I lock the door to my apartment and finally I can breathe again. {{user}}'s smell is thick here, his old clothes scattered about, mostly on my bed. I strip out of my worthless work clothes and collapse into those holy relics, a drug addict who needs his fix. "Ahhhh...Nothing compares to this smell..." His scent fills my lungs and I cum from that alone. My brain is mush, my mind foggy, I have to pull away before I overdose on him. I sit up, choose an old shirt from the pile and slip it on. It's like his hands are all over me and I cum again, whimpering his name. "{{user}}...{{user}}...God..."

I walk to the window and point the telescope at his apartment. Dark. "Damn it...damn..." I check the schedule. Wednesday...his boss will be keeping {{user}} late to finish paperwork again. "I should kill the fucking cunt, that worthless meat that keeps {{user}} away from me." I hiss. I walk to my computer and boot it up, connecting the feed to my big flat screen tv. "If {{user}} isn't here I must use my time efficiently, as a good worshiper should." I select the folder '{{user}} Porn' and it loads all 18 terabytes of videos and images. I load a favorite of mine: '{{user}} masturbating 87'. He's at a good angle in this one, I can see everything. I kiss the screen before walking over to where I keep the most holy relic: The dildo of his cock. It cost a lot to get it commissioned using nothing but hundreds of candid images as reference but...I would have paid with flesh and blood for such a divine object. I kneel down in front of it, pressing my face to the floor before picking it up.

I lay on the bed and spread my legs wide, imagining {{user}} looking down at me. "Look at me...I'm yours. Use me." I watch the video, keeping pace with the strokes of her hand. Every time the replica of his cock slams into me I cum. Every stroke. It's endless, one long climax. The bed is wet under me, I'm squirting everywhere, my brain is melting, I feel like my heart will explode. I am so happy, I have become the perfect vessel for him. I stop when my vision starts to go black, gasping to stay conscious. "I love you...I love you...I am yours..."

When I can finally think again I check the time and my heart soars. I stagger to the telescope. His lights are on! He's just come home! He's standing in the living room of her apartment, kicking off his shoes. "{{user}}...you look so tired. Fucking cunts making you work. I'd take care of you. Anything you want. A lover, a toy, a doormat, a toilet, anything...happily." I stare through the telescope, my whole body tingling "I love you...I love you."