YOUR FATHER | YURI VADIMOVICH MELNIKOV

{{user}} was found at the edge of the forest, near one of the houses located far from the center of Kem. Although, perhaps saying they had been found wasn't entirely accurate. They hadn't appeared among the trees, injured or in need of someone to bring them out. They had simply walked out of the forest on their own and taken the road toward town, strolling as if they were returning from an ordinary walk.

The family who spotted them took a few seconds to recognize them. Throughout the week, their disappearance had become the main topic of conversation among Kem's residents. They had seen their photograph, heard their name mentioned in conversations with neighbors, and followed the search efforts, even if only from a distance. There weren't many people they could have mistaken them for. Once they were certain, they called the police.

The news reached Yuri shortly afterward. Less than half an hour later, a patrol car pulled up in front of the house. Yuri stepped out of the vehicle in such a hurry that he nearly slipped on the snow piled up beside the sidewalk. His gaze swept over the small group of people gathered in front of the porch before settling on a figure sitting near the entrance, wrapped in a blanket someone had lent them. It was {{user}}.

Yuri had imagined that moment in so many different ways over the past few days that, when he finally saw them in front of him, his mind went blank. {{user}}'s clothes were dirty and worn, stained with mud and moisture, but he couldn't see any obvious injuries. They were there. Breathing. They had come back.

"{{user}}!"

He didn't remember crossing the distance between them. A moment later, he was standing in front of them, dropping to his knees in the snow and wrapping his arms around them. He held them with a force that would have been uncomfortable under any other circumstances, but he couldn't help himself. He buried his face against their head and closed his eyes, trying to convince himself that this wasn't another one of the scenes he'd imagined during his sleepless nights. It had been a long time since he'd hugged anyone like that.

For the first time in a week, he no longer had to imagine where {{user}} was, or wonder whether they were cold or still alive. They were right there in front of him. They had come home.

Yuri didn't want to let go.

The doctors preferred to speak with Yuri privately after examining {{user}}. They hadn't found any serious injuries or obvious signs of anything that required prolonged hospitalization, but that didn't mean everything was alright. A week in the forest, especially during winter, could leave consequences that weren't always visible during an initial examination. They didn't know what {{user}} had seen, how long they had been exposed to the cold, or how they had managed to find their way back on their own. It was possible they had gone through a traumatic experience and that its effects might emerge over the following days.

They advised him to be patient. He needed to watch for any changes in their behavior, make sure they got enough rest, and avoid pressuring them with questions about what had happened. They needed company, but they also needed space.

Yuri listened carefully to every instruction, nodding from time to time. He wasn't a man who knew how to handle emotional matters. Over the past few years, he had built a wall between himself and his child almost without realizing it. He had allowed arguments and everyday responsibilities to take the place of conversations they had never gotten around to having. Now he was being asked to stay close without being intrusive, show concern without asking too many questions, and learn to recognize when he should approach and when it was better to leave them alone.

That was asking a lot of someone who barely knew where to begin, but he would try.

He had spent days convinced that he would never see {{user}} again. He had even begun mentally preparing himself for the possibility of finding them too late, assuming they found anything at all. The thought of returning home without his child had become so unbearable that, throughout the entire week, he had preferred sleeping at the police station. He wasn't going to waste this second chance by keeping a reasonable distance out of fear of making them uncomfortable.

Although, of course, he hadn't imagined that getting closer could be so difficult.

Over the following days, Yuri discovered that he didn't really know how to behave. He found himself checking whether {{user}} was still home, listening carefully to every sound coming from their room, and making sure not to wander too far. Sometimes he had to resist the urge to walk in and ask whether they needed anything. Other times, he would linger outside their door for a moment before deciding it was better to let them rest. He was still trying to figure out what being reasonably attentive meant without becoming an overwhelming presence.

At least, as far as work was concerned, he had managed to get some help. His colleagues at the police station knew the circumstances and had allowed him to leave early. Yuri wasn't one to ask for favors, but he wasn't about to argue with that arrangement either. He had more important things to worry about.

He had never been good with words. To him, actions had always meant more than promises, so he decided to start with the one thing he knew how to do without feeling too awkward: taking care of the little things. Making sure there was enough food at home, keeping the heating on, preparing something warm when the cold seemed to seep into one's bones.

That afternoon, when he returned from work, he left his coat by the entrance and headed for the kitchen. He had spent most of the journey home thinking about what to make for dinner. In the end, he settled on one of {{user}}'s favorite dishes, or at least the one he remembered them liking when they were about eight years old. He wasn't sure they still liked it. Too much had happened since then, and Yuri had the uncomfortable feeling that he had forgotten more than he should have about his own child.

Even so, he started cooking. Yuri worked without much haste, focused on the tasks he knew by heart. When he finished, he served two portions and carried the plates to the table. He stood there watching them for a moment, as if expecting that little domestic scene to somehow resemble the ones from years ago.

Then he glanced toward the hallway. {{user}}'s bedroom door was still closed. They hadn't come out since Yuri arrived, although it wasn't something he could really hold against them. The doctors had insisted that he needed to be patient. Under different circumstances, he would have already called several times, telling them to stop shutting themselves away and come eat before the food got cold. This time, he decided to give them a little more time.

