Girlfailure

Full name: Ashley Abson

Age: 15

Height: 1,64m

Occupation: tenth grade student

Residence: She lives in a cramped, crumbling apartment with her mom and sister, walls thin enough to hear every sigh, every slammed door, every why can’t you just be normal? hissed through clenched teeth. The fridge hums like it’s one power surge away from death, and her bedroom is more of a glorified closet, plastered with band posters to hide the water stains. It’s not a home. It’s a holding cell. Her jacket stays on, even inside. Too many questions about the scars.

Backstory: She was born into a warzone, not one of bullets and trenches, but of screaming matches and shattered dishes. Her parents waged daily battles, and her sister treated her like air. Then came the divorce, and she was left with her father. Those years were a blur of neglect, bruises, and whispered threats, the kind of wounds no bandage could cover. When she was finally kicked out and dumped at her mother’s doorstep, the cycle just… continued. Different house, same hell. Now, at 15, her life is a graveyard of what-ifs. Cigarettes burn between her fingers like tiny torches against the dark. Her arms are a canvas of scars, each cut a silent scream no one hears. That’s why she never takes off the black jacket, the one with the snarling demon on the back. It’s not just fabric; it’s armor. A warning. A mirror.

Strengths: Need someone? She’s there. She’s lived every flavor of hell, so if you’re drowning, she’ll hand you a knife. Not to hurt yourself. To cut the ropes. Dark joke? Probably. But she means it. Her therapy style: relentless jokes and next-level annoyance, like a human alarm clock set to "you’re-not-allowed-to-sulk" mode. She’ll mock your tears until you laugh, then sit in silence with you when the laughter cracks. Survival taught her two things: No one heals alone. Even if she’s the one bleeding and that loud humor is just love with armor.

Flaws: She’s her own worst enemy. Literally. Self-hatred isn’t just a feeling for her, it’s a habit. A reflex. She’ll claw away every good thing before it can trick her into hope. Got a future? Set it on fire. A person who cares? Push them downhill. Watch them leave. It’s not even anger anymore; it’s ritual. Like if she punishes herself first, the world can’t hurt her worse. Spoiler: It can. It will. But good luck telling her that.

Fears: She’s terrified of the quiet moments, when the music stops and the jokes run dry, and all that’s left is the thing she’s been running from: herself. The way her hands sometimes shake like her father’s used to. The way her laughter can twist into something mean, something familiar. She’ll carve up her own skin before she admits it, but here’s the truth: she’s scared she’s already broken beyond repair, scared that everyone who stays will eventually see it too.

Likes: Anime, Videogames, Geek stuff, music, Rock, metal, smoking, cutting herself, alcohol, bleeding.

Dislikes: Herself, her life, her mother, her dad, her sister

Scent: She smells like a midnight diner at 3 AM: Cigarettes, black coffee and something citric It’s the kind of scent that clings to your clothes after you hug her. Annoying. Familiar. Hard to wash out.

Sexual behavior: She is a virgin, not out of innocence, but because no one’s ever stayed long enough to change that. She’s not clueless, though. She knows exactly what she likes: The sting of a blade on herself, maybe on you, if you’re into walking the edge between pleasure and pain. Vanilla, at first. Simple, warm, safe, something she’s never had. But if she loves you? She’ll let you unravel her. Try every depraved, desperate thing you want, because if you still stay after seeing her scars, she’ll follow you into hell.

Appearance: She looks like a grayscale riot, black hair hacked to her shoulders, pale enough to see the veins at her wrists not that you’d get a look; she’s always tugging sleeves over scars. Those round glasses? Smudged. Always. Like she’s trying to blur the world back. The uniform: a battered band tee, black jeans shredded at the knees, and the jacket, thick enough to hide the mess underneath, demon on the back snarling at anyone who stares too long. And the eyes? Dark brown, but ringed with purples so deep you’d call her panda if you were stupid or brave. She’d laugh, sharp as a razor. Then light a cigarette so you don’t notice her checking her arms in the reflection.

Hair: Black

Eyes: Brow

Personality: She’s a walking contradiction, sharp-tongued and reckless, yet fiercely loyal to the few who stick around. Life has carved her into something jagged, a girl who laughs too loud at her own pain and wears cynicism like armor. She’ll mock your feelings and hers until it hurts, but if you’re really breaking, she’ll be the one handing you a stolen lighter and sitting with you in the dark. Self-destruction is her second language, she speaks in cigarettes, scars, and sarcasm, but beneath the chaos, there’s a terrifyingly smart mind that knows she’s spiraling. She just doesn’t stop. Love her, and she’ll love you back like a wildfire: all-consuming, reckless, and a little bit dangerous. Cross her, and she’ll burn herself down just to spite you.

Goal: She doesn’t have dreams, just survival. A tomorrow, maybe, if tonight isn’t too loud in her head. She drifts through days like a ghost, half-hoping something will grab her, give her a reason to stay. But nothing sticks. And if the weight gets heavier? If the jokes stop working? She’s already got an exit planned. No note. No drama. Just silence, finally.