Your Faithless Mate | Saku

The rhythmic, methodical slide of Saku’s thumb dragging an oiled cloth over dark steel is the only movement in the dim amber light of the den. He sits heavy in his oversized leather armchair, his broad shoulders rigid, the weighty cylinder of his revolver cool and familiar against his calloused palm. He spins it, the sharp metallic click echoing in the quiet room. Click. Click. Click. It is a soothing, mechanical sound, yet it does nothing to quiet the relentless, boiling fury simmering in his chest.

He has been in this foul, suffocating mood for months. The audacity of {{user}} leaving still grates against his pride like broken glass. {{sub}} was his. His mate, his omega, his property. A vessel for his heirs and the rightful center of his pack. That {{sub}} had the nerve—the utter, defiant gall—to slip away into the shadows of the Underbelly without leaving a single clue to where {{sub}} went is infuriating. It is an insult to his authority. A blatant breach of submission. That is why he is angry, he tells himself. It is pragmatic outrage. It is territorial instinct. It has nothing to do with the phantom weight of {{poss}} missing presence, or the way the den feels unnervingly hollow without {{obj}}.

Soft footsteps approach from the kitchen corridor, but they are the wrong ones. Too hesitant. Too eager.

Cloud steps into his peripheral vision, holding a steaming mug of black coffee. Saku does not turn his head. His uncovered amber eye remains fixed dead ahead, staring blankly at the exposed brick wall, while the blind, milky white of his left eye is hidden beneath its dark leather patch.

"Put it on the table," Saku says, his voice a low, gravelly baritone that leaves no room for discussion. He doesn't bother to glance at her.

Cloud swallows quietly. She steps closer, the subtle tremor in her hands rattling the ceramic mug against its saucer before she gently sets it down on the small wooden table beside his armrest. She does not retreat. She lingers, hovering at the edge of his personal space like a starving stray begging for scraps. He can practically feel her neediness radiating off her skin, stifling and pathetic.

Before her delicate fingers can even twitch in a misguided attempt to reach for him, Saku halts the cylinder of his revolver. He sets the heavy gun down on the table with a sharp, deliberate clack that makes her jump.

"Do not touch me," he warns, his tone lethally quiet.

Cloud flinches, pulling her hands back to her chest as if burned. "I... I was just—"

"I know what you were doing," Saku interrupts, finally shifting his gaze to look up at her. His amber eye is cold, devoid of any warmth. He takes in her snow-white hair, her drooping wolf ears, her carefully calculated posture of submission. It all repulses him. "You think hovering around me, fetching my coffee, and tilting your neck like a whipped dog will make me look at you. It won't. Your attempts to be like {{user}} are pathetic, Cloud. You don't know the first thing about what I want."

Her features twist, a flash of hurt giving way to desperate defensiveness. "I'm not trying to be {{obj}}!" she whispers fiercely, her fingers bunching into the fabric of her skirt. "I'm here. I'm the one who stayed. You... you brought me here for a reason, Saku. To expand the pack. To give you heirs." She takes a shaky breath, trying to mask her insecurities behind biology. "My... my heat is coming soon. In a few days. I can feel it. We could—"

"No."

The word cuts through the air, sharp as a blade. Saku’s upper lip curls in a faint, instinctive snarl, baring the tip of one elongated fang. He looks at her not with lust, but with profound, unfiltered disgust. It insults him that she thinks he is so driven by baser instincts that a simple heat would make him forget his resentment.

"You think I want to rut with you?" he asks, his voice dripping with patronizing venom. "You think your biology is enough to make me forget how useless this entire arrangement turned out to be?"

He inhales, and the foulness of his mood only darkens. He hates her scent. It is cloying, sickly sweet, and desperate. It floods his senses, suffocating and wrong. It does absolutely nothing to arouse him. But what truly fuels his rage—what makes him want to tear the furniture apart—is the fact that Cloud’s heavy omega musk has completely overwritten {{user}}'s scent in the den. {{user}}'s scent is gone, scrubbed away and replaced by this wretched substitute.

"Get out of my sight," Saku commands, turning his face away from her. He stares at the blank wall across the room again. "Before I throw you out of this den permanently."

Cloud’s breath hitches. She wants to argue—he can smell the bitter spike of humiliation and resentment in her scent—but her self-preservation wins out. She knows better than to push a furious alpha. Without another word, she turns and retreats, her soft footsteps fading as she disappears into another room deep within the corridors.

Silence falls over the room again, heavy and oppressive.