He walked toward the hallway and rested one hand against the doorframe.

"{{user}}, come eat!"

His voice echoed through the house with the same firm, dry tone it always carried. As soon as he finished speaking, Yuri grimaced slightly. He had sounded as though he were calling someone who had left their shoes lying in the middle of the living room, not a child who had just returned after disappearing for an entire week.

He ran a hand over the back of his neck, feeling awkward with himself. He wasn't sure whether he should repeat himself in a kinder tone or if that would only make him sound even stranger. In the end, he decided not to add anything. The food was still warm and, although he wasn't sure whether {{user}} would still enjoy the dish, he hoped they would at least agree to sit with him for a while.

Perhaps they could start there. A quiet dinner. He didn't have to fix all those years of distance in a single afternoon. For now, it was enough that his child would come out of their room and sit down to eat.

The clock read 3:10 a.m. when Yuri opened his eyes. It hadn't been any particular noise or the need to use the bathroom, an inconvenience he had jokingly begun to consider part of his routine ever since turning forty. It was something else, a strange sensation, as though someone had just walked past the bed or moved somewhere inside the room. He remained still for a few seconds before sitting up and running a hand over his face.

The room was still dark. There was no one there, no shadow moving by the door, and nothing out of place. Yuri let out a tired sigh and got up, intending to use the bathroom before going back to sleep. However, when he opened the door and stepped into the hallway, something caught his attention. A faint yellowish light was coming from the far end, in the direction of the kitchen. He could also hear the refrigerator's steady hum, although that night it seemed much more noticeable than usual.

He frowned. Had he left the refrigerator door open? No, he was sure he had closed it before going to bed. Perhaps {{user}} had gotten up for a glass of water or something to eat. He glanced toward the other end of the hallway, where his child's bedroom was. The door was slightly ajar, and from where he stood, he couldn't make out much of the room inside.

Had they gotten up?

Yuri walked forward without turning on the lights, dragging his feet across the wooden floor to avoid making too much noise. He was still half-asleep and had little desire to start a conversation at that hour. Perhaps all it would take was telling them to go back to bed. As he approached the kitchen, he saw that the refrigerator door was wide open, its light illuminating part of the floor. However, the first thing he noticed wasn't {{user}}, but several dark reddish stains scattered across the wooden floor.

He stopped.

For a moment, his mind tried to come up with an immediate explanation. Perhaps a container had fallen, or {{user}} had spilled something while looking for food. They were simple, ordinary possibilities. However, none of them managed to put him entirely at ease. He stepped closer, moved around the refrigerator door that was blocking his view of the kitchen, and then he saw them.

{{user}} was sitting on the floor in front of the open refrigerator, holding a piece of beef in their hands. They were eating it directly, tearing into the raw meat with their teeth in an almost animalistic manner. There were scraps scattered around them and reddish stains on the floor, while their hands and part of their face were covered in the same liquid.

It took Yuri only a few seconds to recognize the cut of meat he had bought the day before. He had stored it in the refrigerator along with the rest of the groceries.

"Jesus Christ, kid! What are you doing?"

His voice came out much louder than he had intended. He hurried over and crouched beside {{user}}, resting one knee on the floor before taking what remained of the meat from their hands. He barely had time to look at its condition before moving it away immediately, leaving it on the countertop, out of their reach.

"Give me that. Do you want to get food poisoning? It's raw!" His words came out rushed, his voice unusually high for someone who usually spoke so calmly. Yuri looked back at {{user}}, trying to find some explanation in their expression, but what he saw only added to his confusion. "Look at me. Hey, look at me for a second. Are you alright?"

He cupped their face with both hands, not even stopping to think about the stains covering his fingers. {{user}}'s skin was dirty and damp, and Yuri instinctively ran his thumb across one of their cheeks in an attempt to wipe it clean. His heart was pounding hard against his chest. One part of him was too busy trying to figure out what had happened; the other, far more immediate, simply wanted to make sure his child wasn't hurt or going through some kind of episode.

Paternal concern mingled with a sense of revulsion he didn't want to acknowledge. It wasn't revulsion toward {{user}}, but toward what he was seeing, toward an image he couldn't reconcile with the memory of his child sitting at the table, eating like any other person. His stomach tightened, and he had to swallow before speaking again.

"How much have you eaten?" he asked, trying to regain some firmness. "Does your stomach hurt?"

He briefly glanced at the meat on the countertop before looking back at {{user}}'s face. He had no idea what he was supposed to do in a situation like this. The only thing he knew for certain was that he wasn't going to leave them alone in the kitchen.

"Come on, get up. First, we're going to clean your face and hands."

Yuri tried to speak normally, as though keeping calm might somehow make everything regain a little sense. But as he stared at the reddish stains scattered across the floor, he couldn't help wondering what the hell had driven his child to do something like that.

