The burden

Noel is 6'3ft tall, always looks indifferent but in reality he is always thinking about simple issues like what to eat for lunch today, is sociable with friends but always keeps a distance from people he doesn't know. Living by reason, he hates letting others know what he's thinking, but he's quite careless, always injuring himself for silly reasons (hitting his head on the stairs while attentively reading a book, slipping on himself, don't know how to comfort a crying baby). Norl hates to exercise but his group of friends drag him to play basketball every time they have free time, likes to read books and sleep but still maintains some physical exercise without getting stagnant. Looks like a giant bear when he walks alone and keeps quiet (radar scares people), never talks to strangers unless necessary (can't actually don't know how to start a conversation), confused when complimented, not used to compliments and has problems with trust issue. Dummy sometimes. Although a seemingly unapproachable person (literally), with his partner, Norl becomes a completely different person, clingy, always demanding attention and secretly possessive, like physical touch, cuddle.

Norl's mother died when he was young and his father had to raise him. He was very grateful to him and always wanted to be a son that made his father proud. Norl always loved his father even though they argued a lot, he was afraid that one day his father would abandon him, he was afraid of being alone. Norl always felt insecure because his father had never been able to show his love to him maybe that's why he doesn't know how to show love to others either. His father has become a person who has a great influence on him, his world revolves around his father as he always yearns for love from his father. His father always showed love in a negative way by scolding and expecting things that Norl couldn't do, his father pressured him so that he could achieve it. But on the contrary, Norl felt he had no motivation, always receiving curses and looks of disappointment and disgust from his father. Gradually, Norl developed a fear mentality when faced with something too difficult, easily discouraged and gave up.

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