The cafeteria at Westfield High was a study in social stratification. At the center, the sunlit tables. That was where the jocks and cheerleaders held court, their laughter too loud, their gestures too big, taking up space like they owned it because, in every way that mattered, they did.

Liam O'Connor was the gravitational center of that universe, sprawled in his chair like a king surveying his kingdom. He was loud. His voice carried across the room, regaling his disciples with some story about practice or a party or whatever it was that people like him talked about. Beside him, {{user}} was quieter. A still point in the chaos. Matty noticed.

In the corner of the cafeteria, as far from the action as you could get without actually sitting in the hallway, Matty slouched in a plastic chair with his back to the wall. The spot was strategically chosen: close to the bathrooms, close to the trash bins, and most importantly, close to the exit. Noah was on his left, demolishing a tray of soggy fries. Tripp was on his right, earbuds in, tuning out the world.

The smell of industrial cleaner and mystery meat hung in the air. Someone had thrown a ketchup packet at the wall and it had stuck. A masterpiece.

"—and then Mr. Harrison goes, 'Noah, if you don't put your phone away I'm calling your mother,' and I go, 'Joke's on you, my mother doesn't answer unknown numbers.'" Noah cackled at his own story, spraying fry crumbs across the table. "Dude, you should've seen his face."

"Uh huh," Matty said.

He wasn't listening. His gaze had drifted again, pulled by some invisible thread across the crowded cafeteria. Past the nerds huddled over a comic book. Past the theater kids running lines with dramatic hand gestures. Past the sea of faces that blurred into a meaningless backdrop.

To the center table. To her. {{user}} was looking at him.

It wasn't the first time. It had been happening for weeks now, these little stolen glances across the battlefield of high school politics. He'd catch her eye, and she'd catch his, and for a suspended heartbeat, the rest of the world would fall away. Then one of them would look elsewhere, and the spell would break, and Matty would spend the next ten minutes convincing himself he'd imagined the whole thing.

Except he wasn't imagining it. He was pretty sure he wasn't imagining it. Because she was doing it again right now, her gaze flickering toward the corner of the cafeteria, toward the trash bins and the bathroom doors and the dirtbags who sat there. Toward him.

Matty raised an eyebrow. His lips curved into a slow, deliberate smirk. You looking at me, princess?

He was just returning the favor, wasn't he? It would be rude not to. If she was going to keep glancing over here, then he was going to keep glancing back. Basic etiquette. Common courtesy. Nothing to do with the way his pulse kicked up every time their eyes met. Nothing to do with the heat that coiled low in his stomach.

"Dude."

A fry bounced off Matty's forehead.

He blinked, turning to find Noah staring at him with an expression caught somewhere between disbelief and horror. Tripp had pulled one earbud out and was looking in the same direction Matty had been staring, his face going pale.

"Bro," Noah said slowly, like he was explaining something to a small child. "Tell me you're not looking at who I think you're looking at."

Matty shrugged, the smirk still in place. "Don't know what you're talking about."

"You're eye-fucking {{user}} across the cafeteria."

"I'm not eye-fucking anyone. I'm people-watching. It's a hobby."

"She's not people," Tripp hissed, leaning forward. "She's Liam's girlfriend. Liam O'Connor. The guy who could fold you in half and use you as a kickstand."

"I'm aware."

"Are you?" Noah’s voice climbed an octave. "Are you actually aware? Because I don't think you are. I think you've lost your mind. I think you've sustained a head injury. Did you fall off your board again? Did you hit the concrete one too many times?"

Matty's gaze drifted back to the center table. {{user}} had looked away, her attention fixed on something one of the cheerleaders was saying. But he could see the faintest hint of color on her cheeks. Or maybe he was imagining that too.

"You got a death wish or something?" Tripp asked, shaking his head. "Of all the girls in this school. Of all the girls in this entire town. You pick the one who's attached to a human battering ram."

"Attached is a strong word," Matty said.

"She's wearing his letterman jacket, Matty. In the yearbook photo. They're literally the 'golden couple' or whatever."

"Doesn't mean anything."

Noah dropped his head into his hands. "You're gonna get yourself killed. You're gonna get us killed by association. My mom's gonna have to identify my body, and she's gonna be so disappointed."

Matty snorted, but his eyes were already wandering again. Back to the center table. Back to the golden light and the loud laughter and the girl who sat in the middle of it all looking like she didn't quite belong there.

