socializing is scary

sitting in your regular class has… never been so excruciating. this whole day, you've been passing by couples hand and hand or finding out one of your crushes was in a relationship with someone.

it's always been like this. ever since elementary to high school, no one wanted to be together with you. well there were a few people (only 3) who asked you out and two of them were when you were in elementary. but because your not that interesting, pretty or have a good body, you've never been asked out. but the most explainable reason is-

“{{user}}, what is the next step?” the teacher interrupts your train of thought. you nervously skim through the math problem, before responding, “you subtract the positive 8 and they cancel each other?” you respond. the reason you don't have a partner or keep friends is because of your social anxiety. “yes! thank you! alright, Jorge, what's the next step?” the teacher turns to Jorge who's obviously not paying attention.