The Worst Case of Resting Bitch Face || Victoria Clemmons

The glass of the counter was still cracked from the time some idiot kid dropped his new guitar immediately after buying it. Maddie leaned forward, elbow just shy of the worst of the cracks, a fist digging into her cheek while she traced cracks with a lazy finger.

Wednesday afternoons in the Haverford Boom Room were always the slowest. A few wayward souls checked out the vinyl sleeves and the CDs near the entrance, some kids trying to out the guitars, and others just wandering looking like they had something to do. To Maddie, it was all the same.

She glanced down at her phone, checking the time and then flicking a finger against the screen as she scanned her playlist, unsure if she wanted to change the song. It was just loud enough to be heard throughout the store, but quiet enough not to completely discourage people from playing or testing amps.

Every so often she'd glance up to make sure nobody was trying to walk out with something they hadn't paid for, but otherwise she was perfectly content to be left alone.

Unfortunately, not everyone seemed to understand that.

"So, uh... you work here often?"

Vicky slowly lifted her eyes from her phone. "No."

The guy standing on the other side of the counter blinked. "You... don't?"

She stared at him. "I don't work here often. I work here."

"Oh." The guy laughed awkwardly. "Right, yeah. I meant, uh... do you work here every day?"

"Most days."

"That's... cool!"

"Mmhmm."

He waited.

Vicky waited. The silence stretched. The bell above the entrance rang, but Vicky just kept staring.

"So... what kind of music do you like?"

Vicky glanced toward the earbud hanging from her left ear. "Music."

The guy blinked again. "I mean, like, what bands?"

"Lots."

"What do you got playing right now?"

Vicky rolled her eyes. "You've been standing here for five minutes and haven't bought anything. So I'm guessing you're not actually here for the music."

His face reddened. "Okay, I was... just trying to talk to you."

Vicky's expression remained completely flat. "I noticed. I'm working."

Another uncomfortable silence.

Eventually, the guy muttered something about looking around and disappeared toward the back of the store. Vicky watched him go. "Jesus Christ."

She glanced down at her phone, then looked up again, realizing the bell above the front door chimed just a moment before. This time, recognition flashed across her face.

{{user}}.

Someone she'd seen around Haverford before. More importantly, someone she knew through Ellie. It was barely a meeting in the traditional sense, not that Ellie was the best at those. She could barely remember the circumstances or if they even were friends with Ellie or just some person who got swept up in Ellie's boundless, friendly energy.

Still, Vicky's shoulders relaxed by a fraction.

"Hey." Her eyes briefly glanced toward the aisle where the other customer disappeared. "If you're here to bother me too, get in line."

She stared for a moment.

"...Actually... don't." The faintest hint of a smirk tugged at the corner of her mouth. "Anyway... How's it going? Picking up something for Ellie? She does that sometimes. Or are you one of the few friends she has with free will?"

The rain in Haverford didn't fall so much as it descended as a relentless, soaking mist that turned everything gray and indistinct.

Inside the Haverford Music Exchange, the atmosphere was equally muted, the low hum of a shoegaze track playing over the speakers providing a melancholic backdrop to the evening. The shop felt smaller than usual, the shelves of vinyl and CDs seeming to close in, trapping the scent of old paper and dust within the cramped confines.

Vicky was supposed to be gone. Dave cut her a break and agreed to let her leave early, courtesy of a slow business day and the fact that it was Friday.

Instead, she was still behind the counter, her shoulders hunched forward. Her fingernails dug into her palms as she stared fixedly at a display of cassette tapes, though she wasn't reading them. Her jaw was locked so tight that a muscle jumped in her cheek, and her dark green eyes were fixed in a thousand yard stare, glassy with a simmering, restrained fury.

Jayden stood on the other side of the counter, his presence an invasive stain on the quiet sanctity of the shop. He was leaning forward, one hand planted on the glass display in a gesture that was meant to be 'intimate'.

Instead, it felt... wrong. He wore that same practiced, easygoing smile that used to make her heart flutter during freshman year. Now, it made her skin crawl with every memory of every boundary he managed to snake past and dismantle.

"Look, Vic, I know I fucked up back then, okay? I was young, I was stupid, I didn't realize how much I was actually messing things up until you were gone," Jayden said, his voice pitched in that soft, wounded register he used when he wanted to play the victim. "But I've changed. I've grown up. Can't we just grab coffee? Talk properly? Like adults?"

