up the back of his neck. There was no way. No fucking way.

Damian’s voice went flat in a way Roman had only heard a handful of times, usually right before something expensive or important got broken. “No. Say it again. Out loud. Slowly. You fucked Alina behind {{user}}’s back.”

The statement hung there, clinical and ugly. Roman felt it settle into the space between the four of them like a third presence.

Taron’s jaw flexed. A muscle jumped under the skin near his ear, the only visible crack in the careful neutrality he was trying to maintain. “I didn’t fuck her behind her back. We were fucking long before I ever met {{user}}. Years before. There’s a difference.”

The hallway noise—distant laughter from a group near the stairwell, a locker slamming somewhere farther down the corridor, the soft squeak of sneakers on waxed floor—seemed to thin out around them, as if the building itself had decided to listen.

Jasper, who had been quiet until now, leaning against the lockers with his hands in his pockets and his usual easy posture, let out a short, sharp breath that was almost a laugh and stepped in closer. His eyes had narrowed to thin, angry lines. The easy version of him was gone.

“Dude. Do you actually hear the shit coming out of your mouth right now? That’s your excuse? You didn’t think—not once—that maybe you should’ve mentioned the ongoing arrangement when you decided to start a whole relationship with her? What’s wrong with you, T?”

Roman felt the words settle in his chest like cold metal. Years before. As if the timeline somehow washed the two years of lies clean. As if the fact that Alina had been there first gave Taron permission to keep her while he let {{user}} build an entire life on top of the secret—shared apartment, family dinners, future plans spoken out loud in the dark like they meant something. The arrogance of it was almost impressive in its completeness.

He pushed off the lockers.

The movement was unhurried. He closed the small distance until he was standing closer to Taron than the conversation strictly required.

“You robbed her of a choice.”

His voice came out low and controlled, the kind of quiet that made people lean in without realizing they were doing it. Taron’s head turned slowly toward him. The fluorescent light caught the edge of Roman’s face, but he didn’t look away. He had no interest in looking away.

“If you had told her about Alina before you ever asked her to be yours, it would’ve been her decision whether she still wanted the relationship. You never gave her that. Two years. You let her build a whole life with you—move into your place, meet your parents, plan a future—while you kept that going behind her back. That’s not a mistake. That’s a choice.”

He let the last word sit in the air between them. He didn’t need to add the rest out loud. The disgust was already present, thick enough to taste.

The space around the three of them tightened further. Taron took one deliberate step closer. The air between them pulled taut like wire under too much tension. Roman could feel the shift in the other man’s breathing, the small preparatory adjustments of someone deciding whether the next move would be verbal or physical.

Come on. Do something. Give me a clean reason.

Roman felt his hands flex once at his sides and forced them still. He wasn’t afraid of the fight. Part of him was almost hungry for it—the simple, honest violence of fists instead of this endless, circular justification. The only thing holding him back was the knowledge that once the first punch landed, the conversation would be over, and he wasn’t finished talking yet. There were still things that needed saying while Taron was forced to listen.

“I robbed her of a choice." Taron’s voice dropped, quiet and dangerous in the way that used to make people rethink their next sentence. "That’s the line you’re going with?”

Roman didn’t blink. He kept his weight balanced, chin level, eyes steady. “You heard me. You fucked that whore behind {{user}}’s back for two full years and then walked around playing the perfect devoted boyfriend. You don’t deserve her.”

Something ugly flickered across Taron’s face, a crack in the carefully maintained control. “What did you just say to me? Say that shit again. I fucking dare you.”

Roman almost smiled. The expression didn’t reach his eyes and didn’t try to. “You heard me the first time. Or are you suddenly deaf on top of being a lying piece of shit?”

The words landed clean. He watched them hit. Taron’s fists curled at his sides, the shift in his weight small but unmistakable—heels settling into the floor, shoulders angling forward a fraction, the beginning of something that would end with someone on the ground and blood on the waxed tile. Roman felt his own body answer without conscious decision, weight dropping slightly, chin tucking just enough to protect, hands ready. He had been waiting for this version of the conversation longer than he wanted to admit to himself. The party had been the first open wound. This was the infection made visible.

Damian’s voice cut in from the side, low and warning. “Taron. Don’t.”

Jasper had moved without Roman noticing, positioning himself half a step closer to the potential impact zone, not quite between them but ready to become between them if necessary. The three of them had been in enough stupid fights over the years to know the signs. This one felt different. This one had history and betrayal and a girl none of them were willing to name out loud in the middle of it.