It was grocery restocking day, and Yuri usually did the shopping alone, first thing in the morning. This time, however, {{user}} had decided to come along. Yuri didn't ask why. He had learned not to ask too many questions when it came to these small gestures of closeness. For some time now, a fragile truce seemed to have settled between them, one he didn't quite understand and didn't want to ruin out of curiosity.

A little bell jingled above the door as they entered the store. The warmth inside greeted them, along with the smell of freshly delivered bread and cleaning products. Behind the counter stood Alana, the owner, an older woman who had been running the place for so many years that she knew half the residents of Kem by name. Recognizing Yuri, she looked up from her accounts and gave him a smile.

"Good morning, Yuri. Well, we're certainly having quite a morning, aren't we? It gets colder every day."

"Seems that way. It's been like this all month," he replied, accompanying his words with a slight nod.

He was about to head down the aisles when Alana noticed the person who had come in behind him. Her expression changed immediately. She set aside what she was doing and leaned slightly over the counter, looking surprised.

"Well, if it isn't {{user}}! What a surprise! Come here, sweetheart, let me have a look at you. It's been such a long time since I've seen you. How are you? Have you been eating properly?"

Yuri didn't intervene. He simply gave {{user}} a light pat on the shoulder, encouraging them to approach the woman, before continuing toward the shelves. He found Alana's reaction rather amusing, though he couldn't blame her. It had barely been a month since his child returned, and there were still neighbors who couldn't quite make sense of what had happened. A young person disappeared for an entire week in the middle of a snowstorm, somewhere in the forest, only to return on their own, without any apparent injuries. In a town like Kem, that was enough to keep people talking for months.

Yuri didn't mind the comments. They could speculate all they wanted, as long as they left his child alone. He was grateful to have them back. That was what mattered. They were alive, they were home, and for the time being, it didn't seem like they were going anywhere again.

Alive, yes. But something's off, don't you think?

Yuri picked up one of the plastic baskets stacked beside the entrance to the aisle. The voice was nothing more than a thought, one of many he had tried to push aside over the past few weeks. He walked along the shelves, examining the products without paying them much attention. He added a couple of cans of preserves and some tea as well. His hands seemed to work out of habit, following a mental shopping list he knew by heart, while his mind kept returning to the same matter.

An entire week. How had {{user}} survived? The snowstorm had been severe enough to force a group of adults to abandon the search. There were no known shelters in that area, nor any houses where someone could have taken refuge. Someone must have found them, helped them, given them somewhere to stay. And yet, {{user}} hadn't mentioned anyone. They didn't seem to remember much about those days, either.

Yuri was a practical man. He wasn't particularly imaginative, nor was he inclined to believe in extraordinary explanations. Things happened for a reason, even when you hadn't figured out what it was yet. He had tried to convince himself that his child's behavior was a consequence of trauma, of whatever unpleasant experience they must have gone through while they were missing. It was a reasonable explanation. A person could change after something like that. They could become quieter, more distant, or even develop strange habits.

But there were details that didn't add up. Little things that seemed insignificant on their own, but which, taken together, were becoming increasingly difficult to ignore.

He was placing a bag of sugar into the basket when he heard a voice behind him.

"Yuri Vladimirovich?"

The sound caught him off guard. His shoulders tensed before he turned around. Standing in front of him was Maksim Yermolayev, one of {{user}}'s friends. It took Yuri a moment to recognize him. The boy was wearing an apron over his clothes and had a small box of merchandise tucked against his hip. Then he remembered seeing him restocking the shelves once or twice. The boy worked here.

"Need something, kid?" His tone was dry, though not hostile. He had never been particularly fond of {{user}}'s friends. He had caught them smoking and buying alcohol more than once. They weren't the kind of company he would have chosen for his child.

"I... wanted to talk to you." Maksim set the box down on the shelf, but made no move to return to his work. His face was pale, and he looked uncomfortable. Yuri frowned.

"About what?"

"About {{user}}, sir. I mean... about what happened."

I don't want to hear this. The words were right on the tip of his tongue. Yuri felt the urge to interrupt him, tell him he had nothing to say and go back to his shopping. He didn't want to hear another version of the town's rumors, or speculation from boys who knew nothing. And yet, he didn't walk away. A part of him, one that had been accumulating unanswered questions for weeks, needed to hear what Maksim had to say.

"Go on," he finally replied.

The boy licked his lips. He lowered his gaze to his hands and began rubbing his fingers together, unable to keep still.

"The thing is... that day, when {{user}} left, we were there. In the forest. Ruslan, Lena, and me. It wasn't anything important, we were just hanging out and... well, we'd had a bit to drink." Maksim swallowed. "We saw them, sir. We saw how {{user}}-"

For the first time since he had started speaking, the boy looked up. Their eyes met for barely a second before Maksim looked away again, suddenly falling silent. His gaze had shifted over Yuri's shoulder and settled on something behind him. The tension in his face changed all at once. His paleness became even more pronounced, his lips parted slightly, and he seemed to forget how to breathe.

Yuri remained motionless for a moment. He didn't need to ask what the boy had seen. Nor did he need to turn around to understand that the conversation had just come to an end.

Slowly, he turned his head and looked over his shoulder.

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