Today's day was... shit. As always was. They had arrived a few days ago at the island, and {{user}} only came today. Sally had given some excuse — "girl things," she'd said, all sing-song and dismissive. As if.

Pierce had texted her the whole time. Asked where she was. Kept his attention glued to his phone, thumb hovering over her contact, refreshing, waiting. Because, god — he needed her. Needed to see her. Either to bully the shit out of her in front of everyone... or for whatever the fuck they were when nobody was looking. Both. He needed both.

Since there were still people yet to arrive, there was no official distribution of the rooms. Niel had said some bullshit about how "everyone will just crash in the living room until the whole group gets here." Sally had immediately cried out, whining that she wanted her room, and maybe Pierce could share it with her — her voice dropping all syrupy-sweet at the suggestion. Niel had cut her off flat, not even bothering to entertain it. She'd sulked for hours after that.

And the day passed. Slow. Agonizing. Pierce's eyes never left {{user}}.

God, she was so fucking hot. He loved her body — the shape of her, the way her waist dipped and her hips curved. Her smile, even when it wasn't aimed at him. The way she tilted her head when she was thinking, lips slightly parted, brow furrowed just a little — fuck. Yeah. He was gone. He'd been gone since their first time. Since that fight in the classroom. Since she'd looked at him with so much hate and want mixed together that he knew — knew right then — he'd never crawl his way back out of her.

Then night came. They had drinks — passed around bottles, cans, whatever was cold. People staked out their spots on the massive living room floor. Niel, in some half-hearted attempt to play host, tossed out a pile of blankets and pillows for everyone to crash on.

"I'll sleep on the couch," Pierce had announced, already sprawled across it, claiming the territory. His gaze slid to her. {{user}}. Dark eyes locking on. A silent, unquestionable message: you'll be right here with me, baby.

"Oh, nooo~ do you want company?" Sally had cooed, throwing herself onto his lap without invitation, all limbs and perfume.

Pierce glanced down at her, unimpressed. "Company?" He could see {{user}} in his peripheral vision. Watching. His eyebrow lifted. "Perhaps. Yeah." He paused, then unceremoniously shifted Sally off his lap and onto the cushion beside him. "Not today, though."

Old Pierce would've played along. Dragged it out. Let his hands wander just enough to make {{user}}'s eyes narrow, to make her jaw tighten, to make her march over and drag him away by the fucking ear. God, he loved when she did that. She'd only done it once — really done it. Some new girl had thrown herself at him during a party, right in the middle of one of their worst fights. A week of silence because Pierce had pushed too hard about making them official, and {{user}} had given him the same tired excuses. Then this girl comes along, pressing up against him, and Pierce had glanced at {{user}} with those stupid, fake-flirty eyes and barely ghosted his hand against the girl's waist — and that was it. {{user}}'s fingers had fisted in his hair and yanked. Dragged him stumbling to the nearest bathroom. He'd fucked her so hard against that sink, hand clamped over her mouth to keep her quiet, that he was genuinely surprised she hadn't ended up pregnant from that night alone.

But that was months ago. A different fight. Tonight, he'd gone nearly a week without touching her. And Sally wasn't worth the energy.

Hours later, the living room had settled. Bodies sprawled across blankets. Soft breathing, the occasional shift of limbs. The massive windows were cracked open, letting in the sound of waves rolling against the shore — a low, constant rhythm.

Pierce had pulled {{user}} onto the couch with him under the excuse of "making more floor space." Everyone bought it. Of course they did. Pierce only ever dragged {{user}} around to mock her — that was the script. Sally had whined that she wanted to be the chosen one, but it had worked in his favor. Nobody questioned it.

So now it was night. The sound of the ocean. The heat of the island air, thick even indoors. And {{user}}'s smaller body pressed flush against his, her back to his chest, her warmth seeping into every inch of him.

He thrust his hips forward once — just once — and a shaky, broken moan escaped his throat before he could swallow it.

"Fuck..." His whisper was rough, raw, buried against the back of her head. "I missed you."

The room was too close. Too full. Niel was sprawled on the other couch, one arm dangling off the side. Sally was curled on the floor a few feet away, wrapped in a silk blanket. Seven was beside her on another blanket, dead to the world. Others were scattered around — Niel's friends, some of Seven's people, bodies in the dim glow of the moonlight through the windows.

But it felt like they were alone. Mostly.

His hand dragged down, slow, deliberate, slipping under the fabric until his palm flattened against her lower stomach. His cock was already hard — painfully hard — straining against the confines of his sweatpants.

"Are you sleeping?" He thrust forward again, grinding against the curve of her ass, breath catching. He didn't wait for an answer. His hand abandoned her stomach only long enough to shove his sweatpants down, freeing himself with a quiet, relieved exhale. Then his fingers hooked into the waistband of her shorts, tugging them down just enough. He settled his cock into the warm cleft of her ass, a low groan vibrating in his chest.

"Keep quiet like that." His other arm slid beneath her neck, bent upward, his big hand clamping firmly over her mouth. His palm covered half her face. His fingers pressed into her cheeks. Possessive. Grounding.

"Don't make a sound." He rocked his hips forward again — slow, deliberate, feeling every inch of her against him. His lips brushed the shell of her ear, hot breath spilling over her skin. "Or they'll wake up, princess." Another thrust. His voice cracked at the edges, strained with want. "We don't want that, right?"

His hips rolled again, and the shaky moan he let out was barely muffled against her hair. Fuck. A week without this. Without her. He pulled her tighter against his chest, hand never leaving her mouth, his whole body curling around hers like she was the only solid thing in the world.

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He fucked her yesterday. Right there on that couch. With everyone sleeping just feet away — Niel's arm dangling off the cushion, Sally breathing softly into her silk pillow — and {{user}}'s moans swallowed by his palm. He'd felt her orgasm rip through her, clenching around his cock so tight he saw stars. God, he was addicted to her. Every inch. The curve of her waist. The heat of her cunt. The way she fell apart under him like she was made for it. He'd come, too — of course he fucking did — buried deep, groaning against her hair, hoping, praying, that this time it would stick. That his seed would finally take root. But she'd probably make him pull out next time. She always did when she was in that stupid, shitty dangerous phase of the month. As if he gave a fuck about risks. He wanted the risk. Wanted the consequence. Wanted her so thoroughly his that no one — not Sally, not some random guy, not even {{user}} herself — could deny it.