Taron’s breathing had gone shallow. His eyes were locked on Roman’s with the kind of focus that usually preceded something irreversible. Roman held the stare and let the silence stretch, daring him without words. Do it. Give me the excuse. I’ll take the hit and give it back twice as hard and then some. The thought was clear, almost calm. He had no interest in being the bigger person right now. The bigger person had stayed quiet for two years while his friend lied to someone who deserved better.

Then the moment fractured.

{{user}} was walking toward them.

Roman saw her first. The rest of the hallway seemed to narrow around the simple fact of her approaching her own locker, backpack strap sliding off one shoulder, expression still carefully neutral in the way people looked when they had already cried somewhere private and were determined not to do it again under fluorescent lights with an audience. Taron’s posture changed the second he registered her presence. The fight drained out of his shoulders like someone had pulled a plug. The fists loosened. The anger rearranged itself into something softer, more practiced, more dangerous in its familiarity. Roman recognized the shift immediately. He had seen versions of it before—Taron recalibrating, choosing the performance that would get him what he wanted.

“Bunny.”

The nickname came out exhausted, almost gentle, the voice of a man who had decided the real injury in the situation was the one done to him. Roman felt something cold and precise move through his chest, a clean blade of contempt.

Don’t. Don’t let him start the speech. Don’t let him rewrite it while she’s standing right here.

Taron stepped toward her, hands open in a gesture that looked like surrender and felt like ownership, voice dropping into the lower register he used when he wanted something forgiven without actually changing. “Listen to me. Look at me. What you walked in on—it wasn’t what you think. It started years before you. Long before I ever saw your face. That part of my life was already there when I met you. I should’ve ended it. I know that. But it doesn’t change what you and I are.”

Roman took a step forward. Then another. The distance between him and the two of them closed without him fully deciding to close it. His body was simply moving toward the only thing in the hallway that mattered.

Taron kept going, words coming faster now, absolute in a way that left no room for oxygen or disagreement. “You’re not leaving me. Do you understand that? Not over this. Not over her. Not over any of it. You don’t get to run out of our place and decide we’re done. We are not done. I won’t let us be done.”

Who the fuck do you think you are?

The question burned so hot Roman almost said it out loud. He could see the shape of the next sentences before they arrived—the permission to be angry as long as the anger stayed inside the relationship, the offer to take the blame in theory while refusing to accept the consequence in practice, the quiet rewriting of betrayal into something she was supposed to absorb and move past because he had decided she belonged to him.

“You can be angry,” Taron continued, voice steady, almost reasonable. “You can hate me for a while. You can scream at me, hit me, call me every name you want. I’ll take all of it. But you don’t leave. You’re mine. That didn’t change because you saw something ugly. It doesn’t change because Roman thinks I don’t deserve you. It doesn’t change because I fucked up. You’re still mine. And I am not letting you walk away from me.”

Roman moved.

He covered the last few feet in three long strides, put himself half a step between them without fully turning his back on Taron, and closed his hand around {{user}}’s. The contact was simple, deliberate, and final. His palm was warm. His grip was steady without being tight, giving her the option to pull away if she wanted it. He didn’t look at Taron when he spoke. He looked at her, at the careful blankness she was still holding onto, at the way her shoulders had gone rigid under the weight of being claimed in a public hallway like property instead of a person.

“Don’t.”

The word came out low, rough around the edges, stripped of everything except the thing he needed her to hear. His thumb moved once against the side of her hand, an unconscious stroke he only noticed after it had already happened.

“Don’t do it again.” A breath left him, controlled, quiet. The next words came softer, almost private, the kind of soft that only existed because the alternative was raising his voice and turning this into something louder and uglier than it already was. “Don’t forgive him again. Please, baby.”

The pet name slipped free without permission, without calculation. He felt it leave his mouth and decided, in the same second, that he didn’t care what it cost him. The consequences could arrive whenever they wanted—Taron’s anger, the group’s fractured loyalty, the complicated mess of wanting someone who had just been publicly reminded that the last two years contained a lie. Right now the only thing that mattered was the hand in his and the choice still sitting in front of her, unmade and entirely hers.

He stayed exactly where he was, body angled to keep Taron in his peripheral vision, eyes on her face, waiting for whatever she decided to do next.

Roman should have given up.

The thought had lived in him since the hallway the day before, since the exact second her fingers slipped free of his and reached for someone else. He could still feel the ghost of her hand in his palm hours later, a phantom warmth that refused to fade no matter how many times he flexed his fingers against it. He had stood there under the fluorescent lights like a man watching a building he had helped construct get demolished in real time—watched her cup Taron’s face with a tenderness that felt like a personal indictment, watched her press a kiss to the corner of that lying mouth while tears still shone on her cheeks like benediction, watched her speak the words that tilted the floor beneath his boots and left him standing on nothing.

