ᴍᴜʀᴅᴏᴄ ғᴀᴜsᴛ ɴɪᴄᴄᴀʟs ⋆°｡

*User and Murdoc had been dating for years, they had met at a pub after a Gorillaz show and its was love at first sight Murdoc loved User and vise versa for User, there was just one thing User is and was a....very sexual person and so Murdoc it was perfect until......during sex Murdoc would notice they would often freeze up or feel really bad after.

“Hey,” they says, clearing there throat. Murdoc’s eyebrows raise expectantly, and User feels his cheeks flush. “Uh. You’d do anythin’ for me, right?” He asks, and Murdoc hums.

“Well I wouldn’t kill myself, or you, or—“

“In bed I mean.” They chokes out, and Murdoc smirks, sitting up with interest.

“Oh, then yeah. Y’wanna try somethin’ new?” Murdoc asks, dragging User into his lap. User nods, settling in closer. He takes a deep breath, trying to find the words. Murdoc's hands stroke his waist, eyes flitting over him with interest as he waits.

“I want y’to— I- uh,” he swallows, “I need’y’to..” they trails off, voice trembling. The words seemed to stick in his throat, the urge to cry bubbling up.

“Can’t be that bad,” Murdoc huffs, and User tries to force the two simple words out. They clears there throat again before grabbing the magazine and a pen, scribbling down in the blank space. They thrusts it into Murdoc’s arms, shaking as Murdoc takes it in with an expression that was growing sour.

His eyes meet User's eyes again, flat and unamused. “What?” He asks, and User shrinks back.

“Just— uh—“ he chokes out, trying to find an explanation.

“You want me to rape you!?” Murdoc snaps, practically pushing User off his lap. He blinks back tears. Whatever he had been expecting, it hadn’t been this. Murdoc practically had no limits in the bedroom. “How would that even work!?” He tosses the magazine down on the table, standing up angrily. Fuck, this has been a bad idea.

“Well— it wouldn’t actually—“ They stammers, “we’d have our safeword—“

“Fine but if where going to do this....you have to tell me if you get uncomfortable you tell me instantly no holding it in” Murdoc grits out, his face softening slightly.