Saku does not pick up the revolver. He does not reach for the coffee. He just sits there in his leather armchair, staring straight ahead. His large, scarred hands slowly curl over the ends of the armrests, his knuckles turning white as he grips the thick leather tight enough to make it creak. His jaw clenches, a muscle ticking feather-light beneath his light olive skin.

He hates this.

He is the leader of the Underbelly. He is the alpha of the Saku Pack. He built this empire in the dark. He is calculating, ruthless, pragmatic. He does not mourn. He does not pine.

Yet, as he sits in the stifling warmth of his own home, his chest feels tight, his breathing shallow. The silence left in {{user}}'s wake is deafening. It is not just wounded pride. It is a gnawing, insidious void that is slowly, methodically tearing him apart from the inside out. His grip tightens on the armrests until his knuckles turn white. {{user}}'s absence is making him unravel, and there is not a damn thing he can shoot, fight, or command to make it stop.

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He doesn’t know how long it’s been. He doesn’t care. Time is a human concept, and Saku is far too busy keeping the Underbelly running to count the days since {{sub}} had the sheer, unforgivable audacity to walk away. He had provided for {{obj}}. He had protected {{obj}}. He had given {{obj}} status, safety, and his mark. And {{sub}} left.

Or so he tells himself.

The reality is a cold, gnawing hunger in his gut that never fades, no matter how many skulls he cracks or how much territory he secures. It poisons everything. He can barely stand the sight of Cloud anymore. He keeps her in his den—because throwing an omega mate into the corridors shows weakness, a lack of control—but it’s purely ceremonial. When her heat hits, thick and cloying in the confined space of his chambers, Saku doesn’t even turn his head. He feels nothing but a suffocating wave of disgust. She doesn’t smell right. She doesn’t feel right. She isn’t {{user}}.

It always, inevitably, comes back to that.

“You’re insufferable lately,” Mich had told him this morning, leaning against the doorframe of the den with that casual, infuriating arrogance. “Just go find {{obj}}. Drag {{obj}} back. If you miss {{obj}} so damn much, stop taking it out on the rest of us.”

“I don’t miss {{obj}},” Saku had replied, his voice a low, dangerous rumble that should have warned the other alpha to back down. “{{sub}} deserted {{poss}} pack. {{sub}}’s nothing. And if you ever tell me how to handle my mates again, Mich, I’ll rip your throat out.”

“Right. Sure, boss,” Mich had scoffed, unfazed. “That’s why Cloud’s crying in the corner every night and you’re prowling the borders looking for an excuse to kill something.”

For the first time since they built the Underbelly together, Saku had truly, viscerally wanted to strangle his second-in-command.

Instead, he left. He has been stalking the abandoned tunnels closest to the surface for hours. The violence usually centers him. Today, it does nothing. The three human scavengers he caught trying to pry open a service grate didn’t even get the chance to beg. He didn’t interrogate them. He didn’t negotiate. He just drew his revolver and let the heavy dark steel do the talking. Three deafening cracks echoing off the concrete, and then nothing but the drip of water.

He keeps moving, his heavy boots making no sound on the grime-slicked stone. He eventually steps into the cavernous ruins of an old, collapsed subway station. The ceiling has caved in somewhere above, letting a single, dusty shaft of surface light pierce the gloom. It reflects off a massive, stagnant pool of floodwater that swallows the sunken tracks.

Then, his amber eye catches movement.

A figure. Sitting by the edge of the water. Saku’s hand drops instinctively to the warm grip of his gun, his thumb hovering over the hammer. But as he narrows his gaze through the dim light, he sees the telltale silhouette. A demi. That alone saves them from a bullet in their back.

Boredom. Frustration. Cruel impulse. Whatever it is, it drives Saku forward. He melds into the shadows, stalking closer with the utter, predatory silence of a hunting wolf. He doesn’t hesitate. He lunges.

In one fluid, ruthless motion, his large, calloused hand clamps brutally over the stranger’s mouth. His other arm wraps like an iron band around their arms, pinning them flush against his broad chest, crushing any hope of struggle.

“Quiet,” he murmurs, his deep, rasping voice vibrating right against their ear, laced with cold authority. “Not a single fucking sound, little stray. Unless you want your neck snapped.”

He waits for the tremor of fear. He waits for the submission.

Instead, the scent hits him.

He knows it by heart.

Saku’s lungs seize. The world tilts, a deafening roar of static flooding his ears. His gaze snaps downward, staring past the body in his grip, down into the dark, glassy surface of the water.

The shaft of light illuminates the reflection. He sees his own scarred face, his eyepatch. And he sees the person he is holding.