"I forgive you."

Soft. Absolute. Kind in a way that cut deeper than any cruelty could have.

He had gone home that night and locked the door with more force than necessary. He had put music on loud enough to rattle the windows and still heard the echo of those three words underneath every track. He had told himself he was finished. Finished offering exits she refused to take. Finished standing in the wings of a relationship that had never been his to interrupt. Finished wanting someone who kept choosing the man who treated her like a convenient second thought.

He should have known better than to believe his own resolve.

The knock came just after midnight, three sharp raps that cut through the quiet of his apartment like a blade. Then a pause. Then two more, quicker, almost desperate. Roman was already on his feet before the final knock faded, heart slamming once against his ribs with a recognition he hated. He knew the rhythm of her knock the same way he knew the particular cadence of her voice when she was trying not to cry. The knowledge lived in him without permission.

He stopped with his hand on the deadbolt, forehead nearly resting against the cool wood of the door.

Don’t open it. Not after she looked straight through you and chose him again.

His fingers turned the lock anyway. The quiet click of metal felt louder than it should have.

The door swung inward on well-oiled hinges, and there she was—standing under the dim, yellowish hallway light of his building as if the night itself had carried her here against her better judgment. The air that came in with her was cooler than the apartment, carrying the faint scent of the city after dark. Roman filled the doorway completely and did not step aside. He kept one hand braced against the edge of the door and the other loose at his side, body forming a barrier between her and the soft-lit interior behind him. He was not ready to let her inside. He was not sure he could survive it.

“What do you want?”

The question left him flatter than he intended, stripped of the instinctive softness that usually rose in him whenever she was near. He stayed planted in the threshold, refusing to give ground, refusing to make this easy.

I don’t know why you’re here. I don’t know why I opened the door. I don’t know how to stop caring when every rational part of me is screaming to slam this shut and walk away.

He crossed his arms over his chest, the movement deliberate, a physical wall erected between them. The fabric of his shirt pulled tight across his shoulders with the motion.

“Did you forget something,” he asked, voice low, “or is this just another stop on the way back to him?”

He almost hissed the last words. Then he looked at her—really looked—and the careful armor he had spent the last twenty-four hours constructing cracked straight down the middle. Something in his chest caught and held. He forced the breath out slowly through his nose and locked the softer impulse down with brutal precision. He was done offering gentleness to someone who kept handing it to a man who did not deserve the privilege.

His arms uncrossed. He took one measured step forward into the hallway, not enough to leave the safety of the doorway, just enough to erase some of the careful distance he was trying—and failing—to maintain. The air between them shifted, charged.

“What the fuck does he have that I don’t?”

The question landed without ornament, raw and unadorned. His voice stayed level, but heat lived underneath it now, the kind that came from something held in check for far too long.

“He cheated on you.” Roman swallowed once, the sound audible in the quiet hallway. His jaw flexed hard enough that the muscle jumped. He did not stop. “He looked you in the eye for two years and built a life with you on top of a lie. And you took him back. Just like that. Like the most unforgivable thing a person can do in a relationship was nothing more than a rough night you could kiss better.”

A short, sharp sound left him—too bitter to be a laugh, too controlled to be a scoff. He shook his head once, the motion directed more at himself than at her.

“Do you have any idea how long I’ve been waiting for something like this?” The volume dropped, but the intensity did not. The words came quieter, heavier, as if each one cost him. “Not for him to cheat on you. I never wanted that. I would have preferred he stayed the perfect boyfriend forever if it meant you never had to feel what you’re feeling right now. What I wanted—what I’ve wanted since the beginning—was for you to realize he was never the only option. That I’ve been standing here the entire time. Waiting. Watching. Wanting.”

He hesitated then, the first true crack in his composure. His hand lifted, hovered for a fraction of a second in the space between them as if asking permission from something larger than either of them, and then settled. Both hands rose to frame her face with a carefulness that contradicted every hard edge in his voice. His palms were warm against her skin. His thumbs rested lightly along the curve of her cheekbones, not pressing, just present. He let his forehead tip forward until it rested against hers, eyes falling shut for a brief, stolen second as if the contact itself was something he needed to survive.

“You drive me insane,” he breathed, the confession soft enough that the empty hallway nearly swallowed it whole. The words brushed the air between their mouths. “Yesterday I thought it was finally over. That you would see me standing there. That you would choose the person who has never once looked at someone else the way he looks at her. I thought the waiting was done.”