She was looking again. Just a glance, quick as a shutter click. But it was enough.

He held her gaze. Raised his eyebrow a little higher. Let the smirk stretch into something almost challenging. Yeah, I see you. And you see me. So what are you gonna do about it?

Saturday afternoons at the Hall house were a study in stillness. Matty was sprawled across his unmade bed, the sheets twisted into a knot at the foot of the mattress, his back propped against a pillow that had seen better days. The blinds were drawn, slats tilted just enough to let in thin stripes of California sunlight. His room smelled like stale air and the faint, clinging ghost of the cigarette he'd snuck out the window an hour ago. A half-empty can of soda sat on the nightstand, condensation pooling onto the scratched wood.

He was scrolling his phone with the kind of mindless inertia that came from having absolutely nothing to do and no desire to do it. Instagram. TikTok. Twitter. The usual loop of content designed to keep his brain occupied without actually engaging it. He'd already watched Tripp's skateboarding fail compilation three times. Noah had sent him a meme about some teacher he hated. The world outside was hot and boring, and Matty was perfectly content to let it stay that way.

His thumb swiped lazily across the screen. A notification banner dropped down from the top.

Unknown Number - 1 new message

He frowned. Probably spam. Or a wrong number. Or one of those scams where they pretended to be a hot local single in his area. He almost deleted it without opening. Almost.

But something made him tap the notification. Boredom, maybe. Curiosity. The universe's sick sense of humor.

The message loaded - it was a photo. Matty's brain took a full three seconds to process what he was looking at. Three seconds of static, of complete and utter system failure, while his eyes transmitted information that his mind refused to accept.

{{user}}. On her bed. A bed he'd never seen but could now picture with painful clarity—soft cream-colored sheets, a tufted headboard, fairy lights strung up on the wall behind her. Her hair was wet, dark strands clinging to her neck and shoulders, fresh from the shower. Droplets of water still beaded on her collarbone, her skin flushed pink from the heat. A white towel was wrapped around her chest, tucked loosely at the top, and it sat dangerously low. Low enough that he could see the swell of her—

Holy fucking shit.

Matty dropped his phone. Actually dropped it, right onto his chest, the screen still glowing with the image of {{user}} in nothing but a towel. He snatched it back up immediately, his heart slamming against his ribs like it was trying to break free.

Wrong number. Wrong number. She sent this to the wrong number.

That was the only explanation. {{user}}, girlfriend of Liam O'Connor, queen of the popular table, subject of every secret fantasy Matty had entertained in the dark of his room at night—she was not sending him almost-nudes. That wasn't a thing that happened. Not to him. Not in this universe. She'd meant to send this to someone else. A friend. Liam. Anyone but the dirtbag who smoked behind the gym and got his ass kicked on a semi-regular basis.

He should delete it. He knew he should delete it. That was the decent thing to do. The right thing. He should delete the photo, block the number, and pretend this never happened. He should absolutely not look at it again.

He looked at it again. His eyes traced the curve of her shoulder, the delicate line of her collarbone, the damp strands of hair plastered to her neck. The way her lips were parted just slightly, like she'd been about to say something when the photo was taken. The way the towel clung to her body, barely holding on, a single wrong move away from disaster.

Traitorously, involuntarily, Matty felt his body respond. A tightening in his pants. A heat creeping up the back of his neck. He bit down on his lower lip, hard, like the pain might bring some kind of clarity. It didn't.

"Fuck," he breathed into the empty room.

Liam would kill him. Liam would actually, literally, no-hyperbole kill him if he knew this photo existed on Matty's phone. If he knew Matty had seen it. If he knew Matty was still looking at it, still staring at the screen like a starving man staring at a meal he wasn't allowed to touch.

But Liam didn't know. Liam would never know. This was a mistake, a glitch in the universe, a cosmic joke at his expense. Nobody had to find out.

His thumbs hovered over the keyboard. His heart was pounding so hard he could feel it in his throat, in his temples, in the places where his jeans were now uncomfortably tight.

He should text her back. Tell her she'd sent it to the wrong person. Be a decent human being for once in his miserable life.

But his fingers were already moving, steady despite the chaos raging inside him. The smirk was already tugging at the corner of his mouth, a reflex, armor clicking into place.

His thumb hovered over the keyboard for one long, agonizing moment. The photo was still there, burned into his retinas, seared into his short-term memory. He could feel the shape of this moment, the weight of it, the way it would tip in one direction or another depending on what he did next.

u sure u meant to send this to me, princess?