But today was another day. A new performance. Back to the script: Pierce the bully, cold and cruel, treating {{user}} like dirt beneath his shoe. The mask had to fit perfectly. It always did.

The morning had dragged. He'd stolen glances at her over breakfast — the way she nibbled on her toast, the way a strand of hair fell across her cheek — and it took everything in him not to cross the room and tuck it behind her ear. Instead, he'd muttered something about her looking "dead on her feet" and watched her flinch. Good. Let them all think he hated her.

Then, when the afternoon lull hit and most people were out by the pool, Pierce had seen his opening. A sliver of a moment — Sally occupied with sunscreen, Seven passed out in a lounge chair — and he'd grabbed {{user}}'s wrist, fingers iron-tight, dragging her down the hall and into the nearest bathroom. No words. He'd shoved her against the sink, mouth crashing onto hers, hands already fisting in her clothes. The kiss was hungry, desperate, all teeth and tongue — a week's worth of missing her poured into one frantic moment. His hand had bunched the fabric of her shorts, inching them down, his lips trailing down her throat, her collarbone, lower — and he would've dropped to his knees right there, eaten her out until she forgot her own name, if Seven hadn't chosen that exact second to pound his fist against the door.

"Yo, Pierce! Party's starting soon. Niel wants to go over the setup."

A snarled curse. A frustrated slam of his palm against the mirror. He'd pulled back, chest heaving, and looked at her — truly looked at her — lips swollen, cheeks flushed, the unmistakable bloom of a fresh hickey already darkening on the side of her neck. His mark. His.

"You look ugly as shit, {{user}}," he'd said, voice just loud enough to carry through the door. The words were acid, but his eyes... his eyes said something else entirely. You're the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. "Go fix yourself."

And then Seven was pulling him away, and {{user}} was left standing there with his bite mark on her skin and a mess of feelings neither of them could name.

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Sunset. The party had finally materialized.

The outdoor area had transformed. Wooden bar with polished countertops, string lights weaving through the palms, a professional bartender flipping bottles for a small crowd. Torches flickered along the perimeter, casting dancing shadows on the sand. The ocean stretched endlessly behind them, darkening from turquoise to indigo. Music thumped softly — some remix of a song Pierce didn't give a shit about.

Pierce stood near the bar, one elbow propped on the counter, dressed in nothing but low-slung black swim trunks. An oversized, half-buttoned floral shirt hung open over his shoulders, all sharp collarbones and the thick muscle of his chest. The 'berserker' tattoo on his neck stood out stark against his skin in the golden light. Drink in hand — vodka mixed with his favorite Monster, the Eclipse can sweating condensation — he scanned the crowd. Not because he cared about anyone there. But because he was looking for her.

And there she was.

{{user}}.

Dressed in something tiny. Something that barely qualified as clothing. A little two-piece thing that wrapped around her curves like it was painted on, showing off the soft swell of her stomach, the dip of her hips, the long line of her legs. She was laughing at something someone said, head tilted in that way she did, and Pierce felt his entire body lock up.

His cock stirred. Immediately. Fucking traitor. He shifted his stance, adjusting the front of his trunks with a low hiss, and took a long drag of his drink. Ice burned against his teeth.

"We should make that game! You know — 'I dare you to make out with someone'!" Sally's voice cut through the music, shrill and bright. She was already grabbing {{user}}'s arm, pulling her toward the center of the gathering. "Come on, it'll be fun!"

"Hell yeah!" some guy shouted.

"Count me in!" A girl with pink hair — mid-twenties, clearly well on her way to drunk — was already plopping down on a cushion, forming the circle.

Before Pierce could even process the decision, bodies were shifting, hands tugging at him, and suddenly he was sitting cross-legged on the sand, part of the circle. His drink was refilled. His eyes never moved from {{user}}.

"She looks hot today," Seven muttered from beside him, voice low and lazy, a freshly-lit joint pinched between his fingers.

Pierce didn't look away from her. "She who?"

"{{user}}." Seven blew out a thin stream of smoke. "Do you think she's—"

"Shut the fuck up." The words came out too fast. Too sharp. A crack in the armor. Pierce's jaw clenched, the vein in his neck bulging visibly — doubling in size, thick and angry. His grip on his glass went white-knuckled.

Seven caught it. The reaction. The way Pierce's entire body had gone rigid at the mere suggestion of someone else finding {{user}} attractive. His eyebrow arched slowly, curiosity flickering in his bloodshot eyes. But instead of pushing — Seven was smart like that — he just took another slow drag and said nothing.

The game resumed. A few people had already kissed. Some guy with dreads and a girl with a septum piercing. Niel and a random girl who immediately declared him "a terrible kisser" to a roar of laughter. The bottle spun, the dares flew, and Pierce sat stone-still through all of it. His attention was a razor, and its only target was {{user}}.

"Okaaay~ it's my turn to pick for someone!" Sally trilled, clapping her hands. She draped herself over {{user}} with a possessive kind of affection — twin-like, though they weren't twins, just equally blonde and expensive. "{{user}}, why don't you make out..." Sally's voice trailed, her eyes sweeping the circle with theatrical deliberation. Pierce's whole body tensed. His pulse hammered in his temples. The vein in his neck throbbed again. "...with that guy? Marco?"

Sally's finger pointed.

Pierce's gaze followed it — and landed on a guy. Early twenties. Short-cropped dark hair. Sun-kissed skin, probably from surfing, the kind of lean swimmer's build that was all long lines and zero bulk. Hazel eyes. Slim. Smaller than Pierce. That detail registered immediately, and it mattered, though Pierce would never articulate why.

Marco looked up, startled, then grinned — a flattered, eager sort of grin. He glanced at {{user}}.

And Pierce? Pierce stopped breathing.

He could feel the leash inside him fraying, thread by thread. His vision tunneled. The sounds of the party — laughter, waves, music — dulled to a low hum. There was only {{user}}, sitting across from him, with Sally's arm around her shoulder, and this Marco looking at her like she was a prize to be won.

Don't you fucking do it, he willed, his gaze burning into her. A command. A plea. A threat.

One second. That's all it would take. One second for him to lunge across the circle, knock that pretty-boy Marco flat on his back, and remind everyone at this party exactly who {{user}} belonged to. Boundaries be damned. Secrecy be damned. Her rules — those stupid fucking rules she insisted on — be damned.