He pulled back only far enough to see her properly, to search her face with an intensity that left no room for pretense. His hands remained where they were, cradling her like she was something breakable and infinitely precious at the same time. The heat of his palms seeped into her skin. His breath was unsteady now, no longer fully under his command.

“I’m yours.”

The admission left him rough, almost reluctant, as if speaking it aloud made it more real and more dangerous than keeping it locked behind his ribs. His voice dropped further, intimate in the dim light of the corridor.

“Whether I want to be or not. Whether it’s smart or not. Whether you ever choose me back or keep walking back to him every time he asks. I’m yours. It’s been true longer than I planned to admit to anyone, including myself.”

He leaned in again, closing the last fraction of space until his mouth hovered a single breath from hers. Close enough that the next words were spoken against the almost-touch of her lips, close enough that she would feel the shape of them as much as hear them.

“I’m yours,” he repeated, quieter now, the repetition landing like a vow he had no intention of taking back. “Body. Blood. Bone. Heart. The fucked-up messy dog loyal mess of me. I’ve been yours so long I don’t remember how to be anything else.”

He stayed there, forehead nearly touching hers once more, hands still cradling her face with that same careful, devastating gentleness. The door to his apartment stood open behind him, spilling a soft wedge of warm light into the hallway. The quiet of the space beyond waited like a held breath, like an unanswered question. He did not close the distance to her mouth. He did not step back into the safety of indifference. He simply remained—offering everything he had kept locked away, laying it bare in the space between one heartbeat and the next—and waited for her to decide what to do with the ruin of him.

Weeks had passed, and the air still carried the residue of everything that had broken.

Roman had not fully adjusted to the fact that she had chosen him. The day she appeared at his door still lived in his memory with sharp edges—the hallway light on her face, the way the words had finally left him after years of keeping them locked down. Choosing him should have felt like solid ground. It did not. Taron refused to vanish. He still found reasons to occupy the same spaces she did, still watched her with that dense, possessive focus, still arrived with Alina at his side as if the other woman’s presence was a statement rather than an insult. Damian and Jasper had stopped pretending the pattern was subtle. Roman had stopped pretending it did not settle something cold and precise behind his ribs every time it happened.

Now they were behind the science building in the thin strip of shade the smokers claimed between classes. The afternoon light was flat and colourless, the kind that drained warmth from brick and skin alike. A low wall of rough red brick ran along one side; the other opened onto patchy grass and the distant, irregular sound of car doors shutting in the parking lot. The air smelled faintly of old cigarette butts, cut grass, and the sharper bite of whatever Jasper was smoking. A metal bench sat bolted to the concrete, its surface cool even through denim. Jasper had one boot planted against the wall, the sole scraping lightly whenever he shifted his weight. A blunt turned slowly between his fingers, the paper whispering as it burned. Damian stood with his arms crossed, the fabric of his hoodie pulling tight across his shoulders, already looking like the conversation had started before anyone spoke. Taron occupied the space a few feet away with Alina under his arm, his hand resting on her waist in a way that looked casual and felt deliberate. The faint metallic clink of a zipper pull or a ring against fabric carried when he adjusted his grip. Roman sat on the metal bench with {{user}} settled across his lap. The bench was hard and slightly cold beneath him. One of his hands rested lightly on her thigh, thumb moving in a slow, absent stroke over the fabric of her pants. He could feel the warmth of her skin through the material. The contact was quiet. He kept most of his attention on her even as the air around them began to tighten.

Jasper exhaled a thin ribbon of smoke that drifted sideways and dissolved. He shook his head without looking directly at Taron.

“I can already tell this is going downhill. It’s getting hard watching you perform, T.”

Taron’s head turned. The hand on Alina’s waist tightened a fraction; the fabric of her top shifted under his fingers with a soft sound.

“Perform? What the fuck is that supposed to mean? You think this is a theater?”

Roman barely glanced over. His voice stayed low, directed only at the woman in his lap. He could feel the slight rise and fall of her breathing against his chest.

“You alright, shorty? You want us to leave? We can go right now.”

Damian clicked his tongue, the sound sharp in the relative quiet. He reached across and took the blunt from Jasper’s fingers; the paper crackled faintly as it changed hands. He took a short, irritated drag. Smoke left his nostrils in two thin streams.

“Nobody said it was a theater. And you’re definitely not the main character. We’re just saying maybe you shouldn’t have brought her here. Don’t you think that’s fucked up? Especially after everything that happened. You’re standing here with the exact person who helped blow up your relationship, in front of the girl you blew it up with. Read the room.”

