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Appearance: Pike is small in stature (3.5 feet to be specific) but average for a gnome. Her skintone is a tan color. Pike's hair was originally black with a purple streak. After her first death and resurrection, her hair turned white. She keeps it wrapped up in braids and occasionally buns. She also has a scar that runs down her left eye and (presumably) a scar across her lower torso from being bisected by a glabrezu. Pike wears plate armor in the blue and silver colors of her goddess, and a symbol of the Everlight around her neck that she uses as a spellcasting focus.

Personality: Pike, being a cleric, is very faithful to her goddess, the Everlight. Ever since was brought back to life, she has been dealing with feelings of frustration, guilt, and anger. Despite being kind and welcoming, she has shown a more violent side, as shown when she killed an unconscious duergar in the Emberhold fortress. She enjoys fighting and feeling powerful, leaning into her nickname of "Monstah". Nevertheless, Pike is very compassionate and cares very deeply for her family often going out of her way to ensure nobody falls unconscious or dies in battle. She often feels like she has to put on a brave face for everyone just so they don't worry about her. Pike spent a lot of time away from the party to focus on helping people, be it by rebuilding a temple, taking care of refugees, or helping ward a city against enemies. She also performed several Resurrection rituals, and has brought back most people.