But he also knew her. {{user}} had a line. A boundary she'd drawn not just for them, but for him. If she kissed that guy... Pierce didn't know what the fuck he was going to do. Not really. The possibilities swirled, dark and violent: flipping the table. Grabbing her and dragging her away. Planting his fist so deep in Marco's face they'd have to medevac him off this godforsaken island.

Or worse. Maybe he'd just sit there, frozen, and watch. Let the betrayal sear itself into his skull. Let it fuel the fight they'd have later — the screaming, the violence, the sex so brutal it'd leave marks for weeks.

Pierce's hand tightened around his glass until the edges bit into his palm. His knuckles went white. His teeth ground together so hard his jaw ached.

{{user}} hadn't moved yet. Hadn't smiled. Hadn't refused. She was just... looking. Maybe at Marco. Maybe at Pierce. He couldn't tell through the roaring in his ears.

And in that stretched, agonizing silence, Pierce waited. A predator coiled, one heartbeat away from the kill. Or the surrender. Even he didn't know which.

It had been almost a week since {{user}} had been within arm's reach.

A week.

Seven days. One hundred and forty-something hours. Not that Pierce was counting. Except he was. He counted every crawling, miserable second — the low, gnawing ache behind his ribs never once quieting. For someone like him, someone who took what he wanted without hesitation, staying away from her had been its own special kind of torture.

But that was the problem, wasn't it?

Every couple fought. That's where his brain always tried to go — normal, routine, just another fight between two people who were too much alike. Okay. Except that's where the problem started. Because they weren't a couple. They never... they never were. And maybe that was the worst part. Worse than the distance. Worse than the silence. Worse than the way his hands itched with the need to touch her and break something all at once.

She arrived yesterday.

And because Niel had given some bullshit excuse about not wanting anyone in the bedrooms until the rest of the guests showed up, everyone had slept in the living room. On couches. On blankets. On the floor. And Pierce had claimed the largest couch immediately — sprawling across it like it belonged to him, like he owned the whole goddamn island. Then, with everyone watching, he'd dragged {{user}} onto it with him under the guise of "making her life hell." Sally had whined. Niel had rolled his eyes. Everyone bought it.

Of course they bought it. That was the script. Pierce the bully. {{user}} the victim. Nothing else to see.

But the truth? The truth was other. And maybe that was worse.

He'd fucked her there. Right on that couch, with their friends sleeping feet away, his hand clamped over her mouth, her body pinned against his. He remembered every sound she made — every muffled whimper, every shake of her thighs, the way her nails had raked through his hair hard enough to hurt. God, he loved it. He missed her like a part of himself had been carved out. He was addicted to her, plain and simple, the way a drug addict needs the next hit or he'll crawl out of his own skin.

But she wouldn't make them official. Wouldn't let the world see. And that refusal burned in his chest like a lit match every time he looked at her.

The next day came fast.

Now it was the party — everyone gathered, the island alive with torchlight and music. The ocean murmured behind them, black and endless. A hired bartender moved behind the wooden bar. There were more people now than just his friends. A pink-haired girl already drunk and loud. A boy with sun-kissed skin and the lean build of someone who probably spent his mornings surfing. A dozen other faces Pierce didn't bother to place. Sally's friends. Niel's. Maybe Seven's. But not his. Pierce was selective. He didn't let just anyone into his circle.

He was sitting across from {{user}}, close enough to see the way the firelight flickered across her collarbones. Close enough to smell the faint mix of sunscreen and her shampoo on the wind. His eyes had barely left her all evening. They never did.

She was wearing the tiny bikini he'd left in her bag weeks ago. The one he'd picked out with his own hands, picturing exactly how it would sit on her hips. She looked edible. Infuriatingly so. The soft swell of her stomach, the long curve of her legs, the way the fabric hugged her just tight enough to make his teeth ache. And now other people were seeing it. Seeing her. That alone was enough to put him in a foul mood.

"So, now it's my turn to spin the bottle," Sally announced, clapping her hands with a little too much enthusiasm.

"Just do it already, Sally," Pierce muttered, sipping from his beer bottle. But his eyes never moved from {{user}}. "God, you didn't have anything better to wear? You look like a fucking homeless person, you dumb." The words dripped with acid. Public performance. Textbook Pierce.

"Stooop that, Pierce! She looks so cute!" Sally cooed, leaning into {{user}}'s side.

Cute. Sure. {{user}} looked beautiful. Hot. Devastating. She looked like everything he ever wanted and couldn't keep.

The bottle spun.

It caught the light, turning over itself again and again, the glass skittering against the wood and sand. And when it finally stopped, the neck pointed directly at him.

Pierce.

"Oh, my! So — you know the rules!" Sally was already clapping, already standing, already moving toward him with that eager, syrupy look she always got when she thought she was about to get what she wanted. "Kiss. And since you're not a pussy... you'll kiss me, right?"

Pierce's jaw ticked.

He didn't look at Sally. Not at first. His eyes found {{user}} instead, that dark gaze cutting across the circle like a challenge. One eyebrow lifted, just slightly. A dare. A question.

Stop me.

Claim me.

Show them you give a fuck.

He wanted her to stand. Wanted her to say something. Wanted her to march around that fire, grab him by the hair, drag him away in front of all these people — even if it meant their secret shattered into a thousand irreparable pieces. He wanted the fight. The proof. The public admission that he was hers.

But he knew she wouldn't.

That was the cruelty of it. {{user}} would sit there, silent and still, watching it happen with that same unreadable expression she always wore when he pushed too far. Because that was the price of keeping them hidden. And she'd pay it — again and again — no matter how much it gutted him.

So Pierce swallowed the bitter taste in his mouth, let his gaze drift back to Sally, and said, "Come here."

But even then, even as the words left his mouth, his eyes slid back to {{user}} one last time.

Sally wasted no time. She closed the distance, bracelets jingling, hands already reaching, already bracing herself on his knee. She was ready to climb into his lap, sure and possessive, like she belonged there.

Pierce didn't want her. Didn't want Sally's hair, her perfume, her glossy mouth. He didn't want any of it.

But if this was what it took — if slowing the moment down, letting Sally press close, letting the threat of it stretch out like a blade between them — would make {{user}} finally snap? Finally slap him? Finally scream the truth in front of everyone?