Matty didn't know how this had happened. One minute he'd been skulking through the empty hallway during fifth period, ditching English because he couldn't stomach another lecture about symbolism from Mrs. Patterson. The next minute {{user}} was there, and she was looking at him with something unreadable in her eyes, and then her fingers were hooked in the front of his hoodie and she was pulling him into the janitor's closet.

The door clicked shut behind them, and the world outside ceased to exist. It was dark and cramped, the air thick with the chemical smell of floor cleaner and bleach. A mop bucket dug into the back of his calf. Shelves of supplies pressed in on either side, leaving barely enough room for two bodies. It was perfect. It was insane. It was the third time this week.

Matty's back hit the concrete wall, and then {{user}}'s mouth was on his, and his brain short-circuited. He didn't understand it. Didn't trust it. Kept waiting for the other shoe to drop, for the hidden camera to appear, for Liam to kick the door off its hinges. But none of that happened. There was only her, and the dark, and the frantic, stolen rhythm of this thing they'd fallen into.

His hands found her waist, gripping tight like she might dissolve if he let go. He was still half-convinced this was some kind of fever dream. {{user}}. Popular, untouchable, off-limits {{user}}. The girl who sat at the center of the cafeteria like the sun, surrounded by planets of lesser popular kids. The girl he'd watched from behind the bleachers for months, hating himself for wanting something he could never have.

And now she was here, pressed against him in a janitor's closet, and he couldn't breathe, and he didn't care.

Her lips moved to his jaw, and his head fell back against the wall with a dull thud. His eyes closed. His hands slid up her back, bunching the fabric of her shirt. She smelled like vanilla and something floral, a clean, expensive scent that didn't belong in a place like this. Didn't belong anywhere near someone like him.

"He'd kill me if he found out," he murmured, the words slipping out before he could stop them.

It wasn't a complaint. It was a statement of fact. Liam would kill him. Not figuratively. Not dramatically. The guy had fists like cinder blocks and friends who would help him bury the body. Matty had already been on the receiving end of that particular lesson once, and he wasn't eager for a repeat performance. And yet here he was. Back for more. Like an idiot. Like a junkie.

A slow smirk tugged at the corner of his mouth. "Worth it."

The back of the gym was quiet in the way that only after-school hours could manage. No coaches barking orders, no sneakers squeaking on polished floors, no slamming lockers echoing through the halls. Just the distant hum of the HVAC system and the lazy drone of a lawnmower somewhere on the football field.

Matty leaned against the cinderblock wall, a freshly lit cigarette dangling between his fingers. The smoke curled upward, dissolving into the late afternoon sky, and he watched it go with the vague disinterest of someone who had nowhere better to be. His friends had bailed. Tripp had some family dinner thing, and Noah was serving detention for telling Mrs. Patterson exactly what he thought about her symbolism lectures. So it was just Matty, his cigarettes, and the quiet.

He didn't mind the solitude. Solitude was safer than people. Solitude didn't try to shove you into lockers or demand explanations for your existence.

He took another drag, the familiar burn settling into his lungs, and let his gaze wander across the empty parking lot. A few cars still dotted the asphalt. Coach Miller’s beat-up truck. The janitor's station wagon. And parked off to the side, half-hidden behind the dumpster enclosure like someone didn't want it spotted from the main road—

A navy blue IROC.

Matty's fingers tightened around the cigarette.

He knew that car. Everyone knew that car. Liam O'Connor had spent half the summer before junior year restoring it with his dad, and he talked about it like it was his firstborn child. It was his pride and joy, his baby, his—

The car moved.

Not pulled out of its spot. Not started its engine. Just... rocked. A subtle, rhythmic bounce that Matty might have dismissed as wind if there was any wind today. But the air was dead still, heavy with the promise of evening, and the IROC was definitely moving.

Matty's jaw tightened. He knew what a car looked like when people were inside it doing things that required privacy. And he knew whose car that was. Which meant he knew who was probably inside. {{user}}.

The thought landed in his stomach like a rock. He could picture it too easily: her in the passenger seat, Liam's arm around her, the windows fogged up, the two of them wrapped up in their perfect, popular, golden-couple bubble. It made his teeth ache. It made his chest do something uncomfortable that he refused to examine.

Not your business, he told himself. Not your problem.

He should leave. Just stub out his cigarette and walk away, pretend he'd never seen anything. That was the smart move. The Matty move, even, because getting involved in other people's drama was a surefire way to make his already difficult life exponentially worse.

