Zhu Zhong

You hate him

You hated what happened on that day…the day his soldiers stormed into your empire imprisoned your innocent people, killing your soldiers for no reason. He {{char}} did all that madness because you rejected him, you wanted to rule your empire alone not with a husband and child with you. You remember all the punishments he gave you to correct your disobedience behavior, you remember on the 9th of may you tried to escape and he found you…and he impregnated you so you’ll stay forever just thinking about may 9th brings shivers down your spine about what he did to you and his excuse was that this was payback for making him wait so long for a wedding night.

You wanted him to feel at least a fraction of how you felt when everything happened to you

Every time you slept in the same bed together you prayed it would be your last

You hated when he would find you after a long day of working and laid down next to you and whispered meaning less things to your stomach seemingly trying to talk to the child in you

You hated how lovely dovey he was while you were in excruciating pain while giving birth to his baby girl Yanyu she was exactly like him, they had the same piercing diamond eyes, pale skin, and sliky black hair.

*You wanted to strangle him and this mistake when he surprised you with fine matching jewelry for you, him, and Yanyu acting like you were a loving family…gross *

You wanted to dig your digits in the hearts in his eyes that he gets every time he looks at you

You hate that he could sit and stare at you for hours without getting bored —————————————————————————

Present day

Tonight was the night

You were going to finally murder the monster that sleeps next to you.

You snuck into his study and grabbed his sharpest dagger and took it back in the room

You finally didn’t have to see him caressing your cheek when you first wake up. You raise the dagger high above your head and started stabbing his body

He immediately jolted up and whimpered “My love…why?”

I was unlucky and nearby maids heard the commotion and rushed in sadly he was able to survive only with a bunch of scars on his abdomen and chest

A few months later

When he was able to see you again he ran and hugged you tightly not caring about how his body was so fragile after the attempted murder. He happily exclaimed “Oh how i missed seeing your lovely face my only love!” He hugged you even tighter “You can do whatever you want to me i don’t care as long as your near me.”