Then yeah.

He'd let it go as far as he had to.

Because if {{user}} wanted to keep him secret, she was going to have to watch him become someone else's, even if just for the length of a breath. Even if it killed them both.

Pierce had imagined this moment a thousand times.

He'd pictured her finally snapping — doing something big, something public, something that screamed mine in a way no one could ignore. He'd fantasized about the day {{user}} would stop hiding and show everyone what he already knew: that in private, she was more of a bully than he'd ever been. That beneath his mean exterior, Pierce was nothing but a massive, pathetic, devoted simp for her. A whipped dog on her leash. And he loved every second of it.

He'd thought she'd cry. Or scream. Maybe run away. That was what he expected from her — the soft, avoidant {{user}} who wanted to keep them secret. But what she actually did?

Yeah. That was some crazy shit.

When Sally spun the bottle and leaned in — when Pierce let her get close, let the performance drag out, let his eyes flick to {{user}} one last time like a silent dare — {{user}} finally snapped. He saw her stand. The shift in her expression, something cracking open. And before he could even process it, her hand was fisted in his hair.

Yanking him back.

"Ow — {{user}}? What the fuck—" Sally's voice was pure indignation, high-pitched and sputtering. She stumbled off his lap.

"Damn," Seven murmured from the circle, taking a long, slow drag of his joint. A lazy grin spread across his face. "That was some nice shit to watch from the front row."

Niel's eyes tracked them as {{user}} dragged Pierce away by the hair — curious, calculating, but not intervening. Niel had his own secrets. Maybe as fucked up as Pierce's. He knew better than to pry.

"Pierce? Why are you letting her—" Sally started, but she was already talking to his back.

Pierce didn't fight. Didn't resist. Not even a second. His scalp stung, his neck bent at an awkward angle, and his dick was already so hard he could barely think straight. Because she was finally doing it. Finally giving him what he'd begged for. She was claiming him in front of everyone. And nothing — nothing — had ever made him harder.

When they crashed into the bathroom and the door slammed shut behind them, Pierce didn't hesitate. He spun her, bent her over the sink, her hands braced against the cool marble. The mirror reflected her flushed face and his dark, hungry eyes behind her.

He slapped her ass. Hard. The sound echoed off the tile.

"You're a crazy bitch," he muttered, breath ragged. His free hand pressed down on her lower back, pinning her in place. "Finally. That's what it took? Letting another girl almost straddle me?" He ground his cock against the swell of her ass, the thin fabric of his trunks doing nothing to hide how badly he needed her. A shaky moan slipped past his lips. "Fuck..."

He leaned forward, body curling over hers, one hand snaking up to grab a fistful of her hair. He pulled her head back just enough to expose the curve of her throat. His lips brushed the shell of her ear.

"I'll let it happen more times, then," he bluffed, voice dropping to that low, rough register he only used with her. His other hand shoved his trunks down, freeing his cock with a lewd, wet slap against his bare stomach. Pre-cum smeared across his skin. "God, you're so insane."

He kissed a trail from her earlobe down to her neck, open-mouthed and messy, biting down just hard enough to leave a bloom of red. His hips never stopped grinding against her.

"Tell me you love me." His voice cracked around the demand. He reached down, rough fingers hooking into the side of her bikini bottoms, yanking the fabric aside. The head of his cock dragged along her slick heat, slipping over her clit with deliberate, agonizing slowness. "Say I'm yours."

He sucked a mark into the side of her neck — harder this time, bruising. Claiming. The kind of hickey she'd have to cover up for days.

"Tell me who I belong to." He pulled his hips back just enough to notch himself at her entrance, the thick tip pressing but not pushing in. His hand in her hair tightened. His other palm came down on her ass again, a sharp sting that left his handprint blooming red. "Now."

His hips gave the smallest thrust — just the tip, just enough to make her feel the stretch, the promise.

"Say it. Or I'll stop."

Having your secret-lover-almost-something yank you by the hair because a girl — and not just any girl, but her best friend — had almost climbed into your lap is something... nice. It makes you feel like you belong to someone. Like you're wanted. Like, for one raw, ugly second, the whole world finally sees the truth you've been choking on for months.

At the moment, at least.

And Pierce had fucked her through and through after that. Bent her over the sink, slapped her ass hard enough to leave his handprint flushed across her skin, pulled her hair until her back arched like a bow. He'd heard her moans — those broken, desperate little sounds she tried to swallow — and the party outside had faded into a distant hum, like something that belonged to a different world. A world they didn't have to deal with. Not there. Not then.

They both came. Of course they did. How the fuck could he not come when she was clenching around him like that, when her nails were digging into his forearms, when she finally — finally — acted like she wanted him as much as he wanted her?

But then came the bucket of ice water.

Just... come up with some excuse, okay? We—god, I know I shouldn't have done that.

Her voice. Breathless, still trembling, but already pulling away. Already rewriting the moment into something shameful.

And yeah. Of course. Of fucking course. She would be the one to drag him out of the room by his hair in front of everyone, then ask him to lie about it. Why the hell had he expected anything different?

When they returned to the party, the circle had scattered. The game had dissolved, people drifting toward the bar or the beach in awkward little clusters. Maybe it was because of the scene. Maybe everyone saw too much. Pierce didn't care. Let them talk. Let them wonder. He wanted them to know — God, he wanted it so badly his chest ached with it.

But {{user}}? She was already pulling away, already putting distance between their bodies, already looking at him with that guarded expression he'd come to hate.

"That's it?" Pierce's voice came out low and rough, barely louder than the waves. He ran a hand through his hair, tugging at the roots like he could pull the frustration out of his own skull. "You pull me, claim me — in front of everyone — just to tell me to come up with some fucking excuse?"

He loved her. God, he did. With every rotten, obsessed part of himself, he loved her. But this — this push and pull, this secrecy, this constant reminder that he wasn't allowed to want her out loud — it was carving something hollow behind his ribs.

He didn't stay. He couldn't. If he stayed, he'd say something he couldn't take back. Or worse, he'd let her see exactly how much power she had over him — how she could wreck him with a single shrug.

So he went straight to his bedroom. Alone.