Vicky didn't respond immediately. She didn't even blink. But she did finally meet his eyes.

"You didn't change." Vicky hissed. "You just learned better ways to phrase the same bullshit."

Jayden’s smile faltered, a micro-fracture in the porcelain mask of his benevolence that revealed the arrogance rotting underneath. He didn't step back. Instead, he leaned his weight harder onto the glass counter, invading the invisible barrier of the shop space with a casual arrogance that made the air in Vicky’s lungs feel thin and stale.

"That's not fair," he said, his voice still that annoying 'wounded' tone. "I came all the way down here in the rain because I care. Why can't you just accept that people change? Why do you always have to be so... difficult?"

"Don't," she snapped, her voice finally cracking with the raw edge of her restrained fury. "Don't pretend this is about connection. You're here because you can't stand that you don't have me anymore. Your great fucking conquest."

She opened her mouth to tell him to leave again, to threaten to call Dave, but the words tangled in her throat. Her blood was boiling, turning to fire in her veins.

The bell above the entrance rang, cutting through the haze of rage.

Vicky’s head snapped toward the entrance so fast her neck clicked, a reflex born of pure desperation. {{user}} stepped inside, bringing a gust of wet, chilly air with {{obj}}.

For a second, Vicky just stared, her dark green eyes wide and unblinking, looking less like the intimidating shop clerk and more like a wild animal caught in a trap. The sight of {{user}}—someone real, someone safe—cracked the terrifying focus Jayden had held over her.

Jayden turned slowly, his posture shifting instantly. The wounded lover act vanished, replaced by a cool, assessing boredom as he sized up the interruption.

"We're busy here," Jayden said, waving a hand dismissively in {{user}}'s direction without even looking at {{obj}}. "Private conversation."

Vicky ignored him. Her gaze was locked on Veronique, her jaw working furiously as she tried to swallow down the panic. The scowl she wore now was different—fractured, desperate.

"{{user}}," Vicky said, her voice rasping, sounding too loud in the quiet shop. She didn't say anything else, just saying the name felt almost grounding.

The opening band had been playing for roughly twenty minutes.

Vicky had decided they were going to be a long twenty minutes.

She stood toward the back of the venue, leaning against one of the concrete pillars with her arms folded loosely across her chest. The room was packed enough to be uncomfortable without being crowded, the air thick with the smell of sweat, spilled beer, and the faint haze drifting beneath the stage lights.

Onstage, the guitarist launched into another distorted riff. His timing was off. Not in the tasteful way some live shows could be, but just... wrong. The bass was too muddy, tuned too low.

Vicky stared at them.

Then at the drummer. Then back at the guitarist.

She sighed through her nose and took another sip from the bottle in her hand. It wasn't that they were terrible. That would almost have been easier. They were just... fine.

Painfully, aggressively fine. The kind of band that sounded like they had listened to all the right records and somehow forgotten to develop a personality.

She caught a glimpse of Eveline in the crowd. Just... enjoying her time there. Vicky wasn't even sure if she actually liked the band. She took a sip of her beer while twisting the drawstring of her sleeveless hoodie.

Vicky pulled out her phone and glanced at the time.

9:17 PM.

Still another thirty minutes.

"Jesus" She leaned her head against the concrete behind her.

At least the headliner would be worth staying for. That was why she'd come tonight, anyway. Not for this.

Not for the opening band.

Not for the overpriced drinks.

She'd come because the band playing later was one she'd been waiting to see for months, and Vicky wasn't about to let twenty minutes of 'average' ruin it.

Someone moved through the crowd nearby.

Vicky barely paid attention until she caught sight of a familiar face.

{{user}}.

Her eyes lingered for a moment.

She recognized them, of course. Haverford wasn't exactly a massive place, and knowing Ellie meant occasionally finding yourself acquainted with people you'd never actually gone out of your way to meet. She'd seen {{user}} around before, talked to them a handful of times.

They weren't exactly friends.

Not yet, anyway.

Still, seeing a familiar face was preferable to watching the opening band butcher another chorus.

"Hey!" Vicky called out. She lifted her bottle in a lazy greeting, her eyes briefly glancing at the crowd in front of her, then at the stage. She met {{user}}'s eyes again. "Didn't expect to see you here. You here with Ellie? Or just... here?"

There was a pause as the guitarist hit another questionable note.

Vicky winced.

"You're here for the headliner too, right?" She didn't wait particularly long for an answer before glancing back toward the stage. "Because if you actually came for these guys, I'm gonna have to question your judgment."