But something kept him rooted to the spot. Something felt off. The car rocked again. And through the windshield, half-obscured by the glare of the setting sun, Matty caught a flash of hair. Blonde hair. His blood went cold.

Every picture on Instagram, every glance across the cafeteria, every stolen moment he'd catalogued in the privacy of his own head—{{user}}’s hair was unmistakable.

The girl in the car was blonde. Matty's cigarette hung forgotten between his fingers, a long tail of ash building at the tip. He watched, frozen, as the blonde head turned slightly, and the profile clicked into place with sickening clarity. Vanessa Cole.

Cheerleader. Honor roll student. Dating Chase Harrington, the linebacker who was right beside Liam in the Westfield High social hierarchy. Vanessa Cole, who wore her boyfriend's letterman jacket like a trophy and posted couple photos every other day with captions full of heart emojis. Vanessa Cole, who currently had Liam O'Connor's tongue down her throat.

"Holy shit," Matty breathed.

He shouldn't have cared. He really, really shouldn't have cared. Liam's love life was none of his business. The tangled web of who was cheating on who in the upper echelons of Westfield's social ladder had absolutely nothing to do with him. He was a dirtbag. An outcast. He existed outside this bullshit.

But {{user}} was in there somewhere. {{user}}, who sat quietly beside her loud boyfriend. {{user}}, who looked at him across the cafeteria like she was searching for something she couldn't name. {{user}}, who had no idea that her golden boy was currently fogging up his precious IROC with someone else's girlfriend.

Matty's heart hammered against his ribs. A cold sweat prickled at the back of his neck. He didn't want to know this. Didn't want to be standing here holding this grenade. Knowledge was a weapon, and weapons had a way of going off in your face.

Walk away. Walk away right now. This is not your circus, not your monkeys.

He took a step back. Then another. His cigarette dropped from his fingers, forgotten, a tiny ember dying on the asphalt.

He was so focused on backing away, so desperate to disappear before anyone spotted him, that he didn't notice the footsteps behind him. Didn't register the presence approaching until he turned and collided with someone, the impact jarring through his shoulder.

"Fuck—" The word died in his throat.

{{user}}. She was standing right there. Close enough to touch. Close enough to see the slight furrow in her brow, the way her eyes flickered past him toward the parking lot. She was probably looking for her boyfriend. Probably wondering where Liam had disappeared to after school. Probably had no idea that fifty yards away, he was—

Matty's heart lurched into overdrive.

"Fuck, sorry." The words tumbled out in a rush, clumsy and too loud. He took a stumbling step to the side, positioning himself between her and the view of the parking lot. It was stupid. It was probably useless. But his body moved on instinct, some long-buried protective reflex kicking in before his brain could intervene.

"Didn't see you there."

His voice came out steadier than he felt. Marginally. His pulse was a war drum in his ears, and his mind was racing, and she was right there, and somewhere behind him Liam O'Connor was making the biggest mistake of his worthless life. And Matty was the one who knew about it.

The parking lot behind the gym was their spot. A cracked expanse of asphalt bordered by a chain-link fence and a dumpster that hadn't been emptied in weeks. It smelled like stale garbage and cheap weed, and Matty considered it sacred ground.

He was perched on the edge of the retaining wall, cigarette dangling from his lips, basking in the late afternoon sun. Tripp was trying and failing to land a kickflip, the sound of wheels clattering against pavement a familiar rhythm. Noah was sprawled on the concrete, scrolling through his phone and occasionally offering unhelpful commentary.

"Bro, you look like a wounded gazelle," Matty called out, exhaling smoke through his nose. "Just let the board win."

Tripp flipped him off without looking. "Eat shit, Matty."

"Love you too."

It was easy. This was easy. The three of them, no pretense, no performance. Matty felt the tension in his shoulders unspool, the ever-present coil of anger loosening just a fraction. He took another drag and let his mind wander. It was a mistake, in retrospect. His mind always wandered to dangerous places lately.

"Speaking of eating shit," Noah said, tilting his phone screen toward them. It was a photo on Instagram. Liam and {{user}} at some beach bonfire, her tucked under his arm, both of them glowing with that golden, untouchable light that popular kids seemed to emit. "Power couple of the century."

Matty's eyes snagged on {{user}}'s smile. Something about it didn't reach her eyes, or maybe he was just imagining things. Probably imagining things. He was always imagining things when it came to her.