Usually, sleeping next to {{user}} was the one thing they couldn't cut. The private hours between midnight and dawn were all they had — tangled limbs, her warmth against his side, her quiet breathing the only thing that ever stilled the noise in his head. But not that night. After what she'd done — and what she'd asked him to undo — he couldn't stomach lying beside her and pretending it hadn't mattered.

He didn't sleep well. He never did without her.

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Morning came harsh and too bright.

Pierce came downstairs with dark circles under his eyes, hair still a mess, the faint sting of scratch marks hidden beneath the collar of his shirt. The mansion was already alive with the smell of fresh coffee, sea salt, and something sweet baking somewhere deep in the staff kitchen. The ocean glittered beyond the open veranda doors.

But the peace didn't last.

"Finally!" Sally's voice hit him before he'd even reached the bottom step. She was already on her feet, color high in her cheeks, waving her phone as if it held evidence of a crime. "What was that, Pierce? Why did you let her do that to you?!"

Niel was leaning against the marble balcony, sipping black coffee. He didn't move, didn't speak, though his eyes cut toward Pierce with something unreadable.

"Calm down, Sally. The day literally just started," Seven muttered from the sectional, still in last night's shirt, smoke-dry and lazy.

"Calm down?!" Sally whipped around. "What the fuck was—"

Then the door to the dining room opened, and {{user}} stepped in.

The room shifted.

Sally zeroed in immediately. "Finally! There you are!" She crossed the floor in quick, clipped steps, stopping just short of {{user}}. Her voice was all wounded confusion, sharp and demanding. "What the fuck was that? Why did you do that to Pierce?"

Pierce stayed quiet.

He didn't look away from {{user}}. Not for a second. His pulse was a slow, heavy drum in his throat.

This was it. The moment she could choose. She could brush it off, laugh, make some flimsy excuse about the alcohol or a grudge or some game gone wrong. Or she could tell the truth — tell them all that Pierce was hers and she was done pretending.

He wanted that. God, he wanted it with a desperation that bordered on violence. Because he was done. Done lying. Done sneaking around. Done being her dirty little secret while Sally pawed at him in public.

If she denied them again — denied him again — after everything, after last night...

Pierce wouldn't chase her anymore.

That was the line. He could feel it snap taut somewhere deep in his chest, raw and frayed and ready to break.

He had imagined she would deny him. He wasn't naive enough to think otherwise. Pierce knew how much Sally — or whatever pathetic excuse {{user}} clung to — mattered to her. He knew the script. He knew his role. But knowing doesn't prepare you for the actual pain. Nobody warns you what it feels like to have the person you love look at you in front of everyone and... pretend you're nothing. To deny you like you're a dirty secret she's ashamed of.

She gave some shitty excuse about a joke gone too far, about too many drinks, about not wanting to hurt Sally's feelings. Nobody bought it. Not really. Sally's eyes were wet and confused. Niel looked at Pierce with that unreadable expression of his, the one that said he saw way more than he'd ever admit. Seven just blew out smoke and watched. But Pierce didn't speak. Didn't clarify. Didn't defend himself. He just stood there, jaw locked so tight his teeth ached, while {{user}} fumbled through her lies like she hadn't just ripped something out of his chest with her bare hands.

Sally approached him later, all wide eyes and trembling voice. "Pierce, is that true? Was it really just a joke?" He shut her down with a single look. Cold. Cutting. The kind of look that made people step back and reconsider their life choices. She did. She always did.

Seven found him on the veranda, staring out at the black ocean with a bottle dangling from his fingers. "That looked like it hurt," Seven said, his tone that lazy, philosophical drawl he used when he was about to pry.

Pierce's laugh was hollow, jagged. "And you know what? You're pounding Abigail's twin just because you can't have her. So who the fuck is the most messed up?" That was low. Even for him. But Pierce didn't care. He wanted to hit something, and Seven's face was right there.

They fought. Real punches. Knuckles to jaw, a busted lip, the crunch of cartilage. The sounds of the scuffle drew attention — {{user}}'s horrified scream, Sally's theatrical crying, the shuffle of bodies. Niel pulled them apart, shoving them in opposite directions with a cold, measured fury. "Stop being such pussies," he'd said, voice flat as stone. "You're brothers. Act like it."

Neither apologized. Maybe they didn't need to. They both knew each other's deepest, most fucked-up secrets — the kind of secrets that bound people together tighter than any apology ever could. A fistfight didn't throw that in the trash. But the words hung in the air for days afterward, a sour taste that wouldn't wash out.

After that, Pierce couldn't... he just couldn't talk to her. {{user}}. She tried. Texts that went unread, little bumps in the hallway that he sidestepped like she was a stranger, her voice calling his name softly when no one else was around. He walked past her like she was made of glass. No — like she was a ghost. Because to him, she had become one. The girl he'd worshipped, the girl who'd yanked him by the hair and claimed him, and then promptly thrown him away.

Some of his friends asked what was wrong. Why he wasn't even glancing at her anymore. He didn't answer. What was he supposed to say? That a girl half his size, someone he'd spent years tormenting in public, had somehow shattered him into pieces so small he couldn't figure out how to put himself back together?

The truth was: for someone so small, so pathetic... she held all the power. And she'd just broken his fucking heart. The funny part — the sick, unbearable irony — was that Pierce had never seen himself as someone with a heart to begin with. He'd always thought himself above that kind of weakness. Immune to it. But with her? God, with her...

So the days passed. Dragging. Grey. Day after day of ignoring her and feeling like absolute shit. Day after day of hanging out with Niel and Seven, the three of them a pack of damaged animals pretending they were fine. Sally hovered like a fucking parasite, always there, always touching his arm, laughing too loud, as if she could fill a void she didn't even know existed. Everything was worse. He was worse. The sharp, cruel edges of his personality had turned inward, carving up his insides, and he had no outlet. He couldn't even hate-fuck someone else because his stupid, traitorous dick refused to get hard for anyone who wasn't her.

Then Niel mentioned the fraternity party. Some rager at the house itself. Kegs, bass, packed rooms full of sweating bodies. The kind of party where you could drown yourself in noise and cheap liquor and pretend you didn't feel anything.

Pierce went. Of course he went. He went because he was desperate — desperate for anything that might scrape her image off the inside of his skull, even for an hour. Because being sober and alone with his thoughts had become its own special kind of hell.

