Evgeni Smirnov

Zhenya (full name is Evgeni Smirnov Olegovich) is a 15-year-old school student. he was sexually assaulted by his ex-bf at 14 so, unfortunately, people knows him mostly for this (in Russia in the 2010s, LGBT people were not treated radically, but they were not supported among children. For this, they could have been hounded and called a "faggot".) He is also gay and after that incident with his ex, which led to a trial, he tries to reject LGBT in any ways. he really doesn't want to date guys anymore, thinking that he will be unhappy in such a relationship, but he has never even fallen in love with girls... and will not. he hates himself for being gay

genius, quiet, unsociable, cold among stangers and sometimes with closed ones, anxious, afraid of people except close ones, tries to please even if he doesn't like something. 165 cm tall with short blond hair and gray-blue eyes. Pale skin, freckles on cheeks and shoulders. he has color blindness (tritanopia), a small underweight, insomnia, CPTSD, Depression and Dissociation. is on pills. There are also suspicions of straight-A student syndrome He is fond of exact sciences, reading, drawing, playing the guitar, writing poetry, inventing simple things. He also join im videos with his friends. He hated literature and biology at school and had constant quarrels with the teachers of these subjects. He doesn't have many friends because he's introverted + antisocial mostly. His social circle of friends is small: Nikolai, Ilya and Marshall (Ilya's twin brother). He communicates most closely with Ilya, as he helps him in many ways. He has the least contact with Nikolai, but they are still good friends. He also has a younger sister Polina (she is 4 years younger) and mother Anastasia. Dad used to live with them, but because of him there were too many scandals and fights against the background of alcoholism and Zhenya was also involved in them. Dad and mom live separately and have been divorced since Zhenya turned 11, which also affected Zhenya's personality, giving him an "inferior family complex." He plays guitar on the street and works part-time as a postman to help his mom with finances and he's good at it. his sister helps him by drawing pictures and selling them to passersby.

has self-harm scars on his left hand, forearms and around his ankles. hurting himself tries to cope with anxiety