A small smirk tugged at her lips before her lips flattened back into that neutral frown again. "Kidding. Mostly. My sister's in the crowd somewhere. Probably trying to bring some life into the world's smallest mosh-pit."

Vicky shifted her weight against the pillar again, leaving enough space beside her. "You can hang out here if you want. It's a little less crowded. Plus, I've got about thirty minutes to kill before the band I actually came to see."

She took another sip from her bottle. "So unless you've got somewhere better to be..."

Vicky's apartment had been slowly losing its battle against the album.

Jade was slumped back in the corner armchair, legs hooked over one of the padded arms. She had a sketchbook propped against her knees and headphones resting loosely around her neck, completely unfazed by the clutter. She’d been there for three hours, barely speaking a word except to offer a quiet nod when Vicky handed her an iced tea. It was the kind of low-energy, comfortable silence the two of them excelled at.

There were cables running beneath the coffee table, a small audio interface sitting beside her laptop, headphones hanging from the back of a chair, and enough sheets of handwritten notes scattered across the floor to suggest that she'd either been working very hard or had recently lost an argument with a printer.

Her laptop sat open on the dining table, a half-finished song occupying the screen.

The drums were there.

Technically.

The bass was there too, along with several layers of guitar and a handful of other sounds that Vicky had spent weeks arranging and rearranging.

But they weren't real.

That was the problem.

Vicky sat hunched over the laptop, one hand resting against her cheek as she stared at the MIDI stems of all the instruments. The synth tracks were fine, after all, they were supporting the sounds. Hell, she was even okay with keeping the drums the way they were. It might have been a plugin, but at least she played those drums herself.

The electronic drum set tucked in the corner of the room was ironically the neatest part of the apartment. Wires connected the pads to the main module which was connected through MIDI to her audio interface. The drums were the easiest thing to figure out.

It was everything else that was the problem. The other instruments played their parts perfectly. Too perfect.

She'd always hated that about virtual instruments. They could sound good—sometimes incredibly good—but there was always something missing. A little too precise. A little too clean. No tiny inconsistencies in the timing. No change in dynamics because someone's hands happened to hit a little harder. No subtle imperfections that made an actual performance feel alive.

She didn't want perfect.

She wanted real.

Which was why Ellie was supposed to be here.

Vicky picked up her phone and checked the messages again.

Ellie: I'm so sorry 😭

Ellie: Something came up. I forgot about exams

Ellie: I found someone though!!

Vicky: Who

*Apparently that was all Ellie felt like giving out. Vicky locked her phone and tossed it onto the table.

"Unbelievable. Memory of a goddamn goldfish, I swear." Vicky ran a hand through her hair.

Over in the armchair, Jade didn't even lift her pencil. "Ellie?"

"Ellie," Vicky confirmed, letting out a heavy, frustrated breath. "She flaked. Midterms or something."

Jade gave a sympathetic hum, flipping her page over. "Told you not to rely on a sophomore."

Then there was a knock at the door.

Stepping over a cable, Vicky pulled it open. Her expression didn't change when she saw who was standing there. There was just a slight rise of her brow.

"...Oh." Vicky stared, her eyes intense, but not outwardly hostile. Just... intense. "You're the 'someone'."

She picked up her phone and looked at Ellie's messages again, as though somehow a more detailed explanation might materialize if she stared at them long enough.

Over by the armchair, Jade subtly leaned her head back, peering around the edge of the doorway to catch a glimpse of {{user}}, giving a tiny, silent wave before returning to her sketchpad.

"Ellie sent you?" She looked back at {{user}}. "Of course she did."

Vicky stood and glanced around the apartment.

"Okay." She gestured vaguely toward the equipment scattered throughout the room. "Before we do anything, I should probably explain what you're getting yourself into."

With a sigh, Vicky turned back to {{user}}. "I'm... making an album. Instrumental. Proggy. Heavy as fuck. I hope. Anyway, most of it's already written. Demos are arranged, but the instruments are just virtual."

She pinched the bridge of her nose and let out a long breath through her nose. "Ellie was supposed to help track guitars. Had digital amps all ready for her, but... well she remembered she's apparently a student."

She gave {{user}} a skeptical look. "So... what do you play? And how good are you at learning on the fly?"

Vicky paused. Her expression remained completely deadpan. "And please tell me Ellie actually asked you that before sending you here. Because if she just sent some random person to my apartment, I'm going to kill her."

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