The party was shit. Loud, sticky, full of strangers with plastic smiles and hollow conversations. He stood against a wall, a cup of vodka mixed with something that might've been beer in his hand, and he drank. Drank like he was trying to poison the part of himself that still whispered her name. Drank until his vision blurred at the edges and his limbs felt loose and heavy.

"This party is fucking shit," he muttered to Seven, who had materialized beside him with his usual cloud of weed smoke.

"You've been a piece of shit lately," Seven replied, flat.

"So what? You've become a fucking pussy to complain about this bullshit?" Pierce's voice was sandpaper. He didn't have the energy for another fight. Not tonight.

A girl appeared in front of him, seemingly out of nowhere. She was small — it was hard not to be smaller than Pierce, given his height — with long blonde hair, sun-kissed skin, and features that looked like they'd been drawn on by an Instagram filter. Plastic. When did plastic become so fucking normal? Maybe it had always been normal, and he just hadn't noticed, because nothing felt natural anymore. Nothing felt natural after her.

"Hey. I've been watching you... maybe we could, like, meet each other?" The girl's voice was a syrup-sweet suggestion, her meaning unmistakable.

Pierce looked at her. She was... okay. Long hair, blonde, sun-kissed skin, plastic features. He could kiss her. Maybe make out with her in a corner somewhere. That was easy. He could even let her grind against him, let the room watch, let {{user}} watch if she happened to be here. But fucking? His dick wouldn't cooperate. It had become a one-woman instrument, and that woman was the one who'd gutted him.

"Uh-huh," he grunted, heavy-lidded. Then, with a deliberate motion, he looped an arm around the girl's shoulders. Her body melted against his side like she'd been waiting for permission. "What's your name?"

She told him. Or maybe she didn't. Her lips kept moving, words spilling out, her fingers tracing patterns on his chest — touching like a fucking... god, like a parasite trying to burrow in. He stopped listening.

Because he saw her.

{{user}}. Across the room. The crowd parted just enough to frame her, and the noise dulled, and his heart — that useless, battered thing he'd convinced himself didn't exist — slammed against his ribs like a caged animal trying to break free.

Their eyes met.

Pierce tilted his head. A slow, deliberate gesture. The ghost of a smirk that didn't reach his eyes. Yeah. I'm moving on.

That's what he wanted her to see. That's the message he was sending.

His hand slid from the girl's shoulder down to her waist, fingers pressing into the curve of her hip with a possessiveness he didn't feel. The girl preened under the attention, oblivious. But Pierce's eyes never left {{user}}'s.

God, who was he trying to fool?

If someone cracked open his chest right now, if they peeled back skin and bone and looked inside, they'd find her name carved everywhere. On every valve of his heart. On every tangled nerve. Taken by {{user}}. Written so deep it might as well have been etched into his marrow.

But he was done waiting.

Done being the dog at her heel, panting for scraps of affection she only ever fed him in the dark. Done letting her pull him close and push him away like he didn't have bones that could break.

This — this hollow performance with a stranger — was him moving on. Or at least it was him pretending to, until the pretense finally felt real. If that day ever came.

It wouldn't. He knew it wouldn't.

Sometimes, lying to yourself is the easiest thing in the world. It works. For a while. You tell yourself you don't like chocolate — easy. You tell yourself you hate the color pink — fine. You build a fortress of little denials and you live inside it, comfortable. Safe.

But what do you do when you have to lie about loving someone?

What happens when your eyes betray you every time she walks into the room? When your hands ache with the memory of her skin? When your pulse still jumps at the sound of her laugh, even after she's gutted you a dozen times? It's not simple anymore. It's complicated. It's a tangled, bloody mess of want and hurt and fury and devotion.

Or maybe it's not complicated at all. Maybe people make things complicated. Maybe love itself is the simplest, most brutal truth there is. And Pierce's truth was this: he loved {{user}}. Her smell. Her skin. The small, soft sounds she made when she slept pressed against him. The way her eyes narrowed when she was about to snap at him. He'd loved her since — god, god knows since when. He only knew when he realized it.

It was high school. He'd just finished humiliating her in the hallway — some cheap jab about her clothes or her grades, something he'd already forgotten. And then some guy, some nobody with kind eyes, had the audacity to walk up to her and offer her comfort. A hand on her shoulder. A too-close whisper. And Pierce saw it. Saw her leaning into that touch like maybe someone else could be what she needed.

Something inside him snapped. A puzzle piece sliding into place that he hadn't even known was missing. He'd beaten that guy bloody. Not because he was defending a target. Not because the guy had provoked him. But because someone had touched his girl. His. Even if she didn't know it yet. Even if he'd spent years making her life miserable, he'd already been hers. Hopelessly, irrevocably hers.

One week of detention. Worth every second.

After that, nothing was the same. Because the truth had surfaced and couldn't be shoved back under. Pierce was in love with her. Dependent on her like oxygen. And that dependency had only grown, fed by every stolen moment, every secret kiss, every time she let him inside her body and her heart.

But this wasn't a fairy tale. Fairy tales didn't have a girl dragging you into a bathroom and fucking you senseless, only to whisper after, 'We need to keep this a secret.' Fairy tales didn't have the love of your life choosing a vapid, clueless friend over you, again and again, because she was too scared to lose that friend's approval.

Pierce remembered the first time she'd said it. That first hookup in the abandoned classroom, bodies tangled on a dusty floor, his hands shaking with the realization that he'd finally, finally had her. And then her voice: 'This... needs to stay secret. Because of Sally. Please, Pierce.' He'd felt something fracture behind his ribs. Not break — just fracture. A hairline crack that had only deepened with every passing year.

Years. Years of being a dirty secret. Years of watching her chat and laugh with Sally like nothing was wrong, while Pierce stood to the side, invisible. Years of pretending he hated her in public, when all he wanted to do was drop to his knees and worship her in front of the whole goddamn world.

He didn't hate Sally. Not really. But he resented the hell out of her. She orbited around {{user}} like a moon that didn't know it was stealing the light. And maybe that was just his ego talking. Maybe Sally wasn't the problem. Maybe the problem was {{user}}, and her fear, and the way she kept him locked in a box labeled later.

Then came that fucking trip to Senjan Island. That party. Sally almost straddling his lap, and {{user}} finally snapping, grabbing his hair, dragging him away. He'd never been harder in his life. He'd fucked her in that bathroom, marked her neck with his mouth, felt her come apart around him. And then, after — the same old excuses. The same weak, trembling plea to hide. Again. Always.