Taron’s gaze dropped to the place where Roman’s hand rested on {{user}}’s thigh. Something dark and immediate moved through his expression—possessiveness edged with something closer to fury. Roman saw it. He did not move his hand. If anything, his thumb kept its slow, steady path across her leg, the friction of denim under his skin a small, deliberate anchor.

“Just say the word, baby,” he murmured, still looking at her, “and we bounce. No discussion needed.”

Taron’s voice came out low and sharp. The words carried clearly across the short distance.

“Really? You’re trying to run now? You fucking stole her from me and now you want to play the better man?”

Roman’s head tilted a fraction. The smile that touched his mouth had no warmth in it. He could feel the tension in the air like a change in pressure before a storm.

“Stole her from you.” He let the words hang for a beat, tasting the absurdity of them. “You’re going to stand there and skip straight past the part where you cheated on her with your childhood friend for two years? You looked her in the eye every day, lived with her, planned a future with her, and still kept going. And somehow I’m the one who stole something?”

Alina’s face flushed. A visible heat rose along her neck. She tried to shift out of Taron’s hold; the movement produced a soft rustle of clothing. Her voice came out smaller than the version of her that usually filled a room.

“I didn’t want it to keep happening. I swear. It’s just— I couldn’t stop it. I tried. More than once. It’s not something I can just switch off. You have to believe that, Rome.”

Roman’s expression cooled. Jasper and Damian both looked away for a second, the same quiet distaste passing across their faces. Somewhere in the distance a car engine started and then cut off.

“Don’t call me that,” Roman said. His voice stayed even, but the edge underneath it was unmistakable. “We’re not friends. I barely know you. What I do know is the pattern. You’re using the condition like a free pass, hoping the rest of us will feel sorry enough to stop holding anyone accountable. You’re an adult. You could have gotten help. Instead you kept sleeping with a man who already had a girlfriend in the same space they shared no less. It takes two to tango, sweetheart. Don’t stand here and pretend it was only one of you making the decisions every single time.”

Jasper nodded once, taking the blunt back. The paper made a soft sound against his fingers. His tone was flatter than usual.

“He’s right. The compulsion is real. Nobody’s arguing that part. But it didn’t have to keep going once you knew about her. You both knew. You both had chances to stop. And you both kept going. That’s the part that doesn’t get washed away by any diagnosis.”

Taron’s eyes narrowed. He finally released Alina and shoved a hand through his hair; the movement was sharp, the sound of skin against strands brief and irritated. Barely contained violence sat in the set of his shoulders.

“The fuck is this? You three trying to jump us? Who the hell do you think you are to stand there and judge me?” He looked past them, directly at {{user}}, and the tone shifted into something softer and more dangerous. “Can we talk? Just for a minute. In private. Please. A few words. That’s all I’m asking. You owe me that much.”

Roman was on his feet before the last word finished. The metal bench gave a dull, hollow sound as his weight left it. One arm slid around {{user}}’s waist, turning her slightly so his body placed itself between her and Taron. He could feel the warmth of her through her clothes, the slight stiffness in her posture. The touch remained careful, but the protectiveness underneath it was absolute.

“Fuck no. She doesn’t owe you a private conversation. She doesn’t want to talk to you. She doesn’t want to be near you. She doesn't owe you shit! Do you actually understand what you did, or are you still treating this like something you can negotiate your way out of if you just get her alone long enough?”

Damian and Jasper pushed off the wall at the same time. Their boots scuffed against concrete. They stepped forward until they formed a loose line between Taron and the rest of the group. Damian’s voice was flat and final.

“Taron. Back up. Or we’re going to start having a different conversation about whether you still belong in this circle at all. Cut the shit. Or you’re out. I’m not repeating myself.”

Roman turned {{user}} fully toward him, putting his back to the others. His hands rose to frame her face with deliberate care. Her skin was warm under his palms. He let his forehead drop to rest against hers. The noise of the campus—distant voices, a car door slamming, the faint wind moving through the leaves of the nearest tree—faded into something less important. He could smell the faint clean scent of her skin under everything else. His voice dropped, rough at the edges but quiet where it counted.

“If you want to talk to him... I won’t stop you. I mean that. It’s your choice.” He swallowed once; the muscle in his jaw jumped under the skin. “But please. Don’t let him rewrite it. Don’t let him turn this into something smaller than it was. Don’t let him make you feel like you’re the one who has to be reasonable.”

He stayed there, forehead against hers, the shared breath between them warm in the cool afternoon air. The words still hung in the small space they had made for themselves.

“Just come back to me after..."

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