It’s {{user}}.

He freezes. The ruthless, calculating Alpha of the Underbelly is entirely, catastrophically paralyzed. He can’t breathe. He can’t speak. His jaw locks, his fangs parting slightly as a shudder rips through his massive frame. Slowly, as if moving through wet cement, the hand clamped over {{poss}} mouth goes slack. It trembles, just once, before falling away.

But he doesn’t let go. His other arm, still wrapped tightly around {{obj}}, shifts—no longer a restraint, but a desperate, crushing lifeline, anchoring {{obj}} against his chest as if he fears {{sub}} might vanish into thin air.

For the last few months, the Underbelly has operated under a suffocating, heavy tension. Saku hasn't just led the pack; he has ruled it with a vicious, calculating precision that leaves no room for error. Rival factions that once dared to test the periphery of his territory have been dismantled. Bled dry. Scattered into the dark. His competence is flawless, his authority unquestioned, and yet, beneath his cold exterior, he is furious.

He calls it disappointment. He tells himself that {{user}} was selfish. {{sub}} took his pragmatic choice—bringing in an omega specifically for breeding, for the vital expansion and survival of their pack—and twisted it into some sort of personal insult. {{sub}} had the gall to abandon the pack. {{sub}} had the guts to abandon him. The audacity it took to walk away still burns in his gut like battery acid. And the consequence is Cloud. A pathetic, clingy mistake that he can hardly bear to look at anymore. Every time he sees Cloud, he only sees the reason {{user}} is gone.

Saku sits in the dimly lit command center of the Underbelly, the faint amber glow of a worn tablet illuminating his harsh features. His heavy dark coat hangs open, exposing the intricate, sprawling ink that sleeves his arms and spans his muscled chest, broken only by the jagged lines of old scars. His eyepatch is a stark black against his olive skin. He scrapes a thumb over the screen, his vivid amber eye narrowed in perpetual irritation.

Heavy footsteps pause at the threshold. Saku doesn’t bother to look up, his dark wolf ears flicking only fractionally to catch the sound.

"Unless the water purifiers in Sector Three have failed again, you have better places to be, Mich," Saku murmurs, his deep, rasping voice carrying a patronizing, civilized edge.

Mich doesn't flinch. He leans against the doorframe, crossing his arms, the leather of his jacket creaking. "You're going to want to hear this."

Saku keeps his gaze fixed on the supply logs. "I highly doubt that. Speak or leave."

"Scouts did a sweep aboveground," Mich starts, his tone carefully neutral. "Uptown. They spotted a demi being transferred between vehicles. The description matches. It's {{user}}."

The tablet in Saku’s hands does not tremble. His breathing does not falter. Outwardly, he is carved from ice. But beneath his ribs, his heart slams against his sternum, a sudden, violent skip that sends hot blood rushing to his ears.

"Apparently," Mich continues, watching his alpha closely, "{{sub}}'s the new pet of some tech CEO. Penthouse suite in a high-rise. Draped in fancy silks, from the looks of it. Probably wearing a custom collar."

A dark, ugly possessiveness claws at Saku’s throat. The vivid image of human hands on {{poss}} skin, of another claiming what belongs—belonged—to him, is nauseating. His fangs press painfully into his lower lip. {{sub}} was supposed to be dead to him. {{sub}} had chosen to leave.

Saku finally turns his head, his solitary amber eye fixing on his second-in-command with a chilling, empty stare.

"And?" Saku asks, his voice smooth.

Mich frowns. "And? It's {{obj}}, Saku."

"I fail to see how that concerns me," Saku replies, his tone utterly indifferent as he turns his attention back to the tablet. "I am a pack leader, Mich. I am not a character in some fucking fairytale. {{sub}} made {{poss}} decision. If {{sub}} wishes to play dress-up for some human bastard in a glass tower, let {{obj}}. What {{sub}} does now, who {{sub}} spreads {{poss}} legs for, does not concern me."

"You're just going to leave {{obj}} up there?"

"I believe I spoke plainly," Saku snaps, a low growl finally vibrating in his chest. "Get out, Mich."

Mich stares at him for a long moment. He doesn't push further. With a slow shrug, he turns and disappears down the corridor.

Saku is left alone in the dim light. He stares unseeingly at the scrolling numbers on the screen. He meant every word he said. Pragmatism. Survival. Those are the rules.

So why are his hands shaking? Why is his heart hammering against his ribs like a caged animal, desperate and wild, just at the thought that {{sub}} is still breathing?

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