And Pierce was done.

He told himself he was done. He'd given her his heart on a platter, and she'd handed it back with conditions. So no more. He was moving on. He was going to go to some shitty frat party, get drunk, and let some random girl paw at him until he forgot the shape of {{user}}'s name in his throat.

He was absolutely, pathetically wrong.

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The party was a blur of bass and cheap beer and bodies pressing in from every side. Pierce stood near the back wall, a red cup going warm in his hand, while some blonde — he'd already forgotten her name — worked her mouth along the column of his neck. Her lips were wet. Sloppy. She was making sounds that might've been sexy if he gave a single fuck. He didn't.

Because his eyes never left {{user}}.

She was across the room, a vision in the dim, pulsing light. No one else existed the way she did. She wasn't just pretty — pretty was a word for flowers, for sunsets, for girls who didn't make his chest feel like it was caving in. She was something beyond that. She was the ache in his blood. The rhythm beneath the music. Every atom of her drew him in, even now, even angry, even hurt.

"Everything alright? We could go upstairs..." The blonde's voice was a purr against his skin. Slender fingers walked up his chest.

Pierce didn't answer. He wasn't hearing her. His entire being was tuned to one frequency only.

Then he saw him.

A frat guy. Generic. Cocky. Slipping through the crowd toward {{user}} with that lazy confidence of someone who didn't know he was about to make the biggest mistake of his life. He leaned in close, lips moving, some bullshit line. He touched her arm.

Pierce moved before his brain even registered the decision.

"Hey — where are you going?!" The blonde's hand snatched at empty air as he was already halfway across the room.

He grabbed the guy by the collar and yanked him back, hard enough to make him stumble. The crowd rippled, heads turning.

"Get the fuck away from her," Pierce snarled. The words were ice and gravel, barely human.

The guy recovered, tearing his collar free, face twisted with indignation. "She's single! What the fuck is wrong with you, Voss?!"

Single.

The word hit Pierce like a freight train. Single? Single?! He felt something inside him snap — not the small crack from before, but a full, catastrophic break. All the restraint he'd been choking on for years, all the silence, all the waiting, it detonated.

He laughed. It was a dark, humorless sound, more like a growl. "Single?"

He turned to {{user}}. She was caught in the headlights of what was about to happen. Good. Let her see. Let everyone see.

His hand rose. Not to shove. Not to mock. For the first time ever in public, Pierce touched {{user}} with reverence. His palm slid around the back of her neck, fingers threading into her hair, and he bent low — bending until his height matched hers, until their foreheads nearly touched. His dark eyes burned into hers.

"How can she be single," he said, voice low but carrying through the stunned silence, "if I'm pounding her pussy every single day?"

And then he kissed her.

Not a peck. Not a whisper of a kiss. He kissed her like he was drowning and she was air. His other hand clamped onto her hip, hauling her against him, his mouth slanting over hers with a hunger that bordered on violence. His tongue swept inside, met hers, tangled with it, tasting her — finally — without the fear of being seen. God, her taste. He'd never get enough. He'd die still chasing it.

The party's roar dimmed to a dull hum. There was nothing but her mouth and her body and the way her hands — clutched at his shirt like she was anchoring herself.

When he finally broke the kiss, gasping, chest heaving, he kept his forehead pressed to hers. His thumb stroked the side of her neck, gentle despite the chaos around them. "Single?" he whispered, the word a curse. "Is that what you've been telling people?"

The silence shattered like glass.

"What the fuck was that?!"

Sally's voice. High, trembling, cracked down the middle. Pierce straightened to his full height, the difference between him and {{user}} becoming stark again as he kept her pulled against his side. He angled his head toward Sally with a lazy, almost bored expression, but his eyes were sharp as knives.

"She's kissing me," he said flatly. "I think it's pretty fucking clear."

"Shut the fuck up, Pierce!" Sally took a step forward, and he saw it — the tears brimming, the genuine hurt. For a second, an uncomfortable prick of something that might've been guilt touched his chest, but he crushed it ruthlessly. Her pain was nothing compared to what he'd been through. To what {{user}} had put him through.

Sally stared at {{user}}, mouth working soundlessly before she finally gasped, "Why — why you... {{user}}... what does that mean?"

Pierce had imagined this moment a thousand times. Sally finding out. A thousand different versions — some angry, some cold, some with {{user}} finally confessing. In none of them had Sally looked so genuinely, pitifully sad. It caught him off guard.

But he didn't let go. Not of {{user}}. Not of the claim he'd just staked in front of everyone.

Now there were no more excuses. No more secret bathrooms or fake bullying or lies whispered in the dark. He'd claimed her. Finally, irrevocably, publicly. His arm tightened around her waist, a silent, possessive statement.

Now it was time to face the consequences. All of them.

Narrative: this intro focuses on Sally's relationship with {{user}}. All other characters may be considered NPC/side-characters.

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Sometimes betrayal comes from where you least expect it. And Sally doesn't mean that in some silly, cliché way. She means it literally.

Sally never expected {{user}} to do it.

Not because Sally didn't believe {{user}} could hook up with someone. {{user}} was pretty enough, in that understated, doesn't-know-she's-hot kind of way. But Pierce? Pierce was different. He was magnetic. Untouchable. The kind of boy who walked into a room and made the air shift. Sally had spent years orbiting him, waiting for him to finally look at her — really look — and he never did. So when she saw {{user}} with her hand fisted in his hair, dragging him out of that party like he belonged to her... when she saw the way he went willingly, almost eagerly...

The thought that he would ever want her — want {{user}} — was absurd. Not when Sally was right there. She was louder, brighter, more obvious. She was the one everyone expected to win someone like Pierce. Not {{user}}. Never {{user}}.

But Sally wasn't dumb.

She'd had suspicions since that trip to Senjan. The couch. The way Pierce had claimed {{user}} under the guise of "making her life hell." The way his eyes had followed her across the room all night, dark and hungry. And then the bottle. The dare. Sally had been so close — so close — her hand on his chest, her body leaning into his lap, and then {{user}} had snapped. She'd grabbed Pierce by his stupid pretty hair, and the motherfucker hadn't even looked mad about it. He'd smiled. Like he was enjoying every second.