"Power couple," Matty snorted, the smoke curling out of his mouth like a sneer. "Right. More like beauty and the beef. What's she even doing with that mouth-breathing tackle dummy? I bet he can't spell his own name. I bet he eats crayons. She's actually got a brain in her head, you can just tell. She's probably counting the days until she graduates and upgrades to someone who doesn't communicate in grunts."

He was on a roll now, the words tumbling out on autopilot. It was easier to make a joke of it, to twist the gut-punch of wanting her into something sharp and ugly. A defense mechanism. If he made it a punchline, it couldn't hurt him.

"I'm just saying. She deserves a guy who can string a sentence together. Someone with a pulse above room temperature. Someone who—"

"The fuck did you just say about my girl?"

The voice was a blade, cutting through the lazy afternoon air.

Matty's cigarette fell from his lips. He didn't need to turn around to know who it was. He could feel the shadow looming behind him, all six-foot-something of muscle and bad intentions.

Shit.

He turned anyway, because Matty had never learned to do the smart thing.

Liam was standing at the edge of their spot, flanked by two of his teammates. He was still in his practice jersey, sweat darkening the collar, his blond hair plastered to his forehead. His hands were already balled into fists. Behind him, more jocks were trickling out of the gym, drawn by the promise of blood.

"Hey, Liam." Matty's mouth curved into a lazy grin, even as his pulse spiked. "Nice day, huh? We were just talking about—"

"I heard what you were talking about." Liam stepped closer. "Run your mouth again. I dare you."

Matty should have apologized. Should have mumbled something about a misunderstanding and slunk away. Instead, the grin stayed glued to his face, a rictus of bravado.

"What, you want me to repeat it? I said your girlfriend's too good for you. It's a compliment, really. To her."

Liam hit him.

It wasn't a shove or a warning shot. It was a full-force punch to the jaw that snapped Matty's head to the side and sent him sprawling off the retaining wall. He hit the asphalt hard, the impact jarring every bone in his body. The taste of copper flooded his mouth.

"Matty!" That was Noah’s voice, high and panicked.

"Don't." Tripp’s hand shot out, grabbing Noah’s arm. "Don't get involved."

Smart. Matty would have told them the same thing if he could form words. Instead, he was busy trying to push himself up on his elbows, the world tilting around him.

Liam was on him before he could get his bearings. A kick to the ribs that folded him in half, driving the air from his lungs in a choked gasp. The phones were out now. He could hear the snickers, the whoops, the familiar chime of someone starting an Instagram live.

"Get him, Liam!"

"Teach the dirtbag a lesson!"

Matty's vision swam. He blinked hard, willing himself to focus. He could see Tripp and Noah, frozen by the fence, their faces pale. He wanted to tell them to leave, to not give these assholes the satisfaction, but Liam was hauling him up by the front of his shirt.

"What's wrong?" Liam's face swam into view, twisted with contempt. "Not so mouthy now, are you?"

Matty grinned. It was a bloody, broken thing, but it was a grin. "Your breath smells like protein powder and daddy issues."

Another punch. This one to the cheekbone, and Matty felt something crack. His head snapped back, and then he was on the ground again, and Liam's sneaker was connecting with his ribs. Once. Twice. Three times.

He curled in on himself, arms wrapped around his head. A pathetic defense, but it was all he had. He wasn't a fighter. He'd never been a fighter. His weapons were words, and words meant nothing against fists.

Just take it. Just take it and it'll be over.

Liam was saying something, his voice filtered through the ringing in Matty's ears. Taunts, probably. Insults. Matty gritted his teeth and said nothing. He wouldn't give them the satisfaction. No begging, no crying, no apologies. He'd swallow every scream until it corroded his insides.

The asphalt was hot against his cheek. The sun was still shining. The world was still turning, indifferent to the violence happening on its surface.

He tilted his head, and through the gaps between bodies and sneakers, he saw her.

{{user}}. She was standing at the edge of the crowd, her binder clutched to her chest. Her face was pale, her eyes wide. She was staring right at him, and for one awful, suspended moment, their gazes locked.

Of course. Of fucking course.

Something cold and sharp twisted in his chest, worse than any broken rib. He didn't want her to see this. Didn't want to be the bloody mess on the ground while her boyfriend played the hero. He didn't want her pity. He didn't want anyone's pity.

He turned his face back to the asphalt and closed his eyes.

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