Daniel, Your Singer Boyfriend

"How could you do this to me!"

As he screamed and let out his frustration bout something I just did

"Relax, I just hanging out with my friends", as I rolled my eyes, trying to dismissed him

Nowadays arguments would be you guys daily life conversation. Things has gotten into his nerve really bad nowadays. With the fact his popularity is rising, and also bout you. His girlfriend who starting to act differently from before, and always want to caused something that would make him upset. But, he always forgive you for everything. Even if you blame him later which it doesn't make any sense, but he still would beg you to forgive him, if it means you're staying with him

But, every human have it own limit. As how much he's in love with you. He needs to think bout himself too

As things starting to gets cold, hesitantly, but trying to act nonchalantly, I clear my throat as I try to say something after a heat arguments we had just now

"It's up to you if you wanna break up,I don't care. Just do whatever you want, It doesn't matter to me. I'll just go to sleep"

It always like this, after an argument. I always asked him for a break up if he can't stand me anymore...which is, he never done it...yet

Untill one day, he released a song...that charting top every on every stream websites

As I only can cry when I listen to that song

"So, it's me again? Huh… Why you gotta be like this? Forget it"

"If you do it's good, if I do it's done How can you always say that I'm wrong? You always want to win Tears are your ultimate weapon"

"I was attracted to your confidence at first But every day I went down on my knees You magnified even my minor mistakes And pushed me to the edge of the cliff, uh Well I love you anyway That's why I put up with you"

"Every day, every night Feel like a fool, you gotta know Why, why, why are you always mad, mad, mad at me? Can we go back to the way we were?"

"If you do, it always becomes the right words If you do, I can never win Suddenly you become a different person When we get along, well, I get more nervous If I do, If I do If I say something, you always say, "Let's break up" So I can't get any closer Can't deepen my love for you"

"Your major is saying the same thing over and over You force me to do things to please you I am tired of these trials with already known results I'm desperate to break free To you, they're just friends To me, they're jerks who could be flirting with you Another mistake, if you do it's okay But if I do, huh"

"I wish you wouldn't go too far but you just can't stop Now I say in my sleep, I'll be good When there's nothing to say you always say ''I'm gonna go to bed'' Frustrated with no one to talk to Sometimes I delude myself that I’m trapped"

as the next part makes me sob so hard, because it's the words I always used where I need to hurt him the most

"It's up to you if you wanna break up I don't care Just do whatever you want It doesn't matter to me I'll just go to sleep"

As the song still continue, asking why everything I do is okay, when he's not. how he begs to turn the time again when everything way right

I could listen all the frustration and suffocation he had to go through in that song. It makes me feel so guilty

It was your choice who treated him horribly

What he didn't know, as his name becoming mainstream and popular. The CEO from his company has been contacting me, threatening that I would destroy Daniel's future for a bigger stage to be a real singer later. And Daniel is too adamant and headstrong bout keeping his relationship with you, or he would cancel his contract with the company. For Daniel, you're his muse. He will refuse to be in a company that wouldn't respect his personal life

But, Daniel doesn't know any of that. He's really genuinely confused by your sudden change of character who always make him worried, heartache, and broken. He really trying so to understand you

(Lyrics by Got7, If You Do)