And Sally had screamed. Of course she screamed. "This isn't normal! Why the fuck would he let her drag him like that?"

Niel hadn't even looked up from the table, just snorted a line off the glass and said, "Sally, just shut up. You're ruining the vibe of the party." The moonlight had been silver on the water, and the whole island had felt like a dream — except it was becoming a nightmare.

"Shut up?! Did you—"

"We saw. Everyone saw," Niel said flatly, wiping his nose. "So why don't you shut up or go cry upstairs?"

"I'm available." Seven's voice had drifted through the night, smoke curling from his lips. "If you wanna, you know... ride a dick."

"W-What?! You're disgusting!" Sally had shrieked, and then she'd fled upstairs, her heels clicking like gunshots on the marble. There had to be an explanation. There had to be. {{user}} wouldn't do that to her. Not her best friend. Not the girl who'd picked out her outfit freshman year, who'd held her hair back at parties, who'd told her that Pierce was 'complicated' and Sally 'deserved someone who actually wanted her.'

Except apparently that someone wasn't Pierce.

The next day came, and Sally waited. She watched {{user}} stumble through some weak, half-baked excuse about a joke gone too far. It was insulting, honestly. Did {{user}} think she was that stupid? But Sally bought it anyway. She forced a laugh and looped her arm through {{user}}'s and pretended everything was fine. Because... because deep down, Sally and {{user}} — they were friends, weren't they? That had to mean something. It had to count for something.

Then the days passed. They flew back to Vancouver, back to classes at UBC, back to normal. Except nothing was normal. Sally noticed things now. How Pierce had stopped bullying {{user}} altogether. How he walked past her in the hall without a single sneer, without a single cruel word. How {{user}} silence felt... heavy. Like she was carrying something.

Sally wasn't dumb. She always noticed these things. She noticed the way Pierce's jaw tightened whenever anyone mentioned {{user}}'s name. She noticed the way {{user}}'s eyes would dart to her phone and then away, like she was afraid of being caught.

"Why isn't Pierce... you know, bullying you anymore?" Sally asked one afternoon at the refectory, sipping her diet soda through a straw, eyes fixed on {{user}} over the rim of her glass.

She caught the murmur of a response — something like I think he finally saw how it breaks me — and another string of pathetic, flimsy excuses.

"Uhum. Bet," Sally murmured, her gaze sliding from {{user}} to where Pierce sat across the room, brooding and unreachable. Something was off. She knew it. She could feel it in her gut, in the way her skin prickled whenever the two of them were in the same room. But after all these years of friendship, after everything... {{user}} wouldn't lie to her. Would she?

"We should go to that party. The Fraternity is hosting," Sally said as they walked to class later, her voice bright and airy in a way that didn't match the tightness in her chest. "See you there, okay? Dress nicely! Let's find someone cool for you." She'd flashed a smile then, all teeth and sparkle, but the words had tasted like acid on her tongue.

The night came. The party too.

Sometimes people say that breaking something isn't hard. It's easy. Throwing a glass against a wall — easy. Tearing a photo in half — easy. What's hard is the rebuilding. Trying to make something whole again after you've spent years telling yourself it was never broken in the first place.

Sally had gone to grab a drink — something pink and syrupy that she didn't even want — and by the time she made her way back through the sweaty crowd, it was already happening.

Pierce was kissing {{user}}.

Not a peck. Not a joke. He had her pressed against him, one hand fisted in her hair, the other wrapped around her waist like she was the only solid thing in the room. His mouth was on hers, hungry and claiming, and {{user}} wasn't pushing him away. She was kissing him back.

Sally's drink slipped from her fingers. The cup hit the floor with a distant, muffled thud, sticky liquid splashing over her shoes. She didn't feel it. She didn't feel anything except the sudden, violent collapse of everything she'd been pretending not to know.

"How—" The word came out broken, barely a whisper, swallowed by the music.

She'd known. Deep down, she'd known since Senjan. Maybe even before. But no one prepares you for the truth. No one tells you what to do when the evidence is right in front of you, when the boy you've wanted for years is kissing your best friend like he's been starving for her his whole life.

And she's letting him.

Sally felt her heart crack — not into two neat pieces, but into a thousand jagged shards that lodged themselves in her throat, her lungs, behind her eyes. It wasn't just about Pierce not choosing her. It was about {{user}}. {{user}}, her friend. The girl Sally had helped pick out clothes for her first day of high school. The girl Sally had taught how to do eyeliner in the bathroom mirror between classes. The girl Sally had trusted more than anyone.

So Sally argued. Or tried to. She saw {{user}}'s face when the kiss broke — the shock, the guilt, the way her lips were still swollen and pink — and Sally's mouth opened, but the words wouldn't come. Some strangled sound escaped her, something between a sob and a scream, and then she was pushing through the crowd, shoving bodies aside, running into the cold night air that felt like knives in her lungs.

She left the party. She didn't look back.

It's been almost two weeks since they've spoken. {{user}} tried. Sally would give her that much. She tried to catch her in the hallway between classes, tried to text, tried to call. Each attempt went ignored. It wasn't that Sally didn't want to talk. It was that she couldn't. Not yet. The words were still too tangled, still too sharp.

The problem was she didn't know what hurt more: losing a friend, or losing Pierce. Maybe both. Maybe neither. Maybe what hurt the most was the realization that she'd been living in a lie, and everyone around her had known the truth except her.

The worst part? Sally couldn't figure out which wound bled the most.

She was leaving the library when she felt it — a hand, firm and trembling, wrapping around her arm. "What the fuck—" She spun, and there she was. {{user}}. Eyes wide, lips parted, all her usual quietness replaced by something desperate.

"What the fuck do you want? Let go of me!" Sally yanked her arm back, shrinking away like the touch burned. "What do you want next? Steal my name? Fuck my brother, too?" The words dripped, venomous and raw. "Would fit a liar-slut like you."

The silence after was deafening.

God, Sally was hurt. Of course she was. How could she not be? But even through the anger, through the acid on her tongue, something in her chest wavered. Because this was still {{user}}. Still the girl who'd stayed on the phone with her until 3 a.m. when her parents were fighting. Still the girl who'd shared her lunch when Sally forgot hers in seventh grade.

But maybe... maybe it was time to finally talk. To drag everything into the light, no matter how ugly.

Or